learning from shows and movies

Something that my GP tutor made me realised: Avatar's storyline is like Pocahontas, The Lion King's storyline is like Hamlet. There are still more but he didn't continue 'cause he didn't want to "ruined" my childhood. Haha! But yes, I realise how very similar the stories were.

I'm suddenly in the mood to watch Disney movies. The classics, the fairy tales and also Pixar! I'm really a Disney person. Ah, there is just so many things I want to do. I want to watch all the Avengers movies too. And all the Korean dramas. Haha!

But yes, I like to watch shows and movies in general. Just that watching one that makes you laugh or leave you thinking is good. Crap movies are just annoying. Those with meaning is worth rewatching! Those that make you laugh as well. Sometimes, we need these to make us laugh and cheer us up so that we'll have the strength to carry on. But yep, time is wasted like that but oh well, it's still nice to dwell into another story, another world instead of your own sometimes. Not that I'm complaining that my life isn't good and all, but it's nice to get away from everything once in a while. And dive into a life that isn't yours.

I miss reading books. It's been a long long time since I read a storybook. I think I should start on one soon. I really miss reading. Aha, I suddenly miss reading all the fairy tales that I read when I was young. Haha! Cinderella, The Lion King, Beauty and the Beast, The Little Mermaid, Aladdin and many many more. All the children stories! I love them 'cause they are just simple and innocent and it always ends with "and they all lived happily ever after."

But yes yes, I still miss reading books in general. I think partly why I stop is 'cause my subjects are all reading subjects except Math. I have to read the notes and all. It's so annoying. But it's still interesting but can make you dread reading somehow.

I really don't get how I always waste my time away and then panic at the last minute. I'll never master the art of spacing out my time well so that I won't do last minute work.

The Lion King! One of my favourite Disney movie. Actually, I like almost all Disney movies. Haha! I really want a Disney marathon!! They are all really good movies.

For now, I shall control! And yes, focus on getting my As. Focus on passing and understanding. I really have to step it up. Oh yes, I got back results. I won't feel sad about anymore 'cause I kinda expected such results and we got no time to feel sad. Learn from you mistakes and yes! I can do this. We can all do this. Just a few more months. It's really going to be all over soon. What matters must is that we are here for each other, giving each other strength and support.

The past is the past. Whatever shit that happened, forget about them. They aren't worth remembering. Hold on to the good memories and move forward. These memories will be enough to push you on.

One of the many things I'm really thankful to God is letting me have a positive mindset to be able to cheer myself up and pull myself together. Not a lot of people can do that and I'm glad that I can. Not always, I mean yea, sometimes, you need help to get up too but yes, I know I have people who will always extend their hands out to pull me up.

This scary JC life, we'll get through it together!!

Yet, if only life wasn't complicated.

green person~!

This girl's birthday on 29th March! She used to look so innocent. What happened??! HAHA!

Had a mini surprise for her with Gekhooi. Haha! She is blind lar I swear. =D But yes! Hope she was still happy to see me there! =) Super duper long never see her already! And we still have so many stuffs to tell each other. I really hate how our schedules just clashes like mad. Sucks man.

But yep! Hope she had an awesome 18th! I'll save the nice stuffs on her letter which heh, I haven't do yet. But yes! You will get it soon! =D Wahhhh I really hate it that we are all 18 this year. Lol! We are busy but still have to and must do nice stuffs for other people's birthday! I'm not complaining hor 'cause I really want to do nice stuffs for them. Just that I really hate time. Maybe I should blog less often. Haha! Ok, it's actually not often since the last time I post was many years ago but I like to spam posts in one go. Heh.

Ok! I shall go eat my lunch now! May post again later if I'm in the mood. =D

Fun-O-Ramaaaaaaa~~

Inspired by Jiesi's way of blogging about Fun-O-Rama, I shall copy her. =D And since I'm quite lazy to type out the details, I'll just go by photos. =D

Prep for Fun-O-Rama!!!

Went to Lingli's house on the Saturday before Fun-O-Rama to learn how to cook the chicken chop! Haha! And of course, eat the chicken chop too. =D

Yes!! Me cooking. Haha! I think I'm not bad at cooking. =D Okok, self-praise but oh well.

When we got bored doing the signage for our class's food and games stall! =D

The day before fun-o-rama!

HAHA! This photo really looks super funny. =D And yes! The thing on their head is damn cute right? Made by Eunice! She taught us how to make after that. =D

And we are done with our signage!! Nice right? =D I seriously love the chicken. It's damn cute lar! It's actually the chicken from Nissin, which is on my favourite chicken shirt. =D

All the signage! Food, games and our grand prize! =D

We had Mac for lunch too! Ms Lye treat us to it! =)))

Balloons! Haha! I love Feli's Face man. She's like damn scared.

Our food booth! Haha! I love how only Eunice and I were prepared for the photo. =D

Went to Lingli's house aft that to collect the chicken chop and nuggets to help bring to school the next day and help her make the carrot thing. We had awesome chicken chop for dinner as well. Haha!

Fun-O-Rama Day!

