do something

"You will be shocked when you discover how easy it is in life to part ways with people forever. That's why when you find someone you wanna keep around, you do something about it." 

- Ted, HIMYM

Making the effort to keep in touch and to meet up. I realise over the years, I've gotten lazier in doing so. Probably because usually I'm the one taking the initiative to meet up and stuffs. Somewhere along, you just stop. And also, 'cause life gets busier and you don't even have time for yourself. I realise I'm a person who needs my alone time very much. I think I haven't have that one day alone at home since I don't know when. It feels like life has been just going on and on for a very long time. But I guess it's not entirely a bad thing. I just need to learn how to maximise my time well so that I will have enough of everything.

But really thankful for the people who are taking the initiative to meet up. For taking over my job. Heh but yea, it's always nice to be asked out instead of always the one asking. HAHA I swear I sound so deprived. But okay lar, honestly, I don't really care. What I care is really just meeting people I want to meet. So even if I have to be the one who keeps taking the initiative to meet up, it's okay.

It's also very interesting how this fate thing works though. Something I honestly still do not have any idea about. Fate always, always plays tricks on me and it's very very frustrating at times. Like dude, stop. Don't confuse me. Give me a clearer sign. But then again, life is never easy and since when is there a clear sign for you to follow? So I guess, yes, just live ah. HAHA as in don't think too much and just carry on life as usual. Somehow if you are supposed to do something, you will do it no matter what. That somehow there is just something pushing you to do something about it. I hope there is though. 'Cause yes, missed chances are the most annoying shit ever.

So yes, I guess somehow, you just need to know. Haha! I have no idea how but it will come to you eventually. That gut feeling. I'll follow that I guess. Though yes, it's really hell of a confusing but if you never try, you'll never know. No idea what I'm saying anymore actually. I'm just like borrowing lyrics. LOL

Okay time for work and study. This sem, I'm gonna be a mugger. Then I'll get to enjoy like mad next sem. CAN'T FREAKING WAIT TO GET OUT OF HERE. It's not that I hate Singapore. I love Singapore actually. It's my home and yes, still my favourite place on Earth but sometimes, you just need a bit of fresh air to appreciate this favourite place more. Haha! And also, okay ah, I just really wanna talk lots of nice photos and utilise this sad camera that is lying in my dry cabinet on most days. =\

So yes, study.