STARSTRUKKK (literally)

First, I'll thank my dear crazy sister for giving me such an AWESOME 17th birthday present. =D I still think she's crazy for wanting to sponsor me to go for the concert so very much. But yea!!! Love her for it cause it was seriously awesome. =D

MY FIRST EVER CONCERT!! How can it not be awesome? =D Super Junior really delivered their performance super well!! =D I sweat they are really the best man! And Omg! Eunhyuk! His new haircut is hot like crap! I think he's my favourite now. =D used to be s shared title with siwon, donghae, leeteuk, ryeowook and kyuhyun. But Woah man, he's first now. =D

Anyway, no one can beat my sister cause she really REALLY went crazy. She screamed like mad lar! Never see her so crazy before. =D And she lost her voice today. Haha! She is really hilarious I swear. =D

Super Junior! Haha! They were doing this train thing like all around the stage. Haha! Damn cute. =D

Donghae, Siwon and Eunhyuk playing something I think. I really love it when the 3 of them play stuffs together lar! Damn cute and funny! =D

Siwon took fans's polariod and DSLR and took photos of himself and other pple using it lar! Damn cute! Haha! Then he took photos until he forgot to join back the group.

My sister was really crazy lar! She really wah! Think she worse than me. See her favourite so up close. =D

Eunhyuk!! OMG. Seriously, his haircut is really hot. =D Then this photo is damn funny 'cause he really had to fight with that fan to get the thing back. LOL! Damn funny lar!


And here's my favourite photo of him. =D

Super cute and good-looking and awesome and hot rite? =D Wahahaha. Lee Hyuk Jae! =D Wah.. really crazy already. =D But he's really ahh.. Awesome. =D

Anyway, yes!! Super Show 3 is really worth going totally! Worth the money though I didn't pay for it. =D These group of idols really interact with the fans and make sure that the money spent by the fans were worthy! They really gave their very best and they enjoyed themselves during the concert too! So it makes the fans enjoy the whole concert as well!! =D

Ah! Super Junior for the win seriously. =D They are simply awesome. =D More photos are on my sister's Facebook. First time ever she was so efficient in uploading photos on Facebook. Haha!

Wahahaha. Eunhyuk sang too. =D His voice is really nice lar! But he just likes to rap more. And his dance is still super slick. Ahahahaha.

Ok, if I go on, I think I'll really sound like a total fan girl. Haha! But there were like a lot more crazier fans at the concert man. I'm really nothing as compared to them. =D

Had dinner with Agents just now! I really hope we'll still get to meet up for dinner or just hang out when we have the time. It's like school haven't really start but I already can't find time for a lot of stuffs! There's a lot of pple that I really want to go out with!!

Alright! Orientation tmr! I think I'll post about orientation next time! =D With photos and all. =D But yep! I really had fun at the orientation and I'm sure I'll have fun for the next 2 days too! =D

OHYA!!! AND MY PARENTS GOT ME A DSLR ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes!!! This is the best part!! =D I haven't really explore since I'm posting. Wah I really like got a lot of stuffs to do but yea!!!! I'm, first going to off the com, then iron my clothes, pack my bag and then, I'LL LOOK AT THE DSLR!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE IT'S GOOD!! =D

I'll test run it for the first time on CNY eve! =D NFC and 6H! Wahahaha good luck you pple. =D I do hope I'm meeting 6H that day too! Ah!!! See, time is like really not enough. Tsk.

B-B-B-BUSTER! Morgen! =D

That's Buster! Haha! The dog from Toy Story! =D

ACJC Orientation 2011 is simply awesome thus far! 2 more days and it's over. That kinda suck lar. But yep! I guess the remaining 2 days will be awesome too! =D

Ok, I think I'll continue after I get back from Super Show 3!!!!!!!!! =D Not going there now but I think around 2plus? Yes, I think it's crazy too but oh well, just be crazy and heck man! Haha!

I GET TO SEE 10 AWESOME KOREAN GUYS LATER!! Their awesome dancing! Eunhyuk, Siwon, Donghae, Leeteuk, Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, Heechul, Yesung, Shindong, Sungmin! =D It would have been nicer if Kangin, Kibum and Hankyung are around too but yep! I'm sure the concert will be awesome! Haha! I sound so guy crazy man. =D But it's my first concert ma. =D

I hope some good bands and artists will come Singapore this year! And I'll make sure I'll go for it! Last year, A LOT of pple came but I missed all of it so this year cannot miss!! =D

seventeen =D

Haha! I realise I've got really little photos of myself. But then again, it's only normal for crazy photo spammers like me to have more photos of other pple. =D And it's true, my hands look bare without a camera. =D

Anyway, yep! Had a crazy girl that called me at 12 plus am on the 27th. And she actually sang Happy Birthday in Korean. HAHA! When she started singing, I wanted to stop her but she couldn't be controlled! =D And yea, that's Faeqa Fizla for you. =D Technically, we said we wanted to talk on the phone on the 26th night, since it was the day before school starts! But we were busy packing so she ended up calling me at 27th 12plus. =D No thankyou for your horrible Korean singing. =)

So yep, got smses. Love all of them! Some are rather amusing. =D Jiawan sent me the longest SMS! =D Haha! Then yep, Kamin gave me the box of letters. Faeqa gave a notebook with the first few MANY pages of her words, essay lar. =D And yep, cards from Jeslynn, Puiling and Junyuan! Junyuan made a super freaking cool card! It's not exactly a card, then it's like made of stamps. HAHA! I dunno how to say lar. But it's cool shit. =D NISA! She snail-mailed me the birthday card! Saw it when I came home on 27th. =D And with it, there's a SS3 batch and a SJ keychain! I put the keychain at my wallet and she put her MBLAQ one at her handphone! =D

Soon to receive cards from Qiaofen, Jiesi, Felicia, Brendan and Sweden! Haha! And Weiying! =DD She said she got something then actually wanted to meet her on first day of school but she fell down while texting me. LOL. Careless lar she. Horrible. But yep! Hope I'll meet her super soon!

And my family! My mum and dad bought a cake for me! It's like at around 11plus PM already. Haha! But yep! The cake's nice. =D What's a birthday without a cake rite? =) Love them lots! And had dinner with my sister since my parents got something on. Talked to her super long at Swensens at plaza! Haha!

Had good food for 3 days in a roll. =D 26th at Eveything With Fries and NYDC, 27th at Swensens, 28th at Pizza hut! =D

Talked with Faeqa, Swapna and Felicia on 27th too! =D Swapna's in ACJC too! Awesome man. Can go home together! =D

Had dinner with Brendan, Felicia, Jiesi, Junyuan, Puiling, Qiaofen and Sweden yesterday! Felt nice to talk to them and yea! Seriously love them super lots! =D

So yep! The reason for this post, is to thank everyone that had wished me on the 27th or that had wished me in general! =D

LOVE ALL OF THEM FOR MAKING MY SEVENTEENTH AN AWESOME ONE. =)

So thankyou all you pple for being in my life whether it had been all 16years (though they didn't really had a choice =D), or a long 10years (she had a choice but oh well, she still stuck it out. Haha!), or just a shorter 2years. =D

You guys really made my life so much more worth living and yep! Though most of us aren't in the same class and school anymore, I know that the friendship that we have will stuck and I really miss hell lot of people super lot but I'm quite sure we'll still meet up often! =)

I'm seriously thankful and grateful to have meet such wonderful and awesome family and friends. =) People that really love me for who I am, be it crazy or annoying or irritating with my crazy spamming of photographs or stiff or whatever lar. I've got quite a lot of flaws but yep, I'm thankful to have them to be able to actually look pass them and still be there for me. =D

Haha! I sound so thankful lar! But yep! They are seriously awesome people and I really really hope that I'll keep in contact with them for many many more years to come. =)

And yes! As I grow older, I'll continue to keep my smile up like the photo! =) And show my awesome teeth. Haha! =D

a special day. =D

Alright! First day of school today! It's seriously awesome! Shall post more about it tmr! It's really like fun school and yep! I enjoyed my first day there ba! =D The OGLs are super! Ok! Post more tmr!

Anyway, thankyou all you lovely pple that had called me, text me, told me, sing to me, and Facebook-ed me happy birthday! =) It really was a special 17 to be spending it on your first day of JC life. And yea, I'm glad I had fun today!

