Showing posts with label 10 Days. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 10 Days. Show all posts

Thursday, 5 January 2012

Day 10: One person you can trust

Myself

Not to sound cliche and all, but really, the one person that I can trust the most is myself. I do trust pple but I trust myself the most. Every decisions you make, every opinions you have, if you just share everything with someone, what is left of you? It just makes sense to have something about yourself that no one truly knows about. I'm not saying that you should hide who you are. You just have to trust yourself the most.

Trust your own feelings, trust your own decisions. I guess only when you really trust yourself, people around you will trust you to. Trust that you can do it and just this believing in yourself. Once you believe in yourself, believe in what you are capable of, only then you can prove to the world that you can do it. If you don't trust yourself, no one will trust you. The first step to gain your trust from others, is to first trust yourself.

Trust your gut feeling I guess. And once you decide on something, stick to it. Be decisive. Haha! I've been saying this a lot since the start of this year but yes, it's something that I really want to do. I have been an indecisive person since well, forever. I guess I still will be. I mean lol! I won't call it indecisive, I'm just more okay with things? HAHA! Can't think of the word. But yep! I'll make firm decisions when I have to. No more hesitating. My indecisive days shall all be in the past!

And yes, I do admit that sometimes, I leave decisions-making to my family and friends. I make them help me decide. I guess yes, I do trust them a little more than myself sometimes. But even though they suggest decisions for me to make, I'm the one that make the ultimate decision. So yes, I do trust myself. 'Cause yep, I trust myself that whatever decisions I make is the best for me. And to be true, not to boast or anything, I do make good decisions. Ok, not always but yep, in terms of a few matters, I think I do make good decisions. Of course, towards some stuffs, I make horrible decisions. But I guess ultimately, as long as you, yourself, make the final decision, and you trust yourself that it is the right one, it will be.

You just have to trust yourself that you are doing the right thing. And just do it and don't look back. Life is really about moving forward. So yea, sometimes we just have to do things spontaneously. Planning helps but we have to learn to be flexible and adapt to situations accordingly.

Haha! So yes, I trust myself the most. =) Family, yes, I trust them a lot too. I mean yea, they are your family, pple who know you all your life. How can I not trust them? They just feel safe. =) And I do trust some of my friends a lot. But yes, they are the ones who I know that I can trust. LOL! As in yea, some pple trust pple easily. I don't think I do? In some circumstances, I do. But when it comes to personal stuffs, I only trust some pple. I mean, ok most pple are like that. But there really are some pple who trust pple very easily. I can never really get that but oh well, it's how they want to be. Haha! Just that yep, I still think that everyone should trust themselves more than others. I guess in a way, you won't get hurt easily? If you trust this person more than yourself, once the person is gone, you are just lost. No one stays with you forever. It's true. Some pple do stay longer than others. Just that yes, the moral of the story is: trust yourself the most. =)


AHAHAHAHA! I made it to the 10th day!! Yes! I am proud of myself. =D Though ok, obviously I played cheat but I really wanted to get this over with before school starts. Most likely I won't be posting much once school starts. Time is already running out. And there isn't anymore PW to be using com for. Haha! And I think this year, the only reason for me to use com is to watch RUNNING MAN! HAHA! Or just shows to make me laugh and relax. I think I need it this year.

But yep! This 10 days challenge this is actually quite fun. I mean yea, you get to post about very nice stuffs. But I don't think I'll be doing one anytime soon. It's actually damn hard lar. And waste a lot of time!!! So yep, erm, this may most likely be my last post before school starts. I have this huge beautiful pile of work left. =) Just that ok, I think art students are still way more lucky than science students. Just that history students are sad. >=\

And random, but I shall talk abt trust more in depth one day. It's actually quite a lot to say abt trust. There is actually a lot of things I want to talk abt and just ponder and think deeply about. Life is amazing. Lol! Like there is so much stuffs sort of thing. Haha! It's cool to learn abt philosophy stuffs I think. There is so many cool things to study abt! Speaking of which, I think I shd better check out what course I want to take in uni. Lol! I have a rough idea what I want to study already. Just need to find the exact course. And yes, I'm really thankful for having really supportive parents. They really support me and want me to study what I want to study. It just gives me comfort to know that they support you? Though I admit, I should be more realistic but somehow, when you have your parents support to do something that you like doing, you really want to go for it. So yes, I really love my parents for just being so cool. =D

