INTIME

AC 018! Without Izati. We shall take a full group photo soon!! =D

Submitted WR yesterday and yes, it sure felt good. Haha! Spam photobooth during PW yesterday 'cause we were all lazy to start on I&R. =D

The whole day was rather slack and I was in a really good mood. Haha! Had photog meeting and OCIP meeting after school and managed to finish the lesson plan for OCIP! I'm quite looking forward to it. Haha! Go there and teach children! It will be more fun if they were little kids but oh well! I think it'll still be fun. =D And the place itself is so pretty! All the photos that I can take. Heh.

Happened to see Jiesi, Yingkiat and Darren after meeting! So I joined them to go JP to watch In Time! Met up with Brendan there. Talked and complained all before movie. Haha! In Time was rather... Weird? Can't seem to find a right word to describe it. LOL! I felt weird after the movie. It's a weird movie lar. Like a bit ridiculous. I get what's the morale of the story but it just seems weird. Like this unsettling feeling. LOL! Loopholes here and there. But oh well, at least I finally watched a movie after so long. =D

Had deep talk with Jiesi. HAHA! We realise that we always talk abt deep stuffs in the bus, especially bus back from JP. Quite nice. =D

Had a nice day of break away from PW! Haha! Going for badminton later with 6h! =D Alright, I think I better go start preparing! If I'm late I have to treat Guodong. LOL. Ok lar, fine, he really always had to wait for us. 'Cause somehow he'll always be the earliest even though he is late already. Haha! We are all late humans. =D

Do something foolish for once. Even if it makes you feel ridiculous, even if you may feel like crap after doing it. At least you know that you dare to risk it. And just give it a shot.
Because sometimes the outcome may surprise you and
you'll never know it unless you try.

Take a chance. Be brave. Do it. Don't regret. Don't look back. Just move forward.
Things will be fine. And the thing is, you, yourself, know that things will be fine.
Life is just too short for us to keep pondering but not doing.

all sorts of people in the world.

Finally, it's done!! Haha! You cannot imagine how happy and relieve and accomplished I'm feeling now. I guess now it's just hope that it will be fine! And I think it looks alright!! =) 2 full weeks of sleeping late at night, switching on the computer everyday after going home from school, doing pw doing breaks in school. It was really endless of project work. Mind can blow. Like literally. And super duper draining.

But I guess it's all worth it? Haha! If I get my A. NO!! I must get A. =D I'm going to brush up on OP like mad for the next 2 weeks. Really mad. And yes!! I'm going to bug my friends for help until they are sick of hearing my voice! =D

And yes, this pw made me realise a lot of stuffs. It kinda made me see how I actually am. Like how I react to stuffs, how I behave all. LOL! I don't really know how to say but yep. I realise I'm really those kind of loser that will get used and bullied in the real world. Therefore, I conclude that I am not suitable for office work 'cause I will just kill myself. =D I'm really one person that will do everything sort of thing. It's a good thing yet a bad thing. But yes, I realise I'm really those type of useless too nice people.

Today had been horrible but it was made awesome thanks to really nice people around me that really encourage me and spur me on. =) Especially Nisa! Haha! She accompanied me to print the WR since everyone else in my group wasn't free. And treated me ice-cream~ Haha! But yes, she is really awesome. =) And Lingli, Eunice and Yukling as well!! Haha! They are really nice and crazy pple that can make you laugh at weird times. Haha! And they really encourage me towards the end of today. Eunice gave us this photo for our WR as well~ Thankyou! I know you stalk and I so bet you are going to boost that I post your photo. -_-

And of course, Felicia and Xavier for rushing with me on the WR until they had to go for CCA. Awesome group members. =D We angst each other and stress each other but yep! At least the WR is done! And Casa and Izati! All 5 of us camped at Xavier's house for almost the whole of yesterday for WR. But yep, though it was freaking tiring, at least we completed a lot. Though, yes, I shall just add a short part. It just really amaze me how some people(person) can be physically there but mind was totally and completely not there at all. Like zero you know. Got a brain, use it to think and not just use it sms and laugh and look at your phone and listen to music. The 4 of us were using our brains and was super drained out and really tired. It just amaze me how some people can just be like that and not feel any sense of guilt at all. But whatever~ She is the one that will suffer in the end.

"Being nice doesn’t make you stupid. It makes you feel good because you know you are gracious enough to forgive and smart enough to realize how distasteful some people can be."

- C.S. Lewis

YES!!! I must post this quote again 'cause it's so true. =D

And yes, life is still good. Haha! I really am thankful that I have such awesome true friends around me. Some of them may not always be around me but I know that I have them to rely on anytime. I'm proud to say that I have found friends that are true and real. =D And of course, my ever so great family. My sister actually helped me look thru my WR! Love her super lot. And how my parents are understanding when I sort of threw temper at them 'cause of this annyoing WR. Haha! Love them!

I'm really happy now! Haha! Ok, I know there is more to come but yep! At least one down! And I'm going to exercise of Saturday~ =D Haha! I shall plan a bit of all the outings that I want to have after all these PW is done. =D Makes me happy when I plan outings for people that makes me happy. HAHA! =D

this is what we people like to do =D

IN TOO DEEP! =D

When you get tired of studying, you really like to do useless stuffs like this. Haha! I love how retarded we all are to actually bother doing such stuffs. =D makes life so much less meaningful but still awesome. Haha! Ok, I'm feeling tired so pardon me for my super randomness.

Hmm.. I think I shd post proper but got this don't feel like doing so urge. Ok, I think I shall just post.

