ACJC's Founders' Day Celebrations!

Our class went crazy camwhoering before the start of the celebrations! It's like once I took out my camera, everyone started posing and all for me to take. Haha! Damn funny lar!




COOL PHOTO RITE? I'm telling you, I look cool with a camera in my hands. =D

Excited kids up at the balcony. =D It's really super fun and cool to sit there! We can play and all. Lol! But cannot make too much noise still. But it's still nicer to sit there. =D Hope our class can sit there next year! =D

Shana! Our Pre Cycle PW Group without Xavier. Haha!

The Celebrations was rather boring. That's why we were like spamming photos and all. =D

the awesome girls =D

Went out for dinner with Qiaofen, Puiling and Jiesi last Saturday! It was rather last minute and random and Qiaofen and I were awesomely late. =D I think I really need to stop being late. Like seriously man. I have a problem.

Anyway so yep. Met up with Puiling and Jiesi! Walked one round and up and down to see where to eat. Ended up at Yoshinoya! Ate and talked and took photos. Haha! I seriously miss just sitting there crapping with them. It's a super nice feeling! These are the Pple that I spend my past 2 years of recess with! And lol. 187 gang! =D

Went over to Starbucks and slack aft that! Shared white cho mocha and dark mocha. =D slacked and talked. Updated on each other's life though we realise that it's nothing much. It's like yea sch. Lol. And Qiaofen's slacking at home lar. Horrible girl. Tsk Tsk.

And then had to leave. =( really miss hanging out with them lar. They are really awesome!! Hope we can maybe meet up once a month. =D just sit and talk and yea. Haha! Take photos too. =D

4 pple playing with self timer at Starbucks. =D

Testing shot but super nice rite? =D

Dunno what the hell they were doing. Haha!

Qiaofen was chekcing if Puiling was doing some stupid face. LOL. Then they burst out laughing when Qiaofen realise Puiling was doing something funny. =D

I don't know what the heck we were actually doing. Some sort of weird hand movements. Haha!

I love Qiaofen's face!! =D

See!!! That face again. Tsk tsk. =D Ok, the way I smile is quite spastic anyway.

Haha! Heart shape until the spotlight.

This photo is damn funny lar! Jiesi caught us in action. Haha!

I MISS THEM SUPER LOT LAR!!! =( really hope we'll get to meet up often!

1AA3! =D

Cross Country! It was on 23rd Feb! But then it rained!! So the whole thing was cancelled. =DD

We took just before we board the bus. Haha! The bus was coming already so we faster took the photo and board the bus. =D

Almost the whole class at the cross country that never happened. =D

Camwhoring during some breaks! We were that bored so we just played with the iPhone apps. =D
Photos for now! =D I kinda need to go off already. AH. Time man time. Seriously

Wah! I want post some more photos from yesterday! Went out with Qiaofen, Puiling and Jiesi!! =D Took photos and crap and talked and yep! Had an awesome time! I seriously miss hanging out with them!! Hope we'll be able to see each other soon! =D

RED BLUE YELLOW

(There is so much difference between the photos with Faeqa inside and without. =D)

OK, don't worry, these aren't the photos that I sent to the photog pple. These are just photos that I took for the theme. Haha! And pple that helped me with it. =D Though they looked funny. Yea! Love them. =D And the pple that help me decide which photos to send over! They are all awesome! =D I'll post up those 3 photos when I'm confirmed in photog. =D Those photos aren't that good actually but ah, I really hope I'll get in!

Hmm.. I'll post more stuffs in another post!

feelings, they hurt at times yet they complete you.

I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it’s going to be okay. When you feel as hopeless as can be and life is going nowhere, there are those moments we have every now and then when we get this feeling that can’t be described, but you get this rush and the world stops spinning for a second and everything is clear and at that moment, you just know. I need more of those moments.

Saw this at some tumblr page and I think it's really true. This feeling of knowing what to do and being clear of everything is a really great feeling.

I've got a lot of things I feel like ranting out, a lot of things I feel like saying. But I don't really know where to start. I'm thinking a lot lately and ah, I really hate my brain sometimes. It likes to think of useless stuffs. And I really induce weird stress on myself. Seriously man, I should give myself a break.

I don't get why I'm so tired lately. The crazy homework part haven't even started at all but I'm tired. And it really sucks 'cause I feel like I'm running out of time again. And the thing is, the worse haven't even started yet. And I'm really not in the study mood yet. I think I really enjoyed too much during the holidays. I really miss it. You can just really sit and stare and not feeling that you are wasting time. You are wasting your life away but I dunno, you just won't feel guilty.

