Wolverine hands =D

This coffee is the reason why I'm still awake at this crazy hour. Seriously man, I felt tired just before I bathe but after I bathe, I'm awake. Or maybe I just want to post. Haha! Blogging is fun but then I'm really short of time and I don't really know why. Ohya, I know why. I wasted 2 freaking hours playing stupid Plants VS Zombies. Seriously man. Wasted time like crap.

Had dinner with Weiying at Plaza just now! It totally rocks how we said to meet at 6.45 at Plaza but we ended up leaving house at that time. Haha! Love it that we are all latecomers! Had Mos Burger and we talked and ate for quite long. Kenneth came over to join us and we went to Popular 'cause Weiying wanted to get something but ended up not getting anything in the end. LOL. Then the 3 of us were like standing at some place in Popular talking. Awesome rite? =D

Went to Starbucks! Finally got the Starbucks card and I love the card! It's super nice! =D The new design is awesome. =) Walked over to Kenneth's house there 'cause I wanted to take some photos for the selection trial. =D It's funny how we, the girls, were sort of sending Kenneth, the guy, home. Tsk. Oh right, Kenneth is a girl. I kept forgetting this.

Anyway, they are actually really awesome. =) Helped me brainstorm for ideas on what photos I should take and even though they weren't willing to show their face, or pretend to be a kid at the playground, they went to do the Wolverine thing which is really ridiculous but they still did it. Haha! The photos aren't that great though but yea! They are really supportive! =D Rocks man. Ok, maybe 'cause they wanted to go home too. Haha! But yea, they totally rock. =D Feli came to meet us too! She lazy tired person lar. Forever tired. Haha! So she helped us look aft the bags. Not bad lar. =D

Talked until 10 plus? Somehow time just fly by whenever I meet up with them. We'll just talk and never realise the time that kinda thing.

And I really think my skills suck. I dunno ba, just really don't know how to utilise the DSLR well and my brain like some dead thing like that. Quite sian but hmm.. I really hope I'll get in Photography Society so that I learn all these!! I really want to be good at it and take really nice photos for memories, for my friends and take photos that matters. So yep! I will learn them! =)

Last week was mostly meet-ups after school! I think yea, as the week goes by, it will be harder to meet up since we'll all be super busy with tutorials and all. I really hope I'll be able to cope well with everything! But yep! If I can't handle it all that well, I know I've got a wonderful family to be there for me and awesome friends that will cheer me up. =)

And if everyone's busy, there's always Running Man and Friends to watch and cheer me up. =D Oh! I've got 2 classmates that are Super Junior Fans too! And one of them is Eunhyuk fan!! Haha! And they both went to SS3 and the girl that is a fan of Eunhyuk was sitting at the row behind me lar! Freaking scary how small the world is! It's really cool how a lot of our friends are like interlinked once we split from secondary to JC! Everyone is a friend of a friend that knows another friend of a friend. Haha! It really makes the world a smaller place. =D Ok, Singapore is small so it makes sense that somehow, we'll know each other's friends and all. =D

Hmm.. I think I should sleep soon. My mind is thinking a lot suddenly. I think I've been quite mean lately. But there are reasons for them and I just hope that somehow, it will all be okay. It will always be okay after awhile. But then at times, this not very nice feeling that I'm feeling will come back, and I realise it's not okay and I think I'm really running away from it. Maybe, I should face it, but something is telling me to just hold it back. But if you think about it, what is there to hold back? I told pple to be frank and truthful, but I am not doing it myself. I realise, I've always give people advices that I don't even use it on my own problems. Maybe I should listen to myself sometimes. Hmm.. And the future seems scary. The career path I'm choosing, is going to be hell of a tough road and I'm not sure if I will be able to survive it well. It seems really scary now 'cause I realise that being passionate about it is one thing, there are so many million factors that should have been considered. I did thought of them before, but I'll always think that since it's something that I really love doing, I should just go for it and if I love it, everything will be okay. So now, I realise, something loving what you like doing doesn't always mean that everything will be okay. So yes, I'm really scared. 2 more years before I choose my real path. I guess it's a good thing that I went to JC so that I've got 2 more years to make my decision. But I'm still scared. Because I really can't think of anything else I want to do. Anything that is more stable and safe. Ok, I think the coffee is going straight to my head and I'm not thinking normally. Time to sleep.