Sunday, 26 June 2011

T-E-R-M-S

GAH. TERMS TOMRROW.

Screw it. I'm off to bed. Probably wake up at 4 to revise. Ah, let's hope I won't switch off all 6 alarms that I set plus the real alarm clock and go back to bed. High chance of me doing it but NO. I cannot cannot.

I'm so tired now that I'm not blogging sense. And omg! Feli is like the best friend ever! Tsk. Weiying is scary mugger. But I think she'll be the motivator to do well. HAHA! Faeqa is like on par with me. Hahaha! Dying together buddy. Yay! Crap crap. I'm really tired. Like once I start talking all these nonsense shit. Oh! And jiesi is really like still nagging mother. Haha! But yes, I need someone nagging me! Nisa thinks that air is not a public good and likes weird disney songs. =D And and brendan is enjoying life since he lost his finger. Tsk. Supposed to pity him but yep, he's enjoying life so whatever. Junyuan needs to sit thru 3hrs paper. HAHA! loser. Sweden is just sad at nj. HAHA! Qiaofen is happy in poly!! but at the end of the world. Kamin conquered monkey bars today!! (quite pro since I can nv do it. Ok maybe is I suck.) PuiLing better be studying for terms!!! Ok I think she will study but she better sleep earlier too she this crazy girl. Jordan's a weird smart person that got 10 for econs essay while I got 16. Wahahaha. I'm really proud of that essay and I really hope I'll get that for terms too!!! Ah.. Econs tmr. =\

Ok that paragraph just sums up all the people that I have been messaging today! Lol! It's actually quite fun typing it out like that. =D seriously man. Lol. Ok fine, I'm really tired now so just ignore this weird post. Plus terms tmr so imagine the state of my mind now. I totally just wasted my time on this but whatever. I'm really argh now. Trying my very best not to go into all out panic mode.

Ohya, and my mum is seriously awesome. Like seriously the best mummy ever. She's not back home yet but since I'm having terms tmr, she offered to fetch me to school! ah!! Love her so much. Lol! Feeling bad suddenly for making her drive all when she's tired. But ah, I really don't feel like taking bus tmr. I LOVE MY MUMMY!!! =) she is really the best. =D

Ok, my dad's birthday is coming soon too. Must remind myself to get something nice for him since sis isn't in Singapore this time. And someone's birthday also. Tsk. I so bet she'll remind us at least once this week. =D ok I bet more than once. When she in the mood. Tsk. My money!

Saturday, 25 June 2011

Slacking mood. =\

Ah. Suddenly have the missing people mood. I was looking at my old blog posts just now. Yes I really should have been studying, wasted a lot of time but just really felt like reading back. And yes, it felt so nice. Ah. I really miss loads of pple now. Like hmm... You know that somehow you really just can't go back to how things were like then. I so freaking miss the old times. I miss sec 3 and 4, I miss all the past 6h, 4e1 and damily gatherings. I miss all the random stuffs I wrote abt my family members. It just feels nice reading back all and it gives you this warm feeling when you read abt something that makes you smile, makes you laugh, makes you happy. It's this nice fuzzy feeling. Haha! Like familiarity.

That's why I'm still updating my blog as often as I try to be. So that I can look back someday and remember all these nice memories. Memories that I'll keep forever with me. Gosh, feeling hell of a nostalgia here. Yes, I know I know. I really should be studying but I just can't help it. I totally have this I'm-not-having-terms-next-week mood. It's the slacking, enjoying life, post o levels mood. Crap. But ok, I know I'll study tmr and later. But I'm feeling freaking tired now. Gah. I'm scared for terms yet... I'm not trying hard enough. I dunno why. It's quite bad but yea, there is just nothing much to motivate me. Hmm.. Ok I can do!!!! Just one week and it will be over! That's the nice thing abt jc 'cause one week and all exams are cleared since we only have 5 subjects to test on. =D

And iPhone can be a major killer. Lol! I'm using iPhone to type this now 'cause I'm lazy to switch on com but I really felt like blogging. =D it's really nice to blog ba. Like just rant and type and type. Haha!

But yea gosh, missing so many people now. I want to do so much things with different people. I really wish somehow I can split myself up and do many things simultaneously. Ah, it will be really cool if the time turner really works. Haha! It's really too much things I want to do, too much places I want to go, but it's just impossible to get them done all together. I hope I'll get the important ones done though. Since they are important. Haha!

