change blogskin again cuz dun really like the previous 1 =p
i noe the songs got a bit of prob but heck care tis skin abit weird also so maybe gonna change again
anyway ohya i thnk on tuesday my mum go skool change the 6 choices cuz chung chen(yishun) abit gar fm my house as in going to skool cuz my sis skool is like at the south side there then chung chen(yishun) is at the north...so have to change...my mum scared later choose until that skool then die liao so she go change to kranji...i both skool also can lor...
came to think as it...dunno y u cry on the day we get the results......is like now all i want is juz at least get into a skool can le then can still study hard and get into gd jc
ok so now i at home damn sian...nt helping dad type something then is blog and listen music and such go skool is better lor...at least can chat wif friends...can play...can do things that is more fun than staying at home and rot...i am damn freakying bored!!!! i want go skool or i want the day of class gathering come faster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally change blogskin...thx to joa 4 helping me find this skin!!!!
maybe gonna change soon cuz tis skin a bit sad sad like that...i dun want overly happy but nt like so sad lar...ok nvm...
today go watch movie wif jm,faeqa,feli swapna have to go appeal scgs...cannot go....sad...then weiting need go out wif parents...haiz...feli going holidays liao..so gd...jiamin also going....so gd...parents got promise b4 but nvm lar anyway i did nt get the marks to get in rv ma...so no point going...
anyway watch happy feet nice!! the peguins dance until very cute!!!! even though only got 4 pple watch rite? we buy nachos and small popcorn like nt even half way through the movie nearly eat finish the whole thing liao including the drinks which i think is medium but 2 person share nt enough but stil fun lar if only swapna and weiting also can go then more fun liao swapna make funny noise and weiting play wif food then more fun! today also fun lar...
anyway i gtg liao...tommrow going to stay at home...holidays is so boring lor even though it is meant to be fun but now i rather go skool then at least can hang out wif classmates...haiz..nxt time meeting at sec1 posting nxt nxt time is class gathering which will the final time we will be together in 2006...we must every year have class gathering also then nice!!
anyway gtg cuz getting late liao...

today go commonwealth and swiss cottage open house
go wif my mum,xiaowen and xiaowen cuzzin
commonwealth quite big and nice lor...skool nt bad..hope can get in lor...but then will be a bit hard 4 me haiz...pray ahrd lor....
swiss cottage nt bad also...skool quite big got nice activities tried the archery ok lor...the thing heavy their ncc got band also quite nice ba...the skool quite nice lar...hope my agg can get...if crescent cannot then commenwealth if also cannot then swiss i also dun mind...the thing abt crescent is girls skool...nt that i hate girls skool but juz like cuz pri i already in mixed then suddenly go all girls 1 feel weird lor...but the skool nt bad ba...aiya i dunno lar as long as got skool to go i happy liao =p ohya today nv take any photos....no photo to post liao...
aiya stop talking abt skools and photo or whatever...tommrow pwt b'day party wish her happy b'day =)
lately keep talking on phone wif swapna and faeqa talk until damn long esp swapna lol got too many things so talk =p faeqa can help give pple advice leh =p she gd at it lor...
(no) thx faeqa!!!!
late liao so gtg....

finally choose 6 skools...dunno y but got headache now...still using com...who cares
anyway the 6 skools are
1-crescent
2-commonwealth
3-swiss cottage
4-fu hua
5-clementi town
6-chung chen(yishun)

haiz..hope i have no regrets...now i really want go crescent lor...maybe cuz jm, faeqa, xw also choosing the skool...haiz...really want put either rv or nan hua lor...but marks too far liao..kenneth and changhui say what juz put cuz need space ma lol but really far ma so nv put...the "great" thing is that my marks is my block number...great....juz so great if only got other block number like 24something or 25something number then nice lor....haiz...cannot do anything now liao lor...only have to wait 4 the posting...haiz...
few things on my mind...1st posting to what skool...2nd leaving zhenghua leaving 6honestiianns...dunno y but yesterday got a weird dream abt some of the 6honestiianns in zhenghua...dun even noe is gd or bad all i noe is kinda weird and is dream abt them in zhenghua
haiz...it was like juz tuesday and wednesday i was likea happy then b4 that i was nt so happy then happy 4 2 days...then sad again cuz of the marks...cant believe i cried lar...dunno y but tis year i become more sensitive...
really feel a bit sick..as in really sick nt those mentally sick aiya dunno lar...tommrwo maybe going open house..also maybe going grandmotehr's house...haiz...dunno how to tell relatives the marks leh..cuz i noe they have high expectation cuz my sis is the 1st of the both side family to take psle 1st and she got like so damn gd then i got like so damn bad..my same age cuzzin also got like so high...
haiz...i really hate myself lor....shd have study hard lar...hate myself damn lot...its all my own fault...i noe can still study hard 4 o level then get gd jc but still it suck so much lor...haiz...i really need to cheer up...
actaully today got cheer up a bit lor jiamin,swapna,feli,faeqa,insyirah and changhui come my house then play then at least 4 awhile i stop thinking abt all these lor...but now still thinking...

