"Nostalgia is like a very good thing to me because I like the sound and feeling it makes me feel. It makes me feel lucky to have all of those emotions before and luckier to remember them. "

Read that quote from some friend's tumblr~ Haha! And yep, it's really so true. Pretty lazy to type more. Haha! I guess yea, it's just good to know that you once have all that memories and you know, it's really a happy feeling already. True, we don't get to meet up as much now, we aren't as crazy and mad as we used to be a few years back but I guess yea, at least we had those memorable 2 years together. Something that I will really hold close to for a long time.

Looking at old photographs really brings back all the good old days. Haha! All the crazy nonsesese we did lar. Haha! And sigh, growing up is really not fun. =\ As in yea, all the decisions and stuffs. I honestly still want to be a kid for a long time more.

And I really love how we rather spent Friday nights playing at a playground or sit by the poolside and talk abt nonsense yet important stuffs instead of going clubbing and shit. Haha! Ok, these are my friends. Lol! It's really quite strange how many people of our age are going clubbing all and it used to be a strange idea but it isn't that strange anymore. But to be true, I don't think I'll go. Lol! Ok, maybe once for the experience. Haha! I think I'll prefer bars and pub if you want to drink. The best is actually just chill at someone's house or at MacDonalds. Haha! Having more meaningful conversations. =) And yes, singing. HAHA! Our way of getting high is singing like we are drunk. =D Quite glad that my friends are as lazy and lepak as me. Heh. I like. =D

Somehow I think I lost my blogging feel. Lol! I can only blog when I'm angry and pissed off now. Haha! Ok lar, hopefully I'll find back the mood to blog about other stuffs besides anger and disappointments and shits. Shouldn't let myself feel like that I guess. Because yea, maybe they aren't worth it even though you used to think they are. Quite sad but yea, maybe it's really meant to be like that. Whatever already though. It's going to be hard but I know I'm better than that and that I deserve more than that. And there are people who are honestly way more worth it. So yea, spend my time and effort on these people instead. It's true that sometimes we tend to care about people who don't care about you more than the people who care about you. When I read quotes like these, I used to wonder how can someone not know if a person cares about them a not. But yea, I realise it's actually kinda true. Just remember that you are really lucky and have people who care about you even though there are some who don't care. Contentment. =)