Wednesday, 4 January 2012

Day 9: Two things you wish you could do

1. Leave everything behind and just go travel around the world.
As much as I do love my life now, I rather have a life where I can go wherever I want, see the things I want to see. Of course, by doing so, I will miss all the pple I love. But yes, sometimes, you really just have the urge to leave everything and just go travelling. I don't know why but yes, I do have the urge sometimes. Leave all the troubles, and just see the world. LOL! I think I sound like some sad girl, trapped in a messy world. I'm happy with my life as it is. I really am man. I'm not complaining all. Just that you know, sometimes when things get tough, when everything seems to be piling up, you just feel like running away from it all and just be with yourself. Haha! I sound like some loner. But yep! Travelling is really always nice. =)

2. Travel with my grandfather to China, back to our hometown.
It was 2009 when my grandfather wanted to bring me and my 2 younger cousins to China to visit our relatives. He brought my sister the previous year and since one of our relatives was getting married, might as well bring the 3 of us there too. But yes, it just so happened that the trip coincide with sec 3 camp. So yep, being the loser me, choose sec 3 camp over the China trip with them. And yes, I really regretted not going China with them. Yes, sec 3 camp was fun. I had a great time bonding with them. But that was the last trip my grandfather took to China. And I didn't go with him. Yes, it's really one of the biggest regrets of my life. No, it is the biggest regret of my life. I miss him. I still do. Why did I think that I could go on the trip with him the next year? I guess yea, this made me realise how life is really short. And whatever we want to do, whatever we want to say, do it and say it before it's all too late. At least, I did saw my grandfather a few days before he was gone. And yes, life is really short. You really don't know what to expect and I guess, we really just have to live everyday to the fullest. Don't leave any room for any regrets. Try everything, do everything, say what you need to say. Don't hesitate. Once you've decided to do it, stick to it. Don't be indecisive. And make smart decisions. And no matter what happens, family still comes first. To me at least. Family is really important, and quite a few times, we only truly treasure our family members aft they are gone. Don't do that. Always treasure them. They are important people in your lives. They are the ones that make you who you are today. Grandparents. They are the ones who pamper you, teach you, love you and more. They always worry about you, you are always on their minds. And even though they may not be with you always, you can feel their presence. Once they are gone, something just doesn't feel right. So yes, treasure your grandparents, visit them often, talk to them even if you don't really have much to tell them. Listen to them, be a good grandchild. 'cause yes, they really are wonders in our world. Actually, this applies to your parents too. So yes, just family in general. Don't take them for granted. Don't think that there will be a next time 'cause sometimes, next time just doesn't come.

Shared this quote before but I really want to share it again,

“Nobody can do for little children what grandparents do. Grandparents sort of sprinkle stardust over the lives of little children.” — Alex Haley

Tuesday, 3 January 2012

Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using

1. Annoying
Haha! Yes, my favourite word. If you know me well, yep, this is my favourite word. Everything and everyone can be annoying, according to me. =D I guess I use annoying 'cause it isn't a very strong word but it still expresses feelings and emotions? HAHA! I'm like analyzing a word I used everyday. =D

2. Shut Up
Ahahaha. Yes, I know it's two words but it comes together. I always say this when I've got nothing to rebut back. Yea lar, lack of vocabulary but yep, these are two useful words. Though mean but yep, they will just shut up. Ok, actually they don't. -_- So yes, it's just lack of vocabs.

3. Damn
It can be used in any ways, any circumstances. =D Haha! I really use "damn" a lot. Should cut a bit 'cause it sounds quite annoying at times when used too often. And it's actually a swear word too. But yep, not as harsh I guess. LOL!


Ok, think that's about it. HAHA! Maybe I should start saying nicer words more often. Like erm.. ok, can't think of any nice words. =D But yes, I'm generally a nice person but I won't say like praises and nice stuffs about you often. =D It's just the comfort level with your friends where you just say what you want, and they know that you don't mean all the mean stuffs you say to them. That's just how we communicate. =D

