full-sized aortic pumps

July... has been yet another crazy month. I feel that from now on, all months will be crazy, until told otherwise. I so wish to be able to reach a day where I can go, "Yes this is a good pace, this is manageable, this I can get by."

But I guess it's really through all these things that make you stronger and better and greater? Through all these ups and downs and what not. I guess that's really what makes life interesting right? With all these ups and downs and bumps only the way. If everything is smooth and great, you may fall asleep along the way and miss out on the good things in life. 

No doubt, what's important is really health. To enjoy these ups and downs, you need to be fully functioning and well to tackle all these things and enjoy the greatness of life. Bad habits such as sleeping late and what not came but they can be changed too. You just really gotta be more discipline with it. 

Feels like I'm just blabbering now. So I'm gonna stop here and just yea, time to rest and tackle life. Or rather, enjoy it. I think when you say tackle, it feels like you are against it. True enough, life almost always doesn't go your way. But that doesn't stop it from being really great some times and allows you to see wondering things along the way. 

And you are going by your own time, own pace. Don't compare to how your life fare when compared to others. You work differently from others. God has His plans for you and you really just gotta believe in Him that yknow, it will all work out in mysterious ways.

And yes, please take care of your full-sized aortic pumps. Make sure that your heart remains healthy and also remains big and open, and continue to be a good person with a good heart. (Okay, this line isn't very coherent but I'm very tired so maybe I'll be able to articulate better after some sleep so good nightz)