Since I have them feels now, I better type it out before they are gone. Though I'm quite sure these feeling won't ever go away. HAHA!
Honestly, this group of friends aren't exactly the ones that I had chosen. Because back then, we were just primary school kids whose idea of friendship is very simple and very easy. As long as you sit beside me, you are my friend. So technically, we didn't choose each other as friends but freak, I seriously cannot thank God enough for blessing me these incredible bunch.
14 years, 12 years, 10years. We have really come so far. So damn freaking far. And at age 21 (Ok fine, I'm not yet 21 but soon in a few more days), you can't help thinking back at your past 21 years and I'm so so grateful to have these people in my life. They have impacted me in so many ways, small or big. And I really love how our values are the same and I don't know. How we are different but similar. How we can still come together despite our many differences. And how I don't know. I guess this friendship is really one that I hold on to very dear since the beginning but back then, my purpose of holding on is very different from right now.
Come to think of it, back then I really have no idea why did I bother so much to keep the class together. I guess somehow whatever things that Mr Phang said to us during those 4 years manage to get drilled into my head. 'Cause I remember how he will always say stuffs like wanting us to keep in touch and all that. And somehow, I'll always bother. I really have no idea why. Because to be honest, I wasn't close to many people in the class back then. It's like somewhere, somehow, deep inside me, I know that they are important. And I know that they are worth every bit of effort to keep in contact with. That somehow, they are just gonna be important people in my life. Maybe I have foresight. Haha!
But yes, they are honestly still the people where I can be myself completely. How they judge me but they still love me. HAHA! I don't know. We just really embrace all our flaws and accept our differences. And enjoy each others company. True, as we grow older, meeting up and all that will keep getting harder. But to be true, I really have a strong feeling that this friendship will go really far. Easy fact is that we stay near each other but somehow, I know that we will make time for each other no matter what. That we will invite each other to each others weddings. And when our children are born.
I remember saying how we will form a "mini 6H" with our children when we grow older with Faeqa and Swap. And at that point of time, though we really meant it, it's different from right now. True, things may change, people can change. But honestly, 8 years since we graduated, most of us went different places and all that but look where we are now. We are still friends. And not just normal friends but close friends. Friends who will really stick by each other no matter what. Yes, along the way, the group became smaller. But, the ones who stayed are the ones that truly matter. And to be true, these people are really just freaking dear to me. So anyway, LOL! I realise I digress but yes, the possibility of us meeting up together with our family and children is honestly very very possible. Like I'm not even kidding. Because freak, we have made it through 8 years. 8 freaking years. It's a long time. And these 8 years are the ones where I think our personality develop the most.
Yet, we are still friends. Better yet, we became even closer friends. Our friendship really just keeps growing stronger and stronger and I guess that's why I love these people so much. It's rare to find these people and I wasn't given a choice too. For them, I didn't choose them to be my friends initially but I choose them as the friends who I want to continue to keep in touch for a long long time. And I guess that was the difference that I made. That somehow the young me decided to plan all these gatherings and outings.
And yes, looking back, this is probably one of the best decisions I've ever made in life so far. Not that I have lived a very long life but aiya, they are just really mad important. Like I can really be annoyed with them but at the end of the day, I still love them more than I hate them. HAHA! Ok lar, I won't ever hate them. They are just my #BFC forever. (BFC means Bad Friends Club because we are horrible to each other despite doing such nice stuffs from time to time) But actually, we secretly love each other a lot but it's too damn gross to be all mushy 'cause we are just like sarcastic humans.
Anyway, so gist today was I knew that I was gonna meet them but I didn't know for what and yes, it's annoying. But I just let them plan all first. So somehow Swap managed to convince me that we were going on a food trail which I really bought it I have no idea why. I think my brain never think properly I don't know ah.
But yes, so today I went out expecting a food trail thing but I had to drop by my new house to deposit some stuffs with Faeqa. So when I opened the door to my new house, I saw like some strange people at home and I just stun. At first I thought there was some construction work going on at my new house and my parents forgot to tell me. Then I realised I know those faces. LOL! Like it's really legit stun. I'm just like huh I don't get it. I really don't get it. Lol!
Oh and the best part was they didn't even meant it for a surprise. HAHA! Like they really let slip a lot of times but I didn't catch. And somehow I just really believed in whatever they said. But ok, I do know that I was gonna meet them today. Just that not at my new house. 'Cause I was really all excited to show them my new house 'cause the view is really quite nice and super windy. So ok lar, I'm excited to stay there. It's just the moving part that is damn pain in the ass.
Anyway, so yep had cake pizza and many stuffs HAHA! I'll probably post up the photos proper next time 'cause slightly lazy now. Heh. But yes, really thankful for these annoying yet freaking important bunch of people in my life.