So yes. For the past last week, I've been slogging like some mad person for PW. It was really mad rush. Sleeping at 2plus going to 3 almost everyday is not fun. Especially when you still have to wake up at 5plus for school. And in school time, you continue to do PW during breaks. There is just no running away from PW. But yes, I think those few days paid off? I feel a little bit more secure with our WR. Just that one rather annoying thing is how the WR is meanly 2 pple's work rather than 5. But at least 2 other pple helped when they can while the other? I really didn't know what she was doing but yes, I think they are finally doing stuffs now. I hope they better keep it up for OP. Or else it will be quite horrible. I don't want to tank OP again. Tanking WR is bad enough. But yes, OP, I'm freaking scared. Ok, the really scared feeling hasn't got to me yet but yesterday, I suddenly realise how bad my presentation skills is. Maybe I wasn't prepared yesterday that's why. And maybe 'cause I haven't been presenting stuffs in a long time. But it's still really scary. I really hope things will be fine. Nope, it must be fine. I want my A for PW. I believe that I really work hard for it. Hopefully it all pays off? I must really brush up on my OP. Speak clearly to pple. As much as pple are annoyed when they can't hear what I'm talking about, I am actually annoyed at myself when pple can't hear what I'm talking about 'cause I know it's my problem and not their hearing problem. I need to speak louder and clearer. It's the clarity actually. I tend to be lazy when I speak to family and friends. My voice is super lazy when I speak to them. Though true, it's like not point speak so formal with them. Just that I really got to speak more clearly and loudly. It's really not good. Gah. OK, after WR is done, I will concentrate on OP like mad. I will be my A for Project Work!

Promos results was on Friday. Hmm.. to be true, I don't have much feeling about it. It's not bad, it's not good. It's just neutral. The kinda dead and emotionless feeling. I mean yea, I don't think my results are good. I know I can do better than that and I know that I didn't give in my all during promos. Preparing earlier and all. Shall not start the whole regrets thing again. But I think what really sucks more is when you see some of your friends are really on the verge of retaining and they aren't just any normal friends who you just smile and wave to in school. They are your close friends who you care about and hearing them tell you that they really may retain, it just makes you feel sad too. And the worst thing is that you don't know what you can do to help them. That vulnerable feeling. You can't tell them that it's going to be alright 'cause let's face it, retaining isn't really alright. I mean yea, in some ways it may be better that them? Just that yea, having to remain in j1 and not get promoted all, if they don't feel sad and confused and all, they aren't normal. But yea, it just sucks that you really don't know how to console them as much as you really want to console them. I guess yea, just being there for them if they need someone to be there for them helps? Hopefully it does? But yep! I know that these friends are strong and they won't keep everything to themselves. And they aren't those that will dwell in their sorrows. They will move on. Just that yes, I really hope that they will still be promoted. Miracles do happen. And hopefully moderation can help them. And of course, they must really work hard if they know that they barely make it to J2. If they still didn't realise how bad their studies are, then I think I'll really scold them. I mean yea, they are my close friends and I really don't want to see them screwing up their lives like that. Sucks that I can't help them with any subjects too since I'm not strong in them too. But yes, hopefully I can still help them in some ways. Ah!!!! Promos suck overall and I'm just glad it's over. LOL. Must look forward!!!

Alright! I shall go do my script for OP! Or at least do a little bit. I shall hit my bed by 1am! =D More PW tmr~ Yay!

lights will guide you home

Don't really know what exactly I want to type. LOL! Feel like typing a lot of stuffs out but there just isn't the right words coming out. So I guess I'll just leave it to when I've got more time to blog. PW is sucking up my life but yes!!! I will still continue with it. I just kinda miss my friends. Lol! I'm really not going out or meeting up with my friends for PW. Though yes, I'll try to squeeze some what small little time I can for them. =D

So since I can't find the right words to type a proper post, I shall post lyrics from a song that got stuck in my head today.

[ And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse? ]

Fix You - Coldplay

Some songs have this way of making you feel really different. And some songs can really make you feel better after listening to them. This sudden calmness.

Dinner with Damily!

Damily! =D


Yifan! =D Supposed to celebrate her birthday but it was more like post promos celebration. =D She looks nice in this long dress!!

Haha! I like this photo! =D

Ah, my favourite photo of the day. LOL! Puiling is mad lar.

Had dinner with Damily on last Saturday! I love them! Haha! I shall not repeat how I feel 'cause some people say that I always say the same feel stuffs but they are really important people to me. And though the meeting wasn't very long, it still feels nice.

Next time, we should meet in the day! Then we can talk longer and stay our longer. =)

Met up with Kamin before that to talk. Was late as usual. Heh. Sorry lar Kamin. I'm trying my best. Ok, cannot try, next time must. I really ah, dunno why I'm always late.

Anyway, OK. I think I better I'll post more next time. Suddenly, I've got a lot of stuffs to do. Like swarmed man. I love to waste time I dunno why but oh well whatever, life goes on. PW sucks. Everyone knows that. Most likely won't be posting in a while. And yep! I will type more abt the dinner with Damily next time! =)

nostalgic

I suddenly realise this photo looks really cool. LOL! As in I know it's super nice all along just that I realise those 5 pple really managed to jump up. LOL!

Ah, really miss them suddenly. LOL! Dunno why. Just suddenly thought of the video we took when we surprise Ms Tan. Haha! We are so sweet! =D But yes, they are really the most awesome classmates ever. Everyone is so sporting and on about doing such stuffs. It's just really nice. =)

And Sports Day in sec 3! Too bad there aren't any photos for that but I remember how before the finals, we all got together in a circle and put our hands together and shouted 3S1. =D Maybe 'cause my current class doesn't have that close bond like 4E1. Our class spirit is really strong. Ah, miss them a lot.

