same sky, different era

Ahahahaha. Just completed a drama! =D Queen In Hyun's Man! It's sweet 'cause the 2 leads are real life couple~ Haha! So it's damn cool to watch 'cause it's just super sweet lar. Haha!

Yep, I owe a lot of blog posts. Haha! Okok, I will slowly post them up. At least post them up before I go China. Going shopping later with the girls~ Haha! Damn long since I met up with Qiaofen and Puiling!! Quite excited to meet them. =D

Time travelling. It's freaking cool. But scary. Especially when you know what happens to you in the future and try to change it but by changing it, you are changing everything. So yes, live the present. Don't think about what will happen in the future because it hasn't happen yet. Live while we're young~ HAHA!

Honours Night!

Fuhua pple~ Haha! Ok technically this was my only photo from that day. Somehow managed to met everyone and just gather them. Haha! But ok, it's not all the Fuhua pple but most lar. Heh.

Anyway so yep, Honours Night is well, ok, I don't regret signing up for it. 'Cause the Valedictorian Speech was really good. And the GOH's speech too. Haha! AC speeches are generally nice and inspiring. But yep, it's really quite nice hearing all those stuffs and I guess it's really something I really like. Like I really gained a lot from all these inspirational stuffs from the speeches in AC. HAHA! Sounds damn funny but yep. AC is super welfare school. Which is one thing I really like ba! =D

magical world~

Went to the Harry Potter Exhibition with these people on the 21st Sept! After Sweden ended his prelims. =D

Lol! Lazy to type more. But I realise that I never upload photos from Harry Potter. Heh. Aiya, I shall be nice and print for you all when I have the time. HAHA! Okok, I'll something nice for you guys. =D They are so annoying yet so important and simply great lar. Heh. Somehow we are just meant to annoy the freak out of each other and be annoyed with each other. With a rather stupid yet awesome name of Agents. Heh.

OHYA!! Thanks to Eunice's friend, we managed to get 4 free tickets!! So going for the exhibition, we only needed to pay $2.50 each? Heh. But ok, our lunch wasn't cheap since we decided to eat at MBS which was a horrible choice 'cause the prices were really jacked up by A LOT. And somehow, I don't know how, I managed to get them to come to BPP for dinner. =DDD One of the rare few days they decided to be nice. Or rather Junyuan decided to be nice. =D But yep, had a great time with them. Though we talk nonsense more than we talk useful stuffs. Haha!

ANNOYING WOMAN'S BIRTHDAY

Since I'm waiting for stuffs to be copied over to the com and to download and sync, I shall post on Eunice's birthday which was on 17th Sept, heh. That's like many freaking months ago. But yes, later she sad. HAHA!

So yep! We decided to buy a girly ballon for her birthday 'cause she's girly. =D And we made her a card that is super girly too. Haha! We really the best. 'Cause she can't complain since they are her birthday presents~ =D

Anyway,  here's a retarded photo of us. =D Haha! She was damn awkward taking this photo 'cause everyone was walking by the corridor and she was holding this big HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS balloon. Ahahahaahah =D It's like only her birthday then we can do all these stuffs to her.

So yes, this woman best lar. She cut the cake until the knife broke. HAHA! But ok, it was actually a brownie instead of a cake. Haha! But still damn hilarious when she broke it. Or rather, it was more of "I knew it will happen" kinda thing. Lol. I realise this whole post isn't going to be nice. HAHA! It's Eunice lar. Hard to be nice to her. =D

After school we went to eat at Crystal Jade to celebrate her birthday~ As usual, she pose the prettiest in the photo. =D

 I think she's really the only person who is so willing to take unglam photos. =D But yes, it's awesome like that. Haha!

Went to eat ice cream at Our Daily Scoop~ She best lar. YA!! She took my stickers and paste chickens onto snow white's eyes and mouth. Then here she is doing the same.

  She look damn freaky here actually. HAHA! Mad woman.

 So yep. Joyce took a candid shot of her using the Polaroid and it turned out freaking hilarious so we decided to sign on it. HAHA!

 So yep,  that was how Eunice spent her birthday. HAHA! This is a lousy recount but whatever lar. The gist is there.

Anyway, yes, this woman. Lol. She is freaking annoying yet damn important in school. I'll save the chessy stuffs for her letter in case she shy. =D But yep, I'm really glad that I made such a mad friend in AC. Haha! Who is actually very pretty just that she doesn't dress up. Damn it man. She really should have gone to prom so that we can dress her up in nines and shock the world~ HAHA! But yea lar, she really is pretty. =D I think she feels damn weird reading this now. Aha too bad since you always use stuffs against me on my blog.

