beautiful bay

Pretty Sunrise right? Haha! Taken by iPhone with effects added. =D But seriously, the sunrise was really nice even without the effects. Those I took with my camera, I'll post them next time. But yes, it's really pretty. =)

Went to take sunrise with Clara, Christine and Xinxing on 10th march! Woke up at 4.30 for it. My parents drove Clara and me to Buona Vista MRT to meet up with the other 2. We were aiming to take the first train out to catch the sunrise at the Fullerton area so that we could do the same during Photog Camp. Super hiong right we? Haha! We were all damn tired but strangely excited still. Haha!

Clara and I alighted at Raffles Place while Xinxing and Christine went to City Hall to see which way will be faster. That whole place is really damn pretty at dawn. Or rather night too. Haha! When we reached, it was still quite dark. Walked over to the bridge and we start to set up! We weren't the only ones there. But ok, we were the first ones there. Haha! Super kan chong. =D

But yes!! We managed to catch it! Though there were clouds and all which kinda suck but it was still pretty alright. =D And seriously, it was really pretty. =) Just that I wished I had a wide-angle lens then 'cause we can capture more stuffs! But it was really still awesome nonetheless.

Went to Marina Square for breakfast and to check out breakfast for camp since we are going there for camp. After that, we walked to Chinatown to recee that place for Amazing Race! We were all super tired and really dead and ya! We still had to carry our tripods and all. Super tired.

But yep! I guess catching the sunrise was really still worth it. =)

Panorama shot using iPhone app! YES!! I seriously love my phone. =D

And yep, after taking all these, I really wished I could drive so that I can drive to catch the sunrise at Punggol that area. LOL! Pple said that the sunrise there is really nice. And the thing is, I don't need to must have a car of my own. I can just borrow my parents' car and drive there and be back before they need it. Gahhh yes, I'm going to do it when I get my license. =D And of course, I'll drag pple to accompany me. Heh. Ehh, it's a worthy experience since you get to see a nice sunrise on our little island! =)

There is really too many stuffs I want to do. Not sure if I'll have the time to do them though but yes! I'll try my best to complete them. =D

talks that are hard to come

Terms week was rather horrible? Ok, wasn't that bad but wasn't that great either. So, let's skip that. Haha! Went to celebrate the end of terms with ellipses except Eunice after that! =D Eunice had bball stuffs so couldn't join us. Tsk. Haha! But it's ok lar, we'll still see her. =D I went over to town after History while the rest of them went home aft Geog. Tskk. But yep! It's fine lar. Haha! Town is near sch anyway.

Supposed to watch This Means War but ended up shopping trip 'cause 2 pple were late. Tsk tsk. But yep, then luckily we ended up shopping instead 'cause we all bought stuffs! Haha! All of us were in a shopping mood 'cause it was damn long since we last shopped. =D Awesome man!! Haha!

Bought a top for a rather reasonable price 'cause we were at the Editor's Market and when more pple buy together, the price will be cheaper!! Damn shiok. Haha! Then 2 other groups of pple shared with us so we got our clothes at a cheaper price. =D It's good to shop in groups. Haha!

Lingli, YL and I were damn hungry so we went to eat first while Sharon, Feli and Joyce continued to shop! 3 of us talked for damn long and super lot of stuffs but it was really awesome. =) It's always nice talking to them those kind of heart to heart stuffs. Ok, it's always nice to heart to heart talk with pple as long as all parties are willing to share. =)

Took photos before Lingli left! YL and I went to chiong last minute shopping while the other 3 had dinner. Super joke. We were like semi-desperate. Haha!

Our only decent photo out of all I think. =D

Haha! Lingli and YL looks damn funny. =D Ok, we all looked funny.

Last group photo before we went home! =D

Shopping is an awesome way to celebrate end of terms. =D And of course, Best Fries Forever and Frolick. Heh.

Jiamin's birthday!! 5th March! Haha! We celebrated for her when we met up to do Faeqa's stuffs. It was supposed to be a better planned one 'cause we were supposed to meet earlier to do her stuffs which we did but a few pple were late so yep. Tsk.

