WOW, FANTASTIC BABY~

2hours plus of standing, of waving the crown light stick (THANKYOU WEIYING FOR LENDING ME YOUR PRECIOUS), of singing and shouting, of fan girling~ money well spent. =D

BIGBANG ALIVE TOUR 2012 was really DAEBAK!!!!! Haha! They are really 5 super talented people who really make their mark through their music and they are really good. Even though they are considered idol group, they are truly talented musicians that I really like them for their music. I mean yea, they are really nice and awesome pple too but their music is really good!!!! But of course, being the loyal ELF I am, SuJu will always be first. Heh. But BigBang is my 2nd favourite Korean band now! HAHA!

The seats were really good. Like I can see everything. Lol! Ahhh the whole concert was damn awesome lar. I'm a bit lazy to elaborate 'cause gahh really too many stuffs. HAHA! 2hours plus leh! the concert started at 7pm and ended at 9.30pm~!

And to be honest, I think this was the first concert I was so damn high, singing and shouting. I don't scream 'cause I kinda can't scream. Lol! Family trait. All of us can't sing, dance and scream. HAHA! It's quite funny to think abt it. Like really runs in the genes man.

Anyway, but yes!! I was really damn high lar! At first not really but it was quite fast when I got into the mood. I think 'cause pple around me were damn high. And the people I went with also super high!! Weiying's friends. LOL! I thought it would be awkward at first but it wasn't at all. Haha! Fans unite. That's the cool thing~ and lol! Behind us I think got a super hardcore TOP fan 'cause every time he started rapping or when he came out, the fan will scream at the top of her voice. And I will join her in shouting~ HAHA!

Yes T.O.P.~~~~ he is damn cute lar!! His hand was injured but he still did his very best to perform. And and he did a lot of stupid dance. HAHA! 'Cause e really, to be honest, cannot dance for nuts. So he dance his retarded dance which is damn cute lar! He doesn't look like he is the cute kind but I swear he is damn cute. And freaking good looking! His eyes is to die for man. LOL! Gah. He damn awesome~

And the cool thing abt Big Bang is that they don't need translator 'cause all of them can speak English~ Though some parts they speak Korean so can't really understand but you'll just cheer and shout and scream aft they finished what they said. Haha!

And yes G-DRAGON~ haha! He's damn good also!! Super talented guy and leader!! and lol! I realise he's really the shy kind. Haha! like he won't talk so much unlike other leaders. But everyone respect him 'cause he is really good lar!! Yes sir! He's one of a kind~

DAESUNG ALSO!!! During his solo performance, he flew. HAHA! 'Cause his song is Wings. So he wore a wing and then stand on this thing that sent him up. Lol! Ok I think I will post more details with photos next time! Easier to say my stories. Haha!

SEUNGRI is damn funny also! I think during the encore performance, he took out his handphone and video the other members singing and the fans at the mosh pit! Haha! Damn funny! And he and top quite funny sometimes. Haha!

TAEYANG's dance is really damn freaking slick lar! Too pro already. As lol! He kept taking off his shirt which is quite funny. But ok lar, he got good body. Just that quite funny 'cause he's the only one that keeps doing it. LOL!

Ok I have so much more stuffs to type. But it's like all over the place. Haha! And mostly abt T.O.P. 'cause erm, I kinda kept looking at him only. Heh. But I got look the others also! Just that TOP more~

And the 2.5 hours really passed damn fast! Ok all concerts are like that. Lol! Just that BigBang one really high all the way. Lol! Like we really stand almost throughout. Rest a bit then stand again. Haha! Suju one got videos and stuffs. Haha! I think 'cause changing to new clothes takes a longer time for a group with 10 pple. Hah!

Anyway, yes!!! I'm glad I went for it! And my money is really well spent! And yes!!! They say they will come back to Singapore~ GO WEI YING YOU BETTER GO NEXT TIME!! Ya!!! This woman! Ok I shall not say what happen later she kills me. But yes! She really must go the next time they come lar!!! I'm going to literally drag her there regardless. YOU LIVE ONLY ONCE!

Gahh I really love concerts!!! The whole atmosphere is really super nice. Everyone is damn high and all. Ok maybe not all but almost all. This is my 2nd concert! And I haven't go to a US/UK ARTIST/BAND concert!!!!! I really want to go for one! I think it will be super nice to 'cause you can really sing to the songs and understand what you are singing. And it won't really matter if you can't see the artists. It's the whole atmosphere where the whole stadium sings together. IMAGINE THAT. It's freaking cool.

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But Wah, it was really super tiring aft the concert. I really felt drained. And half deaf. Lol! Usually aft concerts got the half deaf thing 'cause pple were screaming and they play the music quite loudly so need time to recover before you can hear properly. Ohya! And also aft concert, you will feel light headed aft seeing those awesome pple live on stage, in front of you!!!!!! Haha! Starstruck. =D

Yes!!! I want to go for another concert again! Haha! Suju, BigBang~ but ok now I really want to go for an English artist one since I've never been before. Kelly clarkson. =( she came in sec4 and I wanted to go do badly. And the thing abt English artists is that their tickets won't be as expensive. Omg ya!!! Boys like girls came in sec4 too! And I could have gone if not for super teens workshop which wasn't very useful to be true. Lol! But ya!!! I really want to go to an English artists' concert!