Yes, the school was that crowded and super alive. Our school looks super pretty that day. =)

Woke up at 4.30am and went to Feli's house to cook about 30 chicken chops! We kinda thought we were pro and can finish cooking quickly but nope, we were kinda wrong. Haha! Started cooking at 5.30am like that we we only finished at about 7.15am? But yes! At least we finished. Just that the oil was really nasty. Damn gross lar. Oil all over. First time I see so much oil in cooking since my mum uses little oil to cook. And yes, I really didn't want to eat chicken chop after that. But yea lar, I'll still eat it. Just not now. =D

Rushed to school to deliver the food! Love my mum for volunteering to drive me to school. =D Reached school and Joyce and Sharon helped all the girls in our class to tie this hairstyle!

I took out after a while 'cause it was really hot. Haha! Sharon helped me tie scorpion after that. I really should learn how to tie all these sorts of braids. But it's really hard to learn leh. Lol! Or maybe it's just me. Haha!

Chicken Mascot!! yes, she is seriously the best man. Haha! Super stand out and shinning. Laughed like mad when I saw her. She really walked one round around the school wearing this. =D

And yes!! Our Chicken Chop was super popular!! There was a queue for it and we sold out everything! Nuggets was quite sad though but yep! At least the chicken chop was well received! =D

My grandma, my mum and my sister came! Haha! The whole family. My dad wanted to but he couldn't find a packing space. But yep! They got to eat the nice chicken chop that I cooked in the morning~! =D And yea, I got to eat a lot of stuffs 'cause my sister bought for me. Heh. =D

Kamin, Haziq, Sweden, Sijia, Chingyee and Yifan came too. =D Ok, there were more than them that I know came but too lazy to list. Went to Haunted House with Jiesi, Feli, Sweden, Haziq and Junyuan! Wanted to get like other 4e1 pple to go together but couldn't find them so we just went. It wasn't that scary and it was actually rather amusing. Haha! Quite retarded lar but it's still nice to spend sometime with these people!~ =D

Though Fun-O-Rama was fun, it was damn tiring. Luckily YL's parents drove me to 187 bus stop at Westmall there so it's nearer to my house and I don't need to squeeze in the bus all. I stink like mad too. Damn gross. But yep! This Fun-O-Rama was really a good experience! Though yes, I'll want to go back in 2 years time to really enjoy Fun-O-Rama 'cause this time round we had to tend our booth and all so it wasn't as fun. And yep, it made me realise a lot of stuffs too. Good and bad. But oh well, it's still a good experience! It's times like these when you can feel the AC spirit. =)

Post Fun-O-Rama!

So on Monday we went back to school and Mrs Chan declared that it was a half day~! Though we kinda expected it, it's still nice to hear. =D How all our efforts was recognised and we are given a break! Haha! Ok, we just like not having lessons lar. Haha!

Our happy faces!

Went to watch the Hunger Games with Feli, Jiesi, Junyuan and Nisa!


The movie was good!!!! The storyline is really interesting and the people can act. Though the whole idea is quite sick actually, killing each other just for a reality show, for entertainment. It's quire warp but still interesting. Super want to read the book now!!

Cool thing was that Swapna, Weiying and Guodong were in town to watch the movie too! Damn cool. But didn't get to meet them 'cause I had tuition after that. But I love Whatsapp man. Haha! The 6H group chat is so annoying but super entertaining. I was laughing at it as I walked home from BPP. How ridiculous we all are. Ya lar! Those asses never come for Fun-O-Rama. Tsk.

But yep! This whole Fun-O-Rama experience was really worth it. Though tiring but yep! It's still cool. Haha! And yes! Thankyou Lingli and Lingli's mum! They really helped us a lot. =D With the sponsorship of the chicken chop and nuggets! And ya!! This Lingli who from a Food Rep became the OIC of the whole Fun-O-Rama for our class. Tsk. She really did way too much already! But yep, she's really good at it! So yes, without her, our class's stalls will be quite sad.

For more photos, see Facebook! I was lazy to post more photos on the Fun-O-Rama day itself. Heh.

This is a nice photo lor!

Anyway, so yes! Went shopping with them on 14th March Wednesday at City Plaza at Paya Lebar! We went there 'cause of Qiaofen's recommendation. Haha! But yep, there really got a lot of clothes but must really dig and be in the shopping mood. =D

And that whole area is really pretty lar. We should go there again some day and explore. =D

Had dinner with Agents on that same friday! It was a rather last minute decision. Haha! And we had it at Enaq. Ah, seriously miss the food around Fuhua. I don't like Fuhua food but I like the hawker centres surrounding it. Haha!

Celebrated Mummy's birthday on 20th March! Though it wasn't much of a celebration since my mum refused to have cake. Sheesh. Sis bought her Feng Fei Fei's CD though I think we bought the wrong one so I'll go buy the correct one when I have the money. Heh. I'm seriously broke now and I don't know how and why. Sigh.

And then Fun-O-Rama madness! Shall post about it in the next post!

