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Ah, if only I can work in a castle forever. Haha! Ohya!! I haven't post about my first job experince. Lol! I need to post a lot of stuffs. And time is running out. =\

So yep, uni is going to start soon. Honestly, I'm quite scared. Because yea, I really don't know what to expect. And I feel quite lost with all the bidding stuffs. But yes, I know we need to slowly learn and we'll get there. And having classes with people you really don't know. I haven't found anyone having the same classes as me. =\ But if you think about it, so does everyone else. So you aren't alone in the not having people you know having the same classes as you. I just hope that I won't remain the quiet, shy girl in class. =\ I don't even think I'm that shy. I'm just quiet. I know I'm really an introvert but sometimes I forgot how quite introvert I actually am when I'm with those crazy friends who I've known for awhile. Like with them,I'm really so completely different. So scary though. Lol! As in seriously lar. Like I can go on talking for ages with all those old friends but with new friends, it's all strange somehow. Lol! Or maybe I'm just not used to it yet. Haven't been meeting new people for a very long while now. But I honestly thought I wasn't that quiet until I realise I really am. Lol! Maybe I just took too much notice on that. I should just really talk. Haha! Ok lar I don't know. I guess it's something I really need to work on?

And yes, the participating in class part. I really mute in class sometimes. Which is pretty bad. And in SMU, you mute in class you really die. So yes, I'm kinda scared about that too. =\ I don't even know why I so mute sometimes. Like I really know the answer. But I just don't say. LOL! Okok. AHHH. I need to chill I think. I'm not panicking ba. Just when you sit down and think about it, you realise a lot about yourself. Lol!

And I miss my workplace. =( I want to go back visit but then it's not exactly a place you can go back and visit easily. Damn. Should have just extended my pass then I can just go in for free and visit my colleagues. Hopefully when I go back to find them, they are still working too. Oh well. But working at USS is really a very happy feeling. I miss it sia. =\ Even though we all always complain about work and stuffs, we all actually still like working there a lot. It's just the travelling and stuffs. It's always about the travelling lar huh. So I'm kinda glad that SMU is some what convenient for me. Heh.

ALRIGHT! Let's fret about uni stuffs another time. I need to go Weiying's house now. To do nothing actually. HAHA! Last few times to bum around. =D

Social Night~

Ahahaha, I shall post about this 'cause it's quite funny and worth posting about lar huh. Like it's honestly a rare chance to go for stuffs like that. =D

Anyway, so Feli and I were jokingly telling Guodong that if he doesn't have any date, can just ask us when we know about this Social Night thing from OCS. HAHA! We really say for fun because we are like that so yes this boy really came and asked me to go for the Social Night. HAHA! Shit, it's damn funny to type all these out somehow. Lol!

So I was lazy to go buy another dress so I figured that I might as well just borrow from someone and I thought of Swap's prom dress so might as well~ Haha! Being the very chillax and lazy me, I really didn't think much about it until that day I met up with 6H on Sunday. And then Feli was telling them that I'm going Social Night all and yes, it's really damn funny telling them 'cause can tell they are trying not to laugh also. HAHA! Ok lar, it's really funny somehow.

Weiying, Kenneth, Feli and I were the last few left and we were talking about many random stuffs then Kenneth was telling me that I better dress up and all that stuffs. Yes, this boy telling me that. OHYA! And this boy is in OCS also!! Haha! This one also another story. Ok not very long story but it's just us girls not knowing what is ARMY WING and thought he ended up some weird place but then it turned out that ARMY WING is part of OCS. -_- But yes anyway, still proud of him. Haha! I swear all them are like my little brothers. Haha! Got this proud feeling when you know that they did something well. Haha! Yes super gay but oh well. =D

Anyway, I was saying that yes I will dress up and all, it's kinda like prom. Kenneth was like, "NO. It's not like prom. Prom you were going for yourself. But this time, you are going as Guodong's date." Then yep, I suddenly realised the difference. LOL! Ok lar, I know that all along. Just that never really think much about it. Haha! And then I realise how Weiying, Kenneth and Feli are more stressed about it than me. HAHA! Ok lar, I really suck. And how everyone was more excited about it than me. Heh.