Monday, 2 January 2012

Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget

1. Trip to USA with my family (June 1999)
I was 5 years old! It was kinda my first trip overseas, not counting Malaysia and Indonesia of course. My first official one was when I was still a baby. -_- So technically, that was not counted, since my memory of it is really zero. I remembered going Disney World! Haha! Actually, my memory of the trip wasn't vivid as well. It's just random bits of stuffs that I remembered. OH! I remember the plane ride. Haha! I was sort of like talking/playing with some air stewardess. Yes, I'm a good and nice kid. =D My autograph book at Disney World! I still have it. =D I remember going to some beach and we chased after seagulls. Haha! And apparently, the beach was some private beach so we weren't supposed to be there, according to my mum's friends. LOL! And playing at the playground behind my mum's friend's house! We stayed at their house for a few nights I think. And the playground was fun. Haha! Backyard playground. =D We played with water and all. Haha! And my nickname came from this trip too. As in the nickname that only my dad and my mum calls me. =D I won't say it here, 'cause lol, it's quite a lame nickname but yes, it's still dear to me and it came about from this trip. Haha! And the way it came about is super lame. Ask me personally if you really want to know. =D But yep! It's really one of the best trips ever. =D Ok, of course lar, USA man! Haha! And yes, I'm really glad that there were photographs. They kept all these memories. =)

2. Mr Phang's 40th Birthday (April 2011)
I was thinking of the most memorable memory with 6h but it's really hard 'cause there are so many memorable memories with them. Every outings, every gatherings, every meet ups are special in their own ways. But I chose this ultimately 'cause well, it was our dear teacher's 40th birthday!! And it was the 5th year we were apart from each other, yet we were still meeting up. And we don't just meet up once or twice a year. I think for a primary 6 class, we met up quite often? And every meet ups, we had fun. Of course some meetings are more fun than others but yea! It's always nice meeting up with them. And yea, that day, I really had fun. It really felt good meeting up with them just to celebrate our teacher's birthday. And I guess the special thing about that day was 'cause I was initially pissed off with some of them 'cause they texted me super annoying stuffs 'cause ok, I was late lar. But yes, they really pissed me off. But after meeting them, I don't feel pissed off anymore. Like almost instantly. Haha! It's just amazing somehow. Haha! And we had fun, taking failed jump shots, had trouble even taking a proper group photo. =D Me running back home just for memory card. Haha! And they are all so nice to wait for Faeqa and I to come back before they started eating. And how they were all calling me mad for wanting to go back to just take my memory card. They don't always require me to take photo. They would actually be happy when I don't take photos. Haha! Too bad, that's just not me. =D But I know that if I didn't go back to take my memory card, that day would still be equally awesome. We don't need photos to make the day fun. That's why I don't usually have a lot of photos during outings 'cause these annoying humans don't like to take photos. But yes, I still like to take photos of them without their notice. Haha! They have the funniest natural shots. They are just funny in general lar. HAHA! But yes, I can't be more thankful to have meet them. These friends are my friends forever, for real. =)

3. 4E1's Teachers' Day celebration (August 2010)
The first time I sang a song for a teacher! All the preparation we took to prepare this for Ms Tan, it was totally worth it. That day really made me felt so happy and proud to be in 4E1. You can really see the class spirit there and we really weren't faking anything. Everything came from the heart. And though we weren't the best singers, we sang our heart out just for her. Watching the video of our performance still make me smile. Though ok, can't really see us but yes, hearing us singing felt so nice. Should have get some pple from another class to film for us. HAHA! But yea!! 4E1 is really the most bonded class. Heh. It's really true. Everyone was on about doing such stuffs and we would all just give our best. The scrapbook! Spent quite a lot of time on it but it was really worth it too. Could have done better but I think it's the thought that counts? Haha! All the super retarded photos. =D I really miss 4E1! Like seriously man, all the crazy mad times we had. Our class times were fun. Ok, we used to be dead quiet in class, and I guess we weren't really crazy or mad during lessons time. But during breaks, when teachers weren't around, the crazy side of us just came out. LOL! And we really do super mad and weird stuffs. Play all the lame games. Sing like no tomorrow! We are really a singing class. Haha! We did stuffs that you really won't expect sec 3 and 4 students to be doing. My best school times were really sec 3 and 4. These 2 years, I studied hard, had fun, made awesome friends, did stuffs that I didn't expect myself to be doing. There are so many memories with them as well. Haha! Love these weird humans too! They are also annoying pple, but yep! They are the best classmates anyone can ever ask for. =)

4. Heart beats fast (November 2010)
The first time my heart beats so fast until I was really shocked at how my heart reacted. LOL! No joke man. Just that luckily I was at home. Haha! It's actually quite a cool experience. HAHA! But yes, it felt strangely nice. It's actually an experience you will feel more than once in your life, I think? Haha! 'cause seriously, there are so many reasons to make your heart beats fast. Don't count when you are doing sport or running all though, 'cause if your heart isn't beating fast then, something is seriously wrong with you. But yep, that was the first time I felt my heart beating so quickly.