And yep! I've really got a wonderful family and awesome friends! =) I'll post nicely about my seventeenth tmr too! =D Not to boast and all but to show my appreciation to the awesome people in my life. =D

I'm really tired now so I'll read Faeqa's essay then head to bed. =D SEE! Despite my tired-ness, I'm still making myself read the bloody many MANY pages of essay. =D

Smile - Uncle Kracker

[ You make me smile like the sun
Fall outta bed
Sing like bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile ]

Smile - Uncle Kracker

School's starting tomorrow. Lol. I'm going ACJC! Quite a lot of pple I know are going AC so yep, I guess that's quite nice ba! Hope first day will be fun and nice ba! =)

Ah.. Feel like posting a lot of stuffs but suddenly have to do a lot of stuffs like packing my bag and taking out my uniform and ironing it and gosh man. Should not have laze on my sofa after I got home. Lol. But running man is awesome! Haha!

Had awesome food today at Holland V. =D Everything with Fries and NYDC's some elephanchino drink. Lol! And I tested out the journey to AC today! It takes 1 hour with traffic jam and all. Sheesh man. And wah, today kept raining lar. Like woah man. Stop then continue again and then it's really screwed.

Lol. My thoughts are like random now but yep! I'm happy! Haha! Sounds funny but yep! I'm quite clear and yep, everything will be alright! And I guess I'm quite glad that school is starting soon? In a way? Think I've enjoyed for quite a long time already and yep, I've taken a good rest aft O levels so it's now time to get back to the books! =) 2 more years and it will be over! Haha!

For now, I really hope first day of school will be good! And I'll have a nice group and clan thingy. Haha! Ac's orientation theme is Disney. So yep! Hope it will be fun! =)

Comfort. =)

Lol. Stupid photo I swear. Not my idea but I agreed on it. Haha!

Went out with Felicia, Guodong, Jinghan and Changhui today! =D Wanted to go Mount Faber. LOL! But then it started to rain when we were waiting for the bus. Yes. The weather simply love us when we want to do like outdoor activities. Sheesh. So yep, saw 700 and I said let's go Marina Square to bowl and we just board the bus. LOL. It's damn spontaneous lar! Crazy pple. =D We were all like under-dressed for town area but oh well, we don't really care lar huh. =D

So yep! Went to Marina Square! Had lunch at the food court then went to play arcade first. Felt super shuang to play Daktona after so long. Then wah!! Changhui is idiot man! Tsk. 'Cause we wanted to try manual then Changhui didn't play so he was watching us. Then I was actually 1st I think. Then his hands got itchy and went to change the gear for me. Then wah! I became 4th. Tsk. Idiot man. But yea lar, it really felt shuang to play when you are like the first few. Haha!

Went to bowling aft that! I totally had no strike what so ever. Tsk and yea, kinda got last. Very long never bowl already lar. Then HOHO. I took photos using Changhui's DSLR. I swear, DSLR rocks like crazy. It's so freaking fun to take photos using it lar! Like normal camera I can be annoying already. So with DSLR it's woah man! Haha! A lot of pple experience it already so get used to it soon, 'cause I'm getting one! Wahahahaha. =D

Walked around Marina Square and CityLink Mall. =D Changhui left after bowling then not bad leh Guodong and Jinghan, they didn't mind accompanying us walking around and they actually bought stuffs also. Haha! And they treated us popcorn! =D The Caramel Popcorn. It is only awesome at the first bite only. Lol! Sweet like crazy lar. Hopefully, it tastes nice with coffee. =D

Anyway, we went back to plaza kinda by accident? Lol. It's quite random but it's us lar. We live in the same area so it's all spontaneous! Haha! Guodong and Jinghan went back after that then had dinner with Feli at plaza. Got nice long skirt for $10!

Wahahaha I so freaking love plaza. It has anything I need and it's not super expensive and it's near! =D See, there's Daiso where everything is $2, then this shop that sells nice $10 clothes, Popular, NTUC, library and awesome food places. =D What more do you want man? And there's Starbucks!! Haha! I sound like I'm advertising Bukit Panjang Plaza now. But seriously, it has everything I need at least. =D Ok, clothes wise not that great lar but ok lar, I just need awesome food and I'm happy. =D

More photos in Changhui's DSLR which he haven't upload yet so yep! Let's hope the photos are nice. Haha! Some is kinda I anyhow take one. Ah, I really want my own. Lol. I really hope I can get it soon. =D

Tmr's the posting results day! It's going to be anxious though I guess I kinda know where I'm going. I guess I'll be alright as long as I hit any of my top3 choices. But it will be shocking if I got NJ or SA 'cause I'm kinda accustomed to the thought of going to AC already. But yep! I'm alright with all 3 so I guess yea, I'll be ok. Just that if I really got in NJ, I'll feel lost. Since my mum kinda wants me to go AC more. Strange huh.

Oh well! Whatever it is, wherever I'll go, I will be alright! =)

And I'm not changing my blogskin since Puiling said she'll make one for me 'cause she don't want to edit other skins codes. =D I'm waiting! Haha!

Went JP with Kamin, Jiesi, Puiling and Qiaofen yesterday! Met up with Kamin first and we sat in front of Jean Yip? Haha! Watching pple fold towels and talked for super long.

And she gave me a cool present! Or rather presents. Lol. Crazy girl lar. Brought 2 photo albums and she wrote 17 letters leading to my birthday. Haha! Supposed to give it to me on the 27th but she may not be free so yep.

The frog is awesomely cute man. Haha! Inspiration from the slippers I gave her from China! =D Wahahaha. =D But yep! Love you super lots Kamin! 17 letters to read man. Crazy. And then I'll have to write in my own for the 15th and 16th days since she gave it to me earlier. Haha!

Hmm.. I really hope we'll be able to meet up often though our schools aren't near each other. But at least it isn't from east to west rite? =D Still around the west area. =) Going to miss you super loads once school starts. But yes!! We will meet up as often as we can. =)

2 crazy pple playing with sunglasses at Rubi. =D I find them quite cool leh. Haha! I like the colours. That shade of purple, pink and green! I think the purple's nice. =D

Met Jiesi after that and went to KFC for lunch. =D Puiling came after that and we sat there and talked for quite long. Then Kamin left for CO and the 3 of us went to shop around the whole JP. Ok technically, we just walked around almost all the shops of JP. And wah.. I found stuffs but it's mostly too ex. Sheesh. Freaking sian lar. It's like ah.. Why do I like stuffs that aren't that affordable? Tsk. And my mum kinda sponsored me to buy clothes too. But seriously, they aren't worth that much money according to them ba! OK, can trust their taste and all. =D

So yep, met up with Qiaofen for dinner then walked around a few more shops. HOHOHO. We found a cool secret hideout at JP. =D An awesome place to just sit there and talk for super long if you don't feel like shopping much. =D

Anyway, yep! Had an awesome shopping walking around trip with them. =D though I ended up not buying anything except food and Jiesi brought something. Haha! And thank god for Qiaofen, we didn't rush into buying some rather lame badges. =D Puiling was simply hilarious! Haha! I love her dreams. =D Seriously man. And she's like crazy over this jdrama and kept talking about it when all of us were ignoring her. =D

Alright! I have to go out to meet 6H pple! I promised myself to be on time but I think I can't? Haha!

I think there’s something in your heart you’re running from. You know there’s a girl you have feelings for. You can be mad at me all you want, you can say your heart’s fine. But until you tell this girl how you feel, your heart’s gonna be flawed.

- One Tree Hill

I wanted to change the blogskin! But then I think it looks weird. Lol. But ok, think maybe do something abt it tomorrow to make it look less weird then I'll change it! =D

It's going to be white soon! =D

Anyway, school's starting in 4 days time. Gosh. So freaking fast. And I'm turning 17 soon. Lol. Hmm.. Looking forward to it and not. Haha! Wonder if something unexpected will happen. But yep, I won't expect much! 17 sounds old. Lol. OK 18 is scarier. But then you get to learn to drive. =D

3 more days left for me to go out and enjoy. Suddenly, everyday seems to pass by in a hurry. And I kinda still haven't touch the books that I borrowed. Shit. And then my sis's JC stuffs too. Argh.. I think I wasted too much time rotting in front of the TV. But oh well, I get to see handsome guys on the TV. =D Wahahahaha.

And OMG. Running Man is seriously seriously hilarious. It can really make you laugh like mad and cheer you up if you are down. =D I think it cheered my sister up. Haha! Hope she's doing alright ba! She's really freaking busy.

Ok! Think I'll change my blogskin tmr if I'm not lazy. =D

2012. Is it true that that is when it all ends?

If the world really ends in 2012, will you have any regrets? Is there anything that you feel that you really should just do it now if the world really ends next year? Anything that you want to do? Anyone that you think you should treasure greatly now before it's too late?

