gone but not completely

Still my favourite photo of the Northern Lights hehe. Legit no filter. HAHA

Anyway, things have been pretty crazy. Many things that I want to share and say but I guess one thing is that I've lost my phone. Or rather, it got stolen. I don't really know what happened to it exactly but I know it's not with me. I'm not one to lose my things easily so when I do lose something, I feel extremely frustrated and annoyed with myself. Even though it might have been theft but like I'm still damn annoyed with why I let something like that happen. But yes, it's part of growing up. At least I'm safe. Nothing bad happened. It's just my phone that is gone. Just that the photos and videos I took in Iceland and part of Amsterdam/The Hague are gone too 'cause I only back up before Iceland. =\ But it's okay!! I have nicer photos in my camera anyway and there were a lot of other cameras from Iceland trip so all is good.

Seeing the silver lining in everything. I think that's one of the traits that I'm really thankful for. It's just that yea, losing something so important to me always suck. I depend quite heavily on my phone and yes, it really never crossed my mind that I might lose it one day. Like if you know me well, you know how careful I am most of the time. But yes yes, it's gone already so must move on. I guess it's weird 'cause I didn't get to cry out properly. And I realise my coping mechanism is eating and sleeping. HAHA If I'm upset or angry, I will either eat or sleep. So okay that's not too bad.

Anyway, yesss I'm fine so it's all good. So far exchange had been really great. Though it's mainly 'cause of the travelling. Heh. Iceland had been AMAZING. Driving on the Icelandic roads had made my driving skills level up like crazy. Probably times 10 better. First, it's left hand drive. Next, it's a huge ass 9 seater vehicle (I'm quite sure I may not be allowed to drive that in Singapore with my license but Iceland they chill LOL) (But it's a Mercedes Benz so heheheh we were damn lucky to have free upgrade 'cause wah this car is durable like mad). Then, I drove in the dark, through super strong winds (heng the car damn huge and steady), through fog, through rain + dark + fog, through snow, through snow + fog, up mega steep slope while there is fog +snow that I was legit damn scared but must act like I am okay and in control. Ok, I really was in control but wah that steep slope I will never forget. 'Cause my front passengers were damn scared also but they just shut up and encourage me so thanks guys for your confidence in me. HAHA hmm what else did I drive in? Up mountains and down mountains. LOL I remember that drive was mega tiring 'cause it was a consecutive 2-3 hours drive? When I got out of the car I had a headache 'cause yes it was mega tiring. But really driving level up. So WEWWWW and omg didn't know how much I missed driving. Heh and Iceland really damn shiok to road trip. And I really love road trips. 'Cause somehow there is always something to do. LOL Idk how to say but ya. And you have your own time and all.

So I really wanna road trip again. HAHA but yes, need to save up like mad. All them grad trips. Plus random stuffs. My travel kakis. But yes, this group of people I travelled with were damn fun and wonderful and nice also. And I think one of the many plus points of this trip was that I got a lot closer to my cousin again. We really used to be damn close when we were younger but somehow sch and life got in the way. But yes, I think both of us being away on exchange together and at somewhat the same area makes it a lot nicer and yea, I think my coherence level drop again but in general, it's really a nice feeling to have my cousin with me on this trip. At first I thought it would be weird but I realise, I have very great friends and cousin who are all very nice and wonderful people hence it's a lot easier to make everyone gel together.

Sigh, so many things happened during this trip that I really want to spend time typing them out and remember them. I'll try ah. Point form time HAHA but yes, after my exams which I shd be studying now. Heh. So okay, goodbye. Thank you for reading this to all you stalkers. Okay, truly thank you for wanting to know more about my life hahahah though maybe you are bored but hopefully this has entertained you.