I typed this on 3rd but I thought of the memories on the 2nd! =D

I have a lot of memories that I won't forget, just that when you have to narrow down to 4, suddenly you can't seem to think of anything. Haha! I guess I choose these 4 as they are somewhat significant? They aren't exactly more significant but yep, aiya, just the ones I feel like talking about. HAHA! There really is too many memories that I won't forget. Life, is like that. HAHA! So yes, memories are really dear to me and I'm glad that I have really good ones when I look back. =)

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without

1st January 2012

1. Family
I've mention about family before quite a lot of times, see here again. =D I'm erm, lazy and tired to type out again. HAHA! But yes, family I mean my mum, dad, sister, grandma, grandfather, grandmother, aunt, cousins, aunts, uncles, cousins. LOL! Don't ask me why there is repetition 'cause erm, only I will know who are my favourite cousins. Heh. Yes I'm biased but that's just how it is. =D At least I don't show it obviously lar. Ok, maybe actually I do. Aiya, whatever. I still love all of them.

2. Great friends
Ahahaha, yes I've mention about this many times too. Refer here or here to see more. =)
The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.
I really love this quote. Though I don't know who's it from.

3. My camera
Heh. Yes I guess I sort of can't really live without it? I'll feel empty without it around sometimes. Like this itchy feeling. Haha! And I'll really miss taking out my camera to take photos sometimes. This really strong urge to just take my camera and go take photos. It's really something I really like? But yea lar, I'm not always with my camera 24/7. There are times where I get lazy too. =D It's really heavy. =( I kinda miss digital camera sometimes. Gah, I want too much. =\

4. Memories
Yes, memories. Without them, there is really nothing in you. You will just be this empty shell, with nothing to remember about. I think memories are really important. They keep you going on. Of course, I'm not saying we should keep thinking about the past memories and just stay there. Hold on to the memories, and continue to make new ones. If you just forget about your memories, you are really left with nothing at.
"Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you have, and the things you never want to lose." - Kevin Arnold
So if you don't have any memories, you really have nothing.

5. My phone
Haha! I'm not like desperately dependent on my phone but yea, I really utilised my phone quite a bit? Yes! At least I utilised it well, unlike a lot of pple with iPhone and all. I don't use it just to call and text. I use it to type down thoughts when I suddenly have them, 'cause writing down can be a bit slow. I use it for note taking sometimes. Directions to places. I use it for music and videos! Taking photos and videos as well. Facebook and surfing the Internet of course. Games yes. Actually, I think it's the music part that's important. I'll just switch on my playlist and do work while listening to the music. Music is important! =D


So yep! 5 things I can't live without. Actually, I can't live without a lot of stuffs. LOL! Like my bed and the thing I hug to sleep. Heh. Like if my mum really threw it away one day, I will scream at her. I mean it. It's just so dear to me. I think I'm quite a sentimental person. Haha! But yes, of course, family and friends are the 2 most important things I really cannot live without. =)

Day 5: Six things that annoy you

Yes I'm going to play cheat. Really not my fault that I didn't post. Ok, obviously it's my fault but ya! My dad had been competing with me for the com. -_-

Anyway, so yes. 31st December 2011

1. People not replying your sms when it requires a reply
Yes, this annoys me to the freaking max. If there is a question in my sms, please at least give me a reply. It's really not hard. If I ask you to REPLY, please do so since I've stated it. If I just send you a normal text with no questions or no "REPLY" in it, then you can don't reply. I won't care about you. There was one point where I got so annoyed that I called someone to complain about it. LOL. Ok, but just complaining actually works 'cause in the mist of the complain, the person who I was annoyed at called me to give me the reply. -_- Seriously man, it's not hard to text. But ok, I don't mind if you don't reply straight away 'cause I don't too. But at least reply within a day. I don't believe you ignore your phone for a whole day. If you read my blog often, yes, this is one thing that annoys me the most.

2. Telling me to do a million things at once, thinking that I'm some superwoman
My mum. She the best you know. First, I will be lying on the sofa. Then she tells me to go bathe, so I started to get up. As I get up, she told me to get her a cup of water. As I was walking to the kitchen, she'll tell me to get her specs or some books for her. Then she'll tell me to go bathe again. -_- Then I'll just be standing there, not knowing what the hell I'm supposed to do. Tsk. She loves to do this man. She'll really always tell me to do a lot of stuffs at once. Freaking annoying. It's an impossible multi-task thing to do. And for a girl, I really suck at multi-tasking. Sometimes, I can. But sometimes I really cannot, or rather the work will be very slipshot. You need quality man!

