[ Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just want to go home ]
Home - Westlife
Yea, the homesickness is kicking in very strong. Probably due to the after effects of eating too many salty and spicy street food that may not have been very clean. But yea, I really miss my mum's cooking and everything else about Singapore. My homeland. Forever more. =(
Like sigh. Ok honestly, Mumbai hasn't been that bad. I don't feel alone all. It's just I miss people. My family mainly. Like I really need my parents and my sister I realise. Like cannot too long away. Like how I'll miss them if they go overseas for a long time also. Yes, I am a dependent kid. So I really don't know how exchange will go. But I guess exchange will be a different place? So maybe it's different.
Not saying that India is not great all. But safety wise, it's really not. We are lucky to be in Mumbai 'cause it's the safest out of all cities in India apparently? Like according to my boss and colleague. But being a different colour skin from the majority of the people here, it's not very different 'cause you get random stares actually. Though I know some of these stares are just curios stares but it will make you feel kinda uncomfortable. Though ok, I'm sort of used to the stares already. Just focus on keeping my stuffs safe and the destination ahead. HAHA! But ok, it's not as if I don't look around too. 'Cause yes, it's important to look and observe your surroundings from time to time, especially when you are overseas.
And I'll admit that India is honestly a beautiful country. And their people aren't all that bad. There is just that minority who are bad which makes everyone thinks that the majority is so. But that's a very bad stereotype. But also, it's hard to not be wary of people though. Even though they are genuinely being very nice. But I guess sometimes you really just have to have some faith and trust that not all are bad and I am so thankful for all the extremely nice Indians I've met so far. They are really pretty nice and helpful.
But yes, I really still miss Singapore. This is really the longest I've ever been away from home. Away from my family and friends. Sucks sia. Like didn't know I will feel so homesick. Usually I don't feel homesick? Or I'll only feel it when I'm near the end of the trip. But I still have 2 more weeks. Ok lar, 11 more days. HAHA! Which Nisa helped me point out and I actually went to count 'cause somehow you just lost track of time when you are overseas.
But sigh. Really miss all the people in Singapore. And the food. The safety. Maybe 'cause honestly it's really not busy here in terms of the working part. So there isn't a lot of things to do. Maybe that's why I feel weird? Like too free in a sense. When I'm actually supposed to be working here. HAHA! But ok, I'm still really thankful to be here and all. Like the experiences and stuffs. Ok besides the experiences, the people. It's always about the people and I'm really glad to have met and know my boss 'cause he is really quite unique. Haha!
ELEVEN MORE DAYS!! And I'll be back to my bright and sunny Singapore. HAHA! Which ok I heard the weather has been quite screwed up but oh well, still awesome. Still my home always. I miss my bed. =( I think after hugging my parents and my sister, my bed is what I'll hug. Ok, after bathing first though. But yes, my bed.