Thursday, 3 April 2014

welcome to the real world? nope I still want to believe that there are good people around

If real world is going to be this scary, then maybe I don't want to go through the mainstream road. Really sia. Why are there people who are so critical and mean? Why are there people with very low EQs? Like huh, why do you have to be so mean? Like what do you benefit from this? Do you feel all smart and happy and good? That you managed to diss someone? Yes, I know what I said may not be accurate and lacks substantiation and elaboration but bitch please. My opinion k. And freaking hell 1%. 1 freaking % of class part. Why so serious? Like huh, you really feel good because you get to make my points sound stupid? Like ok, I am fine if you disagree with me. If you say it in a nicer way, in a less mean way, I will take it. I won't feel so angry. But you reply in a slightly derogatory way and it just pissed me off. Yes, I may not be smarter than you, I may not be as well-read as you, I may not have done a lot of research on the matter as compared to you but eh, can you cut me some slack? I know that even though it's 1%, I should still do my best in it. But it's not as if it's all utter bullshit? Like some points may not make sense to you but it's my opinion. Am I at least entitled to give my own personal opinion? Like you don't have to diss it so badly right?

Bloody hell sia. I was happily doing work and now your stupid comment just makes me so fuelled up with anger. Never been so angry at a person that I don't even know. Like really sia, what did I do to you? I never even met you before.

But yea, I guess it's really the real world. I showed the comments to my sister and she said "Welcome to the real world.' Lol! Yes, nice sister I have there. But yea lar, I know what she said is true. There will always be people who are so critical about everything. People who think that only their opinions matters and nothing else. And yea, at least I'm experiencing this now instead of when I'm older. I know it's actually not a huge matter but it's just kinda shocking how mean some people can be? Like so damn critical and I don't know. Like really say until like my whole point is stupid and pointless. You don't do that to people. Yes, you can disagree. Feel free. But at least say it in ways that I can agree that your point is valid too. Right now, I'm really just angry. Ok fine, maybe I can't take criticism all that well. But no leh. Honestly, he is being mean. As in I'm trying to see it from another way but right now I'm just really angry. Like bastard sia. Damn bloody asshole.

Sian. I really have no mood to do work now. But NO. I won't let such people affect me from completing my work. You suck very much but I guess people with low EQ just makes people with high EQ more obvious.

On the plus side, crazy hell thankful that I have friends in econs who will stand up for me. Quite touched actually. Haha! They are really very nice people. I may not know them very well but they are the kind of people who really stand up for their friends. So yes, even though there are genuinely mean and asshole people in this world, there are still many wonderful and nice and awesome people around. And yea, these people are enough to make up for whatever assholes you may meet in the future.

And yes, I know I should really up my knowledge too. So that such bastards won't have the chance to be critical about no shit. And yea I shouldn't be blogging to but I just really need a place to rage. Haha! Even though I rage to people already. And on Twitter. Lol! But not enough ah. Feels a lot better now though. Haha! Whatever lar these kind of people. Just don't let me know who you are ever. Because yea, I probably won't have a good impression of you and nothing will change it.

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