3. Asking me for help when I'm about to go out
Lol, it's my parents again. They always ALWAYS ask me to help them with some things just before I'm about to go out. Seriously you know. I'm not saying this as an excuse or what. It's like they want to make sure that they asked me everything before they can't ask anymore until I'm back. -_- You could have seriously asked me while I'm happily enjoying my time at home. I won't be as annoyed. Sheesh.

4. Knowing that you should be studying but you just can't seem to get your ass onto it
YES!!! This one is annoying to the max. 'Cause you really know that you need to study, you should be studying, you shouldn't be slacking. But you just don't want to start. You can sense the urgency. The need to. Just that you really don't want to and can't seem to really start. Your notes are already in front of you, but you just can't seem to flip open it. It's just like that. You feel guilty for slacking but you still want to slack. LOL! It's really annoying.

5. Watching a show/movie so intensely just to know what happened in the end, yet there is no ending to it or you missed the last episode
This one is really annoying. 'Cause I almost always missed the last episode of the shows I watch on TV. Then sometimes , I'll really go source for the last episode just to see what happened. I need a proper conclusions to stories! Or else it's really incomplete. And some horror movies! Doesn't have a proper ending! Like Grave Encounters. Seriously man. I continued to watch it, even though it was scary just because I want to see what happened in the end. But then, they didn't give any proper ending. Super annoyed. But good thing is you'll forget about the scary parts 'cause of the annoyance. HAHA! I guess I really like shows and movies with proper endings. Or else it wouldn't be a nice show or movie anymore.

6. You, for popping into my head all of a sudden
Go away, I didn't ask you to come disturb my brain. But yep, I think you will be going away soon, or at least not come popping around as often.


There are more stuffs that annoys me 'cause yes, I'm easily annoyed. Haha! Annoying is one of my favourite words. Almost everyone annoys me. HAHA! I think I really used the word on almost all my friends around me. But yes! When I say that they are annoying to me friends, it's the annoyed but not the bad kind of annoyed. =D It's just how I like to say it. LOL!

"You are damn annoying!" I bet a lot of people see/hear this coming out from me. Haha!

Friday, 30 December 2011

Day 4: Seven accomplishments you want to achieve soon

1. Run a marathon
This is something I wanted to do since this year I think. Maybe not run the super long distance kind, just some sort of marathon. Haha! I guess, I just want to try out. It's quite fun I guess, just that you cannot be a person who hates running. Haha!

2. Learn how to drive
Yes!! I want to drive since I don't know when. I think driving is nice? You just get to places quickly and you have your own time driving. LOL! I don't know what exactly made me want to drive so much but yea, I really want to learn driving. Though, I'm not sure if I'll be good at it. But yep! I want!!

3. Do well for 'A' Levels
I guess, it's kinda an accomplishment most pple hope to achieve? I just want to do well to make my parents feel proud? I know that they will be ok with whatever results I get, as long as they know I work hard for it. I'm just scared that I won't work as hard for this as I did for 'O' Levels. But yep, I still do hope to do well for it. I don't need to be the best. Just the best that I can be. =)

4. Reverse Bungee!
I want!! I think I like these kind of weird stuffs though I'm actually really scared of doing it. LOL! Like I'm scared. But I want to try. It's one of the things that you are scared but you should still try it. I think I'll be scared stiffs when I am going up for the ride but yes, I still want to go for it! =D

5. Learn to cook from my grandmother
It's something I realise I really wanted to learn after I came back from Yunnnan. And yes, I really want to learn all those special dishes that my grandmother cooks. It's not just 'cause I want to keep the tradition in the future and all, I want to spend time with her too. And yep, it will make her happy to know that I want to learn this from her too. =)

6. Travel with friends
Yes! I want to travel with friends! Like just only us. Not with the school or whatever. Of course with close friends lar. Haha! Through the trip, there will bound to be unhappy times but I guess, that's how we learn more about each other and make our friendship even stronger than before. And seriously, you'll only do stupid stuffs when you are with your friends. =)

7. Go USS!!!!
It may sounds funny to make it an accomplishment that I want to achieve but yes, I really want to go. =\ I've been wanting to go since before it opened in Singapore. I really want to try all the rides. I like roller coasters. There's this thrill in it. Though you are scared to death before the ride, after the ride, there's this super accomplishment feeling. Unless you have motion sickness and are really scared of heights. But yes! The thrill! I want to feel it! =D


I realise I've accomplished quite a few things. Haha! Cycling for 4 freaking hours, from East Coast Park to Changi, "climbing" up a mountain, performing to a teacher as a class (LOL!), and many more. I think I live my life quite well? Not the best, but I'm really satisfied. I'm really contented with my life thus far. =) There are ups and downs but at least I have stuffs to feel proud and happy about!

