traveller

I realise that I am a traveller. Even though I haven't been to a lot a lot of countries, I really want to go? Like the only thing that is stopping me is money and well, life. Hence, yea I really ought to save up more to travel. And ok also people to travel with. I want to travel with ten thousand people but yea, life gets in the way. 

But I really want to try travelling alone someday. Like some self discovery trip. HAHA! But yea, 'cause when you are travelling alone, it forces you to talk to people and make friends. And sometimes, I think I need to put myself in situations where I have to talk to people. I realise that sometimes I get too lazy to bother talking to people when I've got friends around. Ok sometimes I'm alright. Lol! It all depends I guess. But yea, I really want to talk to people. LOL! As in going to different countries and talking to them and hear their stories and their life there. It's interesting. 

I honestly can't wait for summer. Possibly going overseas twice so I'm pretty excited for it. Though no family trip but yes, we will next time!! Very annoying parents who are very busy and the sister who's busy too. And then again, not say I'm very free as well. More free than them but still not all that free. Ok at least I guess I did took up some sch activities over the summer. Just that I regret not taking more though. Oh well. It's ok! Travel more important. Haha! 

Yes, I wonder too where I got my money from. Lol! And ok my parents promise to give me a trip overseas this summer since my sis is going with her friends as well. Yea, I realise how much freedom my parents gave us and they really quite pamper us. Lol! But we aren't spoilt ah. Just really crazy blessed. But yea, I really think they are awesome parents who taught me awesome life skills and view on life.

Yes, we are a crazy family of dreamers. Sometimes, we dream too much but never do anything. But I guess at least we dream. At least we dare to dream. And we'll try our best to head towards the dream. Sometimes, we'll come to terms that maybe that dream is too far fetched and we lower down. Yes, sometimes it leads to disappointments. But dreams are still important to guide you along. And yes, the important part is translating the dreams into actions. Something that I've yet to fully complete. But something I will try my best towards. I guess yes, what I need is exposure and experiences and step out of my small little comfort zone. Yes, it's comfortable. So very comfortable and safe. But sometimes too safe doesn't force you into situations that you may face in the future. 

And you know, sometimes I honestly do feel that I am really an idealist. Which is good and bad I guess. But yea, I guess I have to learn to keep myself grounded to reality sometimes. But to be honest, sometimes reality really sucks. But I guess it's life. I need to rmb that life can't always be what I imagine it to be. And yes you can't always have fun and chill even if you want to. But actually ok this part is no. I really believe that in life, we really need our balance of work and play. Like for real. Because sometimes if you work too much, you will really feel this strange sad, stressed up feeling. I'm not saying you should play always. But you should factor in some time to enjoy. Just enjoy the simple things in life. Appreciate stuffs and people. Even if you are busy, sometimes it's ok to take a short break. And for me, I think I'm really a lot more productive when I enjoy a little and then work hard? Because I know I've enjoyed already so it's time to work hard kind of mindset? 

I guess I'm not the kind who can really sit there and study all the way. Ok, I can when it's like one week to finals and it's not an option to slack off. But I don't know, you just know I guess? As to when we should take a short break and then get back to work. I think productivity is way more effective than duration. Ain't the quantity but the quality yo. 

Ok, I have no idea how I just type so much. But yea, I think I honestly really do belong to travelling the world. It makes me more I don't know. It just makes me feel a lot better? It's like a relief from all these. Yea, getaway. Sometimes, you really just need to runaway and getaway from your life. Just because. 

And yea, this travelling around the world thing? I shall make a promise to myself that this won't be one of the dreams that go missing. It will be a dream that gets translated into actions. You know, sometimes, I really can't wait to see what happens in the future. And how everything will play out. It's a wonder. But it's exciting and I'm slightly looking forward to it.