IN-DEE-EAR

Shouldn't be posting now but I'm really restless at work and don't feel like writing leggit stuffs so here I am. HAHA!

Anyway, India has been pretty decent to me. I mean yea. Culture shock on the first few days but we adapt and learn. Haha! And yea, things has been pretty alright and I believe it will continue to be so.

But of course, I do miss home. Singapore, my homeland forever more. Haha! The food here is really pretty spicy so I think my tolerance for spicy food will go up so much after this trip. But they are pretty tasty though. Just that I do miss my Chinese food.

And there are really not much non-Indians around. The only non-Indians we saw were mostly Ang Mohs and generally in the more touristy areas or rich areas. Most of the time we only see Indians. Haha! Not that I'm complaining but I guess it's just really strange to be so much of the minority in a country. Not even minority. It really feels like we are the only Chinese around here. Lol! Pretty interesting I guess.

But yes, Indians are really very friendly actually. And nice. Like when we bargain with them and ended up not buying, they won't be very pissed off. Ok some ah. Some Indians are pretty annoying. But generally, I think their service is really not bad.

But wow the roads here are incredible. They honk everywhere they go. For all reasons and no reasons. And they just drive. Like if they wanna go straight they just drive straight and not care if there is a car coming on the side or people walking or what. So yes, that's interesting too. Ok ah, I know Cambodia and India also like that. And a lot of other place actually. But in Cambodia, at least they honk. It was a lot more peaceful crossing the roads there. And pretty fun actually. 'Cause it's really like trying to go with the flow of traffic. Haha!

Yessss I need to update a lot of posts but there really isn't much time here. Like we will go out for dinner and when we are back, we are either researching for our weekends trips or doing our reports or there is just always something else to do. So yes, you can say we are really pretty busy here? Just that I really have a lot of things to do. So probably need better time management. And also, watching my shows. HAHA! But really no time.

But ok, I'm still really thankful for this experience. I think there is a lot to gain from this and I'm sure it will be a great trip at the end of the day. So maybe I'll post more after. Haha! But wah, I really still owe super lot of posts. That's the consequence of procrastinating.

master's sun

Master's Sun!! I think this is the fastest I've ever chiong a drama. 2 days. HAHA! I was really hooked too it 'cause the storyline is really very unique and it's so hilarious. And ok I think I was crazy too. Study too much and really needa take a break. Heh.

Anyway so this drama is about a woman who can see and talk to ghosts but when she touches this guy, the ghosts will disappear. HAHA! Ok it sounds pretty strange but it's really good. Like I was really hooked. Maybe too long never watch Korean dramas already. But I still think it's really not bad. The main leads are awesome ah!!! So Ji Sub and Gong Hyo Jin. Their chemistry is really the best. And I really love their characters!! It's seriously damn funny 'cause the male lead is so damn eccentric it's just freaking hilarious.  

"Your safety hideout is here. Hide." hehehe

I think it's really just awesome how they really go around helping the ghosts together. How he just follow and help her even though he couldn't see them. HAHA! It's damn interesting. Like sort of blind faith. And they are really very good actors. Like can tell they are really not bad kind.

HAHA I love this phone conversation. 'Cause he was really all smug and happy about her being scared and happy that he called her. Lol! It's so cute. Heh. 

"People sometimes find what they lost at an unusual place by getting lost in the way. We think of it as luck or misfortune from coincidence. But not all of that is coincidental."
- Tae Gong Shil

"When an insane sun rose in my world, I was trying anything to get you out. However, I realised that I was actually the one being dragged into your gloomy world. I was struggling to stop and get out. But I realised in the cell today, I already went all the way." - Joo Joong Won

HAHAHAHA I love this scene. My favourite 3 guys in the show heh. They really are her supporters ah. Super cute I swear. They were singing a Korean bear song to this child ghost.

AND MY TWO FAVOURITE KIDS. HEHE. They are so cute I swear. Ok fine, I was looking at the kid on the left more. HAHA! But he doesn't talk so it's his older brother doing the talking. But omg they are so cute. And super innocent. Ok fine, they are kids after all. But still so cute. This particular scene made me burst. They were really just standing there innocently. HAHA!

Heh another favourite scene. I can't even pinpoint my most favourite scene 'cause they are all pretty awesome. Lol! And it's really very funny. It's a super feel good show. Though yes, took me very long to watch 'cause I didn't thought much about it at first. Until they show on TV and somehow TV you will watch more since it's there already. HAHA! Then I realise it's a pretty good show. Heh. I like I like.