This week was nice 'cause I met up with nice pple super often. Haha! Tuesday met Faeqa with Feli, Wednesday met Weiying and Faeqa with Feli and we explored Junction 10 though there wasn't anything much but there are nice food and Thursday met up with Kamin and Gekhooi for Kamin's birthday! Which I'll mention more on the next post. =D Friday met Weiying! All to discuss about birthday stuffs for those annoying birthday pple. Haha! But yes, worth it to do nice stuffs for them. But anyway, yes, that's just an excuse. Haha! I love how we always waste so much time together. Tsk. And yes! Watching Korean MVs at BBQ Chicken. HAHA! We sucked man. But yes, worth it when you can see Love Song by BigBang on the TV. =))) Haha!

And yes! The week ended well with Ben & Jerry with Swap after Photog yesterday. =D Yes, awesome ice cream never fails to cheer you up. And talking to this girl is always nice 'cause there is just endless of stuffs we want to say. Haha!

This is a lousy post but heck it. =D

Glad You Came - The Wanted

[ Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away,
Away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came ]

Glad You Came - The Wanted

Just look at the lyrics and find a pattern. It's damn cool! Swap told me about it yesterday and I only realised that after she told me. Haha! This song is nice! =D

So yes, this girl below was 18 on 12th March! But because I had photog camp and she had photog camp (even though she came like 1 day later. Tsk.), we surprise her on 13th March instead! =D

She is damn dumb lar. Haha! I told her I wanted to take MRT and she didn't questioned much and just followed 'cause usually we'll take bus home. Haha! So we took the lift up, and she was telling me about this stupid mind-blowing games again and she was just talking and talking and didn't realise that 2 pple were waiting for her outside the lift. Haha!

I was supposed to blindfold her and then Faeqa had to write stuffs on her face but I didn't have a blindfold so I just used my hands. Haha! Super joke lar. And yes, we gave her a cool thing! The thing we always played when we were young. =D And yes, this sad birthday girl had "18th birthday" written on her face. =D

And LOL!! THIS IS THE JOKE PART! There was this stranger at the MRT platform that saw the mad 4 of us and he said Swap looked like AVATAR. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! We all laughed like mad seriously. Swap laughed until she was about to tear. Damn joke! I think 'cause we made her wear this hairband that just looks funny lar. =D

I love this photo! I forgot what they were laughing about but it's damn natural. =) And lol, we were painting Swap's nails and I totally painted on of her fingers as if it's a piece of painting. Oh well. =D

Haha! We always have ridiculous photos together somehow. Looking like idiots but oh well. =D It's us lar. =D

Went to Plaza's Starbucks to slack and talked! And I wrote my stuffs for her on the card thing. Haha! I think we were super noisy but it just didn't matter. Haha! That's why I love being with them. We may be attracting a lot of unwanted attention but we don't even notice that we are attracting unwanted attention. =D Mad humans.

Haha! Just look at Faeqa's face. She like damn excited to help Swap paint her nails. =D

This is our most decent group shot. Haha! Yes we suck.

But yep, I'm really really thankful to have them and other 6H pple. It's the kind of friendship that is really hard to come. And you just know that it will last for a lifetime and more. We are just really ourselves around them. There is no hiding, no lies, no thinking, no being conscious, no face, no pride, full of ego, full of lameness, full of retarded-ness, full of nonsense, full of sincerity, full of genuine, full of laughter and full of smiles.

I cannot be more glad and thankful that they came into my life. =) And yes, believe it or not, this is the first year we actually do all these birthday surprises for each other. Haha! And doing nice cards and gifts and stuffs for each other. 'cause we are 18! Haha! Not that it's damn significant but I guess yea, to still be keeping in contact and staying close even after so many years, it's really truly something worth complimenting about. =D We are just awesome and I seriously love us being us. We the best. =)))))

photog camp =)

Yes, I'm here finally to update this rather very dead blog. Haha!

So yes, move back two weeks ago, March Hols! It seriously feels like a million years ago.

Light painting! The highlight of photog camp every year without fail. =D And yes, seriously, I want to do the sparklers thing with 6H soon! Been saying since forever. Tsk.

So yep! Photog camp was on 12th to 13th March! I'm too lazy to describe the details so I'll just highlight some nice parts of the camp. =D

Bonding with the J2s! Haha! We had to try out the bonding games for the J1s so the J2s met up earlier on 12th and we played the games. Super funny lar. Xinxing is seriously the joke. Our pres!! =D But yep! Had fun with them. I like our batch even though we are small. I think small is really nice and cosy somehow. =)

The J1s this year are quite good! As in they are really enthu and quite on to do stuffs. And they are rather nice pple. That's good I guess! They were quite high during the bonding games! =D

Light Painting!!! Haha! That was the only photo I took for light painting. We had it at the hall first using LED lights. Super cool and fun lar. Forming all the words. =D We went over to the basketball court after that to use the sparklers. And as we cut across the field to go over, Christine, Jeshen, Clara, Frank and I looked up the sky and we saw stars. Haha! The way I said it sounds funny but yes, we saw stars and we stopped for awhile and we decided to just lie on the field and not go to the basketball court. HAHA! Bunch of slackers~ But we were really tired and seriously, the school field at night is super awesome!! Vanessa and Wenjie came running from the bball court and joined us. Haha! We are so awesome~ Lie there for super long and was avoiding getting caught by Mr Tay and Xinxing. Haha! Super joke lar. But yes, it was really nice lying there and just enjoying the breeze and the softness of the synthetic grass. Talked quite a lot and yes! It's really nice. Haha!