And eh, I kinda added this in myself. Supposed to be Seven fears/phobia but I really can't think of a lot of stuffs to write about. I think I'm quite brave. haha! Ok, full of self-praise here again. But yea, I mean I do have fears too. Just that I can't think of 7 things. I'm not fearless. Everyone has fears. I'm scared of losing someone I love forever, I'm scared of losing a friend 'cause of my own feelings. There are quite a lot of things to be fearful about actually. But sometimes we just have to be brave and face the fears! And this accomplishments thing is more fun typing since it's something to look forward to. =)

Thursday, 29 December 2011

Day 3: Eight songs that you’re addicted to

1. "Losing My Mind" by Lee Seung Gi
[ I think I lost my mind at that time
jeongsini nagass-eonabwa geuttaen

How could I left you
naega eotteohge neoleul tteonaga
I really miss it. I miss you
neomuna bogopa niga bogopa
Please forgive me~ I think I lost my mind
jebal nal yongseohaejwo jeongsini nagass-eonabwa ]
Don't judge it just 'cause it's a Korean song. It's really nice. You can tell that it's a really sweet song even though you never see the translation before. This song can really cheer me up when I'm feeling quite down. It's just a really happy and feel good song. You can't help feeling happy when you hear it! One song that I can really never get tired of. =)


2. "You and Me" and "Everything" by Lifehouse
[ What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive ]

[ You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? ]
Ok, I play cheat 'cause I really needed space. Haha! But yes, Lifehouse is just awesome. =) I really feel this calmness whenever I hear their songs. I feel at peace.


3. "Dark Blue" by Jack's Mannequin
[ Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down ]
It's just one of the songs you can't get sick of. The piano is good. =D


4. "My Life Would Suck Without You" by Kelly Clarkson
[ Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go
Oh Yeah

Because we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
Yeah you got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you ]
I just love shouting this song out. =D She's really my favourite singer. She's real and honest and her voice is the best. I still want to go to her concert! =\


5. "진심 (All My Heart)" by Super Junior
[ Baby Boo, My hot little figure
Whom I was searching anywhere on earth
sesang-eul ontong dwijyeo
When I almost collapse with exhaust
jichyeo sseuleojil ttaejjeum
I just eye on you, my beloved Venus
nun-e balbhin Venus nun-i busyeo
It feels like a dream, so don’t wake me up
We so fine Do you want to fly to the sky
We so fine nal-agallae to the sky
I mean no one can interfere us
amudo ulil banghae moshadolog mal-ya
Both holding hands will never let you go, I admit
jab-eun du son nohji anh-eul geolan gobaeg
I promise that everybody will envy us
modu ulil buleowo halgeoya yagsoghae ]
Yes! My favourite song from them. =) I love the rest but this song is really nice and sweet. You can tell somehow that they are really singing from their hearts. =D This part is Eunhyuk's rapping part. =D


6. "Mona Lisa" by The All-American Rejects
[ What can we do better, when will we know how?
A man says from a sidewalk to a crowd
If we can change the weather, if you want it to yourself
If you can't I guess we all need help, yeah, I need help ]
Comfort when you hear this song. The All-American Rejects are really good. One of my favourite bands. =)


7. "Ocean Avenue" by Yellowcard
[ We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow ]
I love the violin part in this song. When violin is added into a song, it's just awesome.


8. "Good Life" by OneRepublic
[ Hopelessly, I feel like there might be something that I'll miss
Hopelessly, I feel like the window closes oh so quick
Hopelessly, I'm taking a mental picture of you now
'Cuz hopelessly, the hope is we have so much to feel good about ]
The title says it all. =)


This was REALLY hard. I have too many songs that I'm addicted too. Music is really my life man. And there are so many good songs!

But yep, I actually managed to narrow down to these 8 songs. Not in order of preference. But gah!!! There are still so much many more songs!!

Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Day 2: Nine things you want to say to nine different people right now

1. I seriously don't know what I'll do if I never met you. You changed my life in ways that you didn't know too. I love how our friendship really developed to the point where it's just there already. HAHA! You are the person who I will always go to for everything. (No) Thankyou for being in my life! =D

2. Follow your heart and dare to love. Don't be scared 'cause you really deserve someone good. But yes, I know you have good taste so I'm not worried. Just don't get hurt. And I'll always be here for you, listening to all your woes as an annoying little sister. =)

3. You have to have faith in yourself. Know that you are really capable of accomplishing a lot of things. You have it in you. So don't be afraid to show it. Don't think that you cannot do it. Stay positive. I know you can do it. And yes, I'll always be there for you. =)

4. One friend who I get annoyed at easily, yet I can't imagine how life will be like without having her around. Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense, no doubt I tolerate yours too. Haha! Though I think you are way more sad, having to hear the same old things again and again. Nevertheless, you rock my life! =D

5. Thank you for the weirdest gift I had ever receive from anyone ever, yet it was still the most special one I had ever gotten. Yes, I'll always remember you, even if you may not. I hope that I mean something to you as a good friend, as you are to me.

6. I don't know why you have become so insecure about yourself, about wanting to fit in so much, being so lost. Just hope that you do realise that you still have us here. We will never ever leave you, no doubt you not spending as much time with us. You are just a part of us, and forever will be. Just hope that you remember that we will always be here for you.

7. I'm glad that you will actually go for what you want and is brave enough to do it! Proud of you! Haha! Let's move on together man! =D But yes, thank you for listening to me and for actually sharing with me too. =)

8. It really sucks how our friendship drifted apart over that one year. We used to do so much stuffs together. Maybe I didn't hold on to the friendship, but you were the one that let go of it first. I still don't get how and why. I just know that I still do miss you. But I guess, I miss the old you, which I will never find back again.

9. I'm grateful that we sort of became close friends again. Haha! I know we did drift apart for awhile, yet, we got thrown into the same school and class again and somehow, we found back each other. Haha! It sounds so funny but yes, I'll really glad that you are still here with me. And I know that our friendship is really strong now and nothing will change it. I mean yea, since we lost it but found it again! Learn how to like someone lar! =D


Man, I still have so many more stuffs I want to say to many other pple. Things that you want to say. It's just never enough right? But then some things, you'll just never ever say it in the end.

Tuesday, 27 December 2011

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself

1. I love taking photographs of people.
Especially of people who I like. Haha! Taking those candid shots. I prefer candid shots than proper smiling shots. Candid shots show this natural feel. That's why I kinda love taking unglam photos of my friends. It's their most natural shots. But yes, when my family and friends laughed and if I capture that moment of them laughing, I'll feel happy too. LOL! When you look back at those candid photos, you will feel this happy feeling too. I just love how a photograph can make you feel a lot by just looking at it.

2. I am stiff.
Yes, fine, I admit it, I AM. Tsk. I don't know how and why I become so stiff. Ok fine, maybe I was all along like that just that I only got "discovered" in sec 3. Seriously man. Those annoying idiots. I shouldn't play games with them. They notice every single little small details. Damn annoying. But yes lar, I really am stiff. I just can't be flexible. My actions are just rigid. Just that I believe it's really not as stiff as how they imitated me. They always made it seems like I cannot move any muscle at all. I still believe that I'm not THAT stiff. Such friends. Tsk.

3. I don't like to sing properly.
Ok, I really can't sing. Just that I really like to not sing properly. Like just shout the lyrics or chant it out. Not sing them out. Ok, I will try to sing sometimes but I think it's more fun to shout the lyrics out and all. LOL! But yea lar, I only do it when I'm high. Haha! And yes, I really cannot sing so might as well just purposely sing until damn bad. =D

4. I love Super Junior~
HAHA! This is a random fact 'cause not many know about it since I'm not really those mad crazy fan. I guess I'm considered an E.L.F. (the name of their fan club) but not the hardcore kind. But yep! I like them!! I think they are really a cool band? As in hmm.. Ok I'm lazy to type more so refer to here for my reasons. =D

5. Friends and Running Man are two shows that I can rewatch the same episodes but still laugh like mad.
These 2 shows are really the best shows ever. I can really laugh like mad even though I watch it before. I can laugh even when I'm watching these shows alone. They are shows that can really make you feel good after watching it? Whenever I really need a good laugh, I'll always watch these shows. =)

6. I have a birthmark on my left thumb.
I think I never really mentioned about this before. LOL! I mean yea, it's just there ma. But yep, I'm actually quite proud of it. It's something special that only I have. I mean pple do have birthmarks and all but mine is there and I never met anyone else who have a birthmark there. And though there are pple who are not proud of their birthmark, I'm proud of mine. It's really special? I cannot imagine my left thumb without it. It will feel so bare and all. I like my birthmark! =D

7. I talk a lot when I'm tired.
Yes, I really go blabbering about.. nothing. A lot of my friends can be witnesses to how I annoy them with my endless talking when I'm tired. I can just go talking and talking over really nothing. I think I'm a different person when I'm tired. Haha!

