get up get up

Lack them motivations. So damn weird. Mid terms is in less than a week. And I have two mid terms somemore. But somehow, I'm just damn bloody lazy and unmotivated. I don't even know why. Like somehow, I just don't feel like caring. Like how right now I'm just lying on my sister's bed and typing here using my phone.

What happened to all those motivations? It just died slowly. I guess probably the urgency ain't there yet. But freaking hell sia. 1 more week and I'm still just like that. Doesn't make sense. 

Okok probably should get up from my sister's bed, go bathe and start work again. Maybe I should do some other work instead 'cause this is taking too long. But bloody hell this assignment is so damn annoying. Burden module. Really crazy burden. 

I really really really hope that life would get better in other years. And that I'll get to study stuffs that I actually like and care about and stuffs that matter more. Stuffs that make sense more. If not, I'm going to die very badly.