Next day, we wake up at 4.30am to catch the sunrise!! The J1s are super duper enthu lar! They woke up way earlier than us. Lol! So yes, a whole big bunch of us walked to Buona Vista MRT and caught the first train to Raffles Place! And there was a whole line of people with their cameras along the Fullerton area. Haha! Should have taken photo of it. It's seriously damn cool. =D But yes, the weather sucked and there wasn't any sunrise. There were quite a lot of clouds. But oh well, sunrise is really hard to catch. Next time!! I really want to go take sunrise when I can drive. It will be damn cool. =D

Amazing Race!! I was grouped with Vanessa, Jeshen and Tommy for the J2s! Caroline, Grace, Huiru and Claudia were the 4 J1s! And ya! This year's batch of J1s is really girls domination. Haha! Photog has become a girl's cca. The guys population of J1 and J2 combine is really pathetic. Quite joke.

We travelled from City Hall to Chinatown to Hort Park to Haw Par Villa to Little India to Vivo City and back to school! The route was seriously madness. Travelling until like mad. My group's J1s are damn cute. 'cause they wanted to complete their mission at Little India quickly so that they can move on, we just walked out of the MRT for a short while and they were done. Super joke. Haha! They are damn cute lar!

On the way back to school, all of us were super duper tired that we all fell into deep sleep for a short 10 minutes journey. Haha! We were that tired. =D

But yes! I really enjoyed this year's photog camp more than last year's. Maybe 'cause we are j2s already but yep! I'm glad that I'm in photog. Of all clubs, services and societies group, I think we are the coolest and most bonded! =D Yay! Proud of us. Haha! I mean yea, usually clubs cca aren't close and bonded, sports and performing arts will be 'cause they kinda suffered a lot together but for clubs to be bonded is quite hard. I really felt closer to some of the J2s aft this camp. Sad how we are only closer now but better late than never! We really didn't have much chance to bond so hopefully the next batch will be bonded as well!

walking down memory lane

As I was walking home from grandma's house today, I decided to walk through the market inside of around it and many thoughts just came flowing in my head.

It's just sad how we take so many things around us for granted. That we always think that it will always be there. Until when we know that it's about to be gone, then we realise that we have to start caring about it more. Sometimes, we wait 'til they are gone before we start to care about them. It's like how everyone starts listen to Michael Jackson, Whitney Huston, Fong Fei Fei and many other deceased artists' songs only after they passed one. We learn to appreciate people and things only after they aren't around anymore. Why? I'll never know. I guess we just that them for granted, thinking that there is always time.

As I walked through the market, so many shops just remind me of how they have always been there and if one day they are gone, it will be a really weird market. The shoe shop with the old uncle always sitting outside the store, the shop selling all sorts of random stuffs, the shop selling all sorts of food, the funny handphone shop. There are just so many different things and you just wonder sometimes how in this globalising world, people may stop buying from these shops. How are they going to continue a living when more and more people stop patronizing them? It's just sad somehow. I'm guilty for it too. I don't buy stuffs from those places anymore. I used to when I was young but not anymore. As you grow older, there are just some things you stop doing and it's sad, don't you think?

How the past culture is slowly fading away. Culture evolves overtime yet it's still sad when a heritage gets lost. When I went to Chinatown the other day, I felt sad when I see how some places become so modernise and the authenticity is lost. How some things just stop existing after sometime.

Sandy playground. I used to love and still love those playgrounds with sand. It's my childhood place I guess. But I don't see any such playgrounds around anymore. Most of them changed to those modern kinds where somehow, it's not as fun anymore. The swing, everything. Childhood. I really miss being a child, having nothing to worry and just leading a happy carefree life. Bits of my childhood is slowly gone as time pass by. Children nowadays play with iPhone games instead of at the playground. I would say that they have no childhood but if you think about it, maybe that's their childhood --- playing iPhone games. As strange as it seems to us. It's like how our parents think that childhood is running around in kampung area. Strange how times really changes.

But in this digital world, it still sucks how children now are really missing out the real fun. I mean seriously, iPhone games aren't the right childhood, at least not to me. Playground, moving around, running around. That's childhood. Not sitting in front of your mum's phone and playing some games. It's just sad somehow. But yes, maybe that's their childhood.

The good food that we enjoy from hawker centres. It's mostly tend by elderly. What happens after they passed on? I highly doubt we'll be able to enjoy such good food anymore. It's sad. It's really sad but that's just how life is kinda thing. I mean yea, everyone wants their child to accomplish great things and not take over jobs that don't earn much.

Changes is inevitable yet sometimes, you just wish that time will stand still. And the environment around you won't change. But sadly, in this advance world, life isn't like that. There is no stopping. Everything keeps moving forward until at times, you feel out of breath.

I'll find a day and capture them on photos. The wonderful place I grew up in. I seriously love Bukit Panjang. It's homely and nice. Haha! All these thoughts. So many things are dear to me. Yet it's not possible to care about every single one always.

