increase beat, slow down, full speed ahead

I want to go to somewhere that has such a long road. Changi Airport! I really feel like going to a lot of places to take photos! There are cool places in Singapore too. Just that we really have to explore. Ah, I really wish that I can learn driving soon and hopefully get the car to drive when my parents aren't in Singapore. Haha! Then I'll go to all these cool random places.

Funny how your heart reacts to all sorts of things. You can really feel the changes to it when it increases speed. Like woah, it just beats faster all of a sudden. And you don't know why too. The heart, is scary. But it's awesome 'cause it lets us love. Yet, it confuses you too. Especially when your mind and you heart don't collide. Your mind thinks a way, yet your heart tells you something else. It's quite tiring. But at least you know that your heart isn't dead. That it is still capable of feeling.

Haha! I'm so lacking the inspiration to blog about nice stuffs. Life has been pretty much the same. But yep, school is really not as bad sometimes with those pple that I hang out with in school. They are quite joke pple. So glad to have them in my class! They are really pple that can still make me laugh like crazy. They bully me like crap lar. Tsk.

OH OH! I'm looking forward to my sister's return from Korea! Haha! She said she brought a lot of stuffs for me. Hehe. =D I love my sister! Haha! Ok but yep, I really do miss her. 6 freaking weeks without her around you know. It's like freaking long. Suddenly, I really wonder how will life be like in the future without my sister, or my parents. Like when you move out of house and all. Lol. It will be really weird. It will be really weird when my sister moves out and I have the room to myself. Like really to myself. OK, actually I don't mind since I'll have a ton of space. =D But yep, it will be super strange. You are really alone in the room. But, if my sister moves out, it means most likely that she's married. =D Haha! It's seriously funny how this little annoying sister is more paranoid about my sister's future than she is. I'm a nice little sister that wants my sister to be happy and find someone to share her happiness with. She seriously deserves someone good to take care of her. Annoying independent woman. Lol. I bet if she reads all these, she will totally kill me man.

Just stalked her on Facebook! Ah, I'm really jealous of her being able to go all these places. It's seriously freaking cool. Her photos kinda suck though. =D Okok, she really has the eye for things but she's just lazy to do it. Tsk. Like seriously man, you should hear her critic my photos. When I need to choose photos for some photog stuffs, I'll always ask her. And her comments are really scary. LOL. Critic to the max man. But ok, it's for my own good. =D Ah, miss her. She's coming back in few more days! Then my parents are going Alaska. =( Freaking hell jealous lar! My family seriously. How annoying.

I want to spam my Holga! See how the colour film roll looks like. I hope it will be nice though. Quite disappointed with the B&W film but I think it's ok since the film was $2 so yep! Haha! Not wasted. Just that yep, a bit sian lar but oh well. I hope the colour one will be nice! I want June holidays again! Then can take with the colour film roll. =D

Ohya! Went to Jurong Safara for LAN yesterday with a bunch of guys and Feli! Lol. We were the only 2 girls playing in the whole place. Plus Feli came late. But oh well, it was still fun! =D Super long never play L4D already! But L4D2 is really more fun than L4D. I die freaking easily at L4D. Being zombie is still seriously more fun. I managed to kill Haziq and annoy Sweden. =D Haha! Ah, feel like going there to play again. Haha! Somehow, we just managed to spend 2 hours plus there. Time passed by really fast. And yes! Miss how we used to go over there after school, especially like after exams all since our school is pretty near there. Ah! I want to go Sakae suddenly. =\ Seriously don't like how we got not much free time now. I want to go Sakae, Kbox, L4D and badminton! Badminton is good since we get to exercise too. But yes, freaking time. I will go spam Kbox during the Dec holidays if I can since I've got the Kalah card!

Alright, I have spend a good amount of time on the com. Got a lot of nice new songs again! Haha! Time to study mad for the next few hours! I hope I can though.