juz now take psle results....totally suck...when i went to skool i was nt so scared and nt sad but then...
got the results...aft teoh go, i go get...mr phang told me to smile then say at least i reach my target...then i get the paper fm mdm arianna...saw the marks...walk away..tears filled my eyes...i got damn low and totally nt what i wanted but i noe that i did not do my best...
saw my mum...show her the results then started to cry but tis time cry nt as bad as aft the psle maths...i tis year cry in skool both for psle...great....
saw feli and weiting...they also cry all of us get damn bad...shixin also cry but she got gd yet still nt satisfied...faeqa cry of happiness...she got damn gd and she deserve it....enming got 4 a* damn gd also aiya he deserve it also he work hard 4 it ma...meishan get 2nd of the whole skool damn gd aiya nt surprise cuz she is smart....haiz...many pple cry today...actually nt really a lot lar only got a few....
haiz...i hate my marks....really hate it...feli marks close to me xiaowen also jiamin also jiajia also yiinlih also then maybe can go same skool gd lor...haiz...all of us damn sad...except some that got the marks that they want....haiz..
now the prob is choosing of skool....hate tis part also...really dunno what skool to choose...now i got limited chioces le...tomorrow need hand in liao...my dreams of going RV, Nanhua all gone le...haiz...juz too late to regret le...so now choose the skool...then get in and study hard then can get in gd jc then will be gd lor...haiz..but choose what skool? headache lar....

juz now the post was overly happy 4got that tommrow is the moment of truth...
PSLE RESULTS DAY....
scared....haiz...tis psle will determine our future...ok maybe no really necessiary cuz rite if go to the secondary rite as long as study hard for o levels then get into njc or hcjc then can still get into gd uni so then can get gd job and so on....
but still haiz...i think i shd juz relax lar...tommrow go skool ealier then enjoy a bit then get results then cry then happy then choose skool then happy happy...i'm lame...all tis wont happen ok at least nt the crying part and the happy here happy there...cuz wont be so happy nor so sad...i'm talking crap ok when was i not ever talking crap? copy phrase fm faeqa =p
the only happy thing is that can meet the 6honestiianns again! ohya also getting the magazine fm skool so 2 things happy lol...

today rox!! yesterday also aiya any day will rox as long as i leave the house cuz the house is damn boring...nth to do haiz...now i wish can go skool lor at least more fun than stay at home do nth...
yesterday went out wif jiamin, swapna, weiting, faeqa we go watch step up!!! trust me that movie is damn nice!!!!! the dance step is so nice and the music also!!!
<3 cute ="p" much ="p" ma ="p" neoprints ="p"> daddy
jiamin -> mummy but she dun want to take us as her children =(
joa -> da jie
me -> er jie
yiinlih -> xiao di
nice rite? lol so we today take our 'family photo' =p











family photo of the spades!!!!








the spades!!!!










The spades family =p










inspirational spades!!!!

1st day wif Jiamin, Swapna, Faeqa, Weiting
no felicia cuz she dun wan go =(

ok everyone feel sad but some dun wan show it eg faeqa lol trust me i'm really talking crap...i dunno what to say...tis few adys have been damn boring....only today going out then tommrow going out also then thursday the moment of truth...we getting psle results i am damn scared....ok...who wont be...ohya got pple that got in dsa..10 fm our class so 29 of us are scared...ohya kenneth also scared even though he got the dsa liao...now then i noe the dsa help a bit but nt totally cuz if ur psle is damn bad then u wont get in the skool liao...so actually psle is still the most important 1...
haiz...holidays began..i remember p3 &4 i will be partying...but nt tis time...now i cant wait to go bck skool...go bck to zhps...stay in 6honestiie...be wif all 6honestiianns...that is what i want but it is juz to late now...last time still wish quickly end of these all 6 years...now i really wish can juz repeat tis 6years in zhps...2006 is the best year....juz that it pass by too fast...i'm so going to miss the class and the school and all the 6honestiianns that spent almost all of my 2006 wif...haiz...it wont be the same nxt year when i step into a new skool...new enviroment....new class...tis sux...and the worst thing is everytime i look out of the window i will always see the skool i i used to be in..all the fond memories of the skool...it hurts to leave the skool...haiz...i'm missing all the teachers and mostly all the 6honestiianns i spent almost every single day of 2006 wif all of them and it all juz ended juz like that...y must it be like that? shd have treasure the time spent wif all of them but its too late now...ohya am i talking abt the same thing almost like every post? since the last day of skool? haiz juz sad to leave...but then i cannot keep thinking abt it lor...
so now lets takl abt something happy =p hmm...later going changhui bro b'day party his bro damn cute!!! have to go wrap the present liao then go out wif jm,faeqa,swapna, wt and a bit wif feli so gtg liao

