Postivity. I am trying. Because in this univeristy life, it's freaking hard to stay positive.

And breathe. You need to breathe to stay alive. Take deep breaths. Catch your freaking breath. And remember that you are not the only one facing all these issues. Yes, they may be facing different issues from you, but it doesn't mean they don't have other issues as well. You aren't freaking alone. And stop thinking that you are the only one facing all these stuffs because you are not.

Everyone has issues. You deal with them. Don't think that you are alone because you are not. And smile for goodness sake. Everyone is saying you look horrible. And I think you really do, Yi Fang.

Stop being lost. Stop complaing. Stop thinking that you have so many things to do because everyone has so many things to do. Stop stressing because it doesn't get anything done. Start doing. Actions speak so much louder. And I don't know. Get your freaking life in check. Ever since last year, your life had been a freaking mess. You really ought to start clearing it up. Stop wasting time on stuffs that don't matter.

And yes, you are surrounded by so many people who care and love you and will definitely help you. Don't give up. You held on so long in the first place. And this sem, you promise yourself to make your grades better. Do it. Prove that you actually make it. That you aren't that horrible.

And I guess, I really miss people. I don't know. The past few weeks had just been crazy and a blur. This semester kinda hasn't been that great. But it's not over. And I know there are a lot more shit and nonsense to do. It's pretty crazy but yes, the key is to just keep going forward.

And remember that you are better than what you think you are. Like freak sia, stop thinking that you can't do it. And start believing that you are better than that. That you can do so much more. That you are capable of great things. Don't let other's talents make you feel inferior. Because yes, they may be really very good, but that doesn't mean that you are not. Yes, you may not be better than them but you are good in your own ways too. Stop degrading yourself and believe that yes, you can make it too. It's hard to remember this when you are surrounded by people who are so freaking smart. But you really aren't that bad yourself. Remember that you are actually here in university. You can't be that bad. And honestly, I know I can make it. It's really whether I want to or not. Put in more freaking effort. If you want to procastinate somemore, or be lazy, then why are you in uni?