And Fajar doesn't have a decent cake shop. Super annoying. So Weiying, Swap and I were like seraching for stuffs that are special to give Jiamin at Fajar for super long. And we got a root beer and a some sort of cake. Haha! Hope she likes it! We all wrote stuffs on a paper for her too. These are quite simple stuffs but I hope she likes them still! =D

We sang for her at 12plus am on 5th march too. =D Haha! Super funny and quite retarded but yes! The thought is there. =)) So yep! Hope we made her birthday special too by having to hear our horrible singing in the middle of the night. Haha! First pple to sing happy birthday for her! =D

birth of the dark knight.

This super troublesome girl who is currently ignoring me 'cause of her terms. TSK. So yes, her birthday was on 4th March! We thought of this brilliant plan to surprise her. At first, we wanted to be there physically to surprise her on her birthday. But she had camp on that day and it ended at 8pm. Super weird right? For a smart school, it's annoying.

So yes, the wonderful me thought of a brilliant plan : To film ourselves wishing her happy birthday using some device. The device was supposed to be her iPod Touch but yes, plans changed and it became my compact camera. Tsk.

Feli and I met her on Wednesday 29th Feb and wahh she is so annoying. Feli stole it once first, then she realised it after a long long while. Then I stole it after that and she didn't realise until she reached home. And we were damn proud at first lar. We thought we can successfully use her iPod Touch already! It's nicer 'cause it's really hers to keep and to watch anytime she wanted. =D

And yes, we took photo of ourselves using her iPod Touch. But then this woman called me when I reached home and asked if I saw her iPod Touch. And she was damn worried about it and ya!!! She wanted to meet me to get it back but I managed to persuade her to get it back from me the next day. Damn annoying right? Totally spoiled our plans. Tsk.

So yep, no choice, but we had to make do with my camera. Met up with Shaohao, Guodong, Changhui, Weiying, Kenneth, Swapna, Felicia and Jiamin (In order of earliest) on Sunday. And yes! I was on time. And I had to call to wake Swap and Feli up, at 1pm. Genius right? So yep! We filmed our retarded video since all the guys had to leave earlier. Yes, the video was damn retarded but oh well.

Then we celebrated Jiamin's birthday! Talk more about that in the next post. =D

So yes, this was the surprise team. HAHA! Without Shaohao, Changhui and Kenneth. Sad pple who had other stuffs on a Sunday. Guodong went home after that and the 5 of us walked to Faeqa's house! We took more video 'cause we felt that the first one was damn epic fail, though the subsequent ones aren't any better anyway. Haha!

So yes! Besides the video, there was a board too. Haha! All her pretty photos. I realise I really forgot to choose a decent solo photo of hers. Haha! Oh well, it's her lar. =D

We passed the camera and the board to her sister and went home after that~! And we waited for this girl to see the thing. She suck man. Took damn long to see them. We were like figuring when she would see it then she only saw it at 11plus. Annoying right? Then I made her call me. HAHA! Which she did and using her handphone to call me. Weiying, Feli and Swap called also and we had idiotic conference over the phone for about an hour and more without realising it. Haha! We asked Jiamin to call over too then we sang for her as well since her birthday was on the 5th. Haha! Super retarded but oh well. =D

Then Faeqa and Weiying realised that they were using their handphone and hanged up damn quickly. Super joke! Haha! Losers man. =D

But yes, that day was awesome. Though it was short and we actually didn't do much but it felt really nice. Ohya!! I didn't mention Faeqa's reaction. Haha! She cried upon seeing the board only. Haha! We knew that her reaction confirm will be damn big one. Too bad we couldn't see but yep! She really cried just seeing the board. Haha! Maybe 'cause she realised how ugly she looked. =D Heh.

Then I think she laughed like mad at our videos 'cause yes, we were freaking retarded. Oh well, it's for a retarded girl so it's fine. =D

Hope that we made your 18th birthday a special one even though we couldn't be there physically to wish you! =) Actually I bet we were the ones that made your 18th birthday damn special. =D Haha!

free coneeeee

There was free cone on 2nd March for the opening of the Ben & Jerry at Rochester Park! =D Chiong-ed out of sch to get it. Or rather, supposed to chiong out of sch to get it. We were the usual slow pple. Haha! But it took only a short wait before we got our free cone! Plus free iPhone cover. =D

Happy with ice cream!!! =))))

LOL! Failed ice cream cone. I wanted to take my cool ice cream photo again but oh, quite very fail 'cause the ice cream looks damn cui. Haha! But it tasted awesome anyways. =D

A levels results on that day too! So we went back to watch the seniors get the results. Those Mother Tongue pple got their results too! Some of them did well, some didn't but the aura at LT4 was super low. You'll feel sad even though you never get results also.