Haha! My first 2 concerts were Korean artists!! But both super duper worth it. the best 2. Haha! Ok the best 2 in my opinion. =D and ya!!! SM TOWN! 23rd nov! Aft my A levels last paper!!! But ok lar, don't think I'm going. 'Cause lol, I will only be only for Suju and DBSK. Heh. It would have been a very cool way to mark the end of As though. Haha! Nevermind! Save money for other stuffs and other concerts!! Seriously man. Concerts are kind addictive. HAHA! And heh. Fan meetings.~ HAHA! Ok lar. As long as I like the artists, seeing them will make me happy and mad already~

Alright! I shall end of with T.O.P.'s photo. Heh. And I realize I haven't talked abt my prelims grades. Lol. Ok I talked abt prelims before already but yep! I will post again next time. Maybe a long time from now. It's like from now on, I'm really going to focus on A levels like mad. So if my blog post stays at this for a long time, I apologize. Haha! But hey, at least it's a rather fun to read fan account. Though a lot of stuffs I still haven't say yet. Heh. Photos next time!!! As in photos of the concert! It's not that good though. But better than nothing~ I shd really risk it and bring my DSLR sometimes. It's like my lens is MENAT for stalking and zooming into their faces one. =( Nevermind! Next time~ heh.

This Faith

I realize, I rely on people to have faith in me. I can somehow do something well, do something better when pple have faith that I can do it. Even if I don't have faith in myself, others' having faith in me can spur me on to do a job well. I guess it's a kind of feeling where you don't want to let these pple down. You want to achieve because these people believe in you and know that you can do it. And maybe it's also a sense of responsibility towards these people who believe you? Wanting to achieve what they know you can achieve, even if you don't believe that you can achieve it yourself.

Haha! I love walking home from plaza/eac. That stretch of road always gets me into a thinking mood. Lol!

With these people's faith in me and hopefully with me finding my own faith in myself, these few weeks, hang on and give it your best shot when it comes. Don't let the people who believe in you, who are rooting for you to do well, who are there supporting you down. Yes, this faith from them will give you the strength to carry on. Make these two years count.

MEATBALLS!

Haha! I went to look through my 2010 Archives and I came across the game we played in sec 4. Haha! Meatballs! It was super freaking random. All the stuffs we always did were random mad. Haha! But we somehow can make such lame games into super fun games. Haha! Or rather, our that exam seat corner~

 I realise we really did a lot of super lame and funny stuffs in sec 3 and 4 man. Full of nonsense but I like. HAHA! I'm nonsense also anyway. Ok, I think I'm nonsense 'cause of these people. Haha! It's really so different 2 years back and now. But yes yes, I'm not comparing. Just reminiscing.

And ahahahaha, I came across this photo too. =D

Haha! I was so proud of it 'cause it really looked damn cool. Just that haha! Thinking back, I was such a huge lightbulb there and I didn't even realise I was a huge lightbulb then. ASSES RIGHT? Tsk tsk. They totally owe me damn lot lar. But yes, these 2 people have been together for 2 years already! Haha! Proud of them. =D My 2 idiots friends who made me an idiot and they are just damn suitable for each other lar. Lol! Like seriously man. I cannot imagine anyone else that can stand either of them. Haha! Complement each other well. And these 2 people have yet to have a proper romantic date before. HAHA! I'm totally ranting it all out. But yes, they are really kinda a pretty awesome couple~ Haha! 2 years isn't easy so good job both of you. =D Lol! I really feel like a mother somehow. Esp that sms that Sweden sent me that time. Totally cracked me up. So yes, both of you. Please keep up the good work in being there for each other! =D You guys really are meant for each other and it's a rare relationship that is hard to come so treasure it! I know you guys will and you guys know it too~ Haha! And yes, thankyou for letting me continue to be the lightbulb with you all. HAHA! I sound like I got no other friends like that. But lol, the number of times I crashed their time spending together is pretty much a lot. Heh. But yep, they don't mind 'cause they owe me that much. =D But yea lar, thank you for letting me not feel weird when I'm with you guys when most pple who are single feels weird when they are with couples. But then again, maybe it's just the both of you. =D last freaking long ok? Feli, this is my post for both of you on your 2nd year anniversary! Be touched! =D Ok, I don't think she will be 'cause this isn't really a nice post but I bothered to make one for you both.

AND YA!!! I don't mind helping you guys take couple shots. Lol! It's really quite fun leh I think. I somemore I take nice photos for them. One perfect evidence is the Polaroid that I helped them take. =D Ok, I shall try to get them to let me try taking nice shots after As. Heh. It's like practicing just that erm, they aren't really the most photogenic looking pple. =D But ok, it's still quite fun. Haha!

