Sunday, 2 September 2012

10 men strength

HAHA! Only 10 of us came for Teachers' Day Celebrations! Quite pathetic but oh well at least it's 2 digits! Haha! I think I will still miss them after I graduate. Though we really are not that bonded, somehow, we are still alright. Of all the Arts classes, I'm really thankful that I'm in this class which is full of nice awesome pple. =) Our class isn't bonded but we aren't divided. Haha! If that makes sense. =D

smile boy

Heh. Since I posted abt the fan meet already, these are just photos with captions~ Haha!

The tickets!! =D
Heh. Love this photo best out of all the banners. =D
Before the thing started~ crazy pple. Haha!
Kamin decided to pose with him!
And we took together 'cause we felt damn funny to take alone at first. HAHA!
Then we decided to just take a solo one 'cause really, rare chance man!! HAHA!
HEEE =DDD
Haha! I think I look a bit like an idiot here but oh well, I was happy. =D And I went sending it to everyone. HAHA! I think they all want to kill me. Esp Weiying and Faeqa. =D
WAHAHAHAHAHAA =D
With the lightstick that Sijia made me buy. Tsk tsk. =D
It's really him~~~ =D I think this was "Will you marry me?"
The bicycle ride!! Lucky girl. =D
Humble guy. =)
Seriously man, his smile is really really very nice!!! =D
HAHA! We look damn happy and unwilling to leave the place after the thing ended. LOL!
Haha! I think we really both look super happy here. =D
Pretty lightstick~~~ =)))
Ahahahaha. Thank you for the awesome night! HAHA!
Ok, back to earth. =D But yep, it's really a nice memory~ Haha! Though cannot really see but can hear him good enough. =D Yes, I'm losing my mind~ HAHA! Ok, don't judge me! We live only once. =D
Happy 19th birthday to the old man~! I wanted to post a super unglam photo of you but I couldn't find it so lucky for you. But nevermind I'm sure there are back up copies with Feli or Jiesi. Heh. I really love how sec 3 and 4 we just kept spamming unglam photos of the guys that we really have super duper lot of their unglams. Maybe we should dig them out someday and post on Facebook. =D The unglams are really really epic. You wouldn't believe someone can be so unglam. =DD Ahahahaha, ok I'll get retribution if I continue so. But hey, you pple's unglam photos make me laugh when I'm sad hor. HAHA!

And heh, as you can see, someone is 19 already. =D HAHA! We haven't celebrate for him yet but I think if we are, it will be mugging plus celebrating. Oh man, that sounds damn sad. But ok lar, 19 ain't that special. =D

Anyway, yes, happy birthday Junyuan! We are the most annoying and not nice friends you have but you know we are important to you!~ HAHA! Dang it, this year don't have mushy text from Junyuan. Heh. =D

lame girl day!~

Haha! This stalker woman confirm wondering why I never post about her birthday yet. =D So here you go! Haha!
So proud of this board!!! =D Super Tumblr worthy. HAHA! Then again, we took the photos from tumblr. Haha!

Anyway so since Lingli's birthday happens to be a week before prelims, we decided to celebrate for her earlier on National Day eve! Heh. All of us skip sch and went to her house instead. =D But it's really useless celebration 'cause it ended at 9plus and there really wasn't anything much. Haha!

So Sharon, Eunice, YL, Feli and I met up in the morning at Bukit Batok Mac to do Lingli's thing. Joyce had tuition so she joined us in the evening!

Haha! We all look damn weird but this is a nice photo somehow. I have no idea what Eunice and YL were doing. Retarded pple. Haha!

So aft we were done with the board, we travelled to Lingli's house! It was supposed to be a surprise but it kinda failed. Heh. But Lingli was happy to see us~! Haha!

Slack in her room for awhile. Talked and laze around before we went down to cook Chicken Chop~~ HAHA! Enjoyed awesome food. =D

After lunch, we decided to be good and study even though we all didn't have the mood to do it. Lol! And yes!!! I managed to study quite a lot. Haha! Eunice, Feli and Sharon all slept for awhile. YL, Lingli and I didn't~ Haha!