It sucks how we can't confirm if the world really ends next year. There will be things that you feel that you should do now before the world comes to an end. But at the back of your head, you can't help thinking that what if the world didn't end in 2012? Then you will end up not doing it since you think it can wait 'cause the world won't end so soon.

But here the thing, we live only once in this world. I don't believe in reincarnation. Even if there is reincarnation, you won't be living the exact same life as you are now. It's not possible. The people around you , the places around you. They won't be the same in every life. But I really believe that we only have one chance to live.

So shouldn't we live it to the fullest, take risks and not be scared of the outcome? I think we should. But it's hard to take risks because of the failure that might come after taking that one step forward. Yet... What if it turns out for the better? Isn't that something that you want? So what if it might turn out to be not that great? At least you know that you gave it a shot and took the risk.

I guess, part of me kind of want the world to end next year so that I'll be brave and just dare to take risks without fearing the outcome as much, since I've only got 2 years left. But then, if the world really ends next year, I don't get to enjoy more of it. Yes, though life can be hard at times, but I'm still thankful to be alive and living this world. And I want to live in this world longer. Experience all the different things in life. There is still so much more things that I want to do and I really hope that I've got the chance to do them.

But ultimately, we should live like we're dying. We only got 86400 seconds in the day. ( According to the song. =D) It's all up to us to decide how we should live it. Sometimes, we should follow our heart and just do it. And don't be scared. Because things might turn out to be something you least expected. And it may be great whatever it will be. You won't know what to expect. Life surprises. It's true.

Even if the world doesn't end next year, we should not let it stop us from doing things that we think we should do before we die. Don't think that you still have time. Take risks and you will have no regrets. Ok, maybe you might regret for a short time after taking it but when you look back , you will be glad that you did it.

Taking chances isn't as hard as you think it is. Sometimes, you just got to believe in yourself and just do it.


DON'T STOP BELIEVING. I really love this phrase. Just keep believing and it may just come true. Believing may seem to be something so simple yet it is really powerful and strong. Not everyone can keep believing but we should. Believing that this risk that you are taking is worth it. And you will have the strength to do it.

I don't really know how to say it all nicely but I guess what I'm trying to say is that, I'm glad I took the risk. Though it is a really small risk, ok, technically, it wasn't a risk at all but it kind of is to me. I'm relieve I guess, but I know after taking this risk, it may get harder, for my mind that is. But I guess it will be alright? Since I already decided on taking this step forward.

Funny how this one thing can lead me to thinking so much things. Still find it unbelievable. Lol. Like hmm.. But yep, I guess it will all turn out fine and whatever happens, happens. At least I know that I did something? Though thinking about it, it's really a small thing. Lol. The bigger one is still undecided.

So much for saying we should take risks rite? But yea, sometimes, the risk that you are taking might be something that you know may end very badly and you think that maybe taking this risk isn't worth as much. Sometimes, taking risks isn't as important as long as you are already happy. If you aren't happy, then maybe you should take the risk since if it turned out worst, then maybe you can move one. But if it turned out great, you will be happy. But if you are already happy and satisfied, then maybe it isn't a must to take the risk.

I really hope that the world won't end on 2012. There are so much things worth living for.

777th post. =D

Had an awesome day out with DAMILY today!

They are seriously awesome! =D

Celebrated Qiaofen, mine and Puiling's birthday too!

We were like totally lisiao-ing when cutting the cake together. Haha!

The awesome cake. =D Still love it though we kinda eat it quite often. Haha!

Thank you damily for today! Had an awesome early birthday celebration! =D Sing until quite shuang. =D Just that we could only sing for 3 hours! So quite sad lar. But yep! Still nice to just scream and sing until like crap. Haha!

Had Aijisen for lunch! Only crazy pple like Jiesi and Qiaofen would want to go back to the place they work at and eat the food. Lol. Went over to Kbox! So yep, sang and take photos! We really love taking photos at Kbox. Haha!

Went to sit at the roof top garden at lot one and talked for quite long. Played Truth Or Dare and did quite a lot of stupid stuffs. Haha! It's nice to catch up with them ba! Been a long time since we talked. =)

Dinner with Qiaofen, Puiling and Jialin at Food Junction. =D Walked around and yep, wanted to eat ice cream at some nice place but then it's gone so went home. =D

But yep! I really had fun today ba! They are really awesome and love them for celebrating the 3 of our birthdays! =D It's really nice to celebrate your birthday with your friends. Haha! Like fun to cut cake and blow the candles together. =D

I'm going to miss Damily super lot this year! It's like all of us going separate ways already. Though Jiesi, Jiawan and I most likely going same JC and Yifan and Puiling same. But still, it's going to be different. I hope that we'll still continue to go out and update each other on our lives! =)

Love you lots, Damily! =D

'I've got motion sickness'

I realise, I really love this photography app. =D

Went JP yesterday for those 3 pple! Feli and I went earlier 'cause I wanted to see stuffs. =D And then I ended up seeing a lot of stuffs and I felt super sian that I didn't bring more money. Tsk. So much nice clothes lar! But some are really ex but really nice! Hmm.. Super tempted to get. Ah.. Partly I want school to start soon so that I've got pocket money again. Lol. Super shallow but at least I can save up and get stuffs! But I think I'll end up spending more on my friends. Lol.

Anyway, Weiying was super cranky yesterday. She really studied too much already, until her brain go crazy. Tsk. Then Faeqa also cranky. And tired also. Talked super loudly. Like woah man. Want to tell the whole world who she is. Felicia was annoying the hell out of them. Haha! And her typical 'I am lost' thing. I was happily laughing at everything. Ok, now I sound like an idiot. And it's funny how we went Popular after that, and I ended buying sweets from there. Yes, buy sweets from Popular. I think I was crazy. Aiya, we got nothing better to do lar.

But yep! I seriously still love going out and talking to them even if it's for a short while. And even if everyone is in annoying mode. Haha! Annoying the hell out of each other is really what we do whenever we meet up with each other. Lol. It's so sad that Weiying had so much homework to chiong. Tsk. If not we could have gone Kbox! Next time ba! Meet up for lunch are nice. =D Hope our schedules all like fit nicely somehow. =D

Going lot one later to celebrate Qiaofen, Mine and Puiling's birthday at Kbox! =D Yea man! Finally our turn. Haha! Super long never go Kbox with them too. =D Crazy kamin reached one hour earlier. Tsk.

what to do, I'm confused.

Woah. I'm confused. I really know nothing about DSLR. And then I'm like really reading and studying about it. And woah, I'm really confused. Lol. Maybe I shouldn't study it so much first. But then must still know the basics ba! Then after getting the camera then will know it better. My mum kinda sort of confirmed that I'm getting one ba! =D

I'm really scared of going back school a little. LOL. Two months plus of not touching the books at all. Like really never study any thing at all during these 2 months. Think I might be in big trouble when school starts. Hope I really don't forgot everything ba. It will be really bad if I gave everything back to the teachers.

Went to plaza to borrow books on photography. Haha! I was really serious when I say I'm going to study about it. Though I kinda still haven't touch the books yet. Lol. But yea lar, hope I understand it though. Like wah, I really feel quite blur for someone that actually wants to be a photographer. I can't really be a photographer with just knowing how to take photos using a digital camera.

Then my sis was telling me to try find time to read and look through GP and econs. So yea, I suddenly like have to do a lot of stuffs and shit man. I realise school is going to start in exactly one week time. It sucks how I don't feel a lot for my birthday since it's the first day of a whole new school. Hmm.. Though yea, I kept reminding pple. Lol. But dunno ba, just a little no feeling for it.

I still want to go out with a lot of pple and do a lot of stuffs! Read books and hmm... Suddenly, there is really a lot of things to do. Time is freaking scary!

Group photo of awesome pple. =D


The photos taken by Sonia's DSLR are really awesome!!! My hands feel really itchy for it. Lol. It's really like freaking nice to take photos using it lar!

Went to celebrate Qiaofen's birthday yesterday!

Wahahaha! She's holding my card. =D

Our most decent group photo. =D The shops were all closed at Marina Square! Freaking cool. It's like the whole mall to ourselves that kinda feeling. =D

The supposed stupid face photo that we were supposed to take. I did until I felt like laughing so I ended up laughing. Haha!

