Get serious

HAHA! Faeqa told me to read my post on Lee Seunggi's fan meet recount again and I laughed like mad 'cause I really sound super fan girl and made damn lot of mistakes in the blog post. HAHA! Super funny mistakes but oh well, I was in a super duper high mood then. Maybe I'll edit. Haha! Ok maybe shouldn't so that I'll laugh mad when I read it next time again. Haha!

But I'll do another post again with photos~ didn't take a lot and there weren't that awesome but better than nothing. Haha! Shd have really just brought my dslr.

Anyway, yea I'm posting this 'cause I need to take a break from geog 'cause I really felt like dying reading geog. I think I cramped too much geog in a day and it's making me feel super grossed out somehow. Geog really isn't a subject where you can do last minute crampping 'cause there's really too much.

So yes, I guess even though I most likely isn't going to do well for prelims this time, at least I had a feel on how it's going to be like and really must prepare in advance. No time to slack aft prelims already. If not, I will really panic and die for A levels. I believe that I still want to live and not die because f A levels man. So not worth it. Haha!

But yes!!! Take this as a lesson. As a really serious lesson and learn from it and come out stronger and better. Don't give up. You have come so far not for you to give up. Hang in there. This pain will go away in a few more months' time. Just make sure that you don't do this again. Learn from this prelims, Yap Yi Fang. And really wake up. What A levels needs is consistency. Last minute may have work last time, it isn't going to work for A levels.

So get serious. This is no joke. Push yourself. No matter how tired you are. Have discipline and just keep focus of your destination and sprint all the way.

Yes, you are reaching the final lap soon. All the way!!!!!! You can't slow down and walk your final lap. YesC it's hell of a tiring. You will feel like stopping and just walk. But hang in there. Because it will be over real soon once you go all the way and not slow down or stop.

Have faith. Keep going. Believe that you can do this. And calm down.

And heh, no thank you Faeqa for telling to me to do something first instead of geog and to calm down and not panic. You may be the fake and lousy dark knight, but you the best~ haha!

And lol, laughed until my stomach hurts with those 3 mad women over something that wasn't even funny. Haha! Ah, YES!!!!! I CAN DO THIS!!!!! I have all these wonderful pple around who are supporting me and rooting for me and helping me. Don't waste their efforts and give in your fullest and best potential.

losing my mind~ (literally)

Hahahahahahahahaha!!!! Been awhile since I blog and I didn't want to blog at first but I really must type everything down!! Haha! I'm using my phone though and typing this while I'm on my way home on the bus~ haha! Yea! I make use of my time well. HAHA!

Anyway, so yes, I'm so happy 'cause I got to see my awesome boy today~~~~ HAHA! Though I only get to see him from afar but it's ok~ haha!! Happy enough already. And yes, the awesome person is LEE SEUNG GI~ haha!

Ok first, I really must thank LIM KA MIN for winning the tickets for me!!! Love her loads!! =)))

Anyway, so the story kinda begins from long long ago when I knew he was coming SG. Haha! My dilemma to go for him or Big Bang. Anyway, so since I had decided to go for Big Bang I just decided to heck abt this fan meet. But of course, got feel sad all. Haha!

So just I think this Tuesday? Aft my GP paper, I was having lunch at plaza with Jiesi and Feli and then Kamin called me and asked me abt this question on King2Hearts 'cause there was this competition where 1003 radio was giving out free tickets to this fan meet. So initially we thought we didn't win 'cause there was no message and all. I was actually relieved 'cause since it's in the midst of prelims, it doesn't seem right for me to go for it. So yep, I was like ok not fated all. haha!

Not until yesterday, then Kamin suddenly called me aft my history paper while I was studying at bukit batok Mac with Eunice lingli and Sharon. And she told me to check my phone. So I went to the message and saw this,

Lee Seung Gi (1 pair): Please collect your tixs at Kallang Theatre on the 25 August at 6pm. Thks - UFM1003

And the first thing I said was its tmr I think. Lol! I wasn't damn happy and excited at first 'cause I was damn conflicted on whether I shd go or not. Haha! At least this shows that I'm still a reasonably good student for thinking of exams still. HAHA!

Ok anyway, so yep, damn conflicted but everyone else was telling me to just go for it. Then I think I finally decided to go when I asked my sis and she just told me to just go for it. Like how freaking rare is this opportunity man!!! And it's someone I like some more!!!!!!!!!! And it's free too!!!!! HAHA! So yep, I decided to just go~ haha!

'cause Kamin isn't a fan of his and she couldn't go, she asked me if got pple pei me go. So yep, thought of Sijia 'cause we were spazzing abt him the other time on whatsapp. HAHA! We really like mad fan girl. Then she was damn conflicted also 'cause her prelims starts next week too.

