Saturday, 20 October 2012

beginning with the end in mind

I really wanted to do a proper nice post yesterday night but I was super tired after uploading and tagging the photos. And I know that I have way too many things I want to post about so I think I'll leave it til after As. Lol! As in really. So many things but so little time. It's 16days left now. How scary time passes.

But ok I shall list down things I want to post abt. Heh.
1) 12 years of formal schooling
2) AC Spirit
3) 2AA3
4) Teachers
5) Photos from Honours Night and Baccalaureate Service
6) Last day of lessons
7) Valedictorian's Speech
8) Mrs Chan's Speech
9) Ms Annie Yong's Speech
10) Mr Teo Boon Leong's Speech

Gahh too many things. Lol! I think yells I'll just post aft As. It won't be the same but it's still something. Yes!! Time to mug all the way from now on. All the way!!!!

Sunday, 14 October 2012

ignite your bones



THIS is what a music concert is like. Feeling the goosebumps and all. Where everyone sings along with the band. I really must go at least once. Coldplay is really solid. Must really go to their live concert at least once in your lifetime.

Heart coma

Is it possible? To not feel anything at all. The adrenaline, the rush of blood to the head, heart beating faster. Heart coma. Is it possible when you just stop feeling for anything much? Maybe. But actually, you will always be feeling. As long as you are human, you will always be feeling. So it's quite stupid to claim that your heart is in a coma. As much as you not want to feel anything, you sure hell are and you sure hell will feel something. It's only human like that.

Random thoughts all over. Haha! And I wanted to post abt Honours Night on Friday. But I was really tired so I slept while typing. HAHA! I shall just wait until grad day to properly conclude these 2 years of JC life.

Someday, somehow, somewhere, someone. Yep. I will feel again. When it all comes crashing back, like a tsunami. It may really just crash. But yes, I have to brace myself for it. And push myself to the limits, whatever limits represent.

Alright! I'm feeling tired now. My eyes are getting tired. I need to do a lot more intense mugging later! I shall aim to wake up early!

Saturday, 13 October 2012

You are the way.

This cold Saturday night. I feel so much to my grandparents suddenly as I was walking home from my grandma's hse. They are really the support to my life. A table has 4 supports and they are the 4 supports. Even though one is gone now, I wobbled but the other 3 are still keeping me strong and going. I really want to do something really great for them. They are really the people who love me for me. This strong love.

I just had dinner at my grandma's house and her cooking is really daebak. Cannot best one man. Haha! But what makes me really sad is how she really is becoming older. Yes, she's still quite active than most pple her age but she isn't as much as she was before. She gets tired more easily and it just kinda sucks to see her like that. It's like signs of aging. I know she will be with me for a long time to come. It's just sad to see that she's really growing older.

I know I'm already quite lucky to have 3 grandparents still around. So yes, I'll really treasure them so much. Ah. They are really important pple in my life. Yes, I know that they will live to a ripe old age and they will be there when I get married and when I have a child. Yes, all 3 of them will be there to see their great grand-child. I really need them to be there.

And my grandma was asking me if I want to go Taiwan with them next year. So I happily told her of course since I have a long break aft As. And she was quite happy. Heh. I feel quite happy that I can travel with her too. Sigh. I want to bring them to Yunnan but they went before already. Haha! Nevermind! I shall bring my parents there~ they really need to go. HAHA!

And ya!! These two parents of mine. Haha! I'm really lucky I think. They are really understanding like mad and won't put any pressure on both me and my sister. I think my mum especially. She'll really let us choose how we want to do things and what we shd do and really just support whatever decisions we make. Their trust in us, is really deep. They know that we will make the right decision and choice. And give us their full support.

Yes, I am going to do well for As to make them proud. And ah, they are just so incredible and awesome and cute. Haha! They really made sure that at least one of them would in Singapore all the way until I end my As aft that horrible prelim time when both of them went overseas. I think I'm actually quite pampered. Haha! But yes, I think they are really the ones who shape me so much. All the vales and stuffs. I really won't be who I am today if not for them. Their impact on my life is really the highest.

I realise yea, God is really good to me. Thankyou God for this incredible family. My parents, my grandparents, my sister, my aunts, my uncles, my cousins. They are all really pretty awesome. And thankyou God for blessing me with really awesome friends who are really supports me in my life and who really just understand me and be there for me. The people who are not related to you by blood but you know that without them, your live will be so much more different. They really shape who I have become now. And teachers. Those who really inspire and encourage me thorough out these 12 years of formal schooling. Teachers are really dedicated. Ok not all but some of those who had taught me and made an impact in my life. Who shaped and mould me to become who I am today. Yes. Thankyou God. For all these incredible and amazing people in my life. And Thankyou for giving me this life to live and to enjoy. Thankyou for always being here with me.

[ YOU ARE THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE. WE LIVE BY FAITH AND NOT BY SIGHT FOR YOU. WE'RE LIVIN ALL FOR YOU. ]

Thankyou God. I know that I will get through this A levels knowing that you will always be beside me and listen to me always, never failing.