So after that we had to get ready to go out and went up to Lingli's room to help her choose what to wear. Haha! Quite funny lar. We like really dressing up to go out. Sharon helped all of us tie our hair. Haha! Like a mother~ =D

Lingli's mum fetched us to Bukit Batok MRT! Haha! Imagine 5 pple squeezing at the back. It's madness I swear. And Eunice is a big bully lar! She sat until super duper comfortable and YL was falling off the seat already. Haha! I have retarded friends. =D

So travelled to Orchard Central! Had Everything with Fries at Orchard Central! Slacked around, walked around.  We wanted Cold Stone at Orchard Central but it was super duper crowded so we went over to Somerset 313 for ice cream~ Heh.

Anyway, hope this birthday girl had a nice birthday with us~ Haha! Though it was a week earlier. On her birthday, only Eunice and YL went to school. Heh. I really wanted to go school that day. But then I woke up late and my parents gave me the greenlight to not go so heh, of course I choose not to. =D

But yep! Met them at Clementi Mall for lunch to surprise Lingli to see us. Haha! Technically it was just Sharon and I 'cause Feli and Joyce couldn't make it. But yep! She was happy to see us too~ =D


HAPPY 18TH YOU LAME AND SICK GIRL. =D 

I still owe you your birthday card. Heh. But I'm still here with you so don't worry, I'll promise to give you your birthday card before the year ends!! =D I realise after A levels, I think I have to make one day a card making day to make up for all the cards that I owe pple. Heh. Long long list. =(

Tuesday, 28 August 2012

Get serious

HAHA! Faeqa told me to read my post on Lee Seunggi's fan meet recount again and I laughed like mad 'cause I really sound super fan girl and made damn lot of mistakes in the blog post. HAHA! Super funny mistakes but oh well, I was in a super duper high mood then. Maybe I'll edit. Haha! Ok maybe shouldn't so that I'll laugh mad when I read it next time again. Haha!

But I'll do another post again with photos~ didn't take a lot and there weren't that awesome but better than nothing. Haha! Shd have really just brought my dslr.

Anyway, yea I'm posting this 'cause I need to take a break from geog 'cause I really felt like dying reading geog. I think I cramped too much geog in a day and it's making me feel super grossed out somehow. Geog really isn't a subject where you can do last minute crampping 'cause there's really too much.

So yes, I guess even though I most likely isn't going to do well for prelims this time, at least I had a feel on how it's going to be like and really must prepare in advance. No time to slack aft prelims already. If not, I will really panic and die for A levels. I believe that I still want to live and not die because f A levels man. So not worth it. Haha!

But yes!!! Take this as a lesson. As a really serious lesson and learn from it and come out stronger and better. Don't give up. You have come so far not for you to give up. Hang in there. This pain will go away in a few more months' time. Just make sure that you don't do this again. Learn from this prelims, Yap Yi Fang. And really wake up. What A levels needs is consistency. Last minute may have work last time, it isn't going to work for A levels.

So get serious. This is no joke. Push yourself. No matter how tired you are. Have discipline and just keep focus of your destination and sprint all the way.

Yes, you are reaching the final lap soon. All the way!!!!!! You can't slow down and walk your final lap. YesC it's hell of a tiring. You will feel like stopping and just walk. But hang in there. Because it will be over real soon once you go all the way and not slow down or stop.

Have faith. Keep going. Believe that you can do this. And calm down.

And heh, no thank you Faeqa for telling to me to do something first instead of geog and to calm down and not panic. You may be the fake and lousy dark knight, but you the best~ haha!

And lol, laughed until my stomach hurts with those 3 mad women over something that wasn't even funny. Haha! Ah, YES!!!!! I CAN DO THIS!!!!! I have all these wonderful pple around who are supporting me and rooting for me and helping me. Don't waste their efforts and give in your fullest and best potential.