Alright! I think it's time that I sleep! Going kbox tmr!! Finally going after so long. =D

Kasio - Taru

[We comfort each other, with the sincere tone and
Just like eternity, with the warm voice
And then that were remaining many happy things
So that believe in them, the mind's resting place
You who was missing, you who can't breath
Your warm, faith & happiness
Joy & hope, love & hope
From now on, will be together with me
Always]

Kasio - Taru

GAHHH. This song is stuck in my head. And I feel funny when I listen to it. Lol! I don't even know how to describe the feeling. It's a nice feeling I guess? Haha! But it's quite a funny feeling. Oh well. It's still a nice song! Though the translation is a bit off. Must watch My Princess to fully enjoy the song. Haha!

Having lots of random thoughts lately. Lol! I don't even know what I should type now. I guess... I just want to try something new and thrilling before the year ends? Or at least before I turn 19? Something that I just never do before and something that is just different? Something that isn't safe but I still dare to do it? Yea, I think for the past 18 years, I've been living a safe and predictable life. I'm not saying I want to do bad stuffs lar. Lol! I'm still a good girl. Haha! Just something different, but still legal. HAHA! And I'm not talking about partying and clubbing shit 'cause I really don't care about trying those stuffs somehow. I don't mind experiencing it and stuffs but if I don't do it, it's fine. Lol! I guess maybe doing stuffs like reverse bungee, DRIVING!! Heh. Stuffs that are cool and thrilling. =D

I want to try bungee jumping if I have the chance man. Though ok, I think I will be damn scared when I'm actually there but I still want to try. You only live once man! YOLO~ Haha! An overused term but it really does make all the sense. And aha, driving~ I really hope I can start driving soon. Though I must learn how to drive first. Lol! But yes! My parents give me the green light to learn right after A levels! =D

Yes, this life, we only live once. There are so many millions stuffs that we have yet to do. So why not do it while we are still able to? I really want to live the life! Trying out new stuffs and all. Yes, I can't wait for As to be over. I think I will really feel liberated. Lol! So yes, for the next 50-70 days, just study and mug hard and it's ok if you don't have a life now. Just wait until it's over and you can have the time of your life.

I really love these words 'cause it's really so very true. I'm really looking forward to what will become of the future. And I guess I'm glad that I'm those who still hold on to the past memories as well. Some people really just move on and never look back. I never really understood how they can do that but I guess it's just their way of thinking. Just that yea, I'm glad that I still do treasure the past, the people who influenced and shaped who I am now greatly, the people who I cannot lose, and also meeting new people and allow them to become an important part of your life too.

Life is actually quite wonderful sometimes. With meetings and partings. And how some people manage to stay with you for pretty long and you know that they will continue to be an important part of your life no matter what. Friendships that are so rare to come by and I'm really really thankful to have them in my life. And having a family who is just the constant in your life. The people who have been with you for your whole life. And these people will really continue to be there too. Yes, I'm really blessed with a wonderful family and really pretty awesome friends. =)

With them, I have the strength to go through this few more days. They make me stronger knowing that they will be there when it all ends.

And before 2012 ends, I will do something new and different. This shall be something that I'm going to promise myself in doing. =D

Feel Again - OneRepublic

[ It's been a long time coming since I've seen your face
I've been everywhere and back trying to replace
Everything that I've had till my feet went numb
Praying like a fool that's been on the run
Heart still beating but it's not working
It's like a million dollar phone that you just can't ring
I reach out trying to love but I feel nothing
Yeah, my heart is numb ]

Feel Again - OneRepublic

So Prelims ended. Lol! Yep, I'm not super duper happy 'cause I know I really need to work super hard from now on. This prelims really scared me like shit. Just that the last paper I kinda heck it already. It's bad 'cause I hecked it for a lot of papers. Maybe because GP kinda sucked for me and somehow, it just snowballed. Wake up, Yifang. You really need to work extremely hard from now on.

The future, I'm kinda scared. The path I'm going to take. What I should do. My dream, I really want to achieve it. It's something I want since primary 5. Maybe that was before I realise how hard it is. How foolish my thinking is. Ok, it's not foolish but it's really not realistic. I kinda know the unrealistic part, my friends did say to me and stuffs too. But somehow, it didn't really sink in to me until this year. Until I realise how this dream, if I want to achieve it, I really need to do a lot more. And frankly speaking, I'm not doing even enough. It's quite scary when something you have been dreaming about for close to 7years, something that you were aiming at for so long, just come crashing down, and there is just nothing left. No aim, no direction, just a blur. I know I still want it. I still want to be able to take photos that mattered, I still want to be able to take photos that show emotions, I still want to be able to take photos of people that I love. Maybe, I just like to take photos of people I love? Somehow, I dunno. I'm confused I guess? It's something I really need to figure out after A levels.

As of right now, A levels shall just be my focus. Yes, get my grades, and we'll see. And take the post A levels break to really think through what do you want to do in the future. Find that out. And just try out different things. Don't be biased against certain jobs 'cause yes, you need to try before you know whether you can do it and you may actually come to like it.

Alright, let's stop here. I'm feeling tired with all these thinking. Lol! It's really quite draining thinking about the future and stuffs. And seriously, we don't know what the future holds. So many things can change and you just need to have faith that everything will turn out alright in the end. Just have faith and believe.