A sudden thought just came to me. Like hmm.. What if I was in poly? Yes it's a super sudden thought. 'cause I know I'll be doing something I really genuinely like and hopefully enjoy? I didn't think much abt this question 'cause I really don't want to think. Ok fine, putting it blantly, I was kinda running away from thinking of this question 'cause I really don't want to regret my choice of going jc instead of poly. I realize I do run away from a lot of questions, a lot of problems. It's quite bad. Hmm... Maybe I should stop running away soon. Be brave and face them. Be brave and admit that there are problems. Stop running away, stop saying heck it.

Ah. I'm feeling a bit down suddenly. Lol. Like when you start thinking abt all the problems and questions that you keep running away from. It's good to run away at times 'cause you will feel happier? But yea, I know the happiness will only be temporary since the problem is not solved, questions are not answered. But sometimes, you really just feel like pretending that everything is alright, that everything is happy and good. It makes you feel good at times. Until you are reminded of the problem again.

But yea, anyway, yep. Can't help feeling a little regretful at times for choosing jc. Like poly seems really more fun and you are really doing something that you like. Ok, if I go poly, I will do something I really like. And go some place where I really want to head to. But yes, there are of course cons to going poly too. I guess, I won't regret my decision to jc. At least it's a more stable path? Poly you must really really be good at what you are doing. And I think poly life isn't exactly for me. I think? Hmm.. But yep, since I'm in jc now, and half a year is already going to pass, I'll just stick through the remaining 1.5 years. It will pass by in a flash and before you know it, all the guys will be going army. HAHA! I can't wait to see their awesome same looking hair. =D or rather, no hair. Haha! I'll have a good laugh at some of them. =D

And yep! Whatever that's going to be thrown at me, whatever hell I may need to go thru, I know I can get through them. Maybe not awesomely well but I will survive. I've got a real awesome family that will really be there when I need them. They are the people that may not be with you always. But when you really need their support, they will be around unconditionally. And my awesome friends. They are people that make you laugh and be happy. Sharing woes and happiness. Doing the craziest things together. People that may not be around you forever, unlike family. But you will remember them and I believe that friends that really matters will stick around for a long long time. Somehow, it's just like that. You don't need to force the friendship to stick, it just will.

Lol. I suddenly feel that I post a lot of such posts. Haha! Like being thankful and all. It just makes me happy thinking abt all these important people on my life. You will really feel happy when you think abt the people that matters in your life. They can make you happy even in such small ways. Haha! That's why they are special important people to you! =)

Wahahaha. I'm feeling so much better aft blogging. Seriously, when you think of happy thoughts, awesome people, it just changes your whole mood and suddenly, you will feel motivated. It's strange but it's really true. At least for me. Haha! I'm such an awesome positive thoughts inducer. Haha! Ok I do hope that I do make pple happy in some ways and not make them sian. Haha! I was trying to think of a word to replace sian but can't think of any. Lol.

So ok! Since I'm feeling better, I shall read some more notes and sleep soon. My eyes do feel tired.

Wednesday, 22 June 2011

Pretending - Glee Cast

[ Keeping secrets safe
Every move we make
Seems like no one’s letting go
And it’s such a shame
Cause if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know

Will we ever say the words we’re feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending ]

Pretending - Glee Cast

Monday was this mad travelling around Singapore day. Haha! Ok, at least it's all smooth journey so yep. =D Outram to Bugis to Bukit Panjang. LOL.

Met up with 6H pple for dinner on Monday. Ok fine, the gathering was super last minute and not properly planned but whatever lar. We are 6H. So yep, I know it will be ok. They complained but they will still come for the next one. =D HAHA! But yep, Guodong and Rizheng are such awesome friends of Yiinlih. They are damn epic lar. LOL. And Shaohao's stick that got caught. LOL. Seriously, something funny always happens every time 6H meet up. =D Mad people.

Studied at KAP with Faeqa on Tuesday! Lol. Sad stuffs happened 'cause I decided to try something I never ate before - Double Cheeseburger and I am really never going to eat that ever again. Tsk. Maybe it's my body suck. Lol. But yep! At least I did some studying. =D

Ok! I think I'll better get back to studying now. =( I seriously don't want school to start. Like argh.

the weekends~

Last Saturday was this CIP thing which I really regretted signing up 'cause ah, really waste my time. But ok, good experience I guess!

I'm too lazy to explain what's the CIP exactly abt. It's just there is a sofa at 5 different locations around Tiong Bahru Plaza. Families must take photo at each location. LOL. And yep, I'm the photographer helping them take. I was stationed at Tiong Bahru Park.