"Don't compete with your past but rather expect great things for your future and love your present self."
- Kang Woo

But sigh, really post drama syndrome. I was really quite sad that the show ended. Lol! But yea lar, probably will watch this show again. Heh. Not that I've rewatched any Korean drama before yet actually. HAHA! But ok lar, still awesome.

few more days leggo

In that mood to do anything except studying. YAYYYYY. And I have 3 days to my first paper. Pretty fun huh. But wow, really can't wait for finals to end. And head to India. Haha! It won't be all fun and games but it is still overseas and yes I'm gonna bring my camera over because I think I really need to get out and take more photos. Feel pretty disconnected with my camera. I feel like just selling them away since I'm actually not using them. But no, I just need to take the camera out and start shooting again. Just stop being lazy.

But yesss I really can't wait. And given that short few days between end of finals to when I have to fly off to India, I really don't know how to arrange that time. But ok, I'll worry later. Or rather, just sleep lesser so that I can accomplish more stuffs then. It will all be fun stuffs and non studying related so I think it'll be cool. Heh. CAN'T WAIT.

So right now, I will try to get back to studying again. Lol! But honestly so bored of it. Though I feel quite happy 'cause I understand what I'm doing. It's just, I don't know if I'll know when I see the questions during exams. But I believe I will be able to!! It's all somewhere there in my great big head and I'm sure I'll find it.

But I realise whenever I study for finals, I will feel happy yet sad. Happy that I finally understood all these stuffs but sad 'cause I won't get to use them anymore. It's like I understood them too late. Like why didn't I understand them earlier? But I guess whatever we learn now in uni is not completely useless. They are all linked up somehow. So that's a plus side. But wow, it's really that enlightenment feeling. It's how I felt the day before A Levels Maths paper when I finally understood Complex Numbers I think? But like I won't use it anymore after the next day. So it's a bittersweet feeling. LOL! But oh well, at least I got my B for Maths.

ANYWAY, so yes, back to studying. WOOHOOOOOO

on a scale of 1 to 10, how will you rate your pain?

Heh. New addition to the list of my favourite Disney movies. Which is already a very long list. But sorry, Disney kid here. Their stories still have a way to tug your heartstrings and make you feel really warm and fuzzy and also very happy. You just feel really good after watching it.

And omg, this movie is hilarious. Maybe it's just my humour but at one point I was really dying of laughter and I really teared from laughing. LOL! It's really super cute I swear. BAYMAX!! My new favourite robot. IT'S SO DAMN HUGGABLE I CANNOT STAND IT. And freaking retarded. HAHA!

But the movie is really good. Like super worth watching. And also, the people you watch with matters also. HAHA! Went with a bunch of kids so that makes watching it more fun. Lol! But ok lar, actually go with anybody also great 'cause the movie is really great. My kind of humour. Haha!

But I swear watching with those kids is really damn hilarious because I was laughing even before the movie started. 'Cause they really say the weirdest comments to the advertisements. It's damn hilarious. I forgot what exactly but I was really laughing before the movie started. Such weirdos.

Sigh, so tempted to watch all the Disney movies now. However, there is this impending FINALS still to finish. Can't wait for this semester to be over. Like seriously. And then I'll be off to India~ Haha! Super looking forward to it actually. Quite excited. Though I think I'm not very prepared but I guess it will come to me. And yep, must read up and research and pack after finals end. But yes, looking forward to it like mad.

And I'll probably do a proper post on the end of semester next time? Haha! I realise I really forget to update about my life proper already. But it's okay! All the good will be remembered. And yea, this semester has been pretty crazy. But I'm glad I've gotten through it. And yea, I'll probably do another post next time. Haha! My yearly end of the year spammage of posts. Also, I haven't post about Australia and Cambodia. HAHA! Oh well, maybe I'll do them while in India.

Love, Rosie

“You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.”

― Love, Rosie (Cecelia Ahern)

Watched Love Rosie the other day but it was honestly pretty disappointing. But the main leads were very good looking. Like for real. Lol! So it wasn't a bad movie experience but still very disappointing 'cause it could have been so much better. I think it's the script adaptation somehow. But oh well, at least they are good looking. Haha!

But this story is really one of my favourites. Not just because it's about all chick-flick and stuffs. The quotes from the book are really pretty awesome. And okay, it was really a good book I feel. I like these kind of stories.