Sunday, 26 August 2012

losing my mind~ (literally)

Hahahahahahahahaha!!!! Been awhile since I blog and I didn't want to blog at first but I really must type everything down!! Haha! I'm using my phone though and typing this while I'm on my way home on the bus~ haha! Yea! I make use of my time well. HAHA!

Anyway, so yes, I'm so happy 'cause I got to see my awesome boy today~~~~ HAHA! Though I only get to see him from afar but it's ok~ haha!! Happy enough already. And yes, the awesome person is LEE SEUNG GI~ haha!

Ok first, I really must thank LIM KA MIN for winning the tickets for me!!! Love her loads!! =)))

Anyway, so the story kinda begins from long long ago when I knew he was coming SG. Haha! My dilemma to go for him or Big Bang. Anyway, so since I had decided to go for Big Bang I just decided to heck abt this fan meet. But of course, got feel sad all. Haha!

So just I think this Tuesday? Aft my GP paper, I was having lunch at plaza with Jiesi and Feli and then Kamin called me and asked me abt this question on King2Hearts 'cause there was this competition where 1003 radio was giving out free tickets to this fan meet. So initially we thought we didn't win 'cause there was no message and all. I was actually relieved 'cause since it's in the midst of prelims, it doesn't seem right for me to go for it. So yep, I was like ok not fated all. haha!

Not until yesterday, then Kamin suddenly called me aft my history paper while I was studying at bukit batok Mac with Eunice lingli and Sharon. And she told me to check my phone. So I went to the message and saw this,

Lee Seung Gi (1 pair): Please collect your tixs at Kallang Theatre on the 25 August at 6pm. Thks - UFM1003

And the first thing I said was its tmr I think. Lol! I wasn't damn happy and excited at first 'cause I was damn conflicted on whether I shd go or not. Haha! At least this shows that I'm still a reasonably good student for thinking of exams still. HAHA!

Ok anyway, so yep, damn conflicted but everyone else was telling me to just go for it. Then I think I finally decided to go when I asked my sis and she just told me to just go for it. Like how freaking rare is this opportunity man!!! And it's someone I like some more!!!!!!!!!! And it's free too!!!!! HAHA! So yep, I decided to just go~ haha!

'cause Kamin isn't a fan of his and she couldn't go, she asked me if got pple pei me go. So yep, thought of Sijia 'cause we were spazzing abt him the other time on whatsapp. HAHA! We really like mad fan girl. Then she was damn conflicted also 'cause her prelims starts next week too.

So we decided to meet early at 9am to study so that we won't feel so guilty for going! Haha! And we really did study so quite proud of ourselves~ =D

Anyway, so yep, met Kamin at stadium mrt!! Had dinner and walked around and took photos with the lee seunggi banner all. HAHA! We felt damn embarrassed but we figured, we only just had this chance man. Haha! and Sijia is so annoying! She managed to psyho me into buying the light stick. HAHA! Ok lar, I kinda wanted to buy already, just needed a little push which Sijia provided. Haha!

So yep, Kamin went home aft that. Ahh really love her man. Come all the way to stadium for me. I owe her loads man. Haha! My awesome daughter~

So yep, I swear, Sijia and I were smiling like mad even before the thing started. HAHA! When we got hold of the tickets, we were smiling non stop. Haha! Cannot even control our smiles. =DDD smile like mad as we lined up to get in~ haha!

The seats weren't the best but it's ok 'cause really man, it's already free. Haha! Then we both like siao pple like that. When we step into the theatre, we both super excited already. Haha!! Smiling like mad lar we. Haha! Think our jaws were dying but we didn't even realise. Haha!

So yep, we waited until it was 7~ HAHA! Then we got amused by the other fans too 'cause they were really super super enthu as compared to us. But ok lar, got pple worse than us. Haha! We not bad already~

AND HE FINALLY CAME OUT!!!!!!!! He started with Marry Me!!! Love that song lar. And ahh like can tell he also quite nervous but excited. After the song,  he tried to speak english and some famouns Singlish. So cute lar he!! And he's really humble and down to earth. Like you can just feel that he is really a person that it like that. So yep! He went on to sing "because we are friends". Then aft that, it was all the fan meet stuffs. Haha!

