smallest things that make you happy without you realising

I WANT TO GO ALL THESE PLACES. And more. Seriously, I have the urge to just leave with my camera, my passport and of course money or credit card (which I don't have, so I'll most likely get my mum's =D) and just go travelling around the world. I really want to do that. There are so many things I want to see, so many places I want to visit, so many stuffs I want to do, experiences I want to experience. And take awesome awesome photos of. It will really be the life if I get to do that.

Hmm.. I was feeling rather normal when I wanted to post, as in yep, like some what happy but not really also. OK, just the neutral feeling. But then I suddenly thought of my terms and I felt like crap. Okok, let's not talk about terms. Screw it seriously.

I realise yea, it's really a wonder how the smallest and little things can actually make you feel happy. Your whole mood just changes when they happened. It's weird but yea, it really just changes your mood. How something so small and rather insignificant can make you happy. And how other stuffs that are also small and rather insignificant can change your mood for the worse as well. How people around you can really affect you in ways that you are somewhat out of control of. It's not as if you want to be in a bad mood; it just happens without you knowing. But of course, good mood is good, so I totally welcome that. =D

I feel that my mood is scary lately. Like I get all sorts of feelings at the same time and I don't know, it's just woah. Like overload kinda thing. And last year, I only got this kind of feelings during certain "peak" periods like exams or cca or class stuffs. Now, it's quite often. Ok, maybe 'cause there studies, cca and all happening. But yep, it's really this mixture of feelings that I really don't like. You'll feel happy for awhile then suddenly feel like crap after that. Like mood swings but not that bad. LOL. Ok fine, it's mood swings but it doesn't affect other pple, it just affects internally, which sucks.

But yep! Things that make you happy really are nice stuffs. It changes your whole mood and make you feel really happy even though you have no idea why such small things can make you so happy, but it's a super nice feeling. =D I'm one person that need happiness in my life often. Haha!

Anyway, met up with Weiying today 'cause she wanted to pass me a roll of film!! =D Yea! Love her! Got that roll for $5. I realise film rolls are really expensive. I really should have brought more last time! And ah!! I really want to see my black and white film shots now!! Sucks that it has to be so long. =( But yep! Hope it's nice! I want to try my coloured film soon! I've got 2 rolls now. Haha! Weiying lar! Making me love film cameras more! It's really fun to take photos using film. You really don't know how the photo will turn out until after the whole roll finishes. Looking forward to the photos! =D

Saw Swap queuing up for Gong Cha! Haha! It's so funny 'cause both of us started laughing when we saw her. It's just comic I don't know why. =D Ohya! Met up with Faeqa yesterday too! Super last minute decision but yep. =D And I went to get cake for my dad and Jiesi! Dropped by Jiesi's house to give her. I am so nice. =D

Tuesday after school went to Bugis to get Jiesi's present with Agents minus Junyuan 'cause he forgot. Tsk. Supposed to get Jiesi's present but they are all just awesome Agents lar. Tsk. Wasted my time but oh well, got to catch up with them I guess though I see Felicia freaking freaking too much often. And Sweden pretty much too since yea, it's just like that. Haha! So it's just Brendan. The loser that slept on his injured finger and had to restitch it. Ok, it's really pain and all but yep, still. Junyuan is like the best lar. Totally forgot. But he had to do some other stuffs too so fine. Ah, I really miss all 5 of us going out. June holidays we never really went out. We just had like dinner at Jurong. LOL. All our schedules suck.

I feel like going back Fuhua for fun!! Ah, damn sian that both photog and HOPE had to be on Friday. If they were on different days, I can go for both! I really feel like going back Fuhua someday. Missed that place. And I kinda want to see AVA too. Really really hope that things aren't screwed up.

Hmm alright! I'm just posting 'cause I have the urge to and since I'm kinda free though yes, I should be practicing maths. I really must do well for it! I want my A back for math, and yea, I really want better grades for other subjects too. Terms was just horrible but I'll promise myself to do better for Promos. No, MUST DO BETTER FOR PROMOS!