I'm posting this photo 'cause it's funny. HAHA! I didn't realise it until recently when I was scrolling through the photos in my phone and I realise this photo is just funny lar. Ok, it's not damn funny and it's actually kinda bad. LOL! But they are my friends and they are self-aware too~ HAHA! And ahh I really want to do such stuffs like going to the railway and take photos again. LOL! The funny random shit that we always do. NEVER MIND! Soon soon! =D I'm really glad that these really important people live near me too. Heh. The random meet ups and stuffs.

And my cousins!!!! Wah, miss them like mad though I just saw them on last last Sunday. Lol! My happy pills~ The funny stuffs they do never fails to crack me up. I shall post the photos here next time. They are in my phone. Haha!

And yes, I need to restart taking photos. It's quite sad that I really stop spamming photos. Lol. Ok, maybe my friends are thankful for it but it's not something you shd be happy abt 'cause one day, you will realise that you suddenly don't have photos anymore and wonder why and come to realise the importance of having me around to spam photos. =D HAHA! Okok, this is complete self-delusion but whatever. And I know some friends genuinely hate me taking photos and stuffs. Yes, they happen to be my friends. How annoying right? Tsk. But yep, I'm glad that some other friends really still appreciate me for taking photos and stuffs. Haha! But yea lar, my skills really aren't good so yep! I will brush up and improve! I almost wanted to go out to take photos today 'cause the weather was quite nice. Lol! But heh, I ended up watching my show. I guess some things can wait I hope?

And someday, I will feel again. For everything. Someday you will remember those feelings again. You haven't lose them yet so don't worry so much.

My Princess~

Lol. I totally killed myself for my last prelim paper 'cause I went to start on this drama. =\ Yep, I know I really just killed myself 'cause I had a week of holiday to watch but I went to start this drama only on Friday. Damn stupid right? I thought I could control! But it's easily accessible from my phone so yep, obviously screwed.

Ok anyway, I want to spazz over this show. =D

This show is really damn addictive lar! The plot isn't super duper strong. But there were a lot of couple scenes and when you like a couple from the show, you will just keep watching the show. Their chemistry damn awesome lar and it's just damn sweet and funny!!

And wahhh both the male lead and the female lead are damn good looking lar! Song Seung Heon and Kim Tae Hee!!! Handsome and pretty. Haha! I realise, I have a thing for guys in suits. LOL! Somehow they just got that different aura. Ok, maybe it's the actors. =D He's now one of the Korean actors I like. Haha!

 “Let me ask you just one thing. Can’t you not be the princess? Is it really something you’d rather die than give up? Can’t you just not be a princess… and live as my woman instead?” – Hae-young

AHAHAHAHA, one of the best parts in the drama. It's like the oh finally feeling. Haha!
The show really had a lot of funny and super sweet moments. It's a show that will make you feel good watching it. Haha! Super sweet lar cannot stand it. Lol!

Heh. =D

Ok, I realise this year I really watched a lot of dramas. Lol! But yes, this is going to be the last drama I'm watching!! Really must control already. Once the show is accessible, I will just keep wanting to watch. Quite bad but I cannot help it lar. The show really makes you want to watch it!!

But yep! At least it was a nice show. =D If not I would have wasted my time. Haha! It's ok!! I finished the show already. LOL! So yep, I must and will concentrate from now on!

just breathe

[ If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me ]

Stand By Me - Ben E. King

HAHA! Wanted to put another song but this song was suddenly playing on my playlist and I just had to put this one. Heh. Doesn't it bring back awesome memories my awesome friends? HAHA! For the record, I think it's still the coolest thing you guys did for prom! And yes! The best performance even though I didn't see it live. Heh. Proud of you all for having the guts to do it~

Anyway, realised I never talked about Prelims yet but I realise I should 'cause this Prelims really was the toughest examinations I had taken in my 12 years of schooling. Yes, it's worse than O levels a lot more. I think mainly 'cause I was really very very unprepared for this. And this exam happens to be the last official exams we have before the big A levels.

And this exams made me realise how important my parents are. Both of them went to China from 21st Aug to 30th Aug. The day before I start my prelims until the day after my prelims ended. Haha! How awesome right?  But yea lar, my mum felt super bad when she realised it and wanted to not go but I told her it's ok and anyway, they went for work stuffs too. But ahh, I realise I was wrong man. I thought I could make it without them around but I realise I really needed them. Just having them around feels better. Yes, I didn't realise I was that dependent on my parents. Haha! I mean if they went overseas during other periods and not during exam periods, I'm fine. But during exam periods, I really need them around!! But yea lar, my mum promised me that she will be around for A levels. Heh. Lol! I'm such a dependent kid! I know I have to be more independent but I really need them around. And I think also with my sis going to work and all, I don't see her around. So it's like going home to an empty house everyday for those 2 weeks. And it was prelims too. But a good thing is that now I will appreciative my parents a lot more. =D

This prelims, really was the worse exams I ever did? I was unprepared, I didn't know a lot of things, I couldn't finish studying, I got sick of studying, I felt like vomiting out all the info from cramming Geog at the last minute. I really felt damn gross out the day before geog exams. Like I really was so sick of geog. Not having enough time. Yes, it's all my fault that I was so unprepared for prelims. I know it too. But I guess one thing good from going through Prelims was that at least now I know how tough it would be like. And how I must really really really really really really really prepare everything way before hand. If I try to cram again, I should kill myself.