So Monday I dragged Weiying out to Bugis to pei me find appropriate flats to match my dress 'cause yes, if I wear heels, I'll be taller than Guodong 'cause I'm same height as him. Or rather, he is taller by 1cm. Haha! So yep, we actually took our own sweet time. Haha! Eat all, walk around. But yes, when you want to find stuffs, it's damn hard. =\ We both got really tired but she more tired 'cause she got camp all. Then finally, we found the shoes. HAHA! It's quite funny 'cause when I saw the shoes, I took it then I look at Weiying for approval first before trying on. LOL! She like really mother. Haha! Ohya! And we also find the gold belt until we want to die. And we ended up still not finding a suitable one ultimately. Feli came over after that and we travelled to Jurong with Weiying 'cause she had tuition. Feli and I went JP to look for the belt. We also take our own sweet time, drinking ShareTea all. Haha! Cannot find also~ But yes lar whatever. LOL! I realise I'm typing quite a lot for back story. Oh well, sorry for wasting your time for pple who are reading this. =D

Okok so the belt was annoying. I was really annoyed with the belt. And yes, I was kinda stressed about it 'cause like nothing can lar. And yep, I was really annoyed. LOL! Over a belt. Yep. I blame those people for instilling the YOU NEED TO DRESS UP NICELY mindset into my mind. Haha! Okok, I am still crazy grateful for you all ok!!! Don't say I'm ungrateful. Weiying and Feli really helped me super crazy lot lar. Haha! Walk around finding stuffs with me and help me with my hair and everything. Yes, you all are awesome. =)

Anyway, so finally Wednesday!!! Haha! Weiying and Feli came over to my house to help me prepare 'cause I asked them to and they wanted to come and disturb us also anyway. Jiesi came over to prepare with me 'cause she's going also~ Haha! Even though we never really prepare together but yes, it's nicer than preparing alone.

AND YA! I felt like I'm being married off or something. Damn funny lar. And yep, my mum helped me with my make up. HAHA! Thankyou Mummy! Lol! If not I will probably just die. Lol! And it's really really funny how Feli and Weiying are so crazy excited. Seriously way more excited than me. Haha!

 I have to show off my hair. HAHA! So nice right!!! So happy that I dyed my hair 'cause it makes the braid so much cooler. Haha! Finally proud of my hair. Heh. But it's still pretty frizzy but not that bad lar. Haha! Thankyou Weiying and Feli for tying my hair like this!! And Jiesi for straightening my hair for me. Haha! I really feel super slack. And like some queen with everyone doing my hair and make up for me. Lol! Like this whole team of people to turn the girl who doesn't dress up ever much in her life except for prom into someone more decent for formal events. Heh.

After everything is done, we had to wait for the guys to come and they took quite  along while though. So yep, we just wait and stuffs. Haha!

We took photos 'cause we were bored. Haha!

Anyway, so ahahaha, this part really damn funny. I swear Guodong is damn funny. Apparently, he asked Feli to help him get macaroons to give me. Haha! So when Feli came over, she had to hide the macaroons from me and put in the fridge. Both Feli and Weiying not bad lar, they really hide from me all the way somehow. I really had no clue. Lol! Even though that box of macaroons was sitting in my fridge. Haha!

So he came over, with a bouquet of flowers. Haha! That sight really damn funny. Like by right, I should be all touched and all but I just laugh and walked away from the door. LOL! It's really damn funny lar. I am really more amused. Heh. Sorry for not being as touched as I should. Haha! But it's really very funny!! His ideas all damn joke. But yes yes, he really is damn sweet. Haha! So his future girlfriend will really be super lucky. =D I think he will really do a lot more for someone he really likes. Haha! Too bad not me lar huh. Lol! We really too long and too close friends that it's really not possible for anything to happen. That's why it's just damn funny lar!! Haha! But yes, he really is a nice guy. =D

The flowers and macaroons~ Haha! THANKYOU GUODONG FOR THEM~ =D I really appreciate it!! =D First time getting flowers and macaroons leh. Haha! And ya!! Weiying and Feli and Faeqa were going crazy until it's really damn funny. HAHA! Their reaction is best lar. But ok, I also find it super hilarious. Haha! The reason why I look so happy in the photo was because I was laughing like mad 'cause it's damn awkward stopping there to take photo. Lol!

We took the cab over to SAFTI! Feli took the cab with us 'cause she was going Sweden's house. Haha! So might as well just cab together. When we dropped off at SAFTI, the first person we saw was Shuxian. Haha! I was kinda happy lar actually. Like at least it's a familiar face and it's not someone who I don't really know also. =D She was the date for some AC guy that was in Guodong's platoon also so just nice! And ya!! Darren was in a different wing from Guodong so Jiesi and Darren were at another place. =( But ok lar, I was really lucky that I still have some familiar faces.

We had to walk in quite a bit before we reached the place. And yep, had to stand around all 'cause there were very little seats there. Ohya! We have to queue up to take some photos first. Haha! Quite funny lar. It's really very amusing. Lol!