So we decided to meet early at 9am to study so that we won't feel so guilty for going! Haha! And we really did study so quite proud of ourselves~ =D

Anyway, so yep, met Kamin at stadium mrt!! Had dinner and walked around and took photos with the lee seunggi banner all. HAHA! We felt damn embarrassed but we figured, we only just had this chance man. Haha! and Sijia is so annoying! She managed to psyho me into buying the light stick. HAHA! Ok lar, I kinda wanted to buy already, just needed a little push which Sijia provided. Haha!

So yep, Kamin went home aft that. Ahh really love her man. Come all the way to stadium for me. I owe her loads man. Haha! My awesome daughter~

So yep, I swear, Sijia and I were smiling like mad even before the thing started. HAHA! When we got hold of the tickets, we were smiling non stop. Haha! Cannot even control our smiles. =DDD smile like mad as we lined up to get in~ haha!

The seats weren't the best but it's ok 'cause really man, it's already free. Haha! Then we both like siao pple like that. When we step into the theatre, we both super excited already. Haha!! Smiling like mad lar we. Haha! Think our jaws were dying but we didn't even realise. Haha!

So yep, we waited until it was 7~ HAHA! Then we got amused by the other fans too 'cause they were really super super enthu as compared to us. But ok lar, got pple worse than us. Haha! We not bad already~

AND HE FINALLY CAME OUT!!!!!!!! He started with Marry Me!!! Love that song lar. And ahh like can tell he also quite nervous but excited. After the song,  he tried to speak english and some famouns Singlish. So cute lar he!! And he's really humble and down to earth. Like you can just feel that he is really a person that it like that. So yep! He went on to sing "because we are friends". Then aft that, it was all the fan meet stuffs. Haha!

And YA!!! He damn sweet!!!! 'cause there were pple like us sitting on the 2nd floor then he would address us also!!!! Like he would notice. And during the picking fans to go up on stage, as long as you catch the ball, you can go up on stage. So he tried his best to throw the ball up to the 2nd floor from stage!!!! HE DAMN NICE!!!! So sweet. =) haha! Ok maybe it's normal but yea I still think he's awesome. Haha!

So yep, he learnt to use lar, paiseh and shiok! HAHA! He damn cute when he say paiseh. Haha! 'cause the MC taught him that you can say paiseh when pple say you handsome. Haha! Then he really say!! And in a super cute way~ =)))))

So yep, he picked out 10 seat numbers for the fans to come up to get prizes and all. Super lucky man those pple! Haha! And when the winner was choosing the prize, the winner was asking her friends from stage what she shd get and lee seunggi was like "excuse me" to her 'cause he was introducing what would be good as a prize. HAHA! Damn funny! Then he really was like introducing the prizes to her. HAHA! Like a businessman~ damn funny lar.

So yep. He talked abt the dramas he acted in. Then he reenacted this scene from brilliant legacy where he was cycling on a bike with the female lead sitting at the backseat and grabbing his waist. Haha! Lucky fan lar!!!!!!! Two of them got to do the scene with him! How freaking lucky!!!!!!

Anyway, ok so what else was there. Ohya!!!!!! He did the losing my mind dance~ and he sang losing my mind that front part too!!! His voice is awesome man. Heh. Then they got 6 fans up to do the dance with him! And ya! The picking of the 6 fans were using the throwing of the ball. And he really tried throwing up to the 2nd floor 3 times. Sweet boy lar he. =D so when he taught the 6 pple. He really really teach them. Haha! Like teach every single one of them. He really damn good lar. Like he won't neglect anyone. And oh man, they all got to hug him! Haha! Most of them just hug him straight but he would return the hug too. Wahhhhh I really damn jealous. Haha!

Ok anyway, so yep, he really taught them how to dance and all. Then he pick two of them to give them the prize! Haha! Damn lucky lar!!! Actually, catching the ball super lucky already. Haha!

Oh!!!! The coolest thing was that someone proposed during the fan meet! This guy planned the whole proposal thing with seunggi and the crew pple. So they got the guy up to sing "will you marry me" with seunggi with the girlfriend up on stage also. Then as he sang, I think the girlfriend really thought he sang like for fun and all. I kinda thought so too 'cause he didn't seem like he was going to propose. Then at the will you marry me part, he turned to her and kneeled down!!!!! Wah. Damn freaking sweet!!!!!!!! Then seunggi was saying that when he made that song, he imagined and wanted pple to use it for proposals and all. Ahhh damn sweet lar. As in the song, the proposal, seunggi, everything~ HAHA!