Went Ikea with Jeslynn and Agents before we met Qiaofen, Jiesi and Puiling for dinner! Stupid buses made us went mad. But yep, got to eat awesome meatballs and chicken wings. =D And the soft ice cream! But I kinda miss the journey there from school more. Haha! We should have meet like at school there then take bus together. It's the stupid crapping that we had on the bus there that made the journey more awesome. =D Then we would also end up talking about travelling stuffs. Haha! Ah! I wanted to take a group photo. Haha! Ok ba! We'll still go there together again. =D

I've got my first birthday letter from Jeslynn! Since she's going London tomorrow and won't be in Singapore during my birthday. Sheesh. She's really travelling a lot! Freaking jealous of her! Thankyou Jeslynn for the letter! Haha! I know you will see this. Stalk my blog also. Tsk tsk.

Went Queensway 'cause they needed to get bags and shoes. Got Brendan's birthday present! His New Era cap! I think it's nice ba! Hope he will wear it often though. Haven't see the Feodora that we got for him last year for a long time. But alright, it's hard to match clothes with it.

Got Qiaofen's present too! Her Vans shoes! I think it's super nice! =D Hope she likes it ba! And wears it often! =D

Had a nice dinner with them! Sang a soft happy birthday to Qiaofen at the bus stop. Haha! Quite cool. Hope she had a fun day with us ba! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIAOFEN!!

haha! Still found this photo super funny. =D Our attempt on trying to be cool. =D I somewhat succeeded though. Haha!

Anyway, you know how much I love you! Haha! Better stay in contact even though you'll be at the east! I really hope you'll get into the course that you want and enjoy your next few years!! =)

And super love you for not forcing me to wear dress unlike SOME pple. =D You are awesome man! =D

LOVE YOU LOTS AND HAPPY SEVENTEENTH!! =D

JANUARY BABIES FTW! =D

Went to celebrate this girl's birthday yesterday:

JESLYNN!
the self claimed Cute Girl. =D

The cookies that we made for her! I made the J, E and N! Haha! Hope it's nice though. =D

And I was like this the whole day after I got hold of Sonia's DSLR. =D I really spammed photos like crazy and super sorry to Sonia! Have to upload all the photos that I spammed. But Yingkiat and Junhao spammed too. At least my photos are nice. =D But omg, I think I'll really be hell of an annoyance if I really get my own DSLR. Haha! Pity my friends now. But seriously, nice photos will be produced ok. =D

Anyway, Jeslynn's birthday is on the 31st! But wanted to give her a surprise so we celebrated it yesterday! And she'll be in London. Sheesh. But yep, it kinda failed 'cause she realised it. Tsk. She should pretend then act surprised ma. =D But yep! She was really touched! =) So yep! It's really nice to surprise your friends for birthday and stuffs! See the smile on their faces. =D

Had our somewhat picnic? Lol. It's like just randomly eating of food and cakes. Haha! But yep, think Haziq and Jordan woke up at 7 or something to prepare the food so yep! And sandwiches from Nisa and Sonia! Thankyou pple! And we did make the cookies too! Hope the cookies were nice though. =D

Took photos and I think I really spammed photos to the crazy max and gave my other camera to Puiling. Haha! I'm so mean to my camera. But seriously, DSLR is so freaking fun to take photos lar! Like once you hold it, you really don't feel like letting it go! And then just take and take and take. =D

Had a group photo and then it started to rain. Lol. And for a big group of 19 people, we only had very limited umbrellas. I shared one camera with Puiling, Jiesi and BenLee. Gosh man, was super wet at the back. Then I went over to Nisa and Sonia's umbrella or else we would all end up super wet. OK though we were all already super wet with umbrellas. Next time, let's seriously bring an umbrella if we're going somewhere outdoors. I realise our class always has the best luck with the weather. So many times it rained like crazy when we were outdoors.

Went over to Holland V for dinner cum lunch at NYDC! Love that place! The ambiance is super good! But I think we made super lot of noise there but the staffs there are really nice! Had some food and then celebrated the rest of the Jan babies birthdays! =D The brownie was awesome! Thankyou Jeslynn, Sonia and Nisa! =)

I love it how the whole bunch of us really like to stand at some random place and just do random stuffs like talking and taking photos for a super long time when we said, "Let's go!" many many times yet no one will actually go. Haha! I had fun spamming photos with the DSLR while standing there. Wonder how the photos will be like though. LOL. I turned two rounds taking photos of them. And yea, I really spammed like mad. I ought to get my own camera so that I'll experience the difficulties of uploading them on Facebook.

9 more days! Hohoho. But seriously, if you don't know what to get for my birthday, a nice card/letter will do. =D Though it's like getting present is easier. Haha! Except for some friends hor. You must get me presents. Too bad that you are my close friends. Wahahaha. But aish, school must really start on the 27th huh.

Anyway,

HOPE YOU HAD AN AWESOME DAY YESTERDAY, JESLYNN!! =)

do you dare to risk everything to be free?

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool,
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement,
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return,
To live is to risk dying,
To hope is to risk despair,
To try is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
But he cannot learn, feel, change, grow or live.
Chained by his servitude he is a slave who has forfeited all freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.

William Arthur Ward

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDAN!!!

You looked quite stupid in the photo but oh well, when do you not? =D Anyway, yep! Seventeen years old! Continue being the annoying you but maybe not in front of the new friends huh? Haha! Only cool pple like us can tolerate your nonsenses. =D Okok, totally not saying nice stuffs here but it'll all be in the long letter that you will receive tmr! =)

Thankyou for being such an awesome friend and Agent always! Haha! You are the one that came up with this funny, stupid yet somewhat unique nickname. =D Ah! We didn't take group photo that day! Tsk.

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY BRENDA! =D

Dog Days Are Over - Florence + The Machine

[ Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses
'Cause here they come ]

Dog Days Are Over - Florence + The Machine

Love the beat of the song! The starting was weird but yep, after that quite nice. =D I realise I like songs with clapping inside. Haha!

I'm going to be late. OK, stupid way to start the blog but yea, since I decided to on the computer, I know I'll be late later. =D Aish. I was early once and they were all late. But ok, I know, I really must kick this late habit.

Anyway, I don't know why I wanted to post but ok, just feel like posting. 2 more weeks to the first day of school! I must really make the most out of these few remaining days. Besides going out, I think I shall prepare myself a bit for JC. Ok fine, I say that I'll prepare myself, I think I'll end up not doing it. My sis is getting back her JC stuffs from her friends though so maybe I'll flip through and decide which other 2 humans subjects I want to take.

And Lee Seunggi and Song Joongki really made my day yesterday. Haha! Watched 2Days 1Night on TV and laughed like crazy. Then my sis told me to watch this episode of Running Man. Laughed like crazy again. Ah!! Both of them are just awesome can? Lol. Granted that they have similar personalities but seriously man, they are awesome. =D

Korean Variety Shows are really for the win! Super creative and never fails to make me burst out laughing lar! I WANT TO GO KOREA!


BIG FAT BEAR! Haha! Kyle! =D Going to miss this bear super lot! It will be super cool if I get to see it often this year too! =)

Have to wear contacts today! =( Ok, It's kinda my own fault but yep, the last time I wore contacts was before I went China. Haha! So I think I should wear it again lar. Specs still rocks.

I NEED AN UMBRELLA.

Seriously, I'm pissed off. I know I should not be but you will when you are having lunch at 4pm and you haven't eat anything at all yet. Argh.. You don't leave your daughter at home alone without any money and you know perfectly well she has zero income at all since she decided not to get a job (which you didn't mind) and she don't have any pocket money during the holidays unless she is going out. And frankly speaking, I don't think she go out that often as compared to her older sister when she was in sec 4 after her o levels. It's not that I want to compare and all but it's true. And I had to search the whole house for money so that I could go get my lunch. They seriously left no money at all and luckily I had some money stash somewhere. Somehow, they really didn't seem to bother if their daughter is feeling hungry at home. Argh.. I really don't know. And umbrella. Seriously, we don't have a decent small umbrella at home. Pathetic much?


7.44pm
Wanted to post the above just now. They came home before I could so yea. Hmmm guess I was just hungry and tired at that point of time. Super cranky mood confirmed. Just woke up from a nap and yep, felt better. They are still busy. I vaguely remember my mum saying we'll have dinner together but maybe not I guess. Hmm let's just leave it here. I'm tired.

Ohyea, talked to Agents for super long yesterday. Seriously felt so much better after talking it out and yep guess I kinda know what I'll do for now unless something else happened. Thank you agents! You guys are really awesome to actually listen to all theses stupid stuffs and giving advices for it. It will be real cool if all five of us get into the same sch next year! High chance! =D

Bah. There isn't anything interesting on TV. Ohya! I changed a new sofa! It's just nice to sleep on and lie on. =D but ok still kinda prefer the non-leather type of sofa Haha! Hmm.. I think I shall go watch running man. =D

And I mean it when I say I need an umbrella. Lol. A good one though. Was bloody hell pissed off with the small umbrella that my house had today that I just threw it away after I reached my block. I have really the best luck with umbrellas huh. Last time, I had umbrellas that cannot keep me dry. Maybe it's because of the way I hold it but still. Then I've got the real nice umbrella that I spoiled while trying to act pro and swing it out. Seriously man. Regret doing it. Felt damn stupid aft that lar. Then today I've got an umbrella that had an end spoiled. So I kinda end up getting wet. Was annoyed like crap.

