Things I learn while studying for Social Psychology. Haha! It's really a super interesting mod and I actually really enjoyed reading the textbook. Generally, I like all my modules this sem. They are all very interesting and rewarding. Okay, probably except for the econs one. But I guess every sem you need to have one math based mod to have a balance of some sort. To remember that I am still holding an economics degree, not that I'm actually pursuing that direction as of now but you know like in case I suddenly realise I like economics (Yea right).

Anyway, but yes, this sem has been actually good so far? In terms of like my studies. Which is very weird I swear 'cause it's my most busy sem ever. I think it's the nature of the modules? Generally stuffs that I like more. But yes, I still need to catch up with a lot of readings and what not. But they are interesting so that's good.

And hehe still super proud of our facilitation. For my Training & Development mod, everyone will have to do a facilitation with 2 other group members. So ours was online employee orientation. So we did online icebreakers through Facebook and made videos and employee slides. And wah the response was super positive and active. I think our class was very supportive also. Like really mega thankful and I'm still feel very happy and satisfied with it. Haha! Hopefully the main project also ah. But I think HR is really for me somehow. Like I legit enjoyed myself doing the video and coming up with the online icebreakers. Like I really very excited. Haha! And ok yes, very proud of myself also. Heh. Like with the video 'cause in the past I usually day a few days to finish but this time I took 8hours? For a 5 minute video, I think it's really not bad. Heh. And yes the icebreakers also. Like I'm honestly quite proud that I actually thought of the idea of using this website to create collage and introduce themselves using the photos on the collage.

Okay, I guess I'm just really glad that I can see myself improving? Like becoming better at doing stuffs. Like powerpoint slides also. I was really damn happy. Like I can do it fast and good. Usually it takes very long to do it good. But somehow this time it was different. So yea, like I can see myself improving as compared to last time. So yes, I'm just really happy ah.

But yes, I still think HR is really somehow for me. Like I legit like doing stuffs like that. It's more fun ah I feel. And it's not as if it doesn't value add also. It helps employees. Who are the assets of the company. Heh.

Alright, I think it's time for me to get back to studying. And packing my stuffs. And planning exchange. And many more. There are really a lot A LOT of things to do that its crazy ah. 

all I know

[ And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,
Taking flight, making me feel right
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now ] 

Everything Has Changed - Taylor Swift Feat. Ed Sheeran

Truly can't wait for exchange and take really great photos. Heh. And of course travelling around really beautiful places. First, need to find some time to really plan everything. It's scary thinking about all the planning that needs to be done but okay, I'm still more excited than scared.

Also, miss those days where you really just relax and don't have to worry about anything much. Just doing stuffs because you want to. And enjoying each moment. Kinda miss internship though I'm sort of still on internship. Haha! But it's different though 'cause now it's just tiring having to go sch on 3 days and work on 2 days. I think I'm crazy but I guess it really forces me to manage my time better. Though I'm still quite horrible at doing that so good luck to me ah.

I just hope that this sem would be alright. Somehow. There are really just so many things going on that I'm legit confused sometimes. Hard to even keep up with my own life. Ok not really, it's just legit exhausting though.

OHYA I COMPLETED NITEBIKE!! HAHAH honestly quite proud of myself 'cause the last time I exercised was very very long ago. I wanted to run for the past few weeks to prepare my body for Nitebike but of course, me being me, I say only. Hence, I really didn't train at all. So yes, my thighs truly hurt during and after Nitebike. But I still completed it~ Haha! Yes, honestly quite proud of myself. And super thankful for my group which is actually just 5 of us (Feli, Swe, Gab, YX) plus 2 GLs 'cause everyone else dropped out. HAHA So okay lar, it's really quite fun 'cause it's with people I know and can be a burden to. I think I legit was the burden of the group but okay lar, they are really great people and honestly very reassuring to cycle with them. =D

Time, patience, fate. Keep calm, don't rush. Let's see what happens. 

Inside Out

HAHA this one really depicts all 5 characters. They are all so cute I realise heh.

Finally watched Inside Out~ Honestly still a Disney kid at heart heh. But anyway, this movie is really interesting and thought provoking. I think many kids may not really understand it. But to us, it's really something very relatable somehow. How all these emotions play in our head.

And how these emotions that we feel on a daily basis will be placed as part of our memory. And how these memories will form a big part of your personality and life. That's why memories are so important. They shape your thoughts and how you behave. How they drive our motives and everything. Without memories, you are kinda like an empty shell.

And a person, no matter how happy or positive he or she is, still needs to feel other emotions as well. Such as sadness, anger, fear and disgust. Combination of al these emotions. And its really interesting how sadness drives joy. Most of the time we thought that the reason why we feel sadness and stuff was because we have expectations on being happy and all that. But I realise, you need sadness to actually be happy. I guess okay, all emotions are interconnected. But somehow when we are sad, we will find ways to be happy. Or rather, some people I guess? Maybe not everyone but I know that for me, whenever I feel sad or angry or scared, I'll try to think happy thoughts and stuffs. Like how to make myself happier. It's kinda like we need these more negative emotions in order to feel happiness. To remember to be happy and stuffs. I don't really know but I think my emotions control are not too bad HAHA except in recent years the anger takes over more I realise. Ah well, it's all still very very interesting though. All these things about emotions.

How we feel and why we feel. All these feelings that we sometimes have no control over. How to let other people know what we are feeling too. It's all very confusing. But I guess, it's all an experience and such. You just learn along the way.