I hope it's not too late though. Just that I must really make use of the remaining days I'm left with. 60 days. It's really so much different from O levels. Somehow, O levels, even though prelims wasn't that great, I could at least passed all my subjects. Failing wasn't even in my mind. It was about getting As and Bs. Now, I'm still just hoping for a pass. It's really that bad. I don't really know what happened to my studies after I came to JC. It's quite scary actually. Like I thought I wasn't that bad until this year. Up til now, I realise I have never gotten an A for any exams before. For any subjects. It's that bad. I really have a lot of catching up to do now. YES! 60 days!! I will make full use of my time well. Sleep lesser. But please get enough rest and don't overwork yourself. My sis kept telling me to not get burned out because it's true. If I get burned out now, I'm screwed for A levels.

I should share the 2 horrible weeks of Prelims actually. Haha! Ok, for me to remember this horrible exam period and never to feel like that again. So first day was GP. I realise the importance of my mum fetching us to school. =( Somehow, I'll feel much more calmed down when she fetches us to school. There really is a difference somehow. Ok, I'm pampered but it's just during exams! And when I wake up late for school. Heh.

Anyway, so GP was horrible. My worst essay I ever did in these 2 years, including all the class assignments and stuffs. Yes, it was that bad. What made it worse was that I have tuition for GP. So if I do badly for GP, I'm wasting my parents' money, I'm wasting my tutor's time, I'm wasting his efforts, I'm wasting my own time as well. So yes, I really really need to buck up on it. I think maybe because it was the first exams for prelims? I just had mind block or something. And I think I chose the wrong question. Screwed in so many ways but whatever, I shouldn't dwell on it now.

Math paper 1. Aha. It was the most ridiculous paper I ever did that I don't even felt sad about it. I was just appalled and whatever already. I think the teachers invigilating would actually be entertained by all the faces on the students during the paper. It was like beyond horrible. After the exam, Swap was telling that it was the most depressing paper she ever did since PSLE Math. HAHA! Ok, the PSLE Math cracked me up but I get the depressing part. Just that I felt numb and all already so I'm like ok, forget it. And the worst part was that we still had Econs paper 1 in the aftnoon. Eunice, YL, Lingli, Joyce and I went from pool cafe to canteen to Broadway 'cause we just didn't have the mood to stay in sch to eat after that horrible Math paper. Yes, we needed a break from school. Haha!

Econ paper 1 wasn't that bad I guess? Like can still survive I guess but I don't think I'll do well 'cause my case studies are usually quite bad. Yes, I really need to practice that more. Stayed out to study History after that 'cause I knew that I would have slept if I reached home and feel even more horrible after I wake up.

Studying outside wasn't the best idea 'cause somehow, the walk home from EAC made me feel lost and sad. LOL! Ok, it wasn't a nice feeling but ok, it's over so let it be. I guess I just felt really super stressed up then? But ah, I love my mum. She called back and somehow she could figure out that I was stressed (the wonders mothers do) and told me to relax and told me what to do to keep calm. Haha! Quite scary 'cause I was really feeling extremely stressed out then. So yes, mothers really have the ability to know when their child is sad and stuffs.

So ok actually after History, I felt so very relieved already somehow. I guess 'cause there were only 3 more papers left before it was Sept hols. And then came Lee Seung Gi's fan meet! Haha! Really must thank Kamin. That week was really horrible but after going for the fan meet, my mood really got left up. I don't think it's entirely 'cause of Lee Seunggi? LOL! I'm not that crazy. But just how I could relax for the 2 hours plus and just take a break from all that studying. So yes, thankyou Kamin! Without those tickets, I may not have made it through the 2nd week of prelims. Haha! Ok, not that extreme but you get what I mean.

So yep, Math paper 2. It was alright I guess? But I don't think I'll do well for it either. Just that I could maybe pass it, just that passing it wouldn't be enough to let me pass my overall math since paper 1 was so horrible.

Had a day break before Geog paper 1 and lol, that day was rather productive initially. I went to the Senja Cashew CC top level to study. That place is quite stuffy but really quiet. So I completed quite a lot of stuffs while I was there. But that place was really stuffy shit. It wasn't hot but there really was no air. They should either open up the windows or install an air con. -_-

Went to Mac to meet Feli for lunch. She was supposed to meet me to study in the morn but of course, cannot count on her to wake up early. Heh. Ok, sometimes she can but it depends. So anyway, Faeqa came over to find us after that. She just had her Geog paper 1 in school. Haha! But I swear, she's damn pro. Lol! As in really. Somehow she really can study geog. LOL! So anyway, tried to study at Mac but it was getting noisy so we decided to go EAC instead. And ya! Faeqa was evidently bored from watching us study. Haha! I wasn't that distracted by her though.

So yep, on the way to EAC we saw Swap and dragged her to EAC as well. Wrong choice. HAHA! This woman talks a lot I swear. Lol! Ok, I think she wasn't really in the mood also and she can't help it since there are pple there. Lol! Forever one lar she. But ok, though we kinda ended up talking for awhile, I had a great laugh with them. HAHA! About potential marriages and nonsense. They can make me laugh mad at times. But yes, studying with them can be super horrible at times. When they aren't in the mood, they aren't in the mood and they will make you not have the mood too. Lol! Horrible pple.