Anyway, initially it was really quite awkward and all. In the room with all strangers and no familiar faces. Haha! Sounds quite scary right? So I was trying hard to spot Changhui. Like at least got one familiar face. So when I spot Changhui, I was really happy. Haha! And his date is quite good lar!! HAHA! So happy for him. =D She's his JC classmate and she's really quite cool. Haha! Got Hwachong feel. But haha! It's still quite funny 'cause when I see Changhui, I wanted to talk like super casually with him 'cause he's Changhui after all. Then I realise the setting very weird. LOL! Like we at this super formal event all. Haha! OK lar, I think initially I really felt quite weird. And then must really keep smiling and shaking hands and small talk a little. Then it's like after talking to some people, you move on to talk to some other pple. Lol! So all the conversations weren't long. So we walked around all and then take some drinks. Haha! Changhui damn funny also lar. He kept telling us that the cheesecake is super good. Lol! Super typical of him with food.

 

New friend! Haha! Guodong's section mate's date. The two of them went to find some super high rank guy to talk to 'cause they kinda need to talk to at least 2 instructors or high ranking people during the Social Night. Quite funny lar. Lol! It's like some requirement that they have to fulfill. Haha! Anyway, so the two of them were talking to this guy and then the 2 of us just stood there quite weirdly and we decided that we might as well talk to each other. HAHA! And she's really very nice! Can really hit off quite well with her somehow. New friend is like that I guess. Haha! And I think we both also really make the effort to talk to each other so it's quite nice. =D 

So yes!! The night started to pass faster 'cause got people to talk to! Haha! As in like beside Guodong. Haha! He really damn nice lar. He can tell I really quite awkward all. Lol! So luckily I managed to warm up to another person. Quite funny 'cause we also exchange Facebook and contacts. Haha! I guess it helps in a way? LOL! Social night ma, must widen the social circle and get contacts. LOL! Even though yes, I only got one but still not bad leh. =D 

Another friend! Haha! Talked to Shuxian for quite long 'cause yes, we are friends already. =D

Haha! Yes!! Selfie with these 2 boys. =D haha! I really like this photo a lot. It's like rare times when they agree to take selfie. Without having to force them much. =D And it's really awesome to hear people sounding envious when they know that we are primary school friends. Haha! Yes, I'm really showing off but it's still cool. Haha! Yes!! Proud of these two kids. =D 

Had performances and all but didn't really watch. Haha! Some of them can sing quite well ar. But ok, I really never pay attention. Lol! Then there's video presentation and stuffs. Then we take some photos and yep! That's about it I guess? Haha! As in it's really a night when you just talk and interact with pple. Socialising all. And yes, I realise that as we grow older, there will be more of such formal events. =\ And yes, I don't like it. Haha! I am really a person who hates to dress up and look all proper and stuffs. So yesssss, Guodong really should be thankful that I agree to go. Haha! Ok lar, I got tell him that if he really don't have, can just ask me. HAHA! I'm really the back up. =D But okok, he really still treat me very good so yes, he is very very nice!! 

After the whole thing ended, we went to his bunk there 'cause his friend need take some things. The girls weren't allowed to go into the bunks though so we just stayed downstairs. And I was telling Guodong that if I can drive to the Social Night thing, it will make life so much easier. HAHA! But it's true what. Car how awesome for a place that is so inaccessible. But ok, my mum didn't allowed me to drive the car too. Lol! But if she allowed, I will really really take it. =D 

Anyway, I wanted to go find Jiesi and Darren to take photo. HAHA! So Guodong quite poor thing lar, we had to walk quite far to meet them just to take photo. Lol! 

OHYA!!! Lol! Guodong damn funny!! He left his phone on the taxi when we were going to SAFTI. Luckily Feli was still on the taxi. If not die sia. He only realised it when we reached the place. So lucky Feli haven't got down from the taxi yet. If not die sia. But ya!! His phone inner camera is super good. Lol! I took and accidental selfie with his phone that time and it turned out damn nice lar!!! And it's accidentally selfie. SO YES THE PHONE IS QUITE AWESOME. Lol! Camera wise lar. 

Anyway, so Feli was still at Sweden's house so we might as well just go to his house to fetch her back home also. Guodong really lucky that we all stay so near to each other lar! If not the cab fees will be super ex. But anyway, Feli and I insisted on paying for the cab fee back home. But then this boy just put a $50 note at our seat. Damn annoying. But it's ok, Feli and I found a way to pay him back. Haha! 