Never heard of Tiong Bahru Park in my life before. So yep, I got lost. Lol. I tried to follow my phone but I realise it kinda suck. Dunno why it didn't work. Tsk. So I called the person anyway. But yep! They were nice pple! =)

So yep! Took photos for the families. There were a lot A LOT of families. Some families are really cute and fun. And it's nice helping them take photos. Some kinda not that nice but oh well! But I guess the cool thing is that you get to see the many many different types of cameras! Swap and I were super amused by the cameras! There were really a lot of different kinds of cameras. A family actually used I think the Samung Galaxy Tab. LOL. So it was rather comic taking the photo using that. Haha!

But yep, it was still a waste of time 'cause yea, really could have used the time for studying. =\ But oh well, I guess it's alright. It's over anyway. Had some sort of fun I guess? LOL.

Sunday stayed at home! Supposed to be studying but then I think I really did study like a little bit then I went plaza with my sis to buy lunch and do many other stuffs. =D She's in Korea now!!! Ok, I'll talk abt that later. So yep, after plaza, we had lunch. Watched TV while lunching. I kinda forgot what I did after that. LOL. I did study but it's really quite little. And my sis is awesome can, she's super last minute!

She's now in Korea for this summer programme in Seoul Uni. Ok, I'm not really sure about the uni but I think it's Seoul Uni. And yep! She'll be there for 6 weeks! And when she's back, my parents will be going Alaska!!! WAH, I swear it's so not easy to not get jealous of your family members when they get to go all these nice places and I'm stuck in Singapore. Tsk. And the Alaska Trip is a fully-subsided trip. Not sure whether they are actually give money to spend but they might? ANNOYING RIGHT?! Like wah, my parents are lucky! They went Kenya already and now going Alaska! Places that pple don't usually go. I'm freaking jealous. And they went around Europe too before. On their own some more. I WANT!!!!

I will do that in the future! I will I will! I want so I will! =D Travelling is really nice 'cause you get to go to different places of different cultures and the people are different, the sceneries are different! And since you are a tourist, it is alright for you to take photos of locals! In Singapore, if you actually take photo of locals and they see you taking them, they will come up to you and ask you. Scary. But ok, never tried before. They might be less fierce on females. =D Hopefully so. Haha! But I realise lately that there are actually quite a lot of nice places in Singapore to take photos. Just that you really need to explore to the weirdest places. LOL. Bukit Panjang can be a nice place too. Haha! I actually wanted to walk around Bukit Panjang taking photos before. But it's really not fun and quite weird when you do it alone. It's like some crazy girl with a DSLR, taking random photos. HAHA!

Railway Trip! =D

Went to the Tanjong Pagar Railway Station last Friday with Weiying, Faeqa and Kenneth! =D

It's really a cool experience! And it's really nice going to all these places and take photos!! Went mad photo taking. Luckily the people I went with are alright with it. =D Ok expect one. Bet he totally didn't feel like acknowledging that he knew us. HAHA!

Had breakfast at Mac! Weiying, Faeqa and I all brought Happy Meal! And we were so happy with the toys lar! LOL! See us playing it is way more comic. It's really as if we became little kids again. HAHA!

This huge convex (or concave? Crap I forgot.) mirror we saw on the way there! Took a bus, ok no took 2 buses from BP over there! And we walked quite long before we reached the station, thought we were lost but apparently we weren't. =D

HAHA! And we got amused by this thing at the HDB buildings there! Low beam watch your head. HAHA! These two were happy 'cause they need to bend too. =DD

Group photo! HAHA!

3 retards doing really weird stuffs there. =D

There are still many many more photos I really want to post! 'Cause the photos taken that day were really nice! Like really super nice. =D

And yes! It was a super nice experience! And of course, going there with those 3 pple. =D Haha! They are so awesome 'cause they are so nice to just wait for me take photos like some mad woman. =D Ok granted, we went there just to take photos. =D But yep, they are awesome. =)

Went to Vivo to meet Feli aft that. HAHA! She's a sad loser. Couldn't come to railway station but oh well at least we got to meet! =D

Seriously like all the crap talk we were talking about along the way there and back and all. How we just keep scolding each other for nothing. Haha! And yep, you won't get tired of meeting them! Weiying was telling me that day that meeting up with you guys are addictive! HAHA! It's true man. =D SPARKLERS!!! And HAHA! All of us got viber and we were happily playing with it throughout. Fun lar! =D

I really hope they keep the railway station! I want to go back there and take more photos. =D It's really a nice place for photo taking. Haha! And we saw this super cute kid there!! Wanted to take nice photos of her but she was too hyper active. But yes!! She's super cute! Weiying kinda took photo with her. HAHA! Super comic.

Ohya! And Faeqa and I were laughing until we cried at Vivo City over this photo of Kenneth. HAHA! Come to think of it, it really wasn't that funny. Dunno why we laugh until so mad. LOL! No wonder the other 3 of them were wondering if we had gone mad. LOL.