We do the wackiest things too. LOL! We would really do all sorts of weird stuffs in class. But we do them when teachers weren't around. Hehe. We are the super angelic class in front of teachers but we can go absolutely crazy and mad when teachers aren't around. We are awesome like that. =D

They are the best people to sing songs with too. =D I really love how we would actually stay back in school to sing songs. LOL! To destress all. Super joke but awesome. And how we actually bother to run up from first floor Science Lab back to class 'cause Ms Tan scolded us before. LOL! We are so freaking good students. =D

Ah, I miss them! Made a wrong choice to look thru my 2009 archive. LOL! Ok if I look at 2010, I'll miss them more. LOL! I love my blog lar! It's like all the most random stuffs are recorded. Stuffs that you didn't really remember but when you read it, you remember them and burst out laughing. =D

Ok!!! Let's really meet up during Dec Holidays! As much as we can. =D Just that poly pple don't have holidays until December. Aish. Damn hard to organise but yep! We should meet up! And frankly speaking, I don't care if not many people turn up, whoever that bothers to turn up are the ones that are worth keeping in contact with. =)

forever mad people who never fail to make me laugh like some crazy person

Met up with these people for dinner last Friday! =D

Swap, Feli and I were late 'cause our school ended later. LOL. And wah, I swear Kenneth is a girl. Like freaking hell man. When he called, wah, he was nagging all like crap. Like a girl. And Faeqa also! But she is a girl. Just that she just kept calling and calling. So we decided to ignore her calls. =D

We had dinner at Garden Plaza again! Haha! It's really like our tradition to have dinner there already man. Either there or Pizza Hut if we are lucky. Haha! Actually Garden Plaza is nice 'cause we sit in one big circle and we can talk to everyone. Quite nice. And it's damn funny how people really just look and stare at this weird bunch of pple eating dinner there. We look like homeless kids. Forever one. =D

Then Feli, Faeqa and I went to get cake for Shaohao! LOL! Since it was his birthday the next day, we figured, might as well celebrate. And LOL! It's freaking hilarious how we passed the message. At one point, you can see two people whispering to other person about it, and Shaohao didn't realise anything. Especially since we were sitting in a circle. It's damn joke lar!! Laughed like mad. He was super oblivious.

So we went to get cake and a lot of matches. LOL. 'Cause eh, once again, no one brought lighter. I mean yea lar, no one smokes so obviously don't have but we really nv think ahead when we want to celebrate birthdays. Haha!

Ok, so we failed. LOL. Shaohao had to sit at a direction where he could see us. We totally suck man.

I forgot why he reacted this way. Haha! But ya, he didn't even blow the candle. He flicked it. LOL! So typical of him.

Anyway, so we continued sitting there, crapping and all. Took photos. And Faeqa and her Selffar. I think she really suck. I'm better than her~ =D She really really was slow. Haha! Loser.

And there was this little kid who came over and annoy Enming. We thought he was damn cute at first, then we realised he was this little scary monster. Quite scary. But it's just so funny how he and another little boy plus 2 little girls were having some drama of their own over there. LOL! It was hilarious at first lar! They were really having their own story there and came over to annoy us. Quite woah. I don't remember being like that when I was young. Haha! I was a good peaceful kid. =D

Took group photos and more random photos!

I had the urge to put this photo as my profile picture. Haha! I'm the only normal looking one here. =D Kenneth just got cut, Enming looks like some stalker, Swap is just hilarious, Felicia looks clueless. Heh. =D

Anyway, so walked home with them! We managed to make everyone walk the Bangkit way again! =D Wahahahaha. I like the Bangkit way 'cause I get to reach home earlier than them. Haha! And yea, we crap like damn lot on the way. But yep, it's nice. I really like walking home like that with them. There's this really nice feeling. =D

Meeting them is really still awesome as ever. We do absolutely stupid stuffs together. That day Faeqa, Feli and I were saying how we miss doing rubbish things with 6H. Haha! It's just nice to meet them like that for dinner and the awesome part is we can stay out late 'cause all our home are of walking distance. =) And I realise we are meeting up more often this year. Heh. =D I like that. Haha! I suddenly realise how we really love to do stupid rubbish stuffs together. LOL!

They are really the people who can made me laugh and just laugh. Haha! We can laugh all day and not talk about stuffs that really matter but somehow, it's ok. Like ok, we don't always laugh. I mean our conversations are majority crap and minority serious stuffs. But somehow, we are still really close friends. Haha! It's really a rare friendship. But yea, somehow, they are the pple that you know that they will still be there for you when you need them to. Bunch of weird pple. =D

I WANT TO PLAY BADMINTON! =DD

Shall post about dinner with Damily tmr!

AC GAMES!!

Our school had AC Games last Thursday and Friday! Imagine that, two days out in the hot scorching sun. Come Monday, I'm pretty sure most of the J1s will either turn black or the skin starts to peel.

But yep! I guess it was fun? Lol! There were fun times, boring times and weird times. Haha! My job was photographer~ Haha! So I didn't really play except for a few minutes of frisbee and those play for fun type. =D I'm a slacker I know but I contributed photos for memory sake! =D

Anyway, so yep! On Thursday there was the J2s Graduation Day! At first it was rather boring but they got real high towards the end and you can't help feeling the high-ness as well! I wonder how our graduation day will be like. Haha! I think most Graduation Day is fun and all. Spam photos session!

Had a PW talk and post promos stuffs after that. Then we had AC Games in the aftnoon! Our class is good! Haha! We nearly made it to the finals for Captain's Ball and Frisbee but it's ok! I think yep, AC Games should be about having fun instead of winning. It's the fun that makes everything alright. =D

Class Photo! The field is a very nice place for class photos! =D

Our idea of jumpshot. Haha! Actually, it's quite nice 'cause you can see our shadow as well. Haha! Just that ok, our face looks crap.

Super Junior~ =D

So yep, I got home real tired from the first day of AC Games. Forgot what time I reached home already. LOL. Just really really tired. And the funny thing is I didn't really do much actually. Haha! But the sun was damn hot lar. So yep. But wahahahaha I like how I can just spam photos all day. =D

Day 2! We started games at around 8plus? So it was really the whole day of AC Games. Haha! The sun was the best again. We should have put sunblock at the start. LOL! We all got sunburnt real. Yukling was the worst lar. She look quite funny. HAHA!