Watched the seniors get results! Our Photog seniors are pro shit man. 5 of them went up stage! Super smart! But yea lar, quite expected that they will do well one. Haha!

So yes, it motivated me a little to want to do well for A Levels too. And I really want to go on stage, ok, my previous post mention some stuffs of this already so I won't say much! Moving on~

a simple small town

19th Feb! Went to send Mag off to Australia at night! She's going there to study for about 5-6years. Super long man. Hope she'll enjoy herself! And hopefully can meet up with her when she's back in Singapore during her breaks too. =D

The super blur yet still damn smart girl! =D

Before sending Mag off, I went to the AirShow with my mum and sis!! =D The photos weren't really decent 'cause partly the weather really sucked but oh well, I still had fun! But ok lar, since we went quite late, we didn't get to see much stuffs. But we took photos with good-looking US military pple. LOL! Okok, I sound like some idiot but really lar, they are pretty good looking. Haha!

My profile photo~ Haha! It's actually fun to take such photos with your sister. It reminds me of how we used to take such retarded photos upon requests from my dad. Haha! Kids who listened to their father and pose funnily for him to take photos of. =D Yes, I'll be such a mum in the future. HAHA!

18th Feb! Chingay came to Bukit Panjang. =D My mum went to BPP to pick me up and we decided to watch the Chingay floats going around Bukit Panjang. We really went to chase aft it. Haha! Super joke! We were to Petir there at first and saw it once there. 'Cause I didn't have my camera, we went back home to get and my mum drove to Greenridge area. Saw parts of it then I think we drove to Bangkit LRT there. Waited for them long before the floats came. We wanted to drive back to Petir area to wait for the fireworks then the floats came. Haha!

There was this family that was quite cute. They were walking back to their house after waiting for quite long for the floats to come. The whole family was there, the grandmother, parents and children. Then the floats were about to came, they ran back to see it. LOL! The way I say it doesn't sound nice but it's just this very sweet feeling somehow. Haha! Like the whole family went to see the floats.

That day, Bukit Panjang got this super lively aura. Haha! And I felt damn proud to be living in Bukit Panjang, this small cosy town in Singapore. =) I love Bukit Panjang all along but that day just made the feeling stronger. Haha! It's really a family orientated town and it feels nice and warm. It's so funny how hyped up everyone is to know the Chingay floats were coming and went to see them. Haha!

Went to see the fireworks after that too! Though it was simple fireworks, it's still nice. =D

I love this float somehow. I think it's the words that makes it really nice. I'm proud to be living in Bukit Panjang and proud to be a Singaporean! =D

22nd Feb was runAC! Or rather rainAC. Haha! 2nd year where it rained during cross country and they postponed to another day. Our batch didn't experience runAC before. Haha! Damn slack but oh well~ =D Travelled to West Coast with YL, Eunice, Sharon, Joyce and Nathan! Had lunch at West Coast Plaza and it rained when we wanted to leave so we just stayed there until further notice. LOL! Was on our way to West Coast Park when Ms Lye texted me saying that we can just go home from wherever we were. =D Super shiok man. Haha! Just that we had a horrible PE on Thursday to make up for the missing of runAC or something. Horrible PE department.

25th Feb went for this HDB Heartlanders thing. Apparently, the photog exco is in some Heartlanders photography club thing. LOL! Quite funny how we realised that only after we went for their first/second meeting. But not bad lar, I actually learned something from it. Haha! I just don't like how we have to really move in a big group to shoot photos, so we can't go to places without moving as a group kinda thing. But yep, I guess it's actually fine. Went for it with Clara, Christine and Xinxing! Took 966 and I reached there on time~ LOL! Ok, I'm usually late for most stuffs but yes! I'm really trying my best to improve by a lot. Had lunch at Ajisen with Christine and Xinxing at Bishan! Took a super empty 700 back. It's damn cool 'cause the bus was completely empty when I went up, luckily 2 other pple went up with me or else it'll be quite weird man. But damn shiok somehow. Haha!

BOOM SHAKALAKA

T.O.P.!!!! Ahhh, he how good looking!! Haha! Especially when he stares right into the camera. His eyes is really damn nice. =D

BIG BANG!! =D They are really good. Haha! As in their songs are really good. But of course, they will always be 2nd next to Super Junior for me. Heh. Just that yes! Their songs are so addictive. Haha! It's really those first time you won't really like it but it gets stuck in your head and it's just good lar. They are really talented. =D And T.O.P. is just awesome~ Heh.