So yes pple, I really don't mind getting an umbrella as a birthday present. Like seriously man. Stupid present but at least I'll use it and it's actually a rather useful present. Was tempted to get a Daiso umbrella but they only have the big one.

Alright! Going to bathe and then watch running man!

OFF THE SHOULDERS

I've submitted my JAE registration. Felt so much better after I submitted it. It's really a burden that had been bugging me from Monday til now. Now, it's over! Wherever I do end up in ultimately, let's just leave it to fate. =)

It's funny though, how I knew how I was going to arrange my school for the JAE on Monday. And I really end up filling up the way I thought on Monday. Sheesh. So it's like for the past few days, all the head big thinking was kinda not needed. Lol. But I guess I'm more certain of my choices now. So yep! Head big for reasons. =D

Didn't know that going open houses can make us tired. Lol. Like really man. I think we haven't been using our brains for a long time already. O levels seemed so far far away. Results out, chosen our school for the next few years, and soon, we will be posted to wherever we are going. 26th Jan.

It seriously kinda suck that school had to start on 27th. Like why? Seriously man. Of all days, why 27th? I thought like I can go out with my friends on that day, then dinner with my family or dinner with some other friends. But then, there is school. Tsk. First day of a whole new school some more. WHAT IS THIS?

Alright, didn't really want to rant stuffs but post like nicer stuffs but suddenly just argh. But it isn't a huge problem that school's going to start no 27th. Just can't help feeling quite sian. 13 more days! Ok, it's still something to look forward to. But then it's like seventeen seems really old all of a sudden. Lol.

HOHOHO. I might get a DSLR for this birthday. Hopeful. =D I mean yea lar, since I'm really set on going photography society and stuffs. Hope it will be a fun and nice CCA though. But if that means I get a DSLR, it will be awesome. =D Though I can imagine myself going up a whole new level of annoyance taking photo of my friends. Good luck people.

Ok! Some photos before I continue! =D

Photos taken on 10th Jan! Meet up with Faeqa and Swapna for breakfast before we went to meet the others for lunch. It really felt great meeting them. Nervous no doubt, but laughed and relax with them. We were like 4 super noisy pple at Long John's. And I wanted us to take a group photo like we did in Sec 1. Haha! The sec 1 photo was epic. =D

I think this was the most normal one? Haha! We can't take group photos lar. Always turned out stupid/funny. =D

Like this one is just screwed up. LOL. Maybe Feli was the most normal one, but then stupid face. =D

This looks like it's taken using Polaroid!

Yep it just so happens that there is a mirror at Long John's. Haha! It would have been a smarter idea if we all sit at one side then take the photo, but Swap and I were too lazy to move our ass so yea, the photo is weird. Haha! Crazy 4 pple.

Went over to KFC at Jurong East Swimming Complex for lunch with those pple. =D Hope it isn't the last time we meet up for lunch though. And I'll really miss that KFC! Super lot of memories and it's really still a nice food place near our school. Though yea, the food isn't as awesome but yep, the place is nice enough.

I think I might miss Jurong. Haha! Doubt I'll be going there often now. Ok fine, most of my friends are living around there but a lazy person like me will ask them to meet at somewhere in the centre. =D LAN at Jurong Safra! Still the best. =D First time I ever tried LAN. I was freaking anti-lan last time man. L4D changed my mind. Haha! I still don't get CS lar. L4D nice. =D

Oh shit, I need to buy papers. But I'm freaking lazy to get out of the house now. It's like comfortable. =D OK, I will get my lazy ass off this chair soon to get papers and lunch too.

Hmm suddenly realise it's going to be a total new thing when we start school in a few weeks time. Haha! Weird realisation but yep. Like everything's going to be unfamiliar and new. I hope it will be alright though. I guess wherever I go, there will be some familiar faces at least?

I need new good songs! All the new English songs now kinda suck. Where did all the good bands and artists go to? I miss their music. Haha! I think they will be having albums this year? 'Cause most of them had albums in 2009. 2009 got rather good music lar! Then 2010 kinda suck. Hope this year will be ok. =D

I WANT TO GO KBOX! It's $6 only lar! Hope it will be there longer. =D Sing until you drop man.

I'm so freaking random in my blogging man. Everything that is off my head. Hmm.. Feeling ah suddenly. Ok, I must really stop thinking abt the JAE since I've submitted already.

So ok, Monday was Results Day. Met up with Faeqa on Tuesday and we just sat at Fajar Mac and talked for quite long. Wednesday was SA and AC open houses. It's like class outing like that. Almost half the class went together. Haha! The SA tour guide was quite stun by the number. But yea, SA felt nice! The people were rather friendly? Then hmm.. Felt quite comfortable there. Then we head over to AC. Hmm. I saw Jiamin and Xiaowen there! I think they're going to AC too so yep, it will be quite cool if they got in. =D It's really impressive ba. Rich school. Lol. Got quite tired aft I got home. LOL. Then Thursday went to NJ open house. Saw Faeqa and Swapna there. The cool thing about open houses is that you get to see your primary school friends and end up talking for quite long. Haha! Dunno lar, like yep, cool feeling. =D NJ felt comfortable ba. Somehow. But hmm.. OKOK, I think I should not think about it anymore. I submitted it anyway to yep! No turning back.

For now, I shall just enjoy the remaining few weeks of holiday left! I want new nice songs! Though surprisingly, I'm still not sick of Losing My Mind. =D I really feel better listening to it. Haha! Awesome song ba! =D Lifehouse still rocks. =D Maybe I should look through my music library again and listen to all those 'forgotten' songs.

I shall go get my lunch and papers to write nice stuffs for awesome people's birthday. =D Shall not be lazy for once. Anyway, it's just plaza. =D

right smack in between

(skip to the end of the post if you don't feel like reading super sian contents)

I'm looking through my song library and no songs seem to describe my feeling now. LOL. If there's a song talking about nowhere here nor there then hmm think that's it.

Alright, so yep, yesterday was the release of O level results. I didn't cry so that's good. But after getting the results, I didn't feel great. It was a total neutral feeling. Like hmm.. What should I do now? I'm not confirmed if I could get in NJ, but I really felt like going there. But then now, after one day, things change. Talked to my parents and my sister, talked to many other people. And I know that if I can still get in NJ, I guess I will still be happy and all. But if I don't get it, I don't think I'm appealing. So now, my 2nd choice is very important. Ok all along, the 2nd choice is always important 'cause it will be the one that determines your future if your first choice fails.

Hmm.. I kinda have a strong feeling which school I might end up in. But I'm really thinking hard. Ok, I think I've somewhat decided already. It's just that I'm still a little scared that I might regret it? I don't really know how to say this feeling I'm feeling now. It's confusing?

10. It is really right smack in the middle. Nowhere here or there. If it was 9, I know that my chances of getting into NJ is higher so maybe I'll be more sure of it. If it was more than 10, I think I'll be even more confused actually. So hmm.. Thinking about it, I guess 10 is better than more than 10. Ok, that's kinda a obvious thing but yea, you get what I mean lar.

But woah, when I narrow down subject by subject, I feel that I didn't do well at all. That's why I felt alright at first, then after looking at my results subject by subject, I felt horrible again. But ok, I think I'm really alright now. Ah.. It's just a super neutral feeling that is confusing also. I'm just confused? I think I'm the one that is confusing myself. Lol.

Anyway, yep. I realise my English really suck? So now I'm worried about GP. I really should read more newspapers. Listen to my parents and my sister this time. They have been nagging me to read newspapers more frequently but I just ignored them. Hmm.. Guess I kinda learn my lesson already. GP is going to be way harder than English.

I can't help feeling super disappointed with my Emaths and Combine Humanities. To be true, I'm only proud of my Geog and Amaths grade. My sciences are quite bad too. I'm totally going to take Arts Stream in JC. I really don't feel like touching sciences anymore.

It's incredibly strange how I'm not a science person but I'm a maths person. Contrasting right? That's why I feel that I'm always like caught in the middle kinda thing. Like really nowhere here nor there. A lot of stuffs in my life are really not here, not there, but in the middle. It's not a good thing at all. I really must move to one side. But I figured, I'm more of a Arts person than a Science person, so for the JC stream, it isn't a problem.