And I miss secondary school. I really miss it. I miss having a fixed classroom, and fixed timetable with only just one short half an hour recess and half an hour lunch. Though we have to cramp 8 subjects, somehow, it was alright and we survived it. Of course, I had a really awesome class with me, a class that will play together and study together. I miss them in class! They are really the best classmates you can have. My current class is nice but it's like we don't have a fixed classroom and all and not all our lessons are together. Then it's like we keep moving around the whole school from lessons to lessons. Maybe I'm just not used to it yet. But yea, I just really miss secondary school life. It's more familiar, more comfortable and though extremely tiring, but it's alright?

This is random but I suddenly realise I could actually survived sec4 with my paper phone. LOL! That super pathetic phone that only has a cool torchlight and that's it. Haha! That phone is awesome though. =D Lots of nice memories. Haha! Though like all the nice smses are gone already but yep! I miss that phone! But then again, I'll never be bored with an iPhone. =D I don't mind waiting for pple for hours with iPhone. =D That's the cool thing. Haha!

Anyway, yea, I've still got a lot of things to say but I guess, I'm just not used to the JC lifestyle yet. As the days go by, I hope I will be alright! Ok, I am alright, it's just tiring and pissing off at times. Maybe I haven't let out for a long time. OH! I haven't went crazy singing spree for a super long time as well! I think that's why. =D We should seriously go kbox soon and sing our hearts out. I really miss singing. Ah! I miss it all. I guess, it's all part of life? To miss the things we were used to when we enter a whole new environment. I just hope to meet up soon. I want to spam photos of my awesome friends! Haha! And yea, it's like hmm, I don't have the spam-photos-like-crazy urge lately. I think I really see pple when it comes to spamming photos. So if I spam photos when you guys are around, you should be happy 'cause this shows that I'm comfortable with you to want to spam photos of you! =D One day, I should try not to spam photos, see what they will say. OK fine, I can't stop my own urge lar huh.

All I want to say is, 8305 photos and videos of 4E1 and 7505 photos and video of 6H. Yes, I think I'm crazy. If you average out, I took about 4000 photos of 4e1 pple per year ever since we first so called met. LOL. Scary huh. But I think we took way lot more photos in sec 4 since we spammed outings and I decided to be crazy photo spammer in the class. =D

Alright, I feel better now that I've typed it all out. I shall go through 4E1's album for my red blue yellow thingy. =D Hopefully, there is something there.

Wolverine hands =D

This coffee is the reason why I'm still awake at this crazy hour. Seriously man, I felt tired just before I bathe but after I bathe, I'm awake. Or maybe I just want to post. Haha! Blogging is fun but then I'm really short of time and I don't really know why. Ohya, I know why. I wasted 2 freaking hours playing stupid Plants VS Zombies. Seriously man. Wasted time like crap.

Had dinner with Weiying at Plaza just now! It totally rocks how we said to meet at 6.45 at Plaza but we ended up leaving house at that time. Haha! Love it that we are all latecomers! Had Mos Burger and we talked and ate for quite long. Kenneth came over to join us and we went to Popular 'cause Weiying wanted to get something but ended up not getting anything in the end. LOL. Then the 3 of us were like standing at some place in Popular talking. Awesome rite? =D

Went to Starbucks! Finally got the Starbucks card and I love the card! It's super nice! =D The new design is awesome. =) Walked over to Kenneth's house there 'cause I wanted to take some photos for the selection trial. =D It's funny how we, the girls, were sort of sending Kenneth, the guy, home. Tsk. Oh right, Kenneth is a girl. I kept forgetting this.

Anyway, they are actually really awesome. =) Helped me brainstorm for ideas on what photos I should take and even though they weren't willing to show their face, or pretend to be a kid at the playground, they went to do the Wolverine thing which is really ridiculous but they still did it. Haha! The photos aren't that great though but yea! They are really supportive! =D Rocks man. Ok, maybe 'cause they wanted to go home too. Haha! But yea, they totally rock. =D Feli came to meet us too! She lazy tired person lar. Forever tired. Haha! So she helped us look aft the bags. Not bad lar. =D

Talked until 10 plus? Somehow time just fly by whenever I meet up with them. We'll just talk and never realise the time that kinda thing.

And I really think my skills suck. I dunno ba, just really don't know how to utilise the DSLR well and my brain like some dead thing like that. Quite sian but hmm.. I really hope I'll get in Photography Society so that I learn all these!! I really want to be good at it and take really nice photos for memories, for my friends and take photos that matters. So yep! I will learn them! =)

Last week was mostly meet-ups after school! I think yea, as the week goes by, it will be harder to meet up since we'll all be super busy with tutorials and all. I really hope I'll be able to cope well with everything! But yep! If I can't handle it all that well, I know I've got a wonderful family to be there for me and awesome friends that will cheer me up. =)

And if everyone's busy, there's always Running Man and Friends to watch and cheer me up. =D Oh! I've got 2 classmates that are Super Junior Fans too! And one of them is Eunhyuk fan!! Haha! And they both went to SS3 and the girl that is a fan of Eunhyuk was sitting at the row behind me lar! Freaking scary how small the world is! It's really cool how a lot of our friends are like interlinked once we split from secondary to JC! Everyone is a friend of a friend that knows another friend of a friend. Haha! It really makes the world a smaller place. =D Ok, Singapore is small so it makes sense that somehow, we'll know each other's friends and all. =D