Anyway, yes! Haven't been blogging in ages. Even though holidays is here, I'm not sure if I'll have the time to blog too. Too many stuffs that I need to do during this hols. But oh well, my blog is just here for me to rant when I need to. And when I want to post stuffs. I still want to post my daily happenings 'cause it really helps me to remember stuffs, as sad as my memory seems to sound. Haha!

Wow, I seriously have so many stuffs I want to blog about. Gah. Ok, I shall blog later. Going to bathe now!

Wow, fantastic baby~

burst into random singing

I really love singing at random. When you just suddenly start singing and even though your voice suck, you just continue to sing and don't hue a damn abt what others think. I miss it. I love how we actually stay back aft school just to sing. This shows how much free time we actually had last time, even though it was 'O' levels year. Or rather, singing was really our way of destressing. We'll just gathering around and sing all sorts of random songs. Mostly from Glee. HAHA! Gosh, I really miss sec 3 & 4 sch life. It was so much more fun and worthwhile. We really had fun amidst studying hard. All sorts of nonsense. The weird retarded friends I saw everyday in class. I miss them and their idiocracy and nonsense. When I went to sch, I was really happy. Like the whole aura was generally positive, no exceptionally down moments.

Somehow, this year, the aura seems negative most of the time. It isn't always negative of course. There are really times when I really felt happy and enjoyed my time in sch. But, yea, those times are lesser. And the down aura just seems strong somehow.

Maybe it's 'cause of terms. The thing that is going to start in erm less than 2 days time. The thing that I'm really not prepared for like almost completely. Gosh. Sucks man. I really hate how unprepared I am for this. And how strangely I'm not as nervous or stressed as I should have been. It's what freaks me out most. It's like, I don't care kind of feeling. Which is really bad 'cause freaking hell, I'm taking A levels in a few more months time. I'm not taking it as serious as I should be. And hmm.. Sometimes, I really think laziness is killing me. There are so many things I need to do, so many things I should be doing, but I'll rather sit in front o the tv or have my phone in front of me, playing games and watching videos, doing things that won't really help me much in life. It just sucks.

I need to find the motivation to go on. The drive for me to work hard. I guess, I have it. But it isn't strong enough. And there's something missing. But the thing is, I wanted it to be missing and kinda made it missing. I'm not sure if I miss it but I know that it feels weird without it. It's not completely gone. But there's just something wrong I guess. And I don't really know how to describe it or how to solve this missing part. It's just weird I guess. Complicated things in life that you will never understand it yourself.

As I watched the seniors getting results, there were just too many thoughts running through my head. One thing's for sure, I know that I want to be one of the people running on stage to get my results. I didn't get to at fuhua, I'm not sure if i'll get it at AC actually, but I know I want to. Even though it really seems impossible at this point of time. I just know that yea, I don't want to feel disappointed. I don't want to have any regrets. I don't want to cry out of sadness.

I guess, I don't want to feel the sadness I felt aft I got my PSLE results, nor do I want to feel numb aft I got my O levels results. I want to feel happy about my results for once. Proud of myself for my grades. Calling my parents and scream with joy into their ears. Yes, I want to make them feel proud of me. Somehow, recognition from your parents always drives you to do well, to do better, to keep you going. Like photography I guess, when my mum said that my photos are good, it really makes me feel happy. She was part of the reason why I picked up photography in the first place. Just from her simple words of encouragement. It made so much difference.

So yes!!!!! I want to do well for A levels. I will work really hard for it and yes, I must really push myself and be discipline enough. It's going to be hard, it'a going to be a long way to go. But I know I can do this. I will do the best that I can be. And I know that I have the potential in me. I just need to really focus on it and don't lose sight. Do everything to the best of my ability. Work hard and everything will pay off. And aft all that, take a good break and know that you deserve the break. Find support from your family and friends because yes, they will always be there for you. In all ways they can. You know you are lucky to have them around and do show your appreciation to them once in awhile. They are the people who truly matters after all.

Ok fully motivated now! I shall start on econs!!!!!!! Using my phone to post now. Haha! Desperate but I'm glad that I did 'cause I really feel clear of what I want now. So yes! All the way!!!!!! =)