finally choose 6 skools...dunno y but got headache now...still using com...who cares
anyway the 6 skools are
1-crescent
2-commonwealth
3-swiss cottage
4-fu hua
5-clementi town
6-chung chen(yishun)

haiz..hope i have no regrets...now i really want go crescent lor...maybe cuz jm, faeqa, xw also choosing the skool...haiz...really want put either rv or nan hua lor...but marks too far liao..kenneth and changhui say what juz put cuz need space ma lol but really far ma so nv put...the "great" thing is that my marks is my block number...great....juz so great if only got other block number like 24something or 25something number then nice lor....haiz...cannot do anything now liao lor...only have to wait 4 the posting...haiz...
few things on my mind...1st posting to what skool...2nd leaving zhenghua leaving 6honestiianns...dunno y but yesterday got a weird dream abt some of the 6honestiianns in zhenghua...dun even noe is gd or bad all i noe is kinda weird and is dream abt them in zhenghua
haiz...it was like juz tuesday and wednesday i was likea happy then b4 that i was nt so happy then happy 4 2 days...then sad again cuz of the marks...cant believe i cried lar...dunno y but tis year i become more sensitive...
really feel a bit sick..as in really sick nt those mentally sick aiya dunno lar...tommrwo maybe going open house..also maybe going grandmotehr's house...haiz...dunno how to tell relatives the marks leh..cuz i noe they have high expectation cuz my sis is the 1st of the both side family to take psle 1st and she got like so damn gd then i got like so damn bad..my same age cuzzin also got like so high...
haiz...i really hate myself lor....shd have study hard lar...hate myself damn lot...its all my own fault...i noe can still study hard 4 o level then get gd jc but still it suck so much lor...haiz...i really need to cheer up...
actaully today got cheer up a bit lor jiamin,swapna,feli,faeqa,insyirah and changhui come my house then play then at least 4 awhile i stop thinking abt all these lor...but now still thinking...