what if

Somtimes, the "what if"s will just pop up in your head. And at times, you allow yourself to continue thinking about it but at times, you will stop yourself at what if because you are scared to think that you might have missed out on something great.

I guess the thing about "what if" is that we will never know. We will never know what will actually happen if it did happen. Because the fact is that it didn't happen this way. So I guess, yea, maybe it is all a blessing in disguise. Sometimes, I really hope that I am really right that it's a blessing in a disguise. I do think it is but yea, there are times when you can't help feeling that "Hey, you might have really missed your chance."

But maybe it wasn't the chance for you to take. Maybe it really just isn't supposed to be like that. That God has other plans for you and doesn't want you to be lead that way. Maybe if "what if" actually happened, things become worse and I'm probably better with having the "what if" to remain as "what if". HAHA! I feel like I'm saying a lot of what ifs.

Everything happens for a reason. One way or another. I guess what I should do is really just trust in God. That He has greater plans for me. And yea, just trust in Him and know that it is the way. And give in your best in what you do. Because yea, as much as faith can take you places, you yourself should work hard to. God doesn't help someone who doesn't try. Same goes to life, same goes to everyone else around you. People will only help you if you try. If you just sit there and wait for things to happen, it won't happen and things won't happen.

And I guess God will lead you to it when you try. Givng your best shot in everything. That's what that matter I guess.

I guess "what if" allows you to just see yourself in another angle and yea, maybe it really just isn't what your life was supposed to be. There is a reason why you didn't do things this way and yes, I believe it is for the better. Things may not seem to be for the better at times but I guess it will be ulitmately. Begin with the end in mind. Haha! But yes, of course, enjoying the process as well. Because yes, life is about enjoying every single bit of it too.