When I reached home, I kinda felt a bit stressed out I guess. 'cause there were so much stuffs left but so freaking little time left to study and stuffs. But I decided to just keep calm and do whatever I can even though it may not be enough. So yep, for Geog Paper 1, which was physical geog, I kinda just smoked my way through. It wasn't great but it wasn't that bad? Just that I really don't think I'll do well for it. And somehow, 3 hours isn't that long after all. Lol! I have a lot of 3 hours papers but they are all not enough man. I really need to manage my time well.

After geog, I did a stupid thing by staying out to study. Lol. I should have went home to sleep first lar 'cause after geog, I really felt so burned out. My face and body really felt hot and really tired. Yes, the scary thing that geog can do to you. But I still tried studying a bit of econs before I went home at EAC. Felt super restless after awhile and plug on earpiece. Still felt restless so I decided to go home. But ok, I managed to read quite a few stuffs so not that bad. And wah, that was like the longest journey back home from EAC. I was really dragging my body and I really could sleep at any given moment if I just stop and lie by the roadside. LOL! But yes, luckily I have nonsense pple to entertain me on 6h whatsapp. =D Haha! Yes, talking to these nonsense pple made me feel better. And Jinghan is damn nice lar! He happened to be at the Gate 3 bus stop while I was walking home so he waited for me to walk until there and pei me walk back to my block. Haha! Saved me from falling asleep while walking. =D But yes!! He is an awesome friend~ Haha!

So econs day! Met Eunice and YL at Fusionopolis to study in the morning! I kinda woke up late but oh well. Heh. Came and hour later but yep, went to study straight away. Ok not exactly but almost. YL and I tried the Cool Lime drink and ok, it doesn't taste great. So yes, luckily we shared the drink. Studied with Jiayu and Diandra too! Had lunch and walked back to school. Econs paper 2 wasn't that bad. Just that I really suck at micro economics so that's kinda a bit of a problem there. I really need to study harder for it. It's really quite bad. My concepts for mircro economics and stuffs.

HAHA! Whoever that actually went to read every single word of this post, I'm proud of you man. I think it's one of the most boring posts. Haha! I'm really just rambling and ranting away. But I really need to ba. To remind myself to prepare way more and work way harder for A levels. If I do this for A levels, I really cannot get anywhere and that will be super horrible.

Yes, I'm going to be a mugger from now onwards! Ok, I'll strive to be one. Ok, I kinda want to be a mugger now. I don't care of pple say me no life and all 'cause really, just for these 3 more months of no life, I think it will be worth it. After all these ends, YES~!!! Haha!

Breathe. Such a simple and obvious thing but I needed to remind myself to breathe during the 1st week of prelims. It did help me through though I guess. Yes, just breathe. It really helps  to calm your nerves and continue on without giving up.

And yes, I realise too that I have really great and awesome pple who will be supporting me all the way. Not all of them may be around me often, but I know that they will always be supporting and they will be there for me if I need them. Yes, I realise I'm really lucky to have met these really awesome friends. These people will always have faith in me even when I don't have faith in myself. Thank you for being here for me during this tough period of time. And yes!! Reading all the grad letters in sec 4 and birthday cards and letters really gives me the strength to continue to fight this race. And of course my family. The random small encouragements they give me daily. Yes, I think that was what I was lacking for those 2 weeks of prelims. =) Thank you my family and friends for standing by me. Haha!

This final lap, I'm prepared to give it my fullest and best fight.

bitches who don't take photos

Ok, this wasn't taken on 31st but oh well, we didn't really take any photos that day. Haha! The day that this photo was taken was like the rare days where everyone was enthu with taking photos. Haha!

Met up with Felicia, Enming, Changhui, Yiinlih, Jinghan and Guodong for dinner at plaza! In order of appearance. Haha! GUODONG WAS THE LATEST! But ok that's 'cause he was sleeping. Haha! And Kenneth was supposed to meet us too but this person was sleeping when we called. Tsk tsk.

Our typical dinner place at the garden plaza. Haha! Seriously our dinner spot already. But it's damn hot lar. All the nonsense stuffs we talked about and all. A levels of course. And how we started comparing our results. LOL! Quite sad but it's quite funny even that we all were in the best class in primary school. Haha! With such not very good results now. Nevermind! We will come out tops during A levels!! Haven' unleash our potential yet. Haha! Ok, I choose to believe that we haven't unleash our potential yet. And ya I think we should study together. Though I think the only common subject among all of us is Math. Haha! Ok, I'm the only full art student but yes!!! I end A levels earlier than them~ =D

And haha! Called Faeqa to disturb 'cause everyone wanted her there to have a target to shoot at and annoy. =D Yep, I realsie Faeqa is super easy to annoy. HAHA! Anyway, sat at Mac talking to Feli, Guodong and Jinghan for quite long after that! Feli was desperately trying to get them to say out stuffs. Haha! Kinda failed but oh well, it benefits me to be able to listen to all that. =D

6h is just like that lar. HAHA! We really need to meet Mr Phang soon! We didn't even celebrate his birthday this year man. Damn bad. But yep, everyone was busy. Sigh. It's really going to get harder to meet up. But yep, with 6h somehow I know that we will still meet up for many years to come. I mean yea, we've been meeting up for 6 years already. Another 10, 20 more years, not a problem. =) AHAHAHAHA, what great fun would it be to go to their weddings. Haha! I can so dig out primary school photos of them. Heh. =D

together, we are a force to be reckon with.