The cab back Guodong alighted first then Feli then me. Haha! He really super poor thing. After their 24km route march in the morning, he had to pack up all his stuffs in his room 'cause he is going to another campsite and not going back to SAFTI already. Then after that he still had some talk and bag inspection thing. Then straight away it was Social Night. So he really didn't get to rest at all for the whole day. Army is crazy hardcore I think. Lol! For OCS at least. So yes, he is really super sweet for making the effort to make the day special for me. HAHA! Sound so damn funny. But honestly, the two of us not possible one lar. Lol! We both know very well that nothing will happen but he really still damn funny lar. It's like in him to do something nice for his date. Even though it's just me. HAHA! But yes!! I really appreciate his efforts. =D

And not bad!! I get to experience something that very little people get to experience. HAHA! Super honoured. =D And yess!!! At least I wasn't awkward with Guodong. HAHA! Ok lar, it's weird if I feel awkward with him 'cause yes, we really know each other for so long already. Almost 9 years! It's damn long I realise. LOL! So glad that we really managed to keep in contact after so long and became closer friends in the recent years. =) 

It's really a rare friendship to have. As in really quite rare to keep this close friendship. Not just with him. With the rest also. Haha! The cab driver that drove us back home asked me if we were classmates then I said we are primary school friends and he also gave the same envious reply. HAHA! He's saying how from our conversation with each other, can tell we are really super close and can give and take all. Haha! And I just feel very happy lar. LOL! Quite nice to hear people saying nice things about you and your friends. Heh.

Anyway, this blog post is not very proper but whatever already. Lol! I'm just typing what I think and never really phrase it nicely. Heh. Anyway, yep! Social Night overall wasn't that bad! With the right company I guess. Haha! Just that the pre-Social Night really a hassle. LOL! All the preparation and stuffs. I'm quite glad that at least it's over ah. Haha! I can be free~ LOL! In the cab back home, I really just heck it already. Too tired to care and all. Took out my shoes and all 'cause the flats was quite painful. Haha! But yes! Quite happy that I wasn't wearing heels. HAHA! If not I will complain a lot more actually. 

 Here's a final photo of us. HAHA! Photos usually look very nice 'cause if it doesn't, it's just sad. Haha! Cool and amusing experience~ Haha! I really find everything amusing. Lol!

And in that moment, I swear we were infinite

Quotes from The Perks Of Being A Wallflower

The quotes kinda speak for themselves. Haha! Finished reading the book quite sometime ago. And it's actually quite a disturbing book. Haha! But worth reading. Stuffs that people won't usually talk about.

 And I really love the quote "And in that moment, I swear we were infinite." Because it's true. Sometimes, you really get this feeling like you are infinite. It's strange though. Haha! There's this out of the world feeling. Like at that moment, you suddenly see everything and feel that this is really enough. That this is great. That you can't be more thankful for that moment. That you are just glad that at least it happened. And you are grateful to have the people around you who are feeling the same feeling at the moment too. It's a feeling that is hard to describe but it's a nice feeling. You feel like the world is in your hands kinda thing. HAHA! I don't know if that's the interpretation that the writer was trying to get across but it's my interpretation. Sort of lar. Haha!

“There's nothing like deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons.”

This is awesome too. Haha! I really love laughing until your stomach sore. Even though it hurts like crazy and you want to stop the hurting, you know that it is hurting for the right reasons. You are happy at that moment and it just feels great. Laughing silly. Haha! It's the most awesome feeling though you don't even get why you laugh but it still feels great. How you can stare at your friend and both thought of the same thing and started laughing away like mad crazy even though it's not very funny. Haha!

Anyway, yes, this book is actually really good. The quotes that I find are really nice to read and it makes sense, it's true. I watched the movie recently too. It's alright I guess. Haha! It's really one of those unusual films. Haha! But worthy watch too.

Haha! Our most recent group photo and somehow it really looks very nice. Heh.

I was looking through my blog post which I put as draft and never posted up and I found one that wasn't pleasant at all. Haha! And I decided to delete that away because it's no longer true. Ok, it's sort of kinda still true but it's the different kind? Haha!

And yes, Agents. Haha! I think that our friendship is honestly quite drama for the past 2 years. Sec 3 and 4 were fine because we happy happy all in the same school and class. Haha! Then yea, JC started and it was actually fine lar. Just there were some stuffs here and there. Lol!

But yea, the incredible thing is that we know that we really matter a lot to each other. Even though we don't meet up very often, we know that we want to be there for each other in times of troubles. Helping each other and stuffs. Ok sometimes we never lar. But I don't really know how to say. Haha! Just knowing that this friendship will be there. Some friends come and go but some will stay and I'm really glad that this one stayed despite all the nonsense stuffs and will stay for a long time to come. Agents~ HAHA!

Haha! Random posts all over. I think there will be more random posts later. Heh. =D 

sweet love

My grandfather and grandmother's wedding photo!! Haha! Seriously love old photos. They have a really classy feel and everything looks nice in sepia too. HAHA! But heh, they look so pretty and handsome~ =D And they honestly still look like them now. Haha! Of course, much more older and stuffs but their looks are still somewhat there.