I'm really talking super random stuffs that are coming off my head now. I think I'm feeling tired now. Like yea man, I'm talking utter random rubbish.

I've got a lot of stuffs that I want to say but hmm.. Can't seem to phrase stuffs properly now. I really need to brush up on my English a lot. And my Chinese is the best man I swear. I'm amused by the grade but then it sucks 'cause I really feel like retaking Chinese a little, yet the thought of having to take Chinese again kinda suck. But the grade is really not nice. I feel really bad to Jiang Lao Shi. Lol. Strange how my normal Chinese can get an A1 but higher Chinese a C5. Scary. I think I slacked too much after knowing my normal Chinese marks. Oh well, this is what I get for not taking Chinese seriously. Hmm.. But I realise Chinese is really quite important now, especially after I went to China last December. China is really developing super quickly. Having seen for myself how fast China is developing made me realise that I really should not neglect Chinese. Ah..

It's funny how I think I'll end up going to the school that I said I will never go to last time. Lol. But yea, come to think of it, I really shouldn't think so much about the things that made me not want to go there. 'Cause yea, we don't have the first hand experience so we can't just hear from people and judge. Different people have different mindsets. And everyone is really different. I think I will do alright in the school? I hope I will ba. But yea, ah!! It's confusing. I really should just decide on it that kind of thing. Don't keep thinking and then go back and forth and so on. LEARN TO MOVE ON.

So yep, guess I'm pretty much set on it already. I think whatever my decision is, it will be a right one? It's going to be a short 2 years but I still want to make the most out of it. And I'm sure that whatever school I'll end up in, I'll be happy?

On a plus side, I think everyone did pretty well for O levels this time? My friends all did quite well and I'm really proud and happy for them!! Faeqa Fizla! Haha! 6Pointer crazy girl! =D But yea! Was super happy for her when I knew she got 6 lar! Was screaming into the phone. Haha! Almost half of 4E1 went on stage too! Happy for them! =D And ya! It sucks how only 8points and below can go on stage now. Last time 10points can go on stage! Haha! But yea lar, going on stage isn't that important anymore. =D

Though yea, I can't help feeling quite disappointed at my results but I guess I really did my best for O levels and if this is what I get, I should be proud and happy of it! And whichever school that I'll end up in, I'm just meant to be in that school ba! And I'll sure hell have a good 2 years there. =)

I suddenly can't help realising that my English is quite bad huh. LOL. Maybe I should type like in proper English for my blog, but that's just so not me man. But yea lar, I must really brush up my English! Feel determined suddenly. =D

Going for AC and SA open house tmr! I'll see which one I'm more comfortable at! =D

A random thought but I realise once you think of all the positive and happier things, you will really feel happier and better. Haha! Feeling better all of a sudden. =D

Like a magnet, we draw in what we constantly think about. If you’re always thinking positive happy, joyful thoughts, you’re going to be a positive, happy, joyful person, and you will attract other happy, upbeat, positive people.

tomorrow tomorrow... Waiting For The End - Linkin Park

[ What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again ]

Waiting For The End - Linkin Park

The lyrics to this song is really awesome. And it kinda describes how I'm feeling now. Waiting for the end. I know tomorrow isn't the end but the beginning. But I know it's going to be hard no matter what. Good or bad, happy or sad.

I'm scared about what's going to happen tomorrow. I don't want to feel what I felt 4 years ago. I want to feel the same feeling that I felt last year when I got my normal Chinese results. That feeling, was really great. I really want to feel it again tomorrow. That light-headed happiness. The surreal feeling. The kind of feeling that you really cannot believe that you actually did it. That the marks that you got are really yours. Seeing your name on the piece of paper that said A1.

This time, I really want to see a paper, with L1R5: 8, with my name printed on it. The points that I got from all the shit that I had been through last year. Ok, it wasn't all shit but it wasn't great. Like all the stress and all and the cramming of my brain and the numb feeling that my hand felt after writing fast, quick and neatly. Racking my brains solving the maths questions.

I really don't want it to be like PSLE. Because this time round, I did work hard. Maybe I didn't work as hard I really should have but I know I did work much harder for O levels than I did for PSLE. I know a lot of people did too 'cause PSLE is really nothing as compared to O levels. But I really really want to see my hardwork to be paid off. It will hurt really bad if it doesn't.

I'm really scared for tomorrow. I was right. For the past few days, I felt neutral and all, so I was scared that the day before the results or on the day of the results, I will panic and freak out like crazy. Today, my mood was just scary. Maybe it was 'cause that time of the month came but then again, I don't think so. Broke down quite a lot today. It's a good thing in a way that my parents and my sister weren't at home today or they would have freaked out at my crazy mood. Strange things can affect my mood so greatly.

Tomorrow, I really don't know what to expect. I want to go on stage badly. No, I must go on stage. If I don't go on stage, it means that I got more than 10 points. I think I'll be real crushed if I got more than 10 points. For someone that wants to go NJC badly, it will be a total disappointment if I got more than 10 points. I don't want to feel the lost feeling. I really don't.

Argh.. Feeling extremely nervous now. O levels seemed so far away, and tomorrow is going to the results of it. I'm not sure if I had really done my best or not. There were some papers that I think I didn't do that great in. To be true, I'm only confident with my Maths. But argh.. Okok let's not think about subject by subject 'cause that's just scary.

Dear God, please let me get L1R5:8 and let me go into National Junior College. My sister left her uniform for me to wear it this year and next year. I really really want to be able to put on her uniform and go to school. It will be really great. And I really hope that my friends will also get the same score as me and go to NJC together too. It will really be awesome.

I guess, yea, I will get the score that I deserve? I just really hope that it's the score that I want. I want to strike out one more thing from my wishlist. Can't believe 2010 is really over huh. Lol. Suddenly realise how fast it had gone by. Have some regrets. But there is nothing much I can do about it already.

Hope that tomorrow will be alright. Ok, IT WILL BE ALRIGHT!!

I will go on stage to shake whoever's hand's and take my results of L1R5:8! And I will get into NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE!

I'll end this post with a super cute photo that I saw on happythings tumblr. =)



I'm everything of it when I'm tired. Haha! Experience all stage of sleepiness before. =D Laughed like crazy when I saw this, especially the extremely hyper and cranky stage of sleepiness. =D

This is how I started my first week on 2011! =)

I really can't help feeling super proud of myself for surviving last week well! Haha! It was really chalets marathon for me! 3rd to 4th 6H Chalet; 5th to 7th 4E1 Chalet. But I think the reason why I could survive them is because it's with them! I'm really thankful and grateful to have been in 6H '06 and 4E1 '10! They are really both super awesome class!

For 6H, it had been 4 years, 4 freaking years since we are in different schools! That's quite long but the friendship we had still stuck. Though yes, the number for this time's chalet was quite pathetic and I admit, I could not help feeling a little sad the night before the chalet. But it was alright! 'Cause it turned out real fun and great and I know that there are some of them that really wanted to come but they really could not come. So yep, but even if it wasn't so, I'm really happy already! We are really 7 extremely cool people! Haha! And I think the chalet bungalow was just nice for the 7 of us! =D Cosy and nice. =D I'm really glad that we still went on with the chalet even though we knew that not much people would be going. 6H ftw! =)

For 4E1, though we had only been together for 2 years, but these 2 years were really awesome. So much stuffs had happened within these 2 years and we all really got closer and the bond that we have is really strong! I hope that yea, we will still continue to keep in contact and yea, let the friendship that we have continue to be so bright and alive. And funny to say this but I'm really proud to have been the monitress of 4E1. There are times when I felt tired being the monitress, having thrown with quite a lot of stuffs to do, but in the end, everything turned out great. And for that to happen, you need really awesome pple that are willing to listen. So I'm really glad to have been the monitress of this class because they are really great people that will give their support. =)

And I was looking through my diaries just now and I realised that I really had a hard year in Sec 2. So I'm really thankful there was DAMILY in sec 2. If not for those 7 awesome girls, I don't think I would have made pass sec 2. They really made a difference and ah! Miss them! The last time we went out was before prom during November. It's so freaking long! We didn't go out for the whole of December. We must go out before we all start school!

Ok, this is just a like round up of last week and the 2 awesome classes and 1 awesome group of friends from my sec 1 and 2 class. Haha! I'll make a nicer posts if I have time after tmr's results.

Hmm.. Tomorrow, I'll post about it in another post.

