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My heart feels cold. Or maybe it's the wind that is making me feel cold. I have a jacket but I don't want to wear it because somehow this coldness isn't that bad after all. I think I look like some sad homeless kid but whatever lar. HAHA!

Anyway, I realise that I am honestly crazily blessed by God. And that He really never leaves me behind. He will always be there to help me and give me strength somehow. And yes, I know He will always be looking out for me and giving me strength. 

And also a shout out to my guardian angel in heaven. I know that I will always miss you no matter what. But I know that you will always be there for me and look out for me. And make sure that I am taken care of. And yea, let me know that I am not alone and that you will always be looking out for me from up there. It's pretty amazing though. 4 years just passed so quickly. So much had happened since then. But yea, I know that you will always be looking out for all of us here. And yes, I'll promise to take good care of grandma and listen to her. 

Haha! This is a super random post but I just need to take a short break from studying for mid terms. Pretty screwed for it but I'll still try my best. And yes, tank through this. It will end in like 2 days and then there's more hell but whatever lar. One step at a time. 

And yes, sleep is for the weak! I ain't no weak so I will tank through these 2 days. HAHA! Ok lar. Sleep isn't for the weak. It's necessary at times. And this week I've been sleeping very little. Not good for the health but must suck it up for being too slack for the past few weeks. 

How did 7 weeks of year 1 sem 2 passed by? I have no freaking idea. This sem really passed by too damn quickly. And I miss many people. =( but ain't no time for that too. Which sucks lar. Like I really rather meet these people than study. HAHA! That's only the obvious. Ok I shall get back on to studying abt how labour market works!! Such fun.