Anyway, today I went to the hospital with my grandparents and my mum. Started off not very well 'cause I think I lacked sleep and my mum also lacked sleep so we kinda angst at each other. Or rather, I angst at her. Heh. But yes, I blame sleep. Haha! Though ok, after awhile, we were fine.

After going to the hospital, we went to Bukit Timah Food Centre for lunch. And my grandparents look really sweet together somehow. Haha! They look cute. Heh. And when we were climbing down the stairs, my grandma hold my granddad's hand 'cause he can't really walk very steady so one of his hands was on the railing and the other on my grandma's hand. And ah, it's honestly a very sweet moment. I wanted to take photo of them but that's just too much ah. Haha! I think they will be wondering what's wrong with their granddaughter. I guess stuffs like that, you see and it's enough because it really just makes you happy. To know that your grandparents really have each other and support each other after so many years. It has been more than 50 years of their marriage. And it's still going strong. It's always nice to know that love that prevails life and everything, that kind of love still exists. Even though there were times when they can't stand each other, when I hear my grandfather complaining about my grandmother and vice versa, you know that they still love each other very much and they need each other very much. And it just makes you feel happy. It warms your heart to see it.

And it's quite awesome to see how strong your grandmother is. Haha! She really is the most incredible woman I've known. I look up to her so much. She's just wonder lar. Haha! How she just won't let anything bring her down. And how she's just perfect for my grandfather. Heh. Usually if someone isn't very well, you will be helping them all the way and stuffs in whatever they need. But my grandmother will tell my grandfather to try it himself because he needs to move around and not become too dependent also. Of course, when he really cannot she will help. But she will want him to try first. And ok my grandfather will also try it himself first. Haha! I swear my whole family is stubborn. Everyone is stubborn and it's so annoying. Haha! But it makes sense since we all have the same genes. =D

So here's a random blog post for you to read, Eunice. HAHA! She is the best joke lar. I upset her by not blogging for 10 days. LOL! Ok, she was really bored hence she wanted something to read. Haha! Damn joke.

Anyway, my grandfather was saying to travel overseas all with everyone of us. Bring us to where their hometown was at in China. Not that my grandfather was from China but their like ancestors and all. Haha! And yep, I'm looking forward to it. =)

Sapphire Blue Sea is still the prettiest

 

Haha! Those are some of the photos I took using my phone at the last minute. The security there were quite crazy on stopping pple from taking photos which I was kinda annoyed with but whatever lar huh. Haha!

Anyway, so this was the first time I actually woke up early to queue for a concert. Lol! Never before was I so hardworking to do stuffs like that. And I think it's going to be the last time I'm so hardworking ar. Lol! Unless it's really super crazy worth it. And also, when I have a lot of time. Haha!

Woke up at 6plus? And left home at around 7plus? I forgot the time already but it was really early for a Saturday morning. Haha! When I reached there, I didn't know where to queue and I walked to the usual area but then there wasn't anyone there. Which was strange since it's Super Junior's Concert, known for the crazy long queues. Then I found it. Haha! At first I found the merchandise queue (Yes, people do wake up crazy early to queue up just to buy merchandise for the concert.) then I saw the mosh pit queue and yep, they were long. =\ And that was at 8.30am lar. I don't get it. They are so hardworking. LOL!

So I queued up first and waited for Eunice and April to come! Isabel came over to find me 'cause she was also queuing up for mosh pit but at another pen. Haha! They came at around 9plus? Then by 10-11plus we moved indoors. Haha! Yep, the queue was outside at first. It's quite amusing. To some extent. Haha! Like you really see quite fanatic fans. Lol!

I stayed in the queue while Eunice and April went to queue for merchandise. The queue for that was also quite crazy. Lol! The way Eunice describe is quite funny lar. Sijia came to find me~ She also went for the mosh pit with her friend but also at another pen. If not can just queue together. Haha! She accompanied me for awhile before going back to find her friend!

Had lunch and Eunice helped me get Starbucks~ Haha! So yep, quite amazed at how we really queue from 8plus all the way until 5plus before they let us into the Singapore Indoor Stadium. At sometime, Eunice and I went outside to get the random fan stuffs. I was quite amused and a bit lost since it was my first time doing stuffs like that. Haha! For the past concerts, I usually just reach 2-3hours before the concert starts and then had dinner and went for the concert. Haha! So not bad! New experiences~

So finally after all the long awaiting, we finally got to go in!!! =DD Was pretty excited 'cause at least we can hear some of their songs and see the stage where they will appear in a while. Haha!

FINALLY At around 6plus, the music got louder. And we also realised that the speakers were directly in front of us. Ohya! We chose a spot that is really in front and not blocked by anyone but not the centre enough but still quite good. HAHA! But yes, the speakers were seriously in our face. April and I got shocked at first. Lol! Super stun and at first we cannot take it but then we got used to it quite quickly. HAHA!