See see! Her red face. Haha! But yep, it shows that she played really hard in the hot sun. =D

We had some games. Had nice ice cream!! Haha! And we played the participating games for awhile too. We were like idiots playing like that but oh well. Haha!

And Feli and I watched Junyuan's Class VS Brendan's Class for Captain's Ball!! HAHAHAHAHA! LOL! It's just funny to see both your close friends playing against each other. =D And the best part is, Junyuan really suck. =D Haha!

Had PW meeting aft that but we were all super sleepy except Feli. LOL! Lucky she slept before the meeting or else the whole meeting was useless.

Slacked for awhile before we went back to join the class! Took photos and watch people play. It's quite nice to watch Frisbee and Captain's Ball. Tug-a-war also!! Super nice to take photos of tug-a-war 'cause their faces are epic. =D

Continue to slack around before we went to watch the rest of the matches! Tug-a-war finals and Captain's Ball semifinals and finals!

We saw Nisa and she did her stupid pose again. Sheesh. But ok, we tried it too.

But I kinda failed. LOL.

Anyway, so yep! Watched the matches, took photos! =D The finals are all super intense and freaking nice to watch! It's really super good. They are super good players for Captain's Ball!

Tug-a-war was quite scary 'cause during the first round, Darren suddenly let go and fell on the floor. Scary shit lar. He sprained his arms and all. Too chiong already.

It's all fun to watch! Haha! But yep, realised some stuffs about our school's people during this game. Lol. But oh well, I still had some fun during these two days so yep! Haha! Last week we really just enjoy our days away. Post-Promos, I like! =D

And it's cool to see your friends walking around and take random photos of them, especially when they are playing 'cause they can't do anything abt it. Haha!

take photos when you feel tired and crazy

Frolick~ It was actually the first time I ate Frolick. Haha! But yep, it was awesome! I love 1-1 offers! =D

We got tired, and we went absolutely mad. We were like 3 idiots sitting in front of G2000 at Ngee Ann City, doing absolutely crazy stuffs. Mad pple. Haha!

And Sweden came along with his cap!

Ahahahahaha! I like this photo. =D Mad woman lar she.

Went out to shop with Jiesi and Feli on Tuesday! We wanted to meet at 11 but we ended up meeting at 12.30. Haha! And the weather was freaking cold can. Damn annoying. We ate Mac at Bugis! And started talking about Harry Potter. Haha!

Went to Frolick after that! Haha! We sound like we are totally enjoying life. =D Nice ma. Haha! Went to Bugis Street after that We figured that it won't be as crowded on a Tuesday so yep. Ok, to be true, I still don't really like it there. LOL! But there are really cheap yet nice clothes there! Just that dunno leh, I still don't really like to shop there. =D

Walked around and Jiesi was mad lar! She really bought quite a lot of stuffs. She better wear them man or else she wasted her money again. Feli also bought quite a lot of stuffs actually. I have no money. =( Haha! but ok lar, wasn't intending on spending yesterday but I ended up buying a long skirt. Annoying Jiesi's psycho. But yep! I like the skirt. =D

Went to H&M after that! =D The crowd on MRT was scary. =( I was suddenly scared of people. HAHA! But seriously, it's freaking scary lar. It's packed like crap. Maybe 'cause I usually take bus during that time. But ya! MRT was freaking packed. I was worried that I couldn't get down at Somerset. Scary.

H&M actually don't seem to have much stuffs. LOL! Maybe it's this season. But dunno leh, my sis and I went crazy when we went to H&M in Hong Kong and Shanghai. Maybe different places have different feel. Haha! But yep! Hope other seasons will be nice! =D

Walked to Taka for dinner after that! We managed to find a bench in front of G2000 and just camp there. Bought food over to eat. And yep, we went mad. For a long while, we just sat there and sing songs and took photos and talked nonsense. It was really nonsense 'cause we were freaking tired. Ok for me, I really was talking nonsense 'cause when I'm tired, I'm full of crap! =D Ahahahahaha, maybe I'm getting tired now too.

Anyway, ate random food here and there and Sweden came along. Talked and all with him for awhile before Jiesi and I went home while the 2 of them continued dating~

But yep! Had fun with those mad women yesterday! We were really crazy towards the end already. Lousy stamina. But really, I don't get how some girls can really chiong shopping all day. I cannot sustain so long. I'll really feel drained after awhile. Maybe 'cause I've got no money for me to spend. My sad life. Haha! But ok lar, window shopping is actually quite nice. =D

Today, I met up with Faeqa and Feli! I went to sch to hand up OCIP stuffs first before I took the Circle Line to Bishan to find this girl. I was somehow amused by the Circle Line, I don't know why. LOL! First time taking from Buona Vista ma. Must understand. =D But yep! It was fast lar! Super fast reached Bishan! Wahahahaha, next time can ask her come Buona Vista find us. Not bad lor. She come Buona Vista can find me, Swap and Feli! That's 3 pple man! =D

But yep, felt a little lost at Bishan. LOL! And I got down at the wrong bus stop but oh well, I still managed to meet up with her on the bus and we went back to Bukit Panjang Plaza! Don't ask me why I actually bothered going to Bishan to find her. I'm just in a nice mood lar. =D Talked and all and wah, seriously, one day not enough for us to talk lar. There's just so much stuffs to tell each other. Ah, seriously can't help thinking how awesome it will be if all of us are in the same school again. We'll drive each other insane but I think we'll be happier. But oh well, whatever! It makes meeting up with them way forward looking for!! =DDD

Anyway so met up with Felicia Sim, that girl who promised to accompany me back to school but failed to wake up on time to do so. She really sleep like a pig lar! I think she really wah, power. YA!! Don't sleep so much and use the time you saved to do my card! =( I want to read something nice. LOL! Suddenly feel like reading my old letters and cards now.