Honestly, this group of friends aren't exactly the ones that I had chosen. Because back then, we were just primary school kids whose idea of friendship is very simple and very easy. As long as you sit beside me, you are my friend. So technically, we didn't choose each other as friends but freak, I seriously cannot thank God enough for blessing me these incredible bunch.
14 years, 12 years, 10years. We have really come so far. So damn freaking far. And at age 21 (Ok fine, I'm not yet 21 but soon in a few more days), you can't help thinking back at your past 21 years and I'm so so grateful to have these people in my life. They have impacted me in so many ways, small or big. And I really love how our values are the same and I don't know. How we are different but similar. How we can still come together despite our many differences. And how I don't know. I guess this friendship is really one that I hold on to very dear since the beginning but back then, my purpose of holding on is very different from right now.
Come to think of it, back then I really have no idea why did I bother so much to keep the class together. I guess somehow whatever things that Mr Phang said to us during those 4 years manage to get drilled into my head. 'Cause I remember how he will always say stuffs like wanting us to keep in touch and all that. And somehow, I'll always bother. I really have no idea why. Because to be honest, I wasn't close to many people in the class back then. It's like somewhere, somehow, deep inside me, I know that they are important. And I know that they are worth every bit of effort to keep in contact with. That somehow, they are just gonna be important people in my life. Maybe I have foresight. Haha!
But yes, they are honestly still the people where I can be myself completely. How they judge me but they still love me. HAHA! I don't know. We just really embrace all our flaws and accept our differences. And enjoy each others company. True, as we grow older, meeting up and all that will keep getting harder. But to be true, I really have a strong feeling that this friendship will go really far. Easy fact is that we stay near each other but somehow, I know that we will make time for each other no matter what. That we will invite each other to each others weddings. And when our children are born.
I remember saying how we will form a "mini 6H" with our children when we grow older with Faeqa and Swap. And at that point of time, though we really meant it, it's different from right now. True, things may change, people can change. But honestly, 8 years since we graduated, most of us went different places and all that but look where we are now. We are still friends. And not just normal friends but close friends. Friends who will really stick by each other no matter what. Yes, along the way, the group became smaller. But, the ones who stayed are the ones that truly matter. And to be true, these people are really just freaking dear to me. So anyway, LOL! I realise I digress but yes, the possibility of us meeting up together with our family and children is honestly very very possible. Like I'm not even kidding. Because freak, we have made it through 8 years. 8 freaking years. It's a long time. And these 8 years are the ones where I think our personality develop the most.
Yet, we are still friends. Better yet, we became even closer friends. Our friendship really just keeps growing stronger and stronger and I guess that's why I love these people so much. It's rare to find these people and I wasn't given a choice too. For them, I didn't choose them to be my friends initially but I choose them as the friends who I want to continue to keep in touch for a long long time. And I guess that was the difference that I made. That somehow the young me decided to plan all these gatherings and outings.
And yes, looking back, this is probably one of the best decisions I've ever made in life so far. Not that I have lived a very long life but aiya, they are just really mad important. Like I can really be annoyed with them but at the end of the day, I still love them more than I hate them. HAHA! Ok lar, I won't ever hate them. They are just my #BFC forever. (BFC means Bad Friends Club because we are horrible to each other despite doing such nice stuffs from time to time) But actually, we secretly love each other a lot but it's too damn gross to be all mushy 'cause we are just like sarcastic humans.
Anyway, so gist today was I knew that I was gonna meet them but I didn't know for what and yes, it's annoying. But I just let them plan all first. So somehow Swap managed to convince me that we were going on a food trail which I really bought it I have no idea why. I think my brain never think properly I don't know ah.
But yes, so today I went out expecting a food trail thing but I had to drop by my new house to deposit some stuffs with Faeqa. So when I opened the door to my new house, I saw like some strange people at home and I just stun. At first I thought there was some construction work going on at my new house and my parents forgot to tell me. Then I realised I know those faces. LOL! Like it's really legit stun. I'm just like huh I don't get it. I really don't get it. Lol!
Oh and the best part was they didn't even meant it for a surprise. HAHA! Like they really let slip a lot of times but I didn't catch. And somehow I just really believed in whatever they said. But ok, I do know that I was gonna meet them today. Just that not at my new house. 'Cause I was really all excited to show them my new house 'cause the view is really quite nice and super windy. So ok lar, I'm excited to stay there. It's just the moving part that is damn pain in the ass.
Anyway, so yep had cake pizza and many stuffs HAHA! I'll probably post up the photos proper next time 'cause slightly lazy now. Heh. But yes, really thankful for these annoying yet freaking important bunch of people in my life.
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