Ahhhh I'm still starsturck. Haha! Both Sijia and me really go mad man. Haha! It's so worth the time man. Made me happier aft a tiring week. and give me energy to work hard for the remaining many weeks to come!!! Yes!!! I can do this. Haha!

Ok anyway, so hmm.. I think those were the highlights. Haha! Not sure if I got miss out anything else 'cause heh, I was really flying already so not in the super clear state of mind. =D

Ahhhh. And he can really sing. Lol! Ok I know that. Just that yep. I finally hear it live.

Anyway, hehehehehehe. I'm a happy girl now. =) he is really the most perfect guy!! He can sing, can act, can host, can do variety, is funny, charming, cute, good looking, tall, decent build, smart, hardworking, humble and the best part is that he has a good personality. If he's an idiot then I don't care lar. But he damn nice!!!!! Sigh. Lol!

But yep, let me stay in heaven for awhile longer before I come back to earth. Heh. Ok, I'm actually back already 'cause yes! I must come back. At least, I'm really glad that I still just went for it!abd didn't forgo this chance just for prelims. Prelims is impt. But yep! we live only once. =) And it was totally worth it to go. I think he overrun the event. Haha! Awesome~~~

And yes, as much as I want me, I know that such guys only exist in fairy tales. Haha! Ok so yes, he's a fairy tale that is sort of real but not to me. Yep. I will come back to reality and stay grounded. Haha! Just glad that I get to have that surreal feeling today. He is really oh my. Heh.

Yep. Come back to reality. Quite sad that such guys don't exist in my real life but it's ok! I think it's way to perfect for me and I think I will feel infereior. Haha! and pple need to have flaws to be human. But yes, I still love seunggi~ haha! He really is prince charming like that. Haha!

Shall end this post with a photo with him~ HAHA! This was the best I could get. But not bad. =D shall update more next time when I have more time.

Right now, get back to reality and work towards what's real in life. Which kinda is prelims and a levels now but yea, just hang in there for theses few months. It will pass sooner than you think and you know that you really want to make the most out of it. So do it. You know you can once you set your heart and mind to it. =)

Ok seunggi photo~

Happy birthday Singapore~! Though I'm late by a few days. Haha! I want to type a better entry but time doesn't allow. Ok it does but I shd control. And I'm using my phone to blog too. Haha! Desperate. But yes, I'm proud to be a Singaporean even though there may be flaws and all but no place is perfect. As long as it's your home, it will always be your home. No matter where you go, this is where you will always return to at the end of the day; your home.

And Lee Kwan Yew!! Haha! Funny story of my friend and I being so emotional abt it. Heh. We are retards but hey, he is one heck of an important man to Singapore and seeing him on NDP just makes it somehow touching. HAHA! I don't know why also. Ok maybe 'cause of those stupid rumors stuffs. Really don't get pple and rumors sometimes. Can be really annoying.

Anyway, yes, here's something that I kinda thought of randomly just now. Haha!

Friends who give you strength to pull through this period of time. Who encourage you and support you even when you feel like giving up. Friends who help you in small ways and subtlety, who help you even though they may not be around you always. Friends who make you laugh until your stomach hurts, until you are tearing and all. Friend's who just really matter and are hell of an important to your life. And especially during this time when you need them.

Yes, I'm glad that I have such friends with me. People who will always be there with me, helping me through it all, walking beside me and not in front or behind me. Thankyou, all you lovely people, for being my friend. =)

I really sure hell miss many people. And being in the same sch doesn't mean that I don't miss them too. =/ but yes!! As long as we know that we have each other in our minds and will support and give each other strength from time to time. =)

Okkk I'm going to get back to my awesome geography notes. It's bloody thick. And I feel like sleeping. =/

do something different

Year 2012, end this year doing something you don't expect yourself to do. Do something that you never thought you would do. Surprise yourself. Make this year special.

You have spent 18 years of your life not doing anything unexpected. Do something that isn't safe. Do something that you may regret but somehow know that if you don't do it, you will regret even more.

Take a chance, take a risk, dare to believe and have faith. Yes, I'm going to make this year end on a right note. Or at least end with a good and clear conclusion.

This 12 years of formal education. Yes, it's all going to end in a few more months. Make it all worthwhile. Give it your very best shot. Push yourself all the way and know that at least you have given your all to complete this final lap of the race.

Finish this race, with pride and tenacity and strength. Finish it well.

Do it to the best that you can do. To your fullest abilities. Believe that you can and will do great. As long as you work hard in it.

And this applies to everything else in life. Do everything to your best abilities. And sometime, do something that you don't usually do. Find courage and strength.