Anyway yep, talked, walked, shop at our number 1 favourite shop (NTUC), got disappointed that there wasn't any incredible offers at NTUC (HAHA! we sound so awesomely cheapskate. =D), Faeqa went mad buying food thinking that we'll eat them, she thought that some not very nice eclair is "expensive but worth it" when in actual fact, it's not at all, bought all sorts of random rubbish food and went to the sport complex to eat! Sat outside Each A Cup and just waste our lives away. Haha! OK, it's not waste 'cause we were talking. Too much stuffs to talk about already lar. Our lives are forever one. Don't know how. Haha!

I really had a nice break after promos. Went out everyday. Quite horrible. Kinda miss home actually. Haha! But luckily I didn't went out for a whole full day, I still reached home at a decent time. =D Alright! I shall go iron my clothes and then watch City Hunter! I'm at episode 4. Heh.

"shao kao hui"! =D

Had BBQ at Lingli's house on Monday! =D It was fun lar! We are quite mad people barbequing at her house. Haha! Spammed photos like mad too! =D

Quite lazy to describe more but yep! It was awesome! We did many stupid things and for the first time, I was full from all the BBQ food and there were leftovers as well! LOL! Maybe 'cause there was only one guy there. Haha! Usually the guys will help us clear all the food. They are just monsters lar. =D

Haha! Suddenly miss bbq-ing with 4E1! 'cause heh, I can slack during bbq and my sole job is really taking photos~ Haha! Super slack but I remember I actually got tired from taking photos during one of the bbq. =D

I love Lingli's house too! It feels very nice then there was this nice cool air when we step out of her house. Haha!

I feel tired from counting all the money. Gosh. Why doesn't the sum tally?! Freaking sian now. Ok, I think I'm not as panicky as I should be. Maybe it's 'cause I'm freaking tired. Argh. This is quite annoying. Being treasurer actually kinda suck when you realise there is too much money than what was supposed to be or too little money. Money is so freaking annoy. I got no money but I still have to count money. Sad life seriously. I really got no money. Went out today and ah!!! I got no money. =\ Feel quite sian. Like it's not nice to go out without money.

This is purely a ranting post. I'll do a proper post later today. Ahhhhh and I think I'm blaming my current weird mood on something else too. And actually, I think it's more than one thing. I'm affecting by a lot of things suddenly. Freaking hell why am I so easily affected? Why some small things can make me feel so annoyed, feel so sian, feel so sad, feel so uncomfortable, feel so insecure, feel so negative? Maybe because I was too high just now. But freaking hell, I hate how my head loves to look around for nothing. It's damn stupid. What the heck am I looking out for? Just stop.

OK, just ignore this post. I'm tired so naturally I'll be in a bad mood. Alright time to sleep. And I need to meet people who can make me laugh insane. Feel so choked up suddenly.

I want to take photos of people doing such cool jump shots.

Yay!! I love how people are taking initiative to plan/suggest for outings and gatherings! =D It just feels nice to know that they want to have outing and all. Haha! OK this is a quick post 'cause I'm going out with Jiesi and Feli~ We no schoolers. HAHA! Shall post more later. =D

Sonia's Birthday!! =)

Went to Sentosa with these people plus Ceksin, Haziq and Junhao on Sunday to celebrate Sonia's birthday!!

Supposed to surprise her. LOL! But we kinda got surprised instead. Haha! But I think she was happy to see us there though so yep! =)

Chingyee and Leshan! =D Caught up with them on Sunday. =)

These people never get sick of doing such stuffs. But oh well, funny to laugh at them. =D BenLee has no grip. Haha!

And of course, Haziq's hair was the number one thing that we all looked forward to! It's really the best man. I hope he'll shave everything off leh. It really looks damn weird! Ok, I applaud him for his bravery of trying out something new but still! Wah really damn funny lar. But okok, he's really very brave. Not bad lar. LOL!

I woke up at 11am when we're supposed to meet at 11.20 at Habour front. Haha! I'm damn good lar. But anyway, Feli also woke up late. Haha! Jiesi is damn funny. She waited until 11 to call us when we were supposed to meet at 10.30. Joke. =D

Rushed to meet up with Jiesi and then went to Habour Front! Sonia was there already when we reached Sentosa. LOL. So yep, not really a surprise for her. Haha! And her boyfriend kinda told her everything already. LOL! Quite joke but it's still super sweet of him to think of this whole surprise for her! =D

Celebrated her birthday and she got caked! Haha! She became Green Monster 'cause the cake has colouring. =D And Nisa went to put stuffs on Jeslynn's and my face also. Annoying ass. And she don't let me do it to her face. She really just swing her hand away. Tsk. Your birthday!!!

Slacked around and talk to people! And then we went to play Captain's Ball with the guys! They were playing volley ball at first and it's damn funny 'cause they kinda suck at it. HAHA! Okok, if I play, I will totally owe the game, in the lousy way. I think my reaction is really quite slow. Lol. But then I really wasn't playing attention when the ball came ok. Tsk. But yep, play Captain's Ball with them is always nice 'cause we are all super lazy so we play in the slack but not really slack way. =D

Continued to laze around and took some photos! Went off at around 5? Walked super slowly to the tram. Some of the guys went to watch Johnny English while the rest of us went home! I went to Somerset to find Jeslynn at Yami Yogurt! =D And I got nice yogurt plus many stamps. HAHA! Hope we'll meet up soon again! Class Gathering! =D

Accompany Nisa to Plaza Sing to buy some strings. LOL! She loves to do art stuffs during holidays. Haha! Waste time but she's good at it! Actually, yea, people who can do really nice art are super cool. HAHA!