Sunday, 7 October 2012

what people are capable of

"There is no limit to childishness, if a person starts attacking the other one, they just strike back. Your weak point? Secret? They won’t avoid it, and instead try to hurt you with it. So the reason why you’re fighting is totally lost. They’ll just start thinking about how to hurt the other person most, so much that they’ll cry out in pain.”
- The King 2 Hearts

Things you learn from watching shows. HAHA! But yes, that quote really true. It applies to anyone who is close to you. Your family, your friends. People who are close to you and know you well. When we want to hurt people, anything can come out from our mouth. It's really scary how our mouth can be so mean sometimes. So be careful of yourself when you are angry. You may end up saying things that you will come to regret.

Ahhh I have so many things I want to say but I'm at a loss of what to begin. Lol! This weekend has been good and bad. I think I did quite a lot of work but I know that it's really not enough. I really have to work a lot a lot more harder. And there's a lot of thinking these 2 days. Lol! Not exactly for me but for people around me. I really hope that they will be able to grow and become stronger and more understanding and just yea, Life. LOL! We live in a complicated world but things can be made simple if you want it to. You just have to learn how to make life easier?

I really miss the good times. Lol. Ahh ok, I know I'll have my good times again in a few more weeks. YES!!! Few more weeks! I'm looking forward to the end of it but not to it. But yes, I'll give it my very best shot. 

Alright, I shall stop here. As predicted, I was supposed to use com for only awhile but I ended up using for an hour. =\ Ok at least I completed stuffs. Lol! As childish as it may sounds, I don't want to go school tmr. =(

OHYA! I will post about Eunice's birthday soon. Heh. Actually, there's a lot of stuffs to post abt but I'll wait until after As to update my boring life during this period of time. 

Saturday, 6 October 2012

Sleeping

I realise how sleep is annoying. It's damn important for you to recharge so that you can do work more efficiently. Yet, you waste time sleeping. =/ ok not say waste time but time is lost when you sleep. But you cannot do without sleep. Lol! Ok evidently, I need sleep now since I'm actually talking about sleep. But gah, it's damn annoying. Like really. I really wish that somehow I am able to hold through without much sleep. =/ yes, times like these, I really wish that I was a robot that doesn't need to recharge frequently. Like Ironman sort of thing. Lol. Ok I'm tired given that I'm actually saying that I wish I was a robot. Ok good night! Just a random thought after this long tiring week.

One thing I realise that is freaking scary is that each day pass by slowly but each week pass by quickly. 4 more weeks, 30 days. Let's do this.

Sunday, 30 September 2012

WOW, FANTASTIC BABY~

2hours plus of standing, of waving the crown light stick (THANKYOU WEIYING FOR LENDING ME YOUR PRECIOUS), of singing and shouting, of fan girling~ money well spent. =D

BIGBANG ALIVE TOUR 2012 was really DAEBAK!!!!! Haha! They are really 5 super talented people who really make their mark through their music and they are really good. Even though they are considered idol group, they are truly talented musicians that I really like them for their music. I mean yea, they are really nice and awesome pple too but their music is really good!!!! But of course, being the loyal ELF I am, SuJu will always be first. Heh. But BigBang is my 2nd favourite Korean band now! HAHA!

The seats were really good. Like I can see everything. Lol! Ahhh the whole concert was damn awesome lar. I'm a bit lazy to elaborate 'cause gahh really too many stuffs. HAHA! 2hours plus leh! the concert started at 7pm and ended at 9.30pm~!

And to be honest, I think this was the first concert I was so damn high, singing and shouting. I don't scream 'cause I kinda can't scream. Lol! Family trait. All of us can't sing, dance and scream. HAHA! It's quite funny to think abt it. Like really runs in the genes man.

Anyway, but yes!! I was really damn high lar! At first not really but it was quite fast when I got into the mood. I think 'cause pple around me were damn high. And the people I went with also super high!! Weiying's friends. LOL! I thought it would be awkward at first but it wasn't at all. Haha! Fans unite. That's the cool thing~ and lol! Behind us I think got a super hardcore TOP fan 'cause every time he started rapping or when he came out, the fan will scream at the top of her voice. And I will join her in shouting~ HAHA!

Yes T.O.P.~~~~ he is damn cute lar!! His hand was injured but he still did his very best to perform. And and he did a lot of stupid dance. HAHA! 'Cause e really, to be honest, cannot dance for nuts. So he dance his retarded dance which is damn cute lar! He doesn't look like he is the cute kind but I swear he is damn cute. And freaking good looking! His eyes is to die for man. LOL! Gah. He damn awesome~

And the cool thing abt Big Bang is that they don't need translator 'cause all of them can speak English~ Though some parts they speak Korean so can't really understand but you'll just cheer and shout and scream aft they finished what they said. Haha!

