So yep, uni is going to start soon. Honestly, I'm quite scared. Because yea, I really don't know what to expect. And I feel quite lost with all the bidding stuffs. But yes, I know we need to slowly learn and we'll get there. And having classes with people you really don't know. I haven't found anyone having the same classes as me. =\ But if you think about it, so does everyone else. So you aren't alone in the not having people you know having the same classes as you. I just hope that I won't remain the quiet, shy girl in class. =\ I don't even think I'm that shy. I'm just quiet. I know I'm really an introvert but sometimes I forgot how quite introvert I actually am when I'm with those crazy friends who I've known for awhile. Like with them,I'm really so completely different. So scary though. Lol! As in seriously lar. Like I can go on talking for ages with all those old friends but with new friends, it's all strange somehow. Lol! Or maybe I'm just not used to it yet. Haven't been meeting new people for a very long while now. But I honestly thought I wasn't that quiet until I realise I really am. Lol! Maybe I just took too much notice on that. I should just really talk. Haha! Ok lar I don't know. I guess it's something I really need to work on?
And yes, the participating in class part. I really mute in class sometimes. Which is pretty bad. And in SMU, you mute in class you really die. So yes, I'm kinda scared about that too. =\ I don't even know why I so mute sometimes. Like I really know the answer. But I just don't say. LOL! Okok. AHHH. I need to chill I think. I'm not panicking ba. Just when you sit down and think about it, you realise a lot about yourself. Lol!
And I miss my workplace. =( I want to go back visit but then it's not exactly a place you can go back and visit easily. Damn. Should have just extended my pass then I can just go in for free and visit my colleagues. Hopefully when I go back to find them, they are still working too. Oh well. But working at USS is really a very happy feeling. I miss it sia. =\ Even though we all always complain about work and stuffs, we all actually still like working there a lot. It's just the travelling and stuffs. It's always about the travelling lar huh. So I'm kinda glad that SMU is some what convenient for me. Heh.
ALRIGHT! Let's fret about uni stuffs another time. I need to go Weiying's house now. To do nothing actually. HAHA! Last few times to bum around. =D
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