I want to get either a wide angle lens or a 17-50mm lens. But gosh, it's all damn expensive. Seriously, why did I pick up such an expensive interest? Maybe I should stick with compact camera. But no!!! My DSLR is like gah, once you used it, you just want to continue to use it. Just that yes, I really want to get a lighter lens. My current one is annoying me. Yes I shouldn't complain but still, it's annoying.

I think I'm blogging a lot recently. But that's just because it's the holidays! I seriously am dreading school. This blog post sounds quite weird 'cause I stop posting for awhile and I came back, so the deep thoughts mood was gone. Haha! I'll see when I get the mood again.

bravery

A great friend of mine did something extremely brave today and I'm super proud of her. She took the chance and took the step, without much hesitation. I wonder if I'll ever be as brave as her. I thought I was, a few months back, I really thought I was. But I guess my guts aren't as brave as I thought it was. I'm actually not as brave as I think I am. I seem brave but I think I'm actually scared of things easily. By things I mean not all. Just some stuffs. I tend to worry too much and think too much.

Maybe one day, I'll find the courage in me to do it. Maybe one day, when I know that it's worth it, when taking that step won't hurt that much, maybe all it takes is just to find the strength and bravery in me. Maybe, all it takes is knowing that it will all be worth it and maybe it's just who I'm finding courage from and for. I guess that what makes the difference. The person.

I'm really happy like this now. Just that there are times when you really can't help wondering what could have been, sometimes when you can't help feeling curious. Times where you wonder how it will feel.

How did you know it is me?

I know I'll feel it one day. I just have to be patient.

to be happy

"Don't you think it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?"

— The Time Traveler’s Wife

I still have so many stuffs I want to post, so many thoughts and events that I really want to post about. But yes, I know I really shouldn't spend all my time just blogging. Going to take forever before I blog everything. Stuffs I want to blog about is Photog Camp, Swapna's birthday and Shopping with the girls~!

But yes, just a thought, even though I kinda mention this a million times, I'm really thankful how great friends I have. Even though there are some people in my life that aren't really great, I'm really glad that I have people in my life who are just simply awesome. People who treat me right and who are true. People who are very much real and great. I'm really thankful that I have them. Even if we don't meet up often, the feelings are still the same. Even if we don't talk to each other everyday, it's still awesome. Some stuffs just won't fade with time. And even if it fades a little, you know that they are still very much important to you and having known them in your lifetime just makes your life so much worthwhile. Even if it's for a short while. Some people do come and go. But when they were around, the memories that left behind, the impact they left on you, they are just very much in your life still, even if they aren't really with you anymore.

Lol! I think I'm just like talking randomly but yes, all I want to say is, I'm just glad, grateful and thankful that I have meet great awesome people in my life. Friends who make me feel genuinely happy and make me smile just seeing them. Friends who are true and real.

So yes, you may not be happy always, things may not always go your way, people you meet may not always be great and wonderful. Yet, at least you have meet people who are great and wonderful, at least you have been really happy before, at least some things do still go your way, and at least you know what is happiness, what it takes to be happy and how you felt happiness before.

Being extremely happy is not a crime. But being contented will make you feel that yes, your life is good and you have live your life well.

beautiful bay

Pretty Sunrise right? Haha! Taken by iPhone with effects added. =D But seriously, the sunrise was really nice even without the effects. Those I took with my camera, I'll post them next time. But yes, it's really pretty. =)

Went to take sunrise with Clara, Christine and Xinxing on 10th march! Woke up at 4.30 for it. My parents drove Clara and me to Buona Vista MRT to meet up with the other 2. We were aiming to take the first train out to catch the sunrise at the Fullerton area so that we could do the same during Photog Camp. Super hiong right we? Haha! We were all damn tired but strangely excited still. Haha!

Clara and I alighted at Raffles Place while Xinxing and Christine went to City Hall to see which way will be faster. That whole place is really damn pretty at dawn. Or rather night too. Haha! When we reached, it was still quite dark. Walked over to the bridge and we start to set up! We weren't the only ones there. But ok, we were the first ones there. Haha! Super kan chong. =D

But yes!! We managed to catch it! Though there were clouds and all which kinda suck but it was still pretty alright. =D And seriously, it was really pretty. =) Just that I wished I had a wide-angle lens then 'cause we can capture more stuffs! But it was really still awesome nonetheless.

Went to Marina Square for breakfast and to check out breakfast for camp since we are going there for camp. After that, we walked to Chinatown to recee that place for Amazing Race! We were all super tired and really dead and ya! We still had to carry our tripods and all. Super tired.

But yep! I guess catching the sunrise was really still worth it. =)

Panorama shot using iPhone app! YES!! I seriously love my phone. =D

And yep, after taking all these, I really wished I could drive so that I can drive to catch the sunrise at Punggol that area. LOL! Pple said that the sunrise there is really nice. And the thing is, I don't need to must have a car of my own. I can just borrow my parents' car and drive there and be back before they need it. Gahhh yes, I'm going to do it when I get my license. =D And of course, I'll drag pple to accompany me. Heh. Ehh, it's a worthy experience since you get to see a nice sunrise on our little island! =)

There is really too many stuffs I want to do. Not sure if I'll have the time to do them though but yes! I'll try my best to complete them. =D

talks that are hard to come

Terms week was rather horrible? Ok, wasn't that bad but wasn't that great either. So, let's skip that. Haha! Went to celebrate the end of terms with ellipses except Eunice after that! =D Eunice had bball stuffs so couldn't join us. Tsk. Haha! But it's ok lar, we'll still see her. =D I went over to town after History while the rest of them went home aft Geog. Tskk. But yep! It's fine lar. Haha! Town is near sch anyway.