AND THEY FINALLY APPEAR!!! HAHA! All the screaming and shouting and cheering. I realise I really went all out. Haha! And yesss the pretty lightstick that the other two helped me buy~ Seriously love the pretty lightstick. The colour is best. =D SAPPHIRE BLUE.

OHYA! When the light all went out, you can really see the sapphire blue sea among the crowd. It's damn pretty lar!!! I wanted to take photo of it but then the security guard was like eyeing damn crazy closely at everyone so I just heck and enjoyed the concert. Haha!

So yes, they came out~~~ Haha! I took some photos off the Internet for the sake of it. =D

They look damn awesome lar. Haha!

AND YESSSSS FAN GIRL TIME. When they came over to our side, we really went crazy. They were seriously just standing right in front of us. Like RIGHT IN FRONT. OF US. NOT BLOCKED BY ANY OTHER PEOPLE. JUST IN FRONT. Just that of course, there was the barrier and a space and the speakers and then the stage. BUT THEY WERE REALLY FREAKING CLOSE LAR.

The best one was SIWON!!! His fan service is really damn awesome. Lol! He stood on the speakers and looked at all of us and I was really just smiling like crazy lar!! It's like RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. And HE IS CRAZY GOOD LOOKING. If he comes just a bit closer, I can honestly touch him. It's really that close. And he was really looking at us!!! Never really lock eyes with him but it's damn bloody good enough. LIKE OMGGGG. Haha! Just typing this out makes me feel happy. HAAH! And he came twice I think? But only he stood on the speakers. Haha! I think only he dared to do stuffs like that. Damn crazy but damn awesome. Heh.

And I think everyone came over to our side at least once before. So I'm quite happy. Eunhyuk came twice I think? HAHA! I just know that I was really happy when he came over the first time. HAHA! Yes, I suck but he is my biased after all so I have every right to feel really happy. Heh. And ok, everytime I see him live, he makes me like him more. HAHA! His hair looks awesome lar. I like. =D

And Donghae is OMG lar. The way he look at you you really can faint one. He has these eyes that just seem to look right at you. LOL! As in seriously. I don't know how he does it but he does it well. Haha!  Kangin too!! Quite happy to see him 'cause it's the first time seeing him live. And he damn awesome lar. He came over to our side and sprayed water over us during one of the super high songs. Haha! And yes we all went crazy. Haha!

There were parts of the concert really got the clubbing feeling. Haha! Not that I know how it feels like but everyone was really high and jumping around. And they were also jumping around on stage also. Haha! During "Rockstar" I think. =D

And gahhh they damn cute lar. LOL! I cannot stand it. Eunhyuk with his "lah" at the back of whatever he says. Haha! And their English really kinda suck. Kyuhyun damn joke lar. He repeated what the translator said so that it seems like he knew how to speak English. Haha!

They also taught us a dance for "Sunny"!! Super cute. And everyone did it 'cause it's really damn cute. I think Eunhyuk came over to our side once during the dancing. Heh. Yes I'm a crazy happy girl, smiling like mad but it's ok. =D

 HAHA! They seriously doing all sorts of nonsense on stage. But it's damn funny lar.

And their superhero costumes for their "Wonderboy" performance! Haha! Damn cute lar they all. I always love to watch their videos 'cause it's always damn nonsense and funny. And super cute. Even when they acting serious all, it's still quite funny. Haha!

 Bonamana performance I think!

OHYA!! Their "It's You" performance!!! Still one of my favourite songs from them. It's damn awesome lar. But ahhh, I realise how much emptier the stage is now. Like for It's You, Sorry Sorry, Bonamana, everything. The usual crowd of many people aren't there anymore. =\ It's like the unique thing about Super Junior was their huge number but it isn't as huge as before anymore. And they are all taking turns to go army lar. Tsk. Ah well, at least some go and some will come back. Haha!

Anyway, it's really quite sad when they were saying how it was only one night here in Singapore and stuffs. Usually, they had 2 nights of concert in Singapore. Don't know why this year only got 1 night. =\ Quite sad though. Like when they say stuffs like that. Even though they were still joking around and all but you still feel sad. And even though I don't think I'll be so hardcore to go for 2 nights. Lol! But still. Like ah. I think I really still like them a lot because they are really very nice people. And super crazy hardworking. Even though their songs aren't as great anymore but I still like them because they just got this energy.

GAHHH I want round 2. Haha! Really got withdrawal symptoms after the concert ended. They are really very humble and real people. That's what made me like them in the first place. And that's why I still like them and that's why they are still my favourite Kpop group. Haha! I sound like they are my friends like that. But you can feel their sincerity during the concert. How they want to make sure that you really have a great night with them. They really put in their best for that night and ahh. They are damn awesome lar.