8. I have a hundred gazillion nicknames.
I really lost count of how many I have. Almost everyone calls me different. Different pronunciation also got. I really didn't know my name can be changed into so many different variations. And ya, there are those who just come up with a whole different name. Sheesh. I am no ahjumma, you dark knight. But yea, I kinda got used to it. LOL! As in yea, I'll just respond to whatever name already, as long as I think you are calling me. And fine fine, nicknames make the friendship stronger I guess. Haha! It's like comfortable enough to call all these weird names. But of course, I still like pple to call my name 'cause it's still MY NAME. Just that I won't kill you if you call me otherwise. =D I'm such an understanding person~ HAHA! I should make a list of names someday. Ok, that is something I can do when I really have nothing better to do in life.

9. I want to travel the world.
It's not because I don't like Singapore. I love Singapore. It is and will forever be my home. I love my family too so it's not that I want to get away or anything. I just want to see the world. There is so much stuffs to see, so many different culture and people. I want to experience different environments once in awhile. Not for long though, for awhile. That's why I want to travel, and not migrate or anything. I'm thankful for what I have in Singapore and I won't trade it for any other country. Just that yep, I still want to experience different kinds of cultures and all. Meeting people who live in completely different environments as you. And seriously, nature is so beautiful, just that Singapore really doesn't have much nature stuffs. To experience the real nature and all, we have to travel. Ok, Singapore has just that it's still not as cool. =D And yes, when you travel, you'll really let go of everything, and just relax. You won't bring along your troubles. You'll just take it easy and have a good time. That's why I want to travel the world. There is really so much more to explore.

10. I have friends who I know I'll still keep in touch with for a long time to come.
True friends. Yea, I think I found out who my true friends are. Who are the ones that will keep in contact with me for many years to come. I know that they will still be around when we all get married, when we have kids, when we complain about our children. I can imagine us bringing our kids all and let them play together while we sit somewhere and watch them play as we catch up with each others' life. As scared as I feel about growing older and all, I think it will be cool. Haha! With them around, I think I can make it. And the most special thing is, some of these true friends, I don't talk to them very very often. But I can picture us meeting up in the future and all. I just know that the friendship will stay. It's really there already. There is just this level of comfort around each other. Ah, I miss all of them suddenly. Lol! Family and friends are similar yet different. You love all of them, but family is kinda like given to you, you can't choose your parents or siblings. Friends, on the other hand, are sort of chosen by you. Ok, God actually made us all meet and become friends. Haha! So yes, I'm really thankful to God for letting me have such a wonderful family and friends who are just the best.


Ahahahaha, didn't know this 10 days challenge thing will be so hard. =\ But ok, it's quite fun to type all these out. LOL! I miss blogging! You'll really think a lot when you blog. You'll just keep typing and all. CRAP!! I still haven't start on my history. =\ Freaking lazy!!!!

Exactly 1 more month to an important day! Just saying~ =D

Monday, 26 December 2011

10 days, that's all it takes.

Since I feel like posting nice stuffs on my blog but I'm lacking inspiration, I shall do the Ten Days Challenge thingy. LOL! I found this one on Puiling's blog long time ago. =D I reshuffled some of the things 'cause some stuffs I can't put much stuffs for. And I took some stuffs out and replaced it with some other 10 days challenge thing from Jiesi's blog. Heh. So it's kinda changed but oh well, as long as I feel happy typing them, it's fine. =D

It would have been cooler if I started this on 21st or something, then exactly 10 days to 2012. Haha! But oh well, it's all do for fun. =D

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2: Nine things you want to say to nine different people right now
Day 3: Eight songs that you’re addicted to
Day 4: Seven accomplishments you want to achieve soon
Day 5: Six things that annoy you
Day 6: Five things you can’t live without
Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using
Day 9: Two things you wish you could do
Day 10: One person you can trust