time bomb

What my ideal kind of day is going to some random simple place, doing absolutely random shit and not caring about anything else in the world because my ideal kind of day is one where I am with my comfy people. It's always the company that truly matters. It doesn't matter where you eat or what you do. You may take ten thousand years to decide on what to eat but at least you know that it doesn't matter where you eat because yes, ultimately, it's who you are with that matter. You can eat McDonald's or other random food but it's fine because you are with people who you truly care about and you will much rather want to spend more time with them instead of being angry with them or having to lash at them for not being more decisive or what.

But I guess everyone is different. There are times when being spontaneous like that isn't that great. When you just end up not doing anything or what. But from where I see it, my best memories are usually the ones that are spontaneous. Heck, you can make a planned event awesome too if you do it properly. If you want to have things your way, just say it.

Give and take guys. Is it really so hard to give in sometimes and not insist on having it your way? But yea, everyone is different so I guess you just learn how to deal with all these different personalities. And how I don't know. Learning to accept and give in and I don't know. Peace on earth guys. Why make things so hard for yourself?

Hence, my ideal kind of day is really the spontaneous kind. Where you decide what to eat or where to go on the spot. What to do and all that. Or rather, you can decide before hand but if there are any changes, you will be fine with it. Because freak, isn't the company the most important thing? That all it freaking matters is that you are with people who you really like and enjoy hanging out with? By saying all these things that are freaking redundant, it doesn't make people feel good. And you know it too. So is it really hard to try to think about the aftermath of whatever you are able to say and then think about whether you should say it? Because yes, words hurt. If you don't phrase them properly, they come out wrong. And once they are said, you can't undo them.

If you are unhappy about something, leave it until when you actually meet each other to say them. Isn't it easier to clarify stuffs when you see each other face to face? I don't know but I always believe that the best communication is still face to face. If not through phones. But never through text. Because sometimes texts can be misleading. And certain emotions are hard to be translated properly through text.

Time bomb. You really don't know when it will all explode one day. And what remains from that explosion. And sometimes, you wonder why you are still trying to fight to keep this time bomb contained.