Sigh, I really miss reading though. Feels really long since I last read. The Fault In Our Stars. Lol! Was supposed to read it before semester started but it's still on my table. December ah.

But you see, Decemeber is just one month but I have a freaking long list of things I want to do and need to do. So probably I should do the stuffs I need to do first before starting on the wants. And being away from Singapore also makes it kinda harder to complete some stuffs that I wanna do. =\ But yes yes, experience will be so worthy.

I feel like I did jump into this thing a bit too quickly but I'm thinking if I don't do it now, if I don't grab this chance that is given to me, when else will I? India is a place I know I will definitely want to go someday. But to actually work there, I think it is quite a rare chance. And I think for one month it will be a good enough experience? So yes, I'm really looking forward to it.

And yes, people here in Singapore will still be here when I'm back so no worries. Haha! It will be good I'm sure. And really can't wait to explore India actually. It will be pretty cool. =D

tough men last longer

Feels really long since I post about stuffs happening in my life. Haha! But alright, life hasn't been that bad. Because yea, I'm pretty blessed with really great people around me to make days better. This semester has been the longest one ever that passed by in a flash. Contraction? Yes. But it really feels like this that. This is our last official week of school and everyone is just like "Wow, I thought school just started."

But so many things happened though. For me at least. This semester has been pretty tough. And I'm glad it's over and I think I didn't came out too badly. There is still finals though. But I feel a lot better this semester 'cause I'm really learning. I actually get what I'm learning. Haha! And maybe 'cause all my modules this sem are the kinds that you will really learn something. So yes, maybe I need to take these kind of modules more. Haha! But yea, it really feels great to see that what you learn is applicable. That you are learning real stuffs. I miss that feeling. And I miss my History. =( Maybe I should try taking Political Science mods. They are honestly very interesting. But I'm slightly scared to take Social Science mods 'cause it has been awhile since I wrote essay and stuffs. But should be fine ah. Arts student after all. Shouldn't be that bad. Oh well see how!

But I guess it's also a good thing that I'm getting used to all the math stuffs. So yes I'm starting to like econ mods so that's very very good. Haha! YESSS Things will get better.

And yes tough men last longer. HAHA No idea why I suddenly thought of that but yea just gotta be strong and things will be fine. Few more weeks to the end!! And I'll be free from this. And yes, I'll be going India for internship in December too I'll elaborate more of that later because I'm really quite tired.  So here you go.

look forward

I think part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight is that we fear something so great won't happen again.

But one thing you should also remember; the future hasn't happened yet. There is a high chance that some of the best days of our lives haven't happened yet. There are still so many people you haven't meet yet, and so many other memories to be made with the people who are currently around you and have been stuck with you for so many years. So many experiences in front of you that you have yet to experience.

The past, it's familiar. It's easy. But what happened in the past, it's over. You hold on to the past but you don't cling on to it. The past is important in shaping who you are right now but you don't hold to it because it's over. And some memories, be glad that they happened before. At least you once had that. Be contented with that.

"We’re going to get older whether we like it or not, so the only question is whether we get on with our lives, or desperately cling to the past."

- Ted (HIMYM) 

I guess, at some point in time, you will stop looking back at what happened in the past and start looking forward because looking forward is a lot more exciting and worth looking forward to and it's something you can still do something about because it hasn't happened yet. What truly matters is the present and the future. Treasure the present and don't be scared of the future. What is meant to be will happen. Don't worry so much about things that haven't happened yet. Feel excited and look forward to them.

On a slightly side note, I realise the best kind of friendships are the ones that continue to grow and become stronger as time goes by. How you may not meet up very often in a year, but it doesn't matter 'cause you know how precious you are to each other. I know it's something I have been saying but I guess I'm still really freaking thankful to all those who are still so dear and important to me. Who stuck it out and are still very much part of my life.

beating fast

Butterflies. I kinda miss that feeling. It's honestly a pretty exciting and nice feeling to feel. How when you see someone or when you are around someone, you feel this strange exceptional happiness that is different from how you feel when you are with your family and friends. 

But as much as I miss that, I'm scared to feel it again too. Because yea, even though such feelings are exciting, they are crazy confusing too. 

But really, when will it be my turn to feel this strange feeling? It's all very confusing. I feel like something is holding me back or I'm holding myself back. But for what? I also don't know. I guess yea, probably just scared to feel all confused again because I don't really want that confusion right now. It ain't fun. Ah well, such things take time. Come set me up with an amazing guy HAHAHA ok I kid. I will kill you if you try.