4E1 Chalet!! [Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) - Green Day]

I shall post the full details of the chalet! Haha! Good luck people reading it. 'Cause it's going to be super long. It's 3days 2nights after all. =D

1st day 5th Jan!
Slept at 3am for the class video! I hope that everyone did enjoyed the video ba! =D Anyway so woke up at 10am and started to pack for my bag. LOL. I feel quite pro. =D So yep, my mum was awesome? She fetched Felicia, Sweden and I to Jurong East! =D Met up with the rest of them at the station. Puiling was the latest again. Tsk tsk. But at least she wasn't late for 1hour.

Travelled to Pasir Ris! Managed to get a sit beside Puiling after awhile then I slept for a bit so that I would have energy to go crazy after that. =D So reached already, decided to take out the loud hailer which was a terrible choice 'cause Sweden stole it from me and wah, he played with it like crazy lar. Seriously. Super annoying. But then again, whoever was holding the loud hailer would be annoying no matter what. =D

Had lunch at White Sands! Yingkiat, Haziq and Shuhang went to check-in chalet first so after lunch we went over to chalet! Our class went absolutely crazy after we entered the chalet. LOL. Everyone was like damn high lar! Then talking everywhere, running around, playing with the doors and the projector! Haha! It's so awesome that Jordan got the projector from his church 'cause there was this huge wall just nice for the screen! And wah! Watching movies from there was so nice. =D

Slacked at chalet for awhile then we decided to go Pasir Ris Park for Captain's Ball! =D Been a long time since we had Captain's Ball but it was damn fun lar. Laughed a lot while playing. The ball actually went into this very gross thing. Don't even know what is that called. Vivian and I were happily looking at the sea waves when they wanted to pass the ball to us. Haha! Damn funny. But the waves were really cool!

Went back to chalet since it looked like it was going to rain like crazy which it did. Felt a little sian 'cause I was scared that we had to cancel the whole night activity! But luckily the rain stopped at night! Slacked at the chalet playing cards and the guys were playing some game that needed to do forfeit if they lost and they danced! Simply hilarious! Took videos of it. If they let me post on Facebook then it will be awesome! =D

So yep, headed back to chalet after dinner and the 5 of us went into the room to start planning for the game! Wah, was quite excited about the whole game! Haha! And we kept going back into the room to discuss and then out again and in again. Felicia and Yingkiat went singing like crazy so that the people outside cannot hear what we were discussing about. I swear, we were really crazy. =D

Haziq, Jordan and Yingkiat went out the hide the numbers while Felicia and I explained the game to the class! The Mission people kept talking like crazy after we told them. Think they damn excited. Then the catcher all sat there, relaxed. Haha!

After briefing, the Mission team went inside the room to strategize, while the catchers slacked at the living room. Haha! The Catcher team is awesome lar! Felicia, Haziq, Ian, Jeslynn, Jordan, Kangjing and Me! We were on the bells and started playing like crazy. Felicia, Ian and I started to dance some stupid dance with the bells on to make a lot of sound. =D Then Kangjing did this handshake thing that all catchers must do. =D Lol. Ok, I really suck at doing such stuffs lar. Like really super stiff man. I think I'm really stiff like crazy. Ian and I totally missed each other's hands at the first hit lar! Damn funny. 2 stiff idiots.

Went out of the chalet to meet up with the 3 of them at the 'Prison' place. They said the bird watching tower was super scary that they had to hold hands to hide the clue lar. Fun to play at night but damn scary also.

Yingkiat was the Game Master! 'Cause he was too lazy to run around. Tsk. The catchers went back to the place we need to start then was super nervous and excited lar! Did the handshake thing then dunno why we were huddling. LOL. Think we needed to do something or else we'll be damn nervous. Then after Yingkiat told us we could start already, we did this war cry apparently. Haha! But yep, it was cool man. Then we started running like crazy. LOL. We should have conserved energy first lar. Then after that we got quite tired and started to walk.

Spotted people so started to run like crazy. Haziq ran off to chase after them. Then Jeslynn, Jordan and Ian went another way while Kangjing, Felicia and I went running after Haziq. Then some of them were hiding in the toilet. Forgot to tell them not to hide in the toilet lar! Then after that Kangjing and Felicia stayed outside the toilet then Haziq and I continued on. Spotted people then ran like mad again. My slippers kinda fell off my foot so I had to stop running! It sucks how it just rain before so it made our slippers wet and hard to run!

Then saw Puiling and Qiaofen! I had to grab and hug onto Puiling like crazy before Jeslynn tore off her name tag! She was really struggling until damn pro. Scary man. So after that we spotted Sweden, Junyuan and BenLee. Wah go mad chasing again. And I really had to run uphill to catch them. If it wasn't uphill and I wasn't that tired, I would have caught them already lar. Then reached the top, they split up. So I chased after Junyuan at first. OMG, he's damn quick at getting away lar!

After that I gave up on Junyuan 'cause I really can't see him anymore. Then I saw Jordan with Sweden circling around some place so went over. Sweden lost his slippers while running lar. It's quite funny. LOL. At first I thought he was just trying to stall time but then he really lost his slippers. Haha! That's why we all really should have wore shoes to the chalet! So helped him to find his slippers. Then I think Felicia was screaming my name 'cause she was catching/wrestling with Jiesi and Sijia at that point of time. They were struggle until super scary, according to Felicia.

So after that went off with Jeslynn and Ian and meet up with Felicia. Haziq and Kangjing went to another direction then we went to another area to find people. Waited for Jordan then the 5 of us went off to catch them. Spot Darren, Shuhang and Junhao and mad ran again. LOL. I really run like crazy man. They were like so freaking near!! Can seriously catch them if all of us were there. So I just followed them, at least don't lose sight of them and all. Then Ian and Felicia came and nearly caught Junhao! I nearly caught Shuhang and I really felt like taking off my slippers to run. It was really slowing me down. But omg! It's damn near lar!

After that meet up with Feli and Ian then we went off to somewhere else. Chased after someone but only realise that it was only Yingkiat. Haha! Meet up with Jeslynn and we went off again. Walked around 'cause most pple were caught already and we were quite tired from all the crazy running.

Then 'cause Haziq gave one of the clues wrongly, all those that got caught were send out again and the time was extended and there won't be any forfeit already. Felt a little bit sian but yep, all of us 7 of us met up together again then Feli, Ian and I started to sing like crazy. Haha! Fun to sing lar.

Meet up with Yingkiat after that and we did the handshake thing with him and the war cry too. LOL. Really felt a bit more motivated to continue the game. So yep, we continued on for awhile. Then we got really drained out so we went back to the prison place to rest. After that a few of them walked until dunno where and they ended up going to Mac. LOL. I seriously had no idea how they walk one.

At least the game did complete ba! Shuhang, Junhao and Darren managed to call the number and then they caught Yingkiat too. So yep! That's something that's really quite nice ba! And wah Ceksin is damn good at the game! None of the catchers saw him throughout the whole game lar! He really hide until super good and he found a lot of the numbers! Haha! Not bad. =D

AND THE BELLS TOTALLY DID THEIR JOBS! Scared the shit out of those mission people when they heard the bells. =D Awesome rite? Haha! We didn't get to do our funny dance and our planned ambush at the spideweb though. But oh well, the night game/running was fun ba! Though it was really crazy running. =D Exciting and damn nerve-wrecking.

All of us dragged our tired body back to the chalet. I think it was already 3plus going to 4 in the morning? Sat outside in the living room and talked weird crap stuffs with the guys while waiting for my turn to bathe. Wanted to be the last to bathe so that I could take my own sweet time. =D

We watched Toy Story 2! I fell asleep watching that lar. But omg, the sofa is comfortable! I think it's the cushions. =D After I woke up, went to bathe. I think it was around 6plus? Bathe in cold water 'cause I forgot to swich on the heater. It was bloody cold lar. Didn't know how I managed to stand it.

Came out and some of them were watching The Last Exorcism. It was supposed to be a horror film but the parts that I watched was super boring and I was like hmm.. this is horror movie? Lol. So I fell asleep on the sofa again. Woke up at 10plus? I kept waking up a little then fall back to sleep. Replied Kamin's sms at 10plus while I was half asleep and when I read back the sms, it totally did not make any sense at all. Haha!

2nd day 6th Jan!
So yep, all of us woke up at around 11plus? Then washed up and we watched My Neighbour Totoro! It was super cute lar! Totoro is damn cute and the little girl also! Totoro smiled until super spastic but damn cute. =D And the song was damn cute also. All of us were hungry like mad but we just watched finish the movie then we left for brunch.