And YA!!! He damn sweet!!!! 'cause there were pple like us sitting on the 2nd floor then he would address us also!!!! Like he would notice. And during the picking fans to go up on stage, as long as you catch the ball, you can go up on stage. So he tried his best to throw the ball up to the 2nd floor from stage!!!! HE DAMN NICE!!!! So sweet. =) haha! Ok maybe it's normal but yea I still think he's awesome. Haha!

So yep, he learnt to use lar, paiseh and shiok! HAHA! He damn cute when he say paiseh. Haha! 'cause the MC taught him that you can say paiseh when pple say you handsome. Haha! Then he really say!! And in a super cute way~ =)))))

So yep, he picked out 10 seat numbers for the fans to come up to get prizes and all. Super lucky man those pple! Haha! And when the winner was choosing the prize, the winner was asking her friends from stage what she shd get and lee seunggi was like "excuse me" to her 'cause he was introducing what would be good as a prize. HAHA! Damn funny! Then he really was like introducing the prizes to her. HAHA! Like a businessman~ damn funny lar.

So yep. He talked abt the dramas he acted in. Then he reenacted this scene from brilliant legacy where he was cycling on a bike with the female lead sitting at the backseat and grabbing his waist. Haha! Lucky fan lar!!!!!!! Two of them got to do the scene with him! How freaking lucky!!!!!!

Anyway, ok so what else was there. Ohya!!!!!! He did the losing my mind dance~ and he sang losing my mind that front part too!!! His voice is awesome man. Heh. Then they got 6 fans up to do the dance with him! And ya! The picking of the 6 fans were using the throwing of the ball. And he really tried throwing up to the 2nd floor 3 times. Sweet boy lar he. =D so when he taught the 6 pple. He really really teach them. Haha! Like teach every single one of them. He really damn good lar. Like he won't neglect anyone. And oh man, they all got to hug him! Haha! Most of them just hug him straight but he would return the hug too. Wahhhhh I really damn jealous. Haha!

Ok anyway, so yep, he really taught them how to dance and all. Then he pick two of them to give them the prize! Haha! Damn lucky lar!!! Actually, catching the ball super lucky already. Haha!

Oh!!!! The coolest thing was that someone proposed during the fan meet! This guy planned the whole proposal thing with seunggi and the crew pple. So they got the guy up to sing "will you marry me" with seunggi with the girlfriend up on stage also. Then as he sang, I think the girlfriend really thought he sang like for fun and all. I kinda thought so too 'cause he didn't seem like he was going to propose. Then at the will you marry me part, he turned to her and kneeled down!!!!! Wah. Damn freaking sweet!!!!!!!! Then seunggi was saying that when he made that song, he imagined and wanted pple to use it for proposals and all. Ahhh damn sweet lar. As in the song, the proposal, seunggi, everything~ HAHA!

Ahhhh I'm still starsturck. Haha! Both Sijia and me really go mad man. Haha! It's so worth the time man. Made me happier aft a tiring week. and give me energy to work hard for the remaining many weeks to come!!! Yes!!! I can do this. Haha!

Ok anyway, so hmm.. I think those were the highlights. Haha! Not sure if I got miss out anything else 'cause heh, I was really flying already so not in the super clear state of mind. =D

Ahhhh. And he can really sing. Lol! Ok I know that. Just that yep. I finally hear it live.

Anyway, hehehehehehe. I'm a happy girl now. =) he is really the most perfect guy!! He can sing, can act, can host, can do variety, is funny, charming, cute, good looking, tall, decent build, smart, hardworking, humble and the best part is that he has a good personality. If he's an idiot then I don't care lar. But he damn nice!!!!! Sigh. Lol!