And YESS MY HYUKJAE!!! Haha! He is damn awesome lar. I cannot stand it. He is sort of the unofficial leader of Super Junior now, with Leeteuk in the army all. After the concert ended, with all the lights coming out and everyone is about to leave the stadium already, he came out and spoke to everyone. It's about some controversy thing that I actually never really knew much about. Heh. Yes, I really never follow them as much now already. But he actually really bothered to come out and speak to everyone. And he knew there will be fan cams all so everyone will know about it. But ahhh, he's damn awesome lar. For bothering to come out and talk about it. So proud of him lar. Haha!

Ahh They are really still my favourite Kpop group. They are just great performers. Gah. But haha! I don't think I'll go for mosh pit again. Quite tiring ar. Even though super high and all. But cannot really see a lot also. =\ Like have to look at the screen and then back at them. Lol! And most of the time their back faced us. =\ I think I still prefer seats. Heh. Ok, depending on what concert though. Haha!

Ahh. They are really still the best. Superman~ Haha! If I have the money, I think I will still want to go for another one. I want to go for their concerts in Korea though. Haha! I think it will be somehow more awesome. Even though I won't understand anything but these kind of thing no need to understand fully. HAHA!

Thankyou for the amazing night. =) Totally worth every minute of it. 3hours is still too short somehow. Haha!

too many things to say

HAHA! This photo is totally irrelevant but it's too damn cute to not be posted. =D

So many things I suddenly feel like posting about now. And I realise I'm not yet down with my Korea Trip posts. Heh. Procrastination, that's me. =D Okok, I will try my best to update about it soon. Just really need a day to sit and post everything. But it's really hard sia. Lol!

And of course, my life currently too. Haha! Too many things happening that I honestly am too lazy to update about every single thing that happened. But life so far has been quite decent to me. Heh. Won't ask for more. Yes, from the previous post, I am quite contented. Haha!

I realise it's honestly nicer to post with a proper keyboard and computer. Haha! Got the blogging feeling. And yes, more fun to stalk pple's blog using computer too. Haha! I still like bigger screens and stuffs. But I still love iPhone. HAHA! I suck lar. Some loser loyalty to Apple but yes I love Apple and always will. And I want an iPhone 5 now.  Honestly can't stand the photo quality of my iPhone 4. =\ Yes, I suck and I want a lot but it really sucks. Lol!

And gahhh my DSLR. I miss using it so much. =\ But I'm still lazy to bring it out. It's honestly really heavy and bulky. But I know it has been sitting at home for a very very long time. I got scolded by 2 idiots for leaving the camera at home too. Ok, not exactly scolding because they were just being plain annoying but what they said were kinda true. About how the camera isn't supposed to be sitting at home but supposed to be out seeing the world instead. HAHA! Load of bullshit but it's true. I shall strive to be more hardworking. I miss taking photos. Like really taking photos. Not the camera-phone snapping kind. Difference somehow.

Anyway, happened to chance upon a dear friend's blog that I kinda haven't went to in awhile and saw some sweet photos and posts. Hehe. =D And I was really smiling like crazy when I read her posts. Haha! I honestly feel like some mother sometimes but seriously feel so happy when I see your friends being happy all. HAHA! Ok lar, everyone is happy when their friends are happy. Haha! That's why they are your friends what.

But ahh, I really miss a lot of people. Now that I realise we are really going to start uni soon and start making new friends and all, I'm starting to miss all those annoying old friends of mine. From primary sch, secondary sch and JC. And I realise it's honestly getting so much harder to meet up as we grow older. I mention this millions of time but it's really getting more and more true as I see people lesser and lesser. I'm not exactly scared that I will drift away from them because yea, the friendships seem pretty solid. At least that's what I think. It just kinda sucks 'cause you'll miss them. And it isn't always a nice feeling to miss people because yea, you just want to see them and talk to them but you don't really have the time to? But of course, missing is good too because it also means that the person is important to you to make you miss them. HAHA!

Ah well. And this dreadful heart. To be true, sometimes I really don't know what to do with it. Lol! As in hmm... I don't really understand it sometimes and it just kinda sucks? I guess I just need to keep my mind off it and redirect my attention to other things. So I guess starting school is a good thing. Haha!