Yes 18 years of life, it's time that I'll be brave and do something that I know I want to do. Just do it and you know that you will feel so much better. Don't worry about the outcome because it hasn't happen yet.

Believe and have faith that it will all be alright. As long as you know you have put in effort into it and give it your very best shot. Be contented. Life is still beautiful no matter what.

make or break; your choice

23 days to prelims, 99 days to A levels.

At this point of time, I should be panicking and feeling stress and get studying and stop doing useless things. Yet I'm here blogging. It's really annoying how I'll rather do many other stuffs and not study. And the strangest thing sometimes is that I want to study but I don't. I just don't start. Maybe because there is just too much, maybe at the back of my head, I still think that there is enough time.

But let's face it. There really isn't enough time left. So yes, at this hour, I should be sleeping to replenish my energy but I'm not. Sometimes, I really wonder what am I doing to my life.

Ah, there are just really a lot of thoughts in my head now. I feel messed up? Clear yet messed up. While walking to my grandma's house today, I had a revelation. Haha! Maybe I'll share it another time. But yes, I think I'll stick to that. Just that I have to find something else now. And I think I know what it is but I'm not sure if I can do it. But I guess, it's a start.

I realise sometimes in life, in many things you do, don't say what you don't want the most. Don't say what you doesn't want to have. Say the things you want, say the things you want to have. We must be careful of what we wish for. Wish for what we want, and not what we don't want.

Tell yourself that you want this. Tell yourself what you want to achieve. And work towards it. Have faith and believe. As long as you think you can achieve it, go for it. But of course, you must be self-aware and know what you are capable of.

Ah, there are so many contradictions in life that it gets tiring. But yes, life isn't fair. But as long as you know how to see the better side of things, the better side of life, things won't be all that bad. There are still people worthy for you to live for and really, there is so much more to life than all the sad and angry things.

And just breathe and this hard time will get by fast. Support one another and work hard. Social life may be low now but I guess it's a sacrifice that we have to make. It will be worth it in the end. Just believe that whatever you are doing now, you will be thankful that you have done it. So just suck it up and get through it all!

You are strong enough to handle this and yes, just strengthen yourself and firm up your heart and just work a little WAY MORE harder.

And laugh and smile like this boy below too~

Heh. One of the people who makes me happy. =)

Yes, just look around you and you will realise how there are still people around who can make you smile and laugh. Remember to smile and laugh amidst all these stressing and studying. There are still many things to smile and laugh about in life. Just hang in there and put in effort and you will get through it all.

WORK HARDER, STUDY SMARTER, SMILE MORE, LAUGH LOUDER, EAT HEALTHILY, REST ENOUGH, CALM YOURSELF, FIND PEACE, BELIEVE, HAVE FAITH, HOPE, LIVE.

give a tough and worthy fight

Fight for the things you want.

You won't have it unless you fight for it. Life isn't easy.

But before you fight, make sure that this thing that you want, this thing that you are fighting for is something that you really want and know that it's worth fighting for.

If you are sure, fight for it. Don't let it slip.

Even if you may not get what you wanted in the end, at least you know that you have tried.

So don't give up before even fighting for it. Dare to give it a shot.

Miracles can happen.

Take a chance.

Haha! I got this from a friend's tumblr. (Hope you don't mind!) And though I agree with some of it, taking photos are part of the memory and not just something to capture the moment. The moment of taking that photo and all, it's all part of the memory as well. Of course, memories are what we should hold on to more than photos but photos are part of it and not a mere photo. But yep, that's just my opinion. Haha! I mean yea, coming from someone who loves photographs. =D  But yep, memories are really powerful because if it's something that is really just great, you will remember that moment, even if there isn't any photographs. And be thankful that at least you have such great memories before even if things may not be as great as it used to be now. =)

And ah, I still miss taking photos. Though I got touch my camera and all, it's still not enough to satisfy this craving. Or maybe it's just me wanting to go to nice places with nice people. Haha! I want to travel! My sister is coming back from Australia tonight! Wahhhhh the place that I wanted to go since I was young. I still want to go!! =( Actually, if you give me anywhere to go now, I would really take it. Haha! Even those dangerous places. I mean yea, it's dangerous and all but I will still want to go.

I think something about turning 18 is that you realise that you are still young but the days will go by soon and so while we still have the chance, we should try as much thrilling stuffs that only you can do when you are young. Like reverse bungee, roller coaster, travelling to places where you need energy and lots of strengths. Yes, you can kinda still do it when you are old but there is a higher chance of fear and even if your mind wants it, your body may not be able to take it.