 And yep, these group of people~ I'm really quite sure that I'll still meet up with them continuously. Really really glad that I met these awesome pple in AC. Thankful like mad. Haha! So yes, I'm really sure that I'll still be in contact with them for a long time to come. We've really been through a lot together, especially this year and having been through all that and still remain close all the way until we graduate from AC, it's hard not to continue this great friendship for many years to come. =) Thankyou pple for making my time in AC so much more worthwhile. You guys are awesome. =D

And as I look through my diary from Aug to Nov, there were so many "Study with..." LOL! So yep, that's really my life for those past few months. With a few interjections of some sort of fun. Heh. But ok, at least studying with people actually makes studying a lot better. Here's to the awesome people who have been with me on this ride. You guys are really the best. =)

Relieve

It finally ended. As finally ends today for me. HAHA! I'm really relieved. These 3 weeks had been tiring and draining. And I'm really glad that it's finally over.

Though I didn't felt as happy as I thought I would. It was different from 2 years back from Os ended. I remembered that when we were told to stop writing, a smile creeped up my face and stayed there all the way until we were released and thereafter, I was really happy and smiling. Lol!

Today I didn't felt that aft the paper ended. Partly because the paper kinda sucked so it's hard to feel that happy. But yes, I'm really relieved that it's over. Like finally. Aft two freaking years. It's funny how it really all boils down to the last day of As. How 2 years of Jc really boils down to A levels. Of course, along the way, there are nice things too. But yea, A levels really suck up a lot of your time and energy.

And I guess for Os, I knew that I put in my best and really give it my all for it. I know that for As, I really didn't put in as much as I should. I did study and all, slog my life for the past few months but I know that I could have done so much more. Looking back on the past 2 years, I realise I really was lazy and I really could have done way more and achieve better. I know that I didn't put in my all. Maybe that's why I'm not as happy as I thought I would be.

Of course, it's over and I know there is no point in dwelling on it. I'm not sure if I'll regret it next year when I get my results in march. But I know that as of now, I really just want to make the most out of my life.

Yes, there is really no point in dwelling about our results 'cause there is nothing we can do now but to pray that the Cambridge markers would be merciful and that bell curve would work in our favour. So really, why worry abt the results now when you have no control over it anymore?

So yes, I'm really going to live my life to the fullest. Lol! As in yea, I'll rather do something more worthwhile and value adding to my life than sitting there abt worry and regret all that. Precious precious time is wasted if we sit and dwell. Forward is what we have to look at. The past is impt in shaping us but it's not something we should always stay at. We can't change the past but we can change the future.

Life is more than that. Results doesn't determine us and what we are in the future. Yes, it may seem the most impt thing now but it really isn't. Of course, getting good results may help us find an easier path but who says that you can't have a future just because your results suck? Life is really more than that.

I'm really glad that my parents have my support in this. As in yea, they too believe that results isn't everything. I asked my mum before if I really didn't do well for As and stuffs. And she said it's really ok. And I know I can believe her words because it's her. I'm really thankful and lucky to have a mum who really doesn't except a lot from us. Like our happiness is what's important and not our future and stuffs. Her great faith and trust in us, I'm really thankful for. And my dad. Lol! He's funny lar. I think he secretly wants me to help him and be his secretary of some sort. Haha! I don't mind lar as of now. Lol! Since I don't really have anything to do.

Ok actually, I have. Lol! I'm going to rewrite my list of things to do aft As 'cause I need to add more stuffs. Lol! I'm quite sure I can't finish everything on the list given my laziness but yes I'll do my best in completing them. Yes, you only live once~ haha!

So yea, grades really isn't everything. Somehow we really just have to believe in that even though we live in the world where grades seem everything. I know that some parents believe that too and I guess it's hard since your parents are the one putting the pressure ok you shd stuffs. But I guess we have to believe that they will soon realise that not everyone is cut out for studies and that we can still have a future even if our results aren't great. I guess it really takes faith and trust to believe that.

Yes, this break, I'm going to make full use of it. And find myself back. I think part of me got drained out from this As. I lost sight of so many things so it's really time to find myself back. I have great confidence that I will find myself back. Haha! Yes, such faith. Lol! As really changed pple and I guess I won't regret taking this path instead of poly. I did thought abt it before and often I told myself not to 'cause I know I will regret. And I know yea, part of me of course still do but you know, life is unexpected and maybe I would have not liked poly at all. So yep, I won't regret on this JC path. It's heck of a tiring and madness almost everyday of these 2 years but I really gained a lot and learned a lot abt life and stuffs. Of course knowledge. HAHA! I'm sure some things that I learnt from my subjects are ingrained in me. Haha! That's what I choose to believe. =D

Anyway, this post may not be that nice 'cause I typed a nicer post before this but it just freaking disappeared. I was damn annoyed and sad but yes, no point lar. Lol! I have the thoughts there and stuffs so yep, it's similar but the other post really was nicer. =/ but yes, like my sister say, you still have a lot of time to retype~~~ Haha!