And yes G-DRAGON~ haha! He's damn good also!! Super talented guy and leader!! and lol! I realise he's really the shy kind. Haha! like he won't talk so much unlike other leaders. But everyone respect him 'cause he is really good lar!! Yes sir! He's one of a kind~

DAESUNG ALSO!!! During his solo performance, he flew. HAHA! 'Cause his song is Wings. So he wore a wing and then stand on this thing that sent him up. Lol! Ok I think I will post more details with photos next time! Easier to say my stories. Haha!

SEUNGRI is damn funny also! I think during the encore performance, he took out his handphone and video the other members singing and the fans at the mosh pit! Haha! Damn funny! And he and top quite funny sometimes. Haha!

TAEYANG's dance is really damn freaking slick lar! Too pro already. As lol! He kept taking off his shirt which is quite funny. But ok lar, he got good body. Just that quite funny 'cause he's the only one that keeps doing it. LOL!

Ok I have so much more stuffs to type. But it's like all over the place. Haha! And mostly abt T.O.P. 'cause erm, I kinda kept looking at him only. Heh. But I got look the others also! Just that TOP more~

And the 2.5 hours really passed damn fast! Ok all concerts are like that. Lol! Just that BigBang one really high all the way. Lol! Like we really stand almost throughout. Rest a bit then stand again. Haha! Suju one got videos and stuffs. Haha! I think 'cause changing to new clothes takes a longer time for a group with 10 pple. Hah!

Anyway, yes!!! I'm glad I went for it! And my money is really well spent! And yes!!! They say they will come back to Singapore~ GO WEI YING YOU BETTER GO NEXT TIME!! Ya!!! This woman! Ok I shall not say what happen later she kills me. But yes! She really must go the next time they come lar!!! I'm going to literally drag her there regardless. YOU LIVE ONLY ONCE!

Gahh I really love concerts!!! The whole atmosphere is really super nice. Everyone is damn high and all. Ok maybe not all but almost all. This is my 2nd concert! And I haven't go to a US/UK ARTIST/BAND concert!!!!! I really want to go for one! I think it will be super nice to 'cause you can really sing to the songs and understand what you are singing. And it won't really matter if you can't see the artists. It's the whole atmosphere where the whole stadium sings together. IMAGINE THAT. It's freaking cool.

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But Wah, it was really super tiring aft the concert. I really felt drained. And half deaf. Lol! Usually aft concerts got the half deaf thing 'cause pple were screaming and they play the music quite loudly so need time to recover before you can hear properly. Ohya! And also aft concert, you will feel light headed aft seeing those awesome pple live on stage, in front of you!!!!!! Haha! Starstruck. =D

Yes!!! I want to go for another concert again! Haha! Suju, BigBang~ but ok now I really want to go for an English artist one since I've never been before. Kelly clarkson. =( she came in sec4 and I wanted to go do badly. And the thing abt English artists is that their tickets won't be as expensive. Omg ya!!! Boys like girls came in sec4 too! And I could have gone if not for super teens workshop which wasn't very useful to be true. Lol! But ya!!! I really want to go to an English artists' concert!

Haha! My first 2 concerts were Korean artists!! But both super duper worth it. the best 2. Haha! Ok the best 2 in my opinion. =D and ya!!! SM TOWN! 23rd nov! Aft my A levels last paper!!! But ok lar, don't think I'm going. 'Cause lol, I will only be only for Suju and DBSK. Heh. It would have been a very cool way to mark the end of As though. Haha! Nevermind! Save money for other stuffs and other concerts!! Seriously man. Concerts are kind addictive. HAHA! And heh. Fan meetings.~ HAHA! Ok lar. As long as I like the artists, seeing them will make me happy and mad already~

Alright! I shall end of with T.O.P.'s photo. Heh. And I realize I haven't talked abt my prelims grades. Lol. Ok I talked abt prelims before already but yep! I will post again next time. Maybe a long time from now. It's like from now on, I'm really going to focus on A levels like mad. So if my blog post stays at this for a long time, I apologize. Haha! But hey, at least it's a rather fun to read fan account. Though a lot of stuffs I still haven't say yet. Heh. Photos next time!!! As in photos of the concert! It's not that good though. But better than nothing~ I shd really risk it and bring my DSLR sometimes. It's like my lens is MENAT for stalking and zooming into their faces one. =( Nevermind! Next time~ heh.

Tuesday, 18 September 2012

This Faith

I realize, I rely on people to have faith in me. I can somehow do something well, do something better when pple have faith that I can do it. Even if I don't have faith in myself, others' having faith in me can spur me on to do a job well. I guess it's a kind of feeling where you don't want to let these pple down. You want to achieve because these people believe in you and know that you can do it. And maybe it's also a sense of responsibility towards these people who believe you? Wanting to achieve what they know you can achieve, even if you don't believe that you can achieve it yourself.

Haha! I love walking home from plaza/eac. That stretch of road always gets me into a thinking mood. Lol!

With these people's faith in me and hopefully with me finding my own faith in myself, these few weeks, hang on and give it your best shot when it comes. Don't let the people who believe in you, who are rooting for you to do well, who are there supporting you down. Yes, this faith from them will give you the strength to carry on. Make these two years count.