So yep! Had a nice day out yesterday! Miss those people! Always nice to meet up and just talk crap or do some lame stuffs together. I really miss playing Captain's Ball with them! It's still awesome. =D

Hope we'll meet up soon for class outing! Plan hor Haziq!

post promos~~~

Went out with these people on Saturday to celebrate the end of promos! =D Ok except Qiaofen since she doesn't have promos in the first place.

I was the third to reach!! =D When I was already late. HAHA! Oh well, it's only us if we are late. Heh.

So Jiesi was whining for a group photo to make her blog more lively. We took this with self timer and it's super awkward when people walked by and stare at us and you have the strong urge to stare back but you can't cause you need to force on looking and smiling nicely at the camera. LOL. But the photos turned out nice still. =D

HAHA! Test shots never fails to amuse me. =D

I bought a new iPhone casing! Nice right?And it's quite cheap too! =D I love the random shops outside scape. There's always something that I can get for at a cheap price. =D

Yes I love my current wallpaper! =D I'll post the photo up next time. Ah! I've got really a lot of stuffs to update about. Last time I didn't care. Now I really want to update my blog so that I can remember. Actually, I can write down but typing is way easier and my blog now is really not visited by a lot of people so it's quite nice. =D

Anyway, so yep! Went with the girls and we went to kbox! Wanted to go some other place but we ended up there again. Haha! Forever one. I think next time we really must must go somewhere else. I'm kinda sick of that place.

Had a fun time with them! I really like to just hang out with them like that. Nice enough already. =) Catching up on each others' life. Nice nice! Lol. I suddenly realise I forgot to ask about some stuffs. Haha! I'll always have the urge to meet up with them again. LOL. Aiya, I'm a weird person who missing everyone in her life even after meeting those people. Lol. I'm not easily satisfied. HAHA!

I like outside Cine though. Heh. Forever got free drinks and all one. We've got free Milo and 100Plus this time. =D And the kbox was designed with Halloween stuffs! Cool shit! I feel like going kbox again. GAH. I hate how I can't split myself up and go out with different groups of people simultaneously. It sucks man. The worse thing is that you really want to go out with all of them. Argh.

Ohya! Had dinner with Junyuan, Sweden and Feli on Friday after my Hist paper! Though we are in the same school, except Sweden, it's long since I talked to Junyuan so yep! And quite long since I saw Sweden too! He's still lame and irritating so oh well, somethings never change. =D And I think Feli and I are just born naggy or something. LOL. We still need to stand somewhere and talk, and it's not enough. Haha! That day I had this sudden thought and realise that Feli is really very much in my life. LOL! It's scary, it's cool, it's special, it's funny, it's everything. Haha! When I say stuffs like I really can't imagine how's life without her, I really mean it. LOL! I mean yea, if you take her out of my life right, that's a lot of memories gone. Haha! Sounds damn funny but yep. She ain't the most important person in my life, but she's really a pretty important friend. One of the really super important friends who really made a great difference in my life. Ah ok, I really love a lot of them. I mean friends. LOL! Ok, I think I shall just stop here. I can go on but it will all sound crappy 'cause I'm tired and when I'm tired, I talk a lot and my sentences run for very very long that you really don't feel like reading them. Ok, SLEEP.

I shall post about Sunday later!

funny awesome people

Typed this post in my notes on 30th Sept. HAHA! I kept typing stuffs in notes when I got stuffs to suddenly post about during the pre-promos and promos period. =D


I realise suddenly how awesome it is to have guys in your class who are so critical and will tell you straight in your face anything they think abt you. LOL! I don't know how to say but yea, I just suddenly realise how I really give no shit abt my hair and face until like sec 3 when those wonderful guys friends of really say until so so nice. Ok I mean I do care abt it last time. Just that they really made me like okok, I shd do something more. Ok though I nv really listen to them but lol! It just feels quite funny yet nice that they will really just tell you honestly that your hair and face suck. LOL! It makes them look bad but the thing is, they don't just say and make fun of you. They will really advice you and tell you in a serious manner that you shd do something abt your hair and face. Giving you suggestions and all. LOL! It's just funny when guys are giving girls advices on appearance.

Ok, this makes me seem like a girl who really don't care. Ok actually, I really don't care. I mean yea, I'll wash my face all, I'll try my best to keep my hair going mad. But I won't try like damn hard. LOL! It's just funny how some of the guys are more concerned about it more than me. Haha! It's just amusing somehow. I remember how they will suddenly become all serious, and then tell me, "Yifang, you should really do something about your face." And then started to suggest all the different facial cleansing brands and telling me how they know someone whose face also quite bad but it got better because of something and so on. LOL! Those guys actually did something like that. Quite ass right? But I wasn't pissed at all, I was just super amused and ok, I still am. Haha!

But yep, they are just awesome. And I think the nice part is that they will say it straight in your face than making fun of you behind your back. Ok I'm sure they got talk abt it behind your back but you know whatever they say behind, they say them in your face too. They just want to disturb you. -_- but yes, I do thank them. 'cause they are simply just so honest and straightforward. And through all their criticism, it makes me really immune to them. You can throw me any criticism but I won't be so affected. It's make me less sensitive. But of course I'm still sensitive to others' feelings but I won't feel so hurt just because pple say I suck kinda thing. LOL! actually, I don't think I'm making sense here. HAHA! I guess I'm just suddenly glad to all the awesome guy friends of mine who love to condemn me about my face and hair in front of me. And how they will really give advices and all. Haha! And you just know that they are just disturbing you and teasing you and they might mean it but not in the mean way.

Ok in general, I just love how friends will just condemn each other, make fun of each other, annoy the hell out of each other, but it's still awesome. These friends will be there for you when you need them. Friendships that will last for a long time.

And I think I kinda miss my guy friends. LOL! My current class guys are really nice, but somehow like can't really click super well with them. Maybe 'cause I nv really hang out with them.

