what goes around

I want to be overseas and watching concerts and having a fun life now.

This uni life, I'm really not sure if I'm cut out for it. I think I'm feeling this feeling now because I realised how much behind I'm in with Maths. Both my Maths modules. 2 modules I can see myself screwing them up badly. I think I was too reliant on my math pro friends. HAHA! That they will always be there to SOS me when I need help. I know they will still help me if I need them but they may not be able to help me since they aren't learning what I'm learning. 

I guess ok, I just miss having friends. Haha! As sad as it sounds. I do have friends in sch lar. Just that you know, those familiar faces you've seen regularly in sch. They aren't there anymore. Some are but not a lot. And ok, yes me being greedy all. But honestly, sch is strangely too big. I really don't see a lot of pple in sch. I should be lucky that those I want to see more, I can just easily pick up my phone and call them. Heh. So ok, I shouldn't complain so much but still. =/ 

I think I really got used to seeing pple around. In AC, so many Fuhua pple went there. So you really get to see familiarity amidst the crowd. But now, it's really quite hard. Different I guess. I know yes. It's freaking hell the end of sem 1 and I'm still missing pple. Haha! But ok missing pple will always be there lar. Just gah, hate it that everyone is busy and hard to meet up. My happy pills. I need my happy pills 

Ok, I blame my current weird mood on stupid Maths. It really has its way to ruin your mood altogether. And of course projects too. Sigh. Hate it that when you make plans and have to change it because of stupid projects. Like just go away man. Don't touch my weekends. But ok, there is no other time but weekends. 

Suck it up, Yi Fang. It's only Year 1 Semester 1. Not even the end of it. You got to have a lot more strength to finish the next 3 and a half more years.