Swarmed

I can feel myself running out of time yet again. I really wonder when will I stop feeling this crap feeling of having not enough time. Keep telling myself so many times to make use of my time well but never once listen to myself. Argh.. Whatever. I'm just going to try achieve something out of the remaining few days. Never once dread going back school so much as this time. It's the really don't feel like going school at all kind.

And yep. I realized I haven't been updating much. Lol. I'll update more later when I'm using the com. Yes omg, I should seriously get my eom done. Been wanting to do it since last friday. I really kinda suck. Nope not kinda. I really suck.

We'll all be ok. You must fight on 'cause I really cannot lose you at this point of time. I really really cannot imagine how I'll be. Stay strong and I know you will get well. You have all of us here to help you, support you, be there for you. Stay for us? I know it's quite selfish but I really need you to be around for a long long time. I need someone around that will always call and ask me if I had my meals. I've lost one person already so you must stay on. You will get back up. You will, I just know it.

Thursday, 16 June 2011

Every 4E1 outing, there's always 2 albums of photos. =D

Had 4E1 outing on Wednesday!! =DD

Went cycling at ECP then dinner at Marina Square! Some pple were lazy to go for cycling. Tsk. But yep! Had fun! We totally leisure-cycled since all the people that chiong during cycling weren't around. =D They are all awesome pple! It's nice when you cycle close together and not some people in far front, some far back and some just stuck in the middle alone.


All the people that came for cycling! =D We actually stopped at the jetty to take photos for quite a long while. And enjoyed the sea breeze. =D


We turned back after this. HAHA! Self timer with a DSLR on the bicycle. =D Super dangerous though 'cause the DSLR might really fall anytime. But ok, got cushion from my, Feli's and Jordan's bags. =D

Sijia had Class CIP at ECP! So we waited for her to go Marina Square together! =D Bangguo helped us take this group photo! Though wah, he kinda suck. LOL. Especially the way he handled the Holga. I hope it turned out good though. =D

LOL! This photo is super spastic lar! Just look at Feli's face. Damn epic. She's like forcing me drink the thing. But yes, it's good!!! =D

Mag's spammage that everyone was caught off guard except her and Jeslynn!


At Swensens! We were super lucky that Marina Square is quite empty and we reached there quite early so we managed to find seats for 15 pple. =D And wah, the 5 of us went there first so it was 5 people occupying 15 people's space. The guys were saying how they just stop walking 'cause as we were walking to Swensens, they just disappeared suddenly. How nice.

Haha! I like this photo! =D Found this mirror and we were trying to take photo with it when there was a security guard standing nearby.

So..

We figured that it's smarter to just ask him help us take photo. =D

The girls that came for dinner! =D

We went to Helix Bridge there after dinner! =D Since someone wanted to go there. Tsk. Actually wanted to sit outside Marina Sqaure to slack and talk but yep, walked to Helix Bridge instead! Took photos! I remember telling myself that I'll go back there again with a DSLR! Haha! And I did! With the same few bunch of pple. =)

I really miss the class super lot. I miss the times we spent together in class, doing all sorts of weird things, studying together, complaining together, bullying teachers like Mr Tan together. They are really memories that I'll remember forever and I'll always treasure. I really hope so much that I can go back to being with them again. Sec 3 and 4 were really awesome years of schooling that I don't think I'll ever find anymore years of schooling that is so much fun and enjoyable. And the best part is that we also studied. We are one class that really studied hard and play hard at the same time. I really really miss 4E1 super lot suddenly!

And yes, I'm sure that we'll still meet up like that for many years to come! Go cycling, BBQ and all. =) And yes!!! We should really try ice-skating someday!!! Or Snow City. =D Ok, Snow City isn't really worth the money but yep! Let's try something new. =D But I guess, it's really ok even if we still do the same things. It's the people that you are with that counts and matters most. Not the activity, but the people. =)

4E1 '10 IS AWESOME!! =D

enCOre!

Went to AC's CO concert on Sunday with Kamin!! =D

Went to support Jiawan! This super funny girl that panic at the first song! Haha! But yep! The concert was quite good!! Our school's CO is really quite good!

All the 2I3 pple that went to support!

Kamin and I decided to take some photos of ourselves. =D

Shadows! =DD


HAHA! I LOVE THIS PHOTO! =D

Ah! I miss talking to Lim Ka Min! I must be early next time then we can talk longer. =( She's always earlier than me lar. Super irritating! But yes, I WILL BE EARLY NEXT TIME WE MEET. I WILL!!!!