Went back to Fuhua on 31st! =D I was initially quite sian to go back at first 'cause like ok, lol! Haziq and I didn't really ask around much like who going back. He is a bitch! HAHA! But okok, he was crazy then. Then again, when was he not. Haha!

Anyway, so went back with Jiesi, Junyuan, Nisa and Jordan! 198~ Haha! Saw Yingkiat, Darren, Wenhui and Junhao when we reached Fuhua! Jeslynn and Sonia came after that too and talked to Ms Tan!!

She's really the best math teacher!! My math was really good under her. But yes! I will work hard for math for her! Though she may not be teaching me now. Haha! And best form teacher!! Heh. All the awesome stuffs we did for her 2 years ago! Haha! But ok, this time we didn't do anything but at least we came back! =D

Went up to the study room to find more teachers but didn't really find any that we wanted to find. Technically, we went back Fuhua for Ms Tan, Ms Chan and Jiang Lao Shi! Ms Cheong, Mr Lee and Mr Tan left already!! Quite sad. So there wasn't anyone at study room that we really wanted to see. LOL! Talked to Mr Chan for awhile though. And ya!! I was damn hungry lar!!! All the food in front of you! 

So we decided to go into the staff room and walked one round before we went out for lunch! And we found Jiang Lao Shi!! Haha! She is super sweet! When she saw us, she was telling us that she was just thinking if we would come back find them this year. Haha! She's super cute lar. And she said that we were the best students she had. Heh. =D Everyone loves us lar. Haha! We are the best man~ =D

Went to find Ms Chan after that!! She remembered all our names except Jiesi. HAHA! Then she actually went through the class list to find her name to match her face. Haha! Super joke lar! And Ms Tan actually helped her but she didn't hear. Haha! But it's still super nice to talk to her! As animated as ever!

And ahahahaha, our geog results are unbeatable~~ Our record is still there. Haha! Seriously man, I think we are the best. =D So proud of us. Haha! We are really the best class~ Ok lar, we kinda self-proclaim but I think it's true. =D

Anyway, so Jiesi and I went to our favourite toilet in school. HAHA! Went for lunch after that! Went the Mr Teh Tarik at Huayi there with Jiesi, Sweden, Junyuan, Nisa, Jordan, Jeslynn and Sonia! And ok, I didn't finish my food but whatever, it's a big portion. But haha! I really love eating with the guys 'cause they will help you finish the food. HAHA! Never get how they can keep eating and eating but it's good for me 'cause I won't feel guilty for wasting food. Haha!

Went to JCube with Jeslynn and Nisa! We wanted to watch movie at first but decided not when we reached 'cause we got lazy. Haha! Had ice cream at Marble Slab!

Our creation! Ok not really but we chose the flavours and toppings. And LOL! The guy at the counter was super nice man. He let us tried super lot of flavours! Haha! I think we took about 15 mins before we bought that. =D And we really tried a lot of flavours. WAHAHAHAHA. Luckily there wasn't anyone behind us when we were deciding what to get. Haha! We really super indecisive but yes, the ice cream was good. =D 

Sat there and ate awesome ice cream and talked about many stuffs but yep, it was nice to catch up and all. Haha! Technically to catch up with Jeslynn only since I see Nisa practically everyday. And she complained that we ignore her when we see her. That, I can't say I don't. =D You don't say hi to your good friend. HAHA!

Feli joined us after that! And we went to KFC 'cause she wanted to eat. Haha! Talked for super long but had to go off at 5.30 to meet another bunch of idiots. Heh.

Took a group photo before we left! This is actually quite nice~ But I swear, camwhoring with dslr is painful. LOL! Heavy shit. And lol, Nisa and Jordan are jokes can? I think they never see my camera for super long or something. They were like how come your camera looks smaller. -_- yes yes, my camera slim down. What retards. Haha!

AHHHHH I seriously love 4E1!! =)) Though not a lot of pple went back but it's still awesome to meet up and catch up with those that went back! Meet ups are getting rarer so it's always awesome when we meet up! =) They are the people who gave me the best school times! All the many stupid things we did in those two years. Haha! Ok, we did a lot a lot of nice things too~ But yes!! All the awesome memories!! =) Miss them super lot but yes! After A levels, we can all spam outings. Haha!

4E1 is awesome! =D

10 men strength

HAHA! Only 10 of us came for Teachers' Day Celebrations! Quite pathetic but oh well at least it's 2 digits! Haha! I think I will still miss them after I graduate. Though we really are not that bonded, somehow, we are still alright. Of all the Arts classes, I'm really thankful that I'm in this class which is full of nice awesome pple. =) Our class isn't bonded but we aren't divided. Haha! If that makes sense. =D

smile boy

Heh. Since I posted abt the fan meet already, these are just photos with captions~ Haha!

