So many things I suddenly feel like posting about now. And I realise I'm not yet down with my Korea Trip posts. Heh. Procrastination, that's me. =D Okok, I will try my best to update about it soon. Just really need a day to sit and post everything. But it's really hard sia. Lol!
And of course, my life currently too. Haha! Too many things happening that I honestly am too lazy to update about every single thing that happened. But life so far has been quite decent to me. Heh. Won't ask for more. Yes, from the previous post, I am quite contented. Haha!
I realise it's honestly nicer to post with a proper keyboard and computer. Haha! Got the blogging feeling. And yes, more fun to stalk pple's blog using computer too. Haha! I still like bigger screens and stuffs. But I still love iPhone. HAHA! I suck lar. Some loser loyalty to Apple but yes I love Apple and always will. And I want an iPhone 5 now. Honestly can't stand the photo quality of my iPhone 4. =\ Yes, I suck and I want a lot but it really sucks. Lol!
And gahhh my DSLR. I miss using it so much. =\ But I'm still lazy to bring it out. It's honestly really heavy and bulky. But I know it has been sitting at home for a very very long time. I got scolded by 2 idiots for leaving the camera at home too. Ok, not exactly scolding because they were just being plain annoying but what they said were kinda true. About how the camera isn't supposed to be sitting at home but supposed to be out seeing the world instead. HAHA! Load of bullshit but it's true. I shall strive to be more hardworking. I miss taking photos. Like really taking photos. Not the camera-phone snapping kind. Difference somehow.
Anyway, happened to chance upon a dear friend's blog that I kinda haven't went to in awhile and saw some sweet photos and posts. Hehe. =D And I was really smiling like crazy when I read her posts. Haha! I honestly feel like some mother sometimes but seriously feel so happy when I see your friends being happy all. HAHA! Ok lar, everyone is happy when their friends are happy. Haha! That's why they are your friends what.
But ahh, I really miss a lot of people. Now that I realise we are really going to start uni soon and start making new friends and all, I'm starting to miss all those annoying old friends of mine. From primary sch, secondary sch and JC. And I realise it's honestly getting so much harder to meet up as we grow older. I mention this millions of time but it's really getting more and more true as I see people lesser and lesser. I'm not exactly scared that I will drift away from them because yea, the friendships seem pretty solid. At least that's what I think. It just kinda sucks 'cause you'll miss them. And it isn't always a nice feeling to miss people because yea, you just want to see them and talk to them but you don't really have the time to? But of course, missing is good too because it also means that the person is important to you to make you miss them. HAHA!
Ah well. And this dreadful heart. To be true, sometimes I really don't know what to do with it. Lol! As in hmm... I don't really understand it sometimes and it just kinda sucks? I guess I just need to keep my mind off it and redirect my attention to other things. So I guess starting school is a good thing. Haha!
And I know it's actually nothing much but it feels kinda weird to start school knowing that those nonsense guy friends won't be in the same batch as you. Like not even one familiar guy friend around that kinda thing. Haha! I don't know why it's weird but it's weird. And I don't think I'm the only one feeling that way too. I think lar. Ok maybe it's just the prospects of having guy classmates who are 2 years older that makes you feel weird. Lol! I know, shouldn't see them as 2 years older and all but you honestly cannot help it because it's true. GAHH. Ok, I think I really need to go in uni just not thinking so much and just act the same old way as forever. As when you first entered AC as well. Just that when I entered AC, I had a whole bunch of awesome friends with me. =\
But okok, at least I still do have quite a lot of pple going SMU with me~ So it's actually not that bad. Ah well, maybe it's because it's the night that makes your mind think a lot somehow. Haha!
OHYA, gah, I have so many things I haven't post yet. Super Show 5, my entire job experience since I just quit. Haha! Still many many more things. I'm glad that I have my lame paper calender thing that helps me remember stuffs. Lol! I realise I'm really a must-write-down-almost-everything person. How I'm better with writing than talking. Haha!
I think I should go sleep now already. Though ah, still have so many things I want to type. Blogging is good but time consuming. But yes, you can really just sit down and thinking and type for a long time.
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