4e1 those mad idiots. Ok I sat near a lot of guys during the 2 years since I'm tall~. haha! so naturally I'll feel close to some of them. They just gang up and make fun of me. The whole stiff thing also came from sitting with a bunch of guys. Annoying. It's damn annoying how they always manage to notice that one thing you do and just balloon it into a huge thing. Though pple say that guys are not detailed and always see the big picture, not true when they want to find something to disturb you about. They always ALWAYS manage to think of something. Damn freaking annoying. I realise they are really damn annoying lar. Always telling me to rebon my hair, go facial all. But yes yes, I know they mean well. It's just so freaking funny how they are really more concerned than me. Haha! I sound like I really don't give a damn.

6h guys also! Ok just that thankfully, they target Faeqa. Heh. And when she's not around, they go for Feli. So I'll just join them. =D which is damn fun lar. I like the feeling of teasing someone. Hahaha! Ok everyone likes that. And the way 6h condemn, it's damn smart. So it's super hard for you to rebut. And their brain work in such a way that you really cannot predict what they will say. They can come up with the weirdest yet wittiest things to say. LOL! I really got smart ass friends. =D and yes, 6h guys are kinda like my brothers. Haha! I regard them as annoying little brothers but yep, they might disagree. Sheesh. But at times, they do give the older brother feel. Haha! We can see the change! They are becoming more mature~ haha! It's just awesome how with them, you can really sort of see them grow from their childish beings to become more mature people. =D

But yes, I kinda miss all of them. =\ Guy friends are the kinda friends you won't tell everything to, like your own personal thoughts and feelings and all. But somehow, they are just still freaking awesome to be around with 'cause they will always say and do the most weird stuffs and make you laugh until you go mad. Haha! and yes, when you actually want to share your own personal stuffs with them, they will listen. They are just really awesome. And yes, I'll annoy them too. Haha! The awesome thing is they won't hold a grudge against you for annoying them. They kinda let you annoy them. Though ok, I believe they are truly annoyed sometimes but yep, they are still awesome!!! =D

So yep, haha! This post is dedicated to all my awesome guy friends! Whom I believe, don't read my blog. Haha! Ah, really hope that aft promos, I can hang out with them soon! Simply taking crap with them when we meet up is really awesome already. Haha! They just have a way in making you laugh over non funny stuffs. Ok my girl friends can do that too. Haha! All of them are awesome.

Friends are just always there to brighten up your life. And they make you feel happy and grateful to have them in your life.

Family -- The greatest

They are really the pillar of my life, holding me strong, giving me support when I feel like I'm about to collapse. They just have a way to make you see that everything will be alright. They will always be there regardless of what. They are really important pple in my life that I cannot imagine life without them. They are simply the greatest, the beat. They are everything.

Typed this in my notes on 29th September. They are really the greatest. That day made me realise how super important they are. I can be angry with them, pissed off with them, yet they will always, ALWAYS be there, as much as they can. Even if they aren't there, you know you can count on them. And you know that they are always thinking of you. They will never stop. And they will always be in your mind. That's why you can never stay angry with them forever. How can you possibly stay angry with people who are always on your mind? It just gets really tiring. I love my mum, my dad and my sister so so much that we don't need words or affirmation all the time. We just know how very much important we are to each other. Without them around, this girl here really wouldn't be as strong as she is.

birthday of an annoying ass who stalks my blog and used the contents against me

This is the annoying woman. =D

On 17th September, we went to celebrate this girl's birthday! She's the youngest amongst us! The one who loves to disturb us a lot by saying the weirdest stuffs. Haha!

We met somewhere near her house on her birthday early morning at around 8plus? We are super hiong! Haha! So we went to Admiralty MRT to meet up and got our Mac Breakfast! It's so awesome how we managed to find out what Eunice like without making her suspicious at all. =D And how we managed to get her address also. HAHA! Ok the way they got the address was funny though. =D

Went over to her house! We camped downstairs to complete our card for her first. =D And yep! We went up to her house after that! Her parents are super friendly. We thought maybe we get her out then we eat at the void deck or something but they just straight away let us in. LOL! And her little brother is so super cute!!!! =D She was still sleeping when we went to find her though. Haha!

So yep! This time round of surprise is super successful!! =D Haha! She was really surprised by us and can tell she's quite touched and happy. =) Ate breakfast with her and we went to Causeway Point after that! Ate Yami Yogurt~ Haha!

But yep! Even though that day was short, it felt really nice. It's like after we went home, I've got this nice feeling. Haha! Sounds really funny but yea. I'm really really glad that I've meet these really awesome pple in JC. And that I'm in the same class with them. They really made going to sch way more fun and they make me want to go school. Their company is really nice. =) And somehow, I've got this strong feeling that we'll really really keep in contact even after JC and many years after that too. There's this bond within us that's just true and genuine and hard to find in JC life. I'm really glad that I managed to meet them in JC. They are really wonderful people who are true and real. =)

BBQ with them tmr at Lingli's house~ =D Eunice, I shall splash puddle in your face if there are puddles around.

AND YES!! TODAY IS 9-10-11!! HAHA! I don't know why but I found this amusing. Some people didn't though. =\

Canon Photomarathon

3rd Theme: IMAGINE

Lol. This was a desperate photo for the theme. 'cause it doesn't really suit the theme actually but I still kinda like this photo. =D It has that magical feel and I took it without editing it 'cause yea, I can't edit it anyway even if I wanted. Ask me personally if you want to know how. =D

2nd Theme: CIRCLES

Ok this photo was desperate too. LOL. It's really hard to think of what photos to take given a theme in just 3 hours. Not easy at all man.

The first theme was EAT. Haha! I'm not going to put up that photo 'cause erm.. It's really lame. LOL.

So Canon Photomarathon! It was on 10th September! Last Saturday of Sept holidays so yep, the whole day was burnt since we had to reach Suntec at 8am. Awesome rite? LOL. Went there with Swap! She only stayed until 11plus. Haha!