The tickets!! =D

Heh. Love this photo best out of all the banners. =D

Before the thing started~ crazy pple. Haha!

Kamin decided to pose with him!

And we took together 'cause we felt damn funny to take alone at first. HAHA!

Then we decided to just take a solo one 'cause really, rare chance man!! HAHA!

HEEE =DDD

Haha! I think I look a bit like an idiot here but oh well, I was happy. =D And I went sending it to everyone. HAHA! I think they all want to kill me. Esp Weiying and Faeqa. =D

WAHAHAHAHAHAA =D

With the lightstick that Sijia made me buy. Tsk tsk. =D

It's really him~~~ =D I think this was "Will you marry me?"

The bicycle ride!! Lucky girl. =D

Humble guy. =)

Seriously man, his smile is really really very nice!!! =D

HAHA! We look damn happy and unwilling to leave the place after the thing ended. LOL!

Haha! I think we really both look super happy here. =D

Pretty lightstick~~~ =)))

Ahahahaha. Thank you for the awesome night! HAHA!

Ok, back to earth. =D But yep, it's really a nice memory~ Haha! Though cannot really see but can hear him good enough. =D Yes, I'm losing my mind~ HAHA! Ok, don't judge me! We live only once. =D

Happy 19th birthday to the old man~! I wanted to post a super unglam photo of you but I couldn't find it so lucky for you. But nevermind I'm sure there are back up copies with Feli or Jiesi. Heh. I really love how sec 3 and 4 we just kept spamming unglam photos of the guys that we really have super duper lot of their unglams. Maybe we should dig them out someday and post on Facebook. =D The unglams are really really epic. You wouldn't believe someone can be so unglam. =DD Ahahahaha, ok I'll get retribution if I continue so. But hey, you pple's unglam photos make me laugh when I'm sad hor. HAHA!

And heh, as you can see, someone is 19 already. =D HAHA! We haven't celebrate for him yet but I think if we are, it will be mugging plus celebrating. Oh man, that sounds damn sad. But ok lar, 19 ain't that special. =D

Anyway, yes, happy birthday Junyuan! We are the most annoying and not nice friends you have but you know we are important to you!~ HAHA! Dang it, this year don't have mushy text from Junyuan. Heh. =D

lame girl day!~

Haha! This stalker woman confirm wondering why I never post about her birthday yet. =D So here you go! Haha!

So proud of this board!!! =D Super Tumblr worthy. HAHA! Then again, we took the photos from tumblr. Haha!

Anyway so since Lingli's birthday happens to be a week before prelims, we decided to celebrate for her earlier on National Day eve! Heh. All of us skip sch and went to her house instead. =D But it's really useless celebration 'cause it ended at 9plus and there really wasn't anything much. Haha!

So Sharon, Eunice, YL, Feli and I met up in the morning at Bukit Batok Mac to do Lingli's thing. Joyce had tuition so she joined us in the evening!

Haha! We all look damn weird but this is a nice photo somehow. I have no idea what Eunice and YL were doing. Retarded pple. Haha!

So aft we were done with the board, we travelled to Lingli's house! It was supposed to be a surprise but it kinda failed. Heh. But Lingli was happy to see us~! Haha!

Slack in her room for awhile. Talked and laze around before we went down to cook Chicken Chop~~ HAHA! Enjoyed awesome food. =D

After lunch, we decided to be good and study even though we all didn't have the mood to do it. Lol! And yes!!! I managed to study quite a lot. Haha! Eunice, Feli and Sharon all slept for awhile. YL, Lingli and I didn't~ Haha!

So after that we had to get ready to go out and went up to Lingli's room to help her choose what to wear. Haha! Quite funny lar. We like really dressing up to go out. Sharon helped all of us tie our hair. Haha! Like a mother~ =D

Lingli's mum fetched us to Bukit Batok MRT! Haha! Imagine 5 pple squeezing at the back. It's madness I swear. And Eunice is a big bully lar! She sat until super duper comfortable and YL was falling off the seat already. Haha! I have retarded friends. =D

So travelled to Orchard Central! Had Everything with Fries at Orchard Central! Slacked around, walked around.  We wanted Cold Stone at Orchard Central but it was super duper crowded so we went over to Somerset 313 for ice cream~ Heh.

Anyway, hope this birthday girl had a nice birthday with us~ Haha! Though it was a week earlier. On her birthday, only Eunice and YL went to school. Heh. I really wanted to go school that day. But then I woke up late and my parents gave me the greenlight to not go so heh, of course I choose not to. =D

But yep! Met them at Clementi Mall for lunch to surprise Lingli to see us. Haha! Technically it was just Sharon and I 'cause Feli and Joyce couldn't make it. But yep! She was happy to see us too~ =D

HAPPY 18TH YOU LAME AND SICK GIRL. =D 

I still owe you your birthday card. Heh. But I'm still here with you so don't worry, I'll promise to give you your birthday card before the year ends!! =D I realise after A levels, I think I have to make one day a card making day to make up for all the cards that I owe pple. Heh. Long long list. =(