Supposed to watch This Means War but ended up shopping trip 'cause 2 pple were late. Tsk tsk. But yep, then luckily we ended up shopping instead 'cause we all bought stuffs! Haha! All of us were in a shopping mood 'cause it was damn long since we last shopped. =D Awesome man!! Haha!

Bought a top for a rather reasonable price 'cause we were at the Editor's Market and when more pple buy together, the price will be cheaper!! Damn shiok. Haha! Then 2 other groups of pple shared with us so we got our clothes at a cheaper price. =D It's good to shop in groups. Haha!

Lingli, YL and I were damn hungry so we went to eat first while Sharon, Feli and Joyce continued to shop! 3 of us talked for damn long and super lot of stuffs but it was really awesome. =) It's always nice talking to them those kind of heart to heart stuffs. Ok, it's always nice to heart to heart talk with pple as long as all parties are willing to share. =)

Took photos before Lingli left! YL and I went to chiong last minute shopping while the other 3 had dinner. Super joke. We were like semi-desperate. Haha!

Our only decent photo out of all I think. =D

Haha! Lingli and YL looks damn funny. =D Ok, we all looked funny.

Last group photo before we went home! =D

Shopping is an awesome way to celebrate end of terms. =D And of course, Best Fries Forever and Frolick. Heh.

Jiamin's birthday!! 5th March! Haha! We celebrated for her when we met up to do Faeqa's stuffs. It was supposed to be a better planned one 'cause we were supposed to meet earlier to do her stuffs which we did but a few pple were late so yep. Tsk.

And Fajar doesn't have a decent cake shop. Super annoying. So Weiying, Swap and I were like seraching for stuffs that are special to give Jiamin at Fajar for super long. And we got a root beer and a some sort of cake. Haha! Hope she likes it! We all wrote stuffs on a paper for her too. These are quite simple stuffs but I hope she likes them still! =D

We sang for her at 12plus am on 5th march too. =D Haha! Super funny and quite retarded but yes! The thought is there. =)) So yep! Hope we made her birthday special too by having to hear our horrible singing in the middle of the night. Haha! First pple to sing happy birthday for her! =D

birth of the dark knight.

This super troublesome girl who is currently ignoring me 'cause of her terms. TSK. So yes, her birthday was on 4th March! We thought of this brilliant plan to surprise her. At first, we wanted to be there physically to surprise her on her birthday. But she had camp on that day and it ended at 8pm. Super weird right? For a smart school, it's annoying.

So yes, the wonderful me thought of a brilliant plan : To film ourselves wishing her happy birthday using some device. The device was supposed to be her iPod Touch but yes, plans changed and it became my compact camera. Tsk.

Feli and I met her on Wednesday 29th Feb and wahh she is so annoying. Feli stole it once first, then she realised it after a long long while. Then I stole it after that and she didn't realise until she reached home. And we were damn proud at first lar. We thought we can successfully use her iPod Touch already! It's nicer 'cause it's really hers to keep and to watch anytime she wanted. =D

And yes, we took photo of ourselves using her iPod Touch. But then this woman called me when I reached home and asked if I saw her iPod Touch. And she was damn worried about it and ya!!! She wanted to meet me to get it back but I managed to persuade her to get it back from me the next day. Damn annoying right? Totally spoiled our plans. Tsk.

So yep, no choice, but we had to make do with my camera. Met up with Shaohao, Guodong, Changhui, Weiying, Kenneth, Swapna, Felicia and Jiamin (In order of earliest) on Sunday. And yes! I was on time. And I had to call to wake Swap and Feli up, at 1pm. Genius right? So yep! We filmed our retarded video since all the guys had to leave earlier. Yes, the video was damn retarded but oh well.

Then we celebrated Jiamin's birthday! Talk more about that in the next post. =D

So yes, this was the surprise team. HAHA! Without Shaohao, Changhui and Kenneth. Sad pple who had other stuffs on a Sunday. Guodong went home after that and the 5 of us walked to Faeqa's house! We took more video 'cause we felt that the first one was damn epic fail, though the subsequent ones aren't any better anyway. Haha!