We were given a theme to take photos of. After 3hours, we must go back to Suntec to submit our photos. A new theme will be given and after 3 hours we have to go back again. Repeated again and yep! So it's 3 themes in total! It ended at around 7plus. We remember one thing: MUST BRING JACKET THE NEXT TIME WE GO THERE. It was bloody hell freezing cold and we were dying. I went around shooting with Swap, Nadia, Xinxing, Wenjie and Vanessa! But in the end it was just Nadia and Xinxing since Swap went for tuition and Wenjie and Vanessa went off on their own.

So yep! For the 1st theme, we walked from Suntec to somewhere near Bugis, then Bugis and we took train back to Suntec. =D We bought food along the way so it wasn't that bad. Haha! For the 2nd theme, we walked to Clark Quay that area and took a bus to Chinatown and shot at Chinatown. Chinatown is actually quite a nice place to take photos. There is a lot of stuffs to take photos of. LOL. Ok, it's a tourist site for a reason. For the 3rd theme, we lost the stamina. Haha! It's really tiring like mad. Walking around taking photos continuously. And you can't just shoot random stuffs. If you can shoot random stuffs, it will be easy man.

And yes!! I realise I really still love to shoot people the most. And kids especially. We saw this kid outside Esplande with a balloon. =D And there was one photo where he made an action of giving me the balloon!!!! FREAKING CUTE CAN? Haha! I shall post it someday. LOL. I think I actually have a collection of random kids already. Ok, I sound like a pedophile. But yes, they are really cute and the best people to photograph. I really pity my future kids. Haha! Bet they will hate camera for the rest of their lives. =D Or maybe they will be like me. LOL!

Taking photos of people is really nicer 'cause there is emotions in the photo. It makes the photos have life and makes them more interesting and not as boring. And the emotions there are just nice. Especially when it's natural and real. Not forced or fake. Just simple natural emotions. Might be pose but you can tell whether they are genuinely happy as they pose for it? That's the really nice thing about photography! =D

The photomarathon was really a good experience. I wouldn't mind going again next year, just that maybe I'll just go for the shirt, the free a4 print and free dslr cleaning. Haha! But ok, you still have to pay $10 for it but I think it's worth it. =D Quite sad that I didn't know about the free a4 print!! There are so many photos I want to print lar! Damn sad. If I knew about that a4 print, I would have made this collarge thing so that I can either paste it at my study table or put it in my file! Next year!! Haha!

Glad that I went for this photomarathon! Truly a great experience. You see a lot of things and people. And it sort of forces us to work within the given time frame to shoot. It's different I guess. But ok, I prefer shooting at my own time. More relax and free. And less tiring. And yes, next time, I'll bring a backpack. It's super tiring to carry a sling bag. Aiya, I just need someone to help me take everything while I just take my camera~ HAHA!

And I think if I really want to brush up my photography skills, I really need to go out and take photos more. Like just keep practicing. My photos really aren't good. As compared to the other pros. But yep! Hope they will get better. And ok, my real aim is to have that moment captured. That candid moment. I really like natural shots. That's why I kinda like to take photos of pple when they are caught off-guard. Just that erm.. Most of the time, they kinda look unglam instead of natural looking. Heh. Okok, I kinda try my best to stop it 'cause to be true, with DSLR, it's damn hard to do that. Quite sad but I still love my DSLR~

Alright! I shall continue tmr. Haha! Going to meet up with awesome pple tmr~ Miss those people. And I'm going to laugh mad tmr. But also cry 'cause it's way too funny yet ridiculous already. Luckily, I am mentally prepared. =D

the last push

How can you not love them? =D

Today is the last day of promos for me! Aftnoon paper for H1 History! I'm going to spam my blog with posts later. I've got so much things to blog about. Don't know why but I've got a lot of inspiration on what to blog about during the promos period. They just kept coming. But yep! I noted them down. Haha! I tend to have a very forgetful brain.

Promos has been... I'll talk more about it later~ =D It actually feels as if promos is over already. LOL. I kinda slacken a bit yesterday. Haha! Oh well, it's already the end so yep! I was studying when I woke and yep! I think it should be ok? =)

And I'm going to dive into many Kdramas! I've got a long list waiting for me. =D So tempted to chiong Brilliant Legacy. Heh. But I did watch on TV! Last episode today! But I think I'm missing it. =\ but ah, I want to watch!

Long list of things I want to do after promos! I'm pretty sure I won't complete doing them. Haha! But yep! Hopefully I will for the more important few! =)

I will learn my lesson, I hope.

From the 3rd film that I processed from my Holga, I learned that:

1) MUST MUST take photos using your Holga only when it's outdoors.
2) Don't take when it's TOO bright, 'cause there will be this weird bright line in the middle of the photo.
3) Remember to turn the thing (Ok, I don't know what's that called) after you took a photo.
4) Position the Holga in a way that there is a lot more space for the head to NOT get cut off.
5) Try to hold the Holga straight and not slanted.
6) Make sure you stand at a right distance from whatever you are taking photos of. Not too near, not too far.
7) Once again, DO NOT TAKE PHOTOS USING THE HOLGA WHEN IT'S INDOORS!!!!!!

Yes, I hope I'll remember and hope, HOPE, the 4th film will be better. =( I'll spam after promos! =D And yes, I REALLY HOPE IT WILL BE BETTER!!

And yep! I'm fine and happy now. =D Haha! Promos starts on Monday. I think I'll get through it alright. Just sleep lesser and be more productive and not get distracted. I think I'll really put my phone far away from me, so if I'm un-contactable, I'm sorry! Call me if it's like damn important. Though actually I won't answer too. Lol! Just ya, let me concentrate. Heh. =D

AND YES!! I WANT TO TAKE PHOTOS AT THE RAILWAY TRACK AGAIN. =( I think they still kept the ones at Bukit Timah but I'm not very sure. =\