Hmm.. I think I should sleep soon. My mind is thinking a lot suddenly. I think I've been quite mean lately. But there are reasons for them and I just hope that somehow, it will all be okay. It will always be okay after awhile. But then at times, this not very nice feeling that I'm feeling will come back, and I realise it's not okay and I think I'm really running away from it. Maybe, I should face it, but something is telling me to just hold it back. But if you think about it, what is there to hold back? I told pple to be frank and truthful, but I am not doing it myself. I realise, I've always give people advices that I don't even use it on my own problems. Maybe I should listen to myself sometimes. Hmm.. And the future seems scary. The career path I'm choosing, is going to be hell of a tough road and I'm not sure if I will be able to survive it well. It seems really scary now 'cause I realise that being passionate about it is one thing, there are so many million factors that should have been considered. I did thought of them before, but I'll always think that since it's something that I really love doing, I should just go for it and if I love it, everything will be okay. So now, I realise, something loving what you like doing doesn't always mean that everything will be okay. So yes, I'm really scared. 2 more years before I choose my real path. I guess it's a good thing that I went to JC so that I've got 2 more years to make my decision. But I'm still scared. Because I really can't think of anything else I want to do. Anything that is more stable and safe. Ok, I think the coffee is going straight to my head and I'm not thinking normally. Time to sleep.

Last week was quite busy? Ok, not busy but was tired like almost everyday after school. Lectures only can make me tired. What's going to happen when tutorials come in? I have no idea.

Monday met up with NJ pple! Tuesday had MBTI workshop which was really boring. Had class lunch together after school! 1AA3 is really a nice class! =) The people in the class are real nice but woah man, there's only 7 guys in the class. LOL. 19 girls! Haha! It's really girl dominance in arts stream.

Wednesday went home first before I went to JP to have dinner with Damily to celebrate Puiling's birthday! =D

This is the crazy girl that loves Key(s). Haha! She was like playing with the balloons lar! Ok, I was playing with her too. Haha! She said she miss singing with me! Haha! Miss my beautiful voice rite? =D But yea! Miss singing with her too lar! All the weird songs we sing. Haha! We really don't sing those normal songs. =D

Had nice dinner at Pizza Hut and awesome brownie-cake after dinner! =D It's really nice to meet up with Damily like that! Yifan moved to Kembangan already! Qiaofen's going to move to Tampines soon! Ah! Meet-ups will get harder but we must still meet up often alright? =)

Thursday had OG lunch to celebrate two 17th Feb babies! Yili and Nicholas! =D

Haha! They looked so happy! Hope we'll still meet up often though. Last Friday was then the official official last day together with Buster. LOL! From tmr onwards, the lectures all is by classes already. The people in Buster are really nice! 16 awesome pple! =)

Went to meet Weiying and Faeqa with Swapna after that! Talked crap and ate a super late lunch at 4pm at Mac! We were all super tired so it's like annoying each other again. Haha! Swapna was ~~ during primary school. =D Always love meeting up with them. Make me laugh over nonsensical stuffs.

Friday was Photography Society! Haha! There was photography welcome tea! Nisa, Swap and Zoe are joining photography too! Hope all of us will get thru the selection test! It will be awesome to have them as my CCA mates! And the seniors are really nice too! And ah! The photos that they took are really nice and I seriously want to learn how to take such awesome photos! I really hope I'll get in. Ok, I must get in or else I've got no where else to go.

Had dinner with Nisa, Junyuan, Brendan, Felicia and Sweden! Went to the Prata near Fuhua! Totally miss that prata place. =D Actually, I miss the food around Fuhua. Definitely NOT Fuhua's canteen food but the places around the school like Mac, CU and KFC!! Ah! I miss the KFC place! It's a super nice place to sit and talk and play for a freaking long time! Our place during Sec 3 and 4! We really went there super often. Sucks man, I'm missing 4e1 now. Lol.

Talked until 10plus with Agents before we left! Played Fuzzy Wuzzy. LOL. It's an annoying game I swear but it's fun after you know how to play. But woah man, it took Feli, Junyuan and I damn long to figure it out. Annoying man.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PUILING!!

Love this photo 'cause it's super us! Haha! You'll always laugh over something damn crazy then I'll give you this exaggerated reaction. =D

Anyway, miss you super duper lot lar! Recess together, singing and doing weird stuffs! You SuJu betrayer! Haha! Your crazy-ness over Key and SHINEE! OMG! I suddenly remember a song we both love to sing. =D The Huan Zhu Ge Ge one! HAHA! Hilarious to the max!

Hope you enjoyed your 17th birthday with us! Love you lots! =D