some things just won't change

THESE GIRLS. Plus Maddy (This annoying grumpy short girl). First week of school without them after having them in my class for 2 years. =( Even though I still have Feli and Lung in some of my classes, it's very different somehow. No one to talk rubbish to when we got bored of the lecture. Drawing on each others paper. Playing random games like BINGO because we were horrible students. HAHA! Thinking back, I think we were really horrible students during lectures and we really didn't pay attention most of the time. Haha! Until J2 when we realised that we should really stop playing and start mugging. And mugging with them!!! Ahh. They are really important people in those 2 years of JC. And even though Feli and Sharon weren't in most of the same classes as us, they are important during breaks and to help us when we don't know how to do math. HAHA!

And yes, I miss Korea with them too. =( Last night, we suddenly start to spam Korea stuffs. I think I started it. LOL! But wah, I was looking through the photos I took using my phone in Korea and I really miss it. =\ travelling and all. I realise I can never get sick of travelling. Like just throw me in a foreign land and I will like it somehow. LOL! Ok lar, I will still miss SG and be home sick all but I really like travelling. Haha!

Anyway, this post is sort of dedicated to this crazy stalker too. HAHA!

  

Super weird friend who seems to be on this blog 24/7, with the refresh button on standby. HAHA! Ok lar, I am kinda touched to know that no matter what nonsense I post, there will always be this lame friend here who will read them. =D And yes, this stupid girl who probably miss disturbing me. And probably miss having someone who will agree with her subconsciously and listens to whatever thing she tells me to do, even though I'll regret it after doing it. Haha! And how we really cannot sit together during lessons 'cause we just won't listen in class and end up either talking or doing stupid shit like taking photos using Maddy's iPod as shown in the photo above. HAHA! This photo is especially funny 'cause she got caught by Ms Lye. Somehow. LOL! I realise that I really almost always never get caught doing other stuffs in class. Heh. Blessed with a super goody two-shoes face. =D

Anyhow, yes, thank you for feeling strangely happy yesterday night. HAHA! You are damn weird but I embrace this weirdness of you. =D

And meeting them last Tuesday to celebrate Lingli's birthday felt really nice. Haha! Even though I was half there after my first mind blowing Stats lesson. And lol! This Lung also another funny one. Also another resident stalker of my blog. Haha! But ya, she really was surprised by us. Heh. So not bad! Quite successful some what. =D But yes, we can still have dinner together after lesson every Tuesday! =D Tuesday dinner buddy. Haha! 

Ahhhh I guess this always happens right? When you enter a new environment, a new place, you just miss the previous place you came from. Or maybe I'm just a sucker. Haha! But yes, I really miss going to school. As in AC. Something I thought I won't miss. Haha! But yea, I actually miss going to AC. Putting on our pretty uniform. =D Haha! Yes!! So happy that our uniform is so nice actually. Haha! Like all the photos just looks nice somehow even if we are in uniforms. And you class part because you want to and not because you have to. Lol! Sigh. It's something I have to get used to it ba! 

But yep! So far I've meet quite nice people in school. Haha! And I have at least one friend in all my classes. OMG. I realise Sim is in 2 of my classes. Lol! We are too gay. Ok, one is pre-assigned so we didn't choose it and the other one we choose it so ok. But still quite gay ar. We really stuck for life. Everyone's reaction is the same when I tell them that we pre-assigned same class. They really all just sigh. LOL! Like I'm not even kidding. And that we should just get married already. Haha! Push Sweden out of the picture. =D And go New Zealand because they just legalised homosexual marriage, according to Weiying. Haha!

Life's going to start getting hectic and annoying again and I can feel it. And I really don't like it. =\ Like to know that those 9months of break is really just going to be gone. =( And meet ups. It's really going to get harder to meet up and it kinda sucks. =\ Now that the girls are officially in uni, the guys in NS, some girls and guys in poly. Just everyone all over. But yea lar, I know that whoever that still meets up, they will be there for a long time. I think this is the period where people really slowly come and go? How some people you will meet more often, and some people you will just see once or twice in a year. 365days in a year. Seems a lot but actually very little.

But yep, some things won't change even if everything changes. And to know that you have some constants in your life, you know that you are really lucky and blessed with them. Haha! Not saying family because they are honestly the true constants. Haha! That one is really something you can't change. =D But yes, I love my family too.

Ohya, my sister. =\ Quite worried about her 'cause she was saying quite sad stuffs that one random day. But ok, something I know about my sister is that she will do well in life. Haha! As in I know it's not a given but I know she will. Like eventually, even if it's not now. Because yes, she is my sister. She really knows how to get things and do things? She has always been the leader since young. Probably because she is the oldest of our generation for both my dad's and mum's family. Haha! But yea, to be the one setting an example for the rest of us to follow, she did a pretty good job. I really hope she'll find her way soon though. It's scary to see my sister lost because I rely on her for direction. And yes, I know I shouldn't rely so much on her sometimes too. And yes, I will really work hard these 4 years in SMU and really gain something from these 4 years. Because yes, my placing here in SMU is really God's gift to me. So I need to work extra hard to make sure that He isn't wrong in giving me this gift.

Balancing everything. Studies, CCAs, family, friends, LIFE. Somehow, we just have to find a balance in all of it I guess? Hopefully I can? 4 years man. Feels so long. But yea, I know it will pass really quickly too. And then after the 4 years, I know that I will much rather continue on studying instead of going to the outside world and work. Gah. Ok, I think I need to stop all this future thinking. Right now, I just need to get through things one step at a time. 

Alright! Somehow this became a long post. Lol! I still haven't post about a lot of things yet. =\ Sigh. It will only just keep piling up. Oh well. We'll see how. Haha!