Quick post before I sleep! So yep! First day of school today! I felt alright at first. Until I got home and I was talking to my mum about how it was and I suddenly realised that yep, it's really officially the end of my awesome 8months of holidays. And I have 4 more years until I graduate from SMU. That's when I really got hit hard that yep, no more being able to do whatever I want and not study for another 4 more years. =\ A bit slow of me to suddenly realise that but yea, it came. Lol! I probably didn't feel it in the morning 'cause I was struggling to stay awake. Haha! Another morning class tmr too. =( Ok lar, morning classes have their advantages. But having to drag myself out of bed for it is hard. BUT YES, I've done it for the past many years, what's another 4 years right? Lol! And actually, it's only just this sem and only 3 times a day I have to wake up super early. So yes, I shouldn't complain.
But wah. That moment when I was talking to my mum and then realising that it's really 4 more years, I just felt this strange feeling. Lol! Honestly, I don't know what to expect from this 4 years. I don't know how it's all going to finish up. The most important thing is what happens after the 4 years I guess. But yep, I know I shouldn't worry about all that now. Just live the present. HAHA! I'll sign up for stuffs and not be lazy. And join non club stuffs too. Yes yes, it's really high time I join like outdoor stuffs after 12 years in clubs. BUT TO MY DEFENCE, I really enjoyed my club CCAs too. But yes, time for change I know. I'll still join some club stuffs though. Lol! Doesn't hurt to join more CCAs in uni. =D
Ahhh so strange to be known as a university student. It sounds so old. =\ This growing up thing is really getting on my nerves. Yes, it's stupid to be annoyed with growing up but I really don't want to grow up. I still want to be able to do childish stuffs and not be judged for them. Lol! Ok lar, technically, you can still do childish stuffs. Just that yea, pple will be wondering what's wrong with this person.
Oh well, I think Feli, Swap and I were kinda like that today at the food place. Lol! I think we were really tired and drained from the 3hours and 15mins long lesson. So yes, we have reasons for being like that. Sort of. Lol! We really damn high. And we realised we probably look like we really were drunk but we were drunk on air and not alcohol. Haha! Even though I'm stuck with the 2 of them again, still glad that I have them. Heh. Yes, I have no friends. And YAAAA. Feli and I are too scary. We are in the same class for a module that is pre-assigned. Of all the chances man. But yes lar, it kinda made first day of school alright I guess. Haha! And yes, going school together. Even though we had to stand in a very cramped 700. And my bag was annoying.
Ok! Time to go sleep. Lol! It's really back to the same routine again. Sort of. Haha! Just that I'm blogging using my laptop now instead of the desktop computer. =D I realise I'm a very boastful and show-off person when it comes to technology stuffs. Lol! OKOK 6 hours of lessons tmr. =(
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