So yes! Besides the video, there was a board too. Haha! All her pretty photos. I realise I really forgot to choose a decent solo photo of hers. Haha! Oh well, it's her lar. =D

We passed the camera and the board to her sister and went home after that~! And we waited for this girl to see the thing. She suck man. Took damn long to see them. We were like figuring when she would see it then she only saw it at 11plus. Annoying right? Then I made her call me. HAHA! Which she did and using her handphone to call me. Weiying, Feli and Swap called also and we had idiotic conference over the phone for about an hour and more without realising it. Haha! We asked Jiamin to call over too then we sang for her as well since her birthday was on the 5th. Haha! Super retarded but oh well. =D

Then Faeqa and Weiying realised that they were using their handphone and hanged up damn quickly. Super joke! Haha! Losers man. =D

But yes, that day was awesome. Though it was short and we actually didn't do much but it felt really nice. Ohya!! I didn't mention Faeqa's reaction. Haha! She cried upon seeing the board only. Haha! We knew that her reaction confirm will be damn big one. Too bad we couldn't see but yep! She really cried just seeing the board. Haha! Maybe 'cause she realised how ugly she looked. =D Heh.

Then I think she laughed like mad at our videos 'cause yes, we were freaking retarded. Oh well, it's for a retarded girl so it's fine. =D

Hope that we made your 18th birthday a special one even though we couldn't be there physically to wish you! =) Actually I bet we were the ones that made your 18th birthday damn special. =D Haha!

free coneeeee

There was free cone on 2nd March for the opening of the Ben & Jerry at Rochester Park! =D Chiong-ed out of sch to get it. Or rather, supposed to chiong out of sch to get it. We were the usual slow pple. Haha! But it took only a short wait before we got our free cone! Plus free iPhone cover. =D

Happy with ice cream!!! =))))

LOL! Failed ice cream cone. I wanted to take my cool ice cream photo again but oh, quite very fail 'cause the ice cream looks damn cui. Haha! But it tasted awesome anyways. =D

A levels results on that day too! So we went back to watch the seniors get the results. Those Mother Tongue pple got their results too! Some of them did well, some didn't but the aura at LT4 was super low. You'll feel sad even though you never get results also.

Watched the seniors get results! Our Photog seniors are pro shit man. 5 of them went up stage! Super smart! But yea lar, quite expected that they will do well one. Haha!

So yes, it motivated me a little to want to do well for A Levels too. And I really want to go on stage, ok, my previous post mention some stuffs of this already so I won't say much! Moving on~

a simple small town

19th Feb! Went to send Mag off to Australia at night! She's going there to study for about 5-6years. Super long man. Hope she'll enjoy herself! And hopefully can meet up with her when she's back in Singapore during her breaks too. =D

The super blur yet still damn smart girl! =D

Before sending Mag off, I went to the AirShow with my mum and sis!! =D The photos weren't really decent 'cause partly the weather really sucked but oh well, I still had fun! But ok lar, since we went quite late, we didn't get to see much stuffs. But we took photos with good-looking US military pple. LOL! Okok, I sound like some idiot but really lar, they are pretty good looking. Haha!

My profile photo~ Haha! It's actually fun to take such photos with your sister. It reminds me of how we used to take such retarded photos upon requests from my dad. Haha! Kids who listened to their father and pose funnily for him to take photos of. =D Yes, I'll be such a mum in the future. HAHA!

18th Feb! Chingay came to Bukit Panjang. =D My mum went to BPP to pick me up and we decided to watch the Chingay floats going around Bukit Panjang. We really went to chase aft it. Haha! Super joke! We were to Petir there at first and saw it once there. 'Cause I didn't have my camera, we went back home to get and my mum drove to Greenridge area. Saw parts of it then I think we drove to Bangkit LRT there. Waited for them long before the floats came. We wanted to drive back to Petir area to wait for the fireworks then the floats came. Haha!

There was this family that was quite cute. They were walking back to their house after waiting for quite long for the floats to come. The whole family was there, the grandmother, parents and children. Then the floats were about to came, they ran back to see it. LOL! The way I say it doesn't sound nice but it's just this very sweet feeling somehow. Haha! Like the whole family went to see the floats.

That day, Bukit Panjang got this super lively aura. Haha! And I felt damn proud to be living in Bukit Panjang, this small cosy town in Singapore. =) I love Bukit Panjang all along but that day just made the feeling stronger. Haha! It's really a family orientated town and it feels nice and warm. It's so funny how hyped up everyone is to know the Chingay floats were coming and went to see them. Haha!

Went to see the fireworks after that too! Though it was simple fireworks, it's still nice. =D

I love this float somehow. I think it's the words that makes it really nice. I'm proud to be living in Bukit Panjang and proud to be a Singaporean! =D

22nd Feb was runAC! Or rather rainAC. Haha! 2nd year where it rained during cross country and they postponed to another day. Our batch didn't experience runAC before. Haha! Damn slack but oh well~ =D Travelled to West Coast with YL, Eunice, Sharon, Joyce and Nathan! Had lunch at West Coast Plaza and it rained when we wanted to leave so we just stayed there until further notice. LOL! Was on our way to West Coast Park when Ms Lye texted me saying that we can just go home from wherever we were. =D Super shiok man. Haha! Just that we had a horrible PE on Thursday to make up for the missing of runAC or something. Horrible PE department.