Gah I'm really glad that As is finally over. It's really time to start living again. And yes, I can't wait for my dear friends to end theirs too. Haha! And really just enjoying like mad. Ahahaha, I'm really happy. =D

And yes, my first accomplishment from ending As: sitting the GMAX extreme swing at Clark Quay. =D really felt so proud of us for sitting it. And it was damn good. Like really we let out everything aft the end of freaking A levels. I managed to scream. Haha! Yes quite surprised but oh my, I'm really damn proud of all of us. Haha!

And yes yes, I'll promise to post the 11 stuffs that I wanted to post on. HAHA! But ok lar. I may not 'cause it's better to really just live this life instead of sitting in front of the com. Heh. But ok lar, it's nice to read back what I write before too. =D

Ok!! 2nd accomplishment tmr~ heh.

life goes on

End of the first week of As. I'm feeling all sorts of weird. Maybe that's what happens when you are hungry and home alone.

As so far hasn't be great. Though I'm forcing myself to move on and don't think abt the past papers since it will just kill me and demoralize me since there are still 4 papers left. I really didn't know it will be so bad.

"Nobody said it was easy, but no one ever said it would be this hard."

It's scary how I may be screwing up my life yet I'm not all that worried? I know As doesn't mean everything but what happens if it is really bad? Ahhh ok I should really just leave all these until after As.

Maybe that's why I'm feeling like that now. All the suppressed feeling. Hence, this is really a scary exam. You can feel sad but you really have to force yourself to move on. Because this is a few weeks long of exams. And you can't give up half way since you are at it. Yes, I'm lying to myself that everything will be alright in the end.

I guess, maybe it's not lying. Maybe I really have to trust and believe that everything will really be alright in the end. And give myself this strong push to finish the next 4 papers well and proud. Yes, I really want to feel good abt the paper aft it ends. So far, I only felt somewhat good aft math paper 1. Which may have been a false good feeling? Since it was because prelim math paper 1 was a killer and As was better than that. But that's a given.

All these negativity. Lol! I think it's cumulated. Maybe I should really just let it out before it kills me.

Yes, I have to come back strong. This isn't over. I still have 2 more subjects and I have to keep the faith and push forward. And at least know that you did your best and not leave any room for regrets. And come what may, whatever happens next year on results day, just remember that life still goes on.

Life is much more than just exams, grades, results and stuffs. Yes, it may seem the way now but remember that it really isn't. But yes, we really just have to finish this race. It's tiring but hang in there for just these few weeks.

When you feel tired, borrow strength from your family and your friends. They are there to support you and to cheer you on. I'm really thankful for my family and friends. My mum and my dad. Seriously, I'm really lucky to have them. Because they really have faith in me when I don't. And they really don't put pressure on me and know that results aren't everything. They are really the best. And my friends. How they have faith in me too when I don't. For believing that I can do it even when I don't. I'm really grateful to God for blessing me with them. To know that yea, I have people who believe and have faith in me. And I'm thankful to have God too. For giving me strength each day to carry on. For being by my side during exams. For keeping me calm and holding me strong. For never giving up on me. Thank you God. You are really the greatest.

"When you've only got a hundred years to live."

100 years. I'm only at my 18th year. There are many more years to go, many more trials to be faced, many more problems, many more setbacks. Yet there are also many more happiness, many more laughter, many more good memories, many more smile, many more successes, many more achievements. Yes, life may seem pretty bleak now, but there are still so many years to go. We are young. With a huge future in front of us. Each of us has a different future. It may seem a blur now, but since when was the future ever clear?

Faith and hope. Believing. Keep the faith, it will really bring us through this. And it's not just A levels, but life in general. Whatever setbacks we faced, keep the faith. Because drowning in your sorrows really won't get you anywhere.

Hang in there everyone!!! We will get through all the tough times in ourselves. We have each other and yes, life goes on and there are so many more things to worth looking forward to, so many more things to be happy about than being sad about the same thing over again.

We have the ability to control how we want to feel. Happy or sad, you are the one to decide.

beginning with the end in mind

I really wanted to do a proper nice post yesterday night but I was super tired after uploading and tagging the photos. And I know that I have way too many things I want to post about so I think I'll leave it til after As. Lol! As in really. So many things but so little time. It's 16days left now. How scary time passes.

But ok I shall list down things I want to post abt. Heh.
1) 12 years of formal schooling
2) AC Spirit
3) 2AA3
4) Teachers
5) Photos from Honours Night and Baccalaureate Service
6) Last day of lessons
7) Valedictorian's Speech
8) Mrs Chan's Speech
9) Ms Annie Yong's Speech
10) Mr Teo Boon Leong's Speech

Gahh too many things. Lol! I think yells I'll just post aft As. It won't be the same but it's still something. Yes!! Time to mug all the way from now on. All the way!!!!

ignite your bones

THIS is what a music concert is like. Feeling the goosebumps and all. Where everyone sings along with the band. I really must go at least once. Coldplay is really solid. Must really go to their live concert at least once in your lifetime.