yesterday annual prize presentation...considered last day of skool....haiz..even though going to be meeting all 6honestiianns again but then...i'm still missing them..and our classroom where we spent most time together...haiz....juz hate it...y must we separate?the hardest thing is to say goodbye for real...i noe joa say what sec 1&2 then sec 3 separate then same old story but tis is like separate even though some 2years but these 2 years is like the longest and most unforgetable years and most togther for 4 years and even got 6years how can i nt be sad? its juz sad...haiz...have to go wat breakfast as mum called so later post or tommrow post or what ever

last day of school...haiz...really sad...it juz sux to leave all of them most of them is like 4years together those 4years u can say is the best years of my life...it was even more nice when last year those that join our class came... felicia,meishan, rizheng noe them for 6 whole years in zhenghua...meishan even same class 4 these 6years and felicia still so close even though p3 split and last year she join back but teh sad thing abt those that used to be in 4S '04 miss them also but still 6Honestiie rocks forever!!!!!!!!!!! i miss the classroom, all 6honestiianns even though will still be meeting each other but i'm sure i'm going to miss them in the class nxt year...it will feel so weird nt hearing the usual things i heard everyday....tis sux so much...i will miss my grp also lor...even though we qurral a lot but for us by qurralling we become closer =p aiya miss evey1 in the class...all 6honestiianns and also the classroom where we spent half year in...all the fond memories...going to miss it all....haiz..really damn sad lor...all 6honestiianns really rock a lot...
anyway, lets talk abt something happy...ok...lets think...ok nth i can think of is happy...wait ohya still got class gathering so gd lor..still can meet all the 6honestiianns again ok nt all but nearly..tommrow got annul prize presentation...u can say that is nt really last day at zhenghua wearing skool uni cuz still going bck for psle results but still its sad...actually today suppose to be the real last day..cuz last day in class...haiz...i hate leaving zhenghua leaving 6honestiie leaving all 6honestiianns...it totally sux and i dun wan to end to fast...everything is like aiya dunno how to say...but like joa say "time fly, beacause u grow"...even though we dun wan grow but still we have to...haiz..at least joa got tell me y time fly =P lol lame...tommrow morning then post again...i want to have a good night cry...juz joking nt going to cry..at least try ok lar i dun think will cry hold back tears can liao..ok i realise i talking crap so i shall stop here and now.

haiz....tommrow is last day of skool...why time fly so fast? when we enjoying ourselves then the time just have to pass like lightning...why??? i'm going to miss all 6Honestiianns damn lot...we spent togehter most 4years,some 2years, 1 3years, for me i even got 1 that in the same class 4 6 whole years in zhps...oh man...tis sux...the hardest word is to say 'goodbye'...goodbye to the memories with all the 6Honestiianns....be it gd or bad....tommrow last day..must cherish it...
anyway lets nt talk abt leaving the school liao...ohya nxt week going to get psle results...scared...for those got in dsa they gd lor...wont need to feel scared or whatever...cuz they already got a place in the school...that's so gd for them lor...for the rest of us all we can do is pray hard that we will get the results that we want..i want to watch step up!!! even though the rating damn lousy but i think nice movie...shd be ba...i owe2 quiz 1 is jm the other dunno who....sian..dun feel like doing...i now must try to blog everyday..try...i want change blogskin also but lazy to find =p

long time no blog liao...duno what to say leh...ohya our class won the whole p6 b'ball match!!!!! shuang lor we prove that we not only study but can also play! our b'ball team rox!!! and that day is on changhui b'day gd luck charm =p the days spent in class and wif 6honestiiann is getting lesser and lesser and somemore nxt thur will be the last day of skool already...time files lor....i gonna miss 6honestiie damn lot...haiz...yestersay watch coach cater in class then we sit like cinema like that damn nice lar the movie also not bad felicia keep saying that the movie is like our class like that lol but quite true lor...dunno what to say le leh...fri going sci centre all those play pple yesterday go then fri only our class got like 21 pple going...so few...2 weeks more going to get psle results le...very scared leh...dunno what else to post le oh ya
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