But yep, let me stay in heaven for awhile longer before I come back to earth. Heh. Ok, I'm actually back already 'cause yes! I must come back. At least, I'm really glad that I still just went for it!abd didn't forgo this chance just for prelims. Prelims is impt. But yep! we live only once. =) And it was totally worth it to go. I think he overrun the event. Haha! Awesome~~~

And yes, as much as I want me, I know that such guys only exist in fairy tales. Haha! Ok so yes, he's a fairy tale that is sort of real but not to me. Yep. I will come back to reality and stay grounded. Haha! Just glad that I get to have that surreal feeling today. He is really oh my. Heh.

Yep. Come back to reality. Quite sad that such guys don't exist in my real life but it's ok! I think it's way to perfect for me and I think I will feel infereior. Haha! and pple need to have flaws to be human. But yes, I still love seunggi~ haha! He really is prince charming like that. Haha!

Shall end this post with a photo with him~ HAHA! This was the best I could get. But not bad. =D shall update more next time when I have more time.

Right now, get back to reality and work towards what's real in life. Which kinda is prelims and a levels now but yea, just hang in there for theses few months. It will pass sooner than you think and you know that you really want to make the most out of it. So do it. You know you can once you set your heart and mind to it. =)

Ok seunggi photo~

Sunday, 12 August 2012

Happy birthday Singapore~! Though I'm late by a few days. Haha! I want to type a better entry but time doesn't allow. Ok it does but I shd control. And I'm using my phone to blog too. Haha! Desperate. But yes, I'm proud to be a Singaporean even though there may be flaws and all but no place is perfect. As long as it's your home, it will always be your home. No matter where you go, this is where you will always return to at the end of the day; your home.

And Lee Kwan Yew!! Haha! Funny story of my friend and I being so emotional abt it. Heh. We are retards but hey, he is one heck of an important man to Singapore and seeing him on NDP just makes it somehow touching. HAHA! I don't know why also. Ok maybe 'cause of those stupid rumors stuffs. Really don't get pple and rumors sometimes. Can be really annoying.

Anyway, yes, here's something that I kinda thought of randomly just now. Haha!

Friends who give you strength to pull through this period of time. Who encourage you and support you even when you feel like giving up. Friends who help you in small ways and subtlety, who help you even though they may not be around you always. Friends who make you laugh until your stomach hurts, until you are tearing and all. Friend's who just really matter and are hell of an important to your life. And especially during this time when you need them.

Yes, I'm glad that I have such friends with me. People who will always be there with me, helping me through it all, walking beside me and not in front or behind me. Thankyou, all you lovely people, for being my friend. =)

I really sure hell miss many people. And being in the same sch doesn't mean that I don't miss them too. =/ but yes!! As long as we know that we have each other in our minds and will support and give each other strength from time to time. =)

Okkk I'm going to get back to my awesome geography notes. It's bloody thick. And I feel like sleeping. =/

Monday, 6 August 2012

do something different

Year 2012, end this year doing something you don't expect yourself to do. Do something that you never thought you would do. Surprise yourself. Make this year special.

You have spent 18 years of your life not doing anything unexpected. Do something that isn't safe. Do something that you may regret but somehow know that if you don't do it, you will regret even more.

Take a chance, take a risk, dare to believe and have faith. Yes, I'm going to make this year end on a right note. Or at least end with a good and clear conclusion.

This 12 years of formal education. Yes, it's all going to end in a few more months. Make it all worthwhile. Give it your very best shot. Push yourself all the way and know that at least you have given your all to complete this final lap of the race.

Finish this race, with pride and tenacity and strength. Finish it well.

Do it to the best that you can do. To your fullest abilities. Believe that you can and will do great. As long as you work hard in it.

And this applies to everything else in life. Do everything to your best abilities. And sometime, do something that you don't usually do. Find courage and strength.

Yes 18 years of life, it's time that I'll be brave and do something that I know I want to do. Just do it and you know that you will feel so much better. Don't worry about the outcome because it hasn't happen yet.

Believe and have faith that it will all be alright. As long as you know you have put in effort into it and give it your very best shot. Be contented. Life is still beautiful no matter what.