So yes!! I really want to try all that and more. It's like things in life that would be a super worthy experience no matter what. =D

And ohya!! I think I didn't mention that my school at blood donation drive that day!!! And I really wanted to donate blood and stuffs but you know what? My veins are too thin. Tsk. Damn sad lar! It's like I quite on about it already but cannot in the end. =\ But yep! I accompanied Sharon while she donated! She was the only one who can donate among us. Haha! Eunice's veins cannot be found. But sigh, it's really quite sad that I can't donate. =\ The person told me to play more badminton and stuffs so strengthen the arms. Haha! But it's true lar, my arms really no strength one. So yes! I should play more badminton~ Haha!

Anyway, last Monday was funny 'cause my mum and I went travelling to Ang Mo Kio in an attempt to eat crab but we didn't in the end 'cause the queue was super long. And we wanted to eat Big Pawn noodle but the stall wasn't open so we ended up eating Kampung Chicken. HAHA! But it's still quite nice lar! Just that I really still want my crab! Been super long since I had crab! Hopefully I can eat it soon~ =D

laugh, noise, insults, smiles. =)

Weiying's birthday on 17th July! =D 

So the plan was to go to her house after school and surprise her. =D And she was so "cooperative" 'cause she was telling me her process of going home. HAHA! And we didn't even have to try to find out. Aha. So we were kinda lucky lar. =D 

Met up with Swap and Guodong at plaza after school and went to get the balloon for her. Luckily there was a 18 years old one. =D And ya! Swap skipped sch that day. Tsk tsk. Anyway, waited for Faeqa to come and we went off to Jelapang! Met Feli, Shaohao and Jinghan at Bukit Panjang LRT and they saw Weiying lar! Lucky Shaohao was sharp enough to see her and went to hide. Haha!

Travelled to Jelapang and somehow, whenever we met up, we would become a public hazard or something. We somehow become very noisy collectively. Lol! And all they are damn funny in how they tried to balance on the LRT while writing. =D 

The board for Weiying! It isn't very flattering but hope she still like it nonetheless. =D And of course, our rubbish cards. =D Ok, I really wrote nonsense. Haha! But I'll give her another card next time!

So yep, we walked to her house and somehow, when we reached her corridor, we didn't know what to do 'cause we have to pass by the window and the people inside can see us. Lol! So dunno why, we squat down and it's just damn freaking hilarious lar!! All of us didn't know what we were doing and we just squat down and break into silent laughing, which was freaking painful, since we can't make any noise. Lol! We mad lar!

Then Weiying's mother came out 'cause I think can hear some movements outside. Then we told her it's surprise for Weiying then she came back out and told us Weiying was showering. Haha! Took her forever to shower finish lar!

 

So yep, the idea was for Weiying to walk towards the window and grab the balloon and then see Shaohao's face. HAHA! Then Weiying's sister came to the window to tell us they coming out soon already then Shaohao thought it was Weiying so he said a super loud Hello! LOL! Laugh until I want to die lar 'cause must control the laughter all. It's really damn mad. =D

In the end, Weiying came out from the door and saw 7 little pple squatting on the floor, trying our best to contain our laughter. HAHA!

And we made her go to the window for the "actual" surprise. =D Heh.

Weiying's brother came out and helped us take a bunch of photos! Quite sad for him 'cause we aren't people who love to take photos so it takes us forever to get into position and all. And of course, we would always take nonsense while deciding so Weiying's brother had to wait for us all. Haha! But he's quite patient so yay! =D

This is super retarded! And the guys look super awkward. HAHA!

And a rather failed jumpshot but oh well. =D Stupid Weiying who refused to stand up. Tsk. 

 

 And yep! First time taking Polaroids with them and we spammed about 12 shots. HAHA! Super mad. =D We took so much so that everyone can keep one~ But super funny 'cause we really smile until damn tired. Stiffen smiles. =D But somehow still quite nice. Heh.

And yes!! Weiying has her own Polaroid now~ =D We can take Polaroids together when we want now! =D I borrowed the Polaroid camera from Eunice~ So yep! Thankyou Eunice. HAHA!

These people and of course some other of them who aren't in the photo, I seriously love them. =) I really like it that we stay near each other so we can do stuffs like that for each other. =D Though ok, the guys don't get as much except for BELATED birthday gifts. Heh. But yep! We can don't meet up for freaking ages but the feelings remain the same as ever and yes, I'm really luck to have them around. They may not be there for me always, but I know that I'll always have them to count on. And aha, I think I really treat the guys as my little brothers. Heh. I'll really feel proud and happy for them and all. LOL! They are simply the best. =)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIYING! I know you are touched by our surprise~ =D