25th Feb went for this HDB Heartlanders thing. Apparently, the photog exco is in some Heartlanders photography club thing. LOL! Quite funny how we realised that only after we went for their first/second meeting. But not bad lar, I actually learned something from it. Haha! I just don't like how we have to really move in a big group to shoot photos, so we can't go to places without moving as a group kinda thing. But yep, I guess it's actually fine. Went for it with Clara, Christine and Xinxing! Took 966 and I reached there on time~ LOL! Ok, I'm usually late for most stuffs but yes! I'm really trying my best to improve by a lot. Had lunch at Ajisen with Christine and Xinxing at Bishan! Took a super empty 700 back. It's damn cool 'cause the bus was completely empty when I went up, luckily 2 other pple went up with me or else it'll be quite weird man. But damn shiok somehow. Haha!

BOOM SHAKALAKA

T.O.P.!!!! Ahhh, he how good looking!! Haha! Especially when he stares right into the camera. His eyes is really damn nice. =D

BIG BANG!! =D They are really good. Haha! As in their songs are really good. But of course, they will always be 2nd next to Super Junior for me. Heh. Just that yes! Their songs are so addictive. Haha! It's really those first time you won't really like it but it gets stuck in your head and it's just good lar. They are really talented. =D And T.O.P. is just awesome~ Heh.

Anyway, yes! Haven't been blogging in ages. Even though holidays is here, I'm not sure if I'll have the time to blog too. Too many stuffs that I need to do during this hols. But oh well, my blog is just here for me to rant when I need to. And when I want to post stuffs. I still want to post my daily happenings 'cause it really helps me to remember stuffs, as sad as my memory seems to sound. Haha!

Wow, I seriously have so many stuffs I want to blog about. Gah. Ok, I shall blog later. Going to bathe now!

Wow, fantastic baby~

burst into random singing

I really love singing at random. When you just suddenly start singing and even though your voice suck, you just continue to sing and don't hue a damn abt what others think. I miss it. I love how we actually stay back aft school just to sing. This shows how much free time we actually had last time, even though it was 'O' levels year. Or rather, singing was really our way of destressing. We'll just gathering around and sing all sorts of random songs. Mostly from Glee. HAHA! Gosh, I really miss sec 3 & 4 sch life. It was so much more fun and worthwhile. We really had fun amidst studying hard. All sorts of nonsense. The weird retarded friends I saw everyday in class. I miss them and their idiocracy and nonsense. When I went to sch, I was really happy. Like the whole aura was generally positive, no exceptionally down moments.

Somehow, this year, the aura seems negative most of the time. It isn't always negative of course. There are really times when I really felt happy and enjoyed my time in sch. But, yea, those times are lesser. And the down aura just seems strong somehow.

Maybe it's 'cause of terms. The thing that is going to start in erm less than 2 days time. The thing that I'm really not prepared for like almost completely. Gosh. Sucks man. I really hate how unprepared I am for this. And how strangely I'm not as nervous or stressed as I should have been. It's what freaks me out most. It's like, I don't care kind of feeling. Which is really bad 'cause freaking hell, I'm taking A levels in a few more months time. I'm not taking it as serious as I should be. And hmm.. Sometimes, I really think laziness is killing me. There are so many things I need to do, so many things I should be doing, but I'll rather sit in front o the tv or have my phone in front of me, playing games and watching videos, doing things that won't really help me much in life. It just sucks.

I need to find the motivation to go on. The drive for me to work hard. I guess, I have it. But it isn't strong enough. And there's something missing. But the thing is, I wanted it to be missing and kinda made it missing. I'm not sure if I miss it but I know that it feels weird without it. It's not completely gone. But there's just something wrong I guess. And I don't really know how to describe it or how to solve this missing part. It's just weird I guess. Complicated things in life that you will never understand it yourself.

As I watched the seniors getting results, there were just too many thoughts running through my head. One thing's for sure, I know that I want to be one of the people running on stage to get my results. I didn't get to at fuhua, I'm not sure if i'll get it at AC actually, but I know I want to. Even though it really seems impossible at this point of time. I just know that yea, I don't want to feel disappointed. I don't want to have any regrets. I don't want to cry out of sadness.

I guess, I don't want to feel the sadness I felt aft I got my PSLE results, nor do I want to feel numb aft I got my O levels results. I want to feel happy about my results for once. Proud of myself for my grades. Calling my parents and scream with joy into their ears. Yes, I want to make them feel proud of me. Somehow, recognition from your parents always drives you to do well, to do better, to keep you going. Like photography I guess, when my mum said that my photos are good, it really makes me feel happy. She was part of the reason why I picked up photography in the first place. Just from her simple words of encouragement. It made so much difference.

So yes!!!!! I want to do well for A levels. I will work really hard for it and yes, I must really push myself and be discipline enough. It's going to be hard, it'a going to be a long way to go. But I know I can do this. I will do the best that I can be. And I know that I have the potential in me. I just need to really focus on it and don't lose sight. Do everything to the best of my ability. Work hard and everything will pay off. And aft all that, take a good break and know that you deserve the break. Find support from your family and friends because yes, they will always be there for you. In all ways they can. You know you are lucky to have them around and do show your appreciation to them once in awhile. They are the people who truly matters after all.

Ok fully motivated now! I shall start on econs!!!!!!! Using my phone to post now. Haha! Desperate but I'm glad that I did 'cause I really feel clear of what I want now. So yes! All the way!!!!!! =)