After eating, Felicia, Qiaofen, Puiling and I brought very nice cakes back to the chalet to eat. =D It's super nice lar! Went back to chalet and showed those people leaving early the class video! Pity Haziq for having so many stupid videos that are just too funny to not be put inside the video. =D

Went to E Hub to meet the guys and went Kbox with Qiaofen, Puiling, Jiesi, Juyuan, Sweden and Felicia. =D Sing like crazy initially then until super tired. It's like $6 only so yep, we just go for it. Sang until around. 6.30. We were all really damn tired lar. Voice want die already. I think I totally chanted one song. Forgot what song already. =D

The guys went to rent the bicycle to cycle overnight. It wasn't cheap but it's totally worth the money! =D After singing, we went back to chalet and it's time for bbq! =D Mr Tan came over! He is really super on lar! Came all the way to Pasir Ris for bbq! And he brought his chihuahua also! Haha! It's quite cute ba! Not noisy but I still prefer big dogs like Belle. =D

Anyway, everyone was rather dead during bbq since we had a crazy time running at the night/early morning. And the only reason we all didn't fell asleep 'cause of the night cycling. Can't possibly waste our money away on the bicycle rental.

Went back upstairs to watch the class video before Mr Tan, Nisa, Sonia and Sonia's boyfriend leave. I really hope that everyone enjoyed the video ba! It could have been better if I started doing it earlier but yep! Hope it brings back nice memories and all. =)

After watching the video, we went back down to finish up barbecuing. They seriously brought quite a lot of food. There was Shabu Shabu also. LOL. I didn't know what's so special about this type of beef then Sweden told me that it's easier to cook and easier to swallow as compared to normal beef. Haha! I had trouble eating it though. Chewed one piece for super long. Ian also had trouble finishing one so we decided to compete to see who eat one piece faster. Lol. Seriously man, the stuffs we do. He won lar. Tsk but yea, it was really hard to chew and all. But fine, it didn't taste that bad. Just chewy so still prefer other type of meat. =D

Cleared up the place and we went back to chalet to rest for awhile before going off for night cycle! I actually found quite a nice position to sleep lar! LOL. It's actually just like 6H chalet like that. Put a few sofa cushions on the floor and you are all set man. =D It really was super comfortable lar! Wanted to sleep like that when we got back but was too tired to bother.

Went off for night cycling at 11.30! The bicycle really felt different from others. It's really those easier to cycle bikes. LOL. I dunno ba, but it felt different for me. I don't need to use too much strength to cycle. =D Good thing ba, 'cause my butt felt pain right after I sat on it. Apparently, the aftermath pain on the butt after cycling on Monday and Tuesday was still there. Feli and I were like shit man, ass still hurts. But the bicycle was really different. Haha! I sound so fascinated by the bikes.

We started cycling! It wasn't a very long journey so thank god and we took our time to cycle ba since we've got all night. =D And the coolest thing is that we actually cycled to Aloha! Changi that area! We went to the chalet Feli and I had on Monday and Tuesday! How freaking cool is that?! I cycled slowly at first, then when I realise where we were, I increased speed and joined Feli and we were both super excited lar! Damn cool you know, to cycle back to where we were just a few days ago! =D

Then we took the same route to Changi Beach! Some of the guys kept wanting to cycle on the road. Though there wasn't much cars at that point of time but it still wasn't safe lar huh. So yep, reached Changi Beach that area and we slacked at some shelter for awhile. Everyone was tired like crap. Could really fall asleep there. So decided to play some games to keep us awake. Suggested all sorts of weird lame games but kinda all got rejected until Junhao came up with a game that was fun lar. Thank god for the game if not we will all be super sian on the journey back. Laughed like crazy during the game!

The game is like if the person say elephant, the next person must say a word that starts with 'T". Then continue and so on. So yep, it was really funny lar 'cause it's really not easy since there was a beat to the game. Didn't know animal starts with E. =D LOL. Still got a lot damn funny stuffs lar. Orh! I think Shuhang said Terror, then Yingkiat said Rapist, then Jordan said Terror again, and Haziq said Rapist again. LOL. Damn funny lar. If it continues on right, wah, I would have seriously laugh until I cry. So yep, we all really enjoyed ourselves playing that game. It made us a bit more high ba! Good. =D

Cycled back to Pasir Ris! Felicia, Junyuan, Sweden and I led the way for awhile? And Feli and I started our crazy annoying singing like we did during 6H chalet. =D Fun like crazy to sing like some idiots man. =D But got super tired after awhile. Haha!

So continued cycling. The journey back was seriously quite scary lar! First, Haziq nearly ramp into a motorcycle lar. We seriously should not have cycled on the road. Damn scary lar! And then Puiling fell down at a down slope and woah, she really freaked me out lar. She was like lying on the bicycle. Actually, luckily she was lying on it instead of the other way round. So yep, she got a scratch on her knee there. Hope it's better now! She forgot to use the alcohol swipe before she sleep lar! Don't know how she endured the pain one.

Continue to cycle. Got traffic jam at the same area when we were cycling to Changi. LOL. It's really cannot cycle at all. Quite funny though. Like all of us got stuck behind. Had to really push the bicycle that kinda thing. And omg, up-slopes can really kill us like crazy. Super tired trying to cycle uphill man. Jiesi always got stuck at uphills, super funny. She really cannot cycle uphill. =D

So yep, everyone suddenly disappeared after this uphill part. Then I continued to cycle with Jordan, Felicia and Sweden and met up with the pple in front. Waited for the rest of them to come and we headed back to our chalet! Jiesi was super funny lar. She wanted to head start while waiting for the rest to come and she looked seriously hilarious from the back 'cause the way she push her bicycle was super funny lar. I went up pei her first then soon the rest came too. Finally reached back to our chalet! Everyone was really tired. Like legs tired. Not really sleepy tired, it's like physically tired. Dunno how to say lar. Then some of us went to 7-Eleven to get cup noodles 'cause the bbq wasn't enough for us.

Head back to chalet. The girls were lucky 'cause there was only 6 of us left so it took quite fast for all of us to be done bathing. Watched Home Alone! Super long since I last watched that movie and I think it's still seriously awesome! Just that I was really too tired already so I kinda fell asleep during some parts of the movie and woke up again. LOL. I think I'll re-watch it soon. Love all these classic movies. =D

So we ended up sleeping at 7am! LOL. Really awesome rite? And we had to return our bicycles and check out of chalet at 10am. So Jordan set his alarm at I think 8.30? But woah, I totally didn't hear any alarm at all lar! Sweden said he heard it and woke up to find everyone like some dead log like that. I totally never hear anything at all lar! Super scary. And I was sleeping on this not very comfortable sofa 'cause the backing of the sofa wasn't the cushion type but the normal pillow. So it really wasn't comfortable but I managed to sleep until super deep lar! Scary. Imagine how tired I was man.

We all ended up waking at 10am. Junhao came running out and I vaguely remember him saying something about it's 10am already, must go return bicycle. And I think he was like half awake when he said that, then all of us stir a little from our sleep. After awhile, I actually managed to open my mouth and asked him what time we needed to return our bikes. Then he replied 10am then we all started to move. LOL. Thinking back, I think the whole process was quite funny? Lol. Just that at that point of time, I was too tired to finding it funny.

Went to return our bikes. Feli was awesome lar. She went the wrong way twice. Like woah man. Blur like crazy. Tsk tsk. After that walked back to chalet and slack there for awhile before we leave the chalet and went to eat at White Sands. We were all really like tired like crazy man.

Took bus to Pasir Ris though it was kinda only one stop. LOL. We were too lazy to bother walking already. Ate lunch and I really felt like sleeping while eating lar. Like really woah, tired. Haha!

Took MRT back! Was so happy that we were at Pasir Ris 'cause this meant that we got to sit for a long time which meant that we could sleep for a long time. =D Took out my ear piece and just slept when the train started to move. I really slept lar! Like really all the way. Maybe woke up once but fell back to sleep immediately. Woke up when my phone slipped off my hands and dropped on the seat. And the train was reaching JE already. Haha! I totally woke up at the right time. =D

Took 190 back with Jiesi. And yep, reached home at around 3plus? Then I slept on my sofa all the way until 8plus. =D Super shuang can? The weather was awesome for sleeping lar! So yep. Pretty much replenished my sleep? Slept again at 1am then woke up at 12pm. =D Thank God the weather was so awesome for me to sleep like crazy. =D

Chalet was really awesome! It's like we really did stuffs during these 3days 2nights, not just sitting there and stone most of the time! Did many crazy things like running around Pasir Ris Park at wee hours and cycling to Changi Beach too at night. =D

Shall end this post with a song.

[Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life ]

Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) - Green Day