And I know it's actually nothing much but it feels kinda weird to start school knowing that those nonsense guy friends won't be in the same batch as you. Like not even one familiar guy friend around that kinda thing. Haha! I don't know why it's weird but it's weird. And I don't think I'm the only one feeling that way too. I think lar. Ok maybe it's just the prospects of having guy classmates who are 2 years older that makes you feel weird. Lol! I know, shouldn't see them as 2 years older and all but you honestly cannot help it because it's true. GAHH. Ok, I think I really need to go in uni just not thinking so much and just act the same old way as forever. As when you first entered AC as well. Just that when I entered AC, I had a whole bunch of awesome friends with me. =\

But okok, at least I still do have quite a lot of pple going SMU with me~ So it's actually not that bad. Ah well, maybe it's because it's the night that makes your mind think a lot somehow. Haha!

OHYA, gah, I have so many things I haven't post yet. Super Show 5, my entire job experience since I just quit. Haha! Still many many more things. I'm glad that I have my lame paper calender thing that helps me remember stuffs. Lol! I realise I'm really a must-write-down-almost-everything person. How I'm better with writing than talking. Haha!

I think I should go sleep now already. Though ah, still have so many things I want to type. Blogging is good but time consuming. But yes, you can really just sit down and thinking and type for a long time.

No one else is greater than Him

At this moment, I looked back at the last 7 months and realise how blessed I am and how those 7 months had been so great. Of course, there were ups and downs. But every moment had been worthy, had been important. And I want to thank God for everything. He really is amazing. And no one else is greater than Him. I truly feel very overwhelmed. To know that there will always be someone there who will always look out for you and also look out for people around you, the people who are precious to you. God will take care of everyone and it just feels safe to know that. And to just trust in Him. Putting all your trust in Him and believing that things will work out eventually. It may take some time for things to work out bit it will happen. Slowly but surely. 

Because when I look back at these past 7 months, things wasn't always smooth sailing. There were so many ups and downs. Times when I feel like I have everything in control and times when I feel that everything is slipping away from me and out of my control. Yet here I am now, with many things in my life slowly setting in place. Yes, I'm not sure what the future will hold. I know that it is not going to be easy at all. It won't always be smooth sailing and there is bound to be downs again. But then, there is bound to be ups again. Life is such I guess. There will always be ups and downs. But you learn from all of them and come out stronger and wiser. 

So yes, I will continue to trust in God and believe in Him and His plans for me because He always shows me the way without fail. Trusting in God hasn't fail me yet and I know that it will never fail me. Because He is God. It takes a lot of faith to believe in Him and to believe that He has got it all worked out for me even when everything seems very bleak. For me, keeping faith in Him has truly made me realise His power. And that He is truly amazing and no one else is greater than Him. 

Haha! I guess I'm just really suddenly overwhelmed by everything. Like when I looked back at these 7 months. And the coming months ahead of me. And somehow, I feel safe to know that yea, God will always be here looking after everyone around me and me. Haha! So yes, Thankyou God for this life You gave me. Wouldn't trade it for any other lives in this world. Haha! 

yes sir, I'm one of a kind

Heh. G-Dragon's concert!! =D I love this part of the concert. He was playing around with the DJ mixer thing. And it sounds really good.

I got to go for free 'cause Sijia had extra ticket from her previous job~ Haha! Benefits sia!! Just that have to write a review on it after that but it's ok lar. Free concert is worth it. Haha! And it's GD!! =D

So yes, he's really crazy talented. Like I was just really impressed by his vocals and everything. He can really perform and put on a good show for everyone. Damn good. And when he smile at the audience. HAHA! I cannot stand all the grins and stuffs. Can really make you go crazy. Haha!

And 2NE1!!! Seriously love them. My favourite Kpop girl group! They are honestly damn cool. CL is awesome lar. Haha!

And I think I really scream and shout a lot during the concert. My voice was semi gone for awhile after that. Lol!

I think my favourite part was during the encore when the whole audience sang to Bad Boy without any music. I really felt the goosebumps. Like woah. Everyone was really singing to it. Bad Boy is just super awesome live. Haha!

I like GD's slower songs better though. That XX and Eventually. Haha! Found 2 nice songs during the concert and I realised that I actually already had those two songs in my music library. Lol! But yes!! They are awesome.

Concerts are seriously awesome lar. It's crazy addictive and you just want more after the concert ends. So I'm glad that I have Super Show 5 coming up this Saturday~!! That one I think my voice will really be gone. Haha! And it's moshpit somemore!! I think I will really woah man. Haha! But yes!!!! I think it will be worth it because their concerts are always worth going to. =D

But I really honestly still want to go to a Coldplay concert!! Faeqa and I checked yesterday and we found out that they came to Singapore in 2009. When we were just a bunch of secondary 3 students who aren't crazy for concerts or Coldplay. Haha! They need to come back lar. I will really go. No matter what. Because they are seriously awesome live. I think I just really want to go for an English band concert. Or English artist. Haha! Fall Out Boy!! I would have gone for it if I didn't have camp when they are here. Ah well, let's just hope more of them come Singapore again. =D