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AC 018! Without Izati. We shall take a full group photo soon!! =D

Submitted WR yesterday and yes, it sure felt good. Haha! Spam photobooth during PW yesterday 'cause we were all lazy to start on I&R. =D

The whole day was rather slack and I was in a really good mood. Haha! Had photog meeting and OCIP meeting after school and managed to finish the lesson plan for OCIP! I'm quite looking forward to it. Haha! Go there and teach children! It will be more fun if they were little kids but oh well! I think it'll still be fun. =D And the place itself is so pretty! All the photos that I can take. Heh.

Happened to see Jiesi, Yingkiat and Darren after meeting! So I joined them to go JP to watch In Time! Met up with Brendan there. Talked and complained all before movie. Haha! In Time was rather... Weird? Can't seem to find a right word to describe it. LOL! I felt weird after the movie. It's a weird movie lar. Like a bit ridiculous. I get what's the morale of the story but it just seems weird. Like this unsettling feeling. LOL! Loopholes here and there. But oh well, at least I finally watched a movie after so long. =D

Had deep talk with Jiesi. HAHA! We realise that we always talk abt deep stuffs in the bus, especially bus back from JP. Quite nice. =D

Had a nice day of break away from PW! Haha! Going for badminton later with 6h! =D Alright, I think I better go start preparing! If I'm late I have to treat Guodong. LOL. Ok lar, fine, he really always had to wait for us. 'Cause somehow he'll always be the earliest even though he is late already. Haha! We are all late humans. =D

Do something foolish for once. Even if it makes you feel ridiculous, even if you may feel like crap after doing it. At least you know that you dare to risk it. And just give it a shot.
Because sometimes the outcome may surprise you and
you'll never know it unless you try.

Take a chance. Be brave. Do it. Don't regret. Don't look back. Just move forward.
Things will be fine. And the thing is, you, yourself, know that things will be fine.
Life is just too short for us to keep pondering but not doing.

all sorts of people in the world.

Finally, it's done!! Haha! You cannot imagine how happy and relieve and accomplished I'm feeling now. I guess now it's just hope that it will be fine! And I think it looks alright!! =) 2 full weeks of sleeping late at night, switching on the computer everyday after going home from school, doing pw doing breaks in school. It was really endless of project work. Mind can blow. Like literally. And super duper draining.

But I guess it's all worth it? Haha! If I get my A. NO!! I must get A. =D I'm going to brush up on OP like mad for the next 2 weeks. Really mad. And yes!! I'm going to bug my friends for help until they are sick of hearing my voice! =D

And yes, this pw made me realise a lot of stuffs. It kinda made me see how I actually am. Like how I react to stuffs, how I behave all. LOL! I don't really know how to say but yep. I realise I'm really those kind of loser that will get used and bullied in the real world. Therefore, I conclude that I am not suitable for office work 'cause I will just kill myself. =D I'm really one person that will do everything sort of thing. It's a good thing yet a bad thing. But yes, I realise I'm really those type of useless too nice people.

Today had been horrible but it was made awesome thanks to really nice people around me that really encourage me and spur me on. =) Especially Nisa! Haha! She accompanied me to print the WR since everyone else in my group wasn't free. And treated me ice-cream~ Haha! But yes, she is really awesome. =) And Lingli, Eunice and Yukling as well!! Haha! They are really nice and crazy pple that can make you laugh at weird times. Haha! And they really encourage me towards the end of today. Eunice gave us this photo for our WR as well~ Thankyou! I know you stalk and I so bet you are going to boost that I post your photo. -_-

And of course, Felicia and Xavier for rushing with me on the WR until they had to go for CCA. Awesome group members. =D We angst each other and stress each other but yep! At least the WR is done! And Casa and Izati! All 5 of us camped at Xavier's house for almost the whole of yesterday for WR. But yep, though it was freaking tiring, at least we completed a lot. Though, yes, I shall just add a short part. It just really amaze me how some people(person) can be physically there but mind was totally and completely not there at all. Like zero you know. Got a brain, use it to think and not just use it sms and laugh and look at your phone and listen to music. The 4 of us were using our brains and was super drained out and really tired. It just amaze me how some people can just be like that and not feel any sense of guilt at all. But whatever~ She is the one that will suffer in the end.

"Being nice doesn’t make you stupid. It makes you feel good because you know you are gracious enough to forgive and smart enough to realize how distasteful some people can be."

- C.S. Lewis

YES!!! I must post this quote again 'cause it's so true. =D

And yes, life is still good. Haha! I really am thankful that I have such awesome true friends around me. Some of them may not always be around me but I know that I have them to rely on anytime. I'm proud to say that I have found friends that are true and real. =D And of course, my ever so great family. My sister actually helped me look thru my WR! Love her super lot. And how my parents are understanding when I sort of threw temper at them 'cause of this annyoing WR. Haha! Love them!

I'm really happy now! Haha! Ok, I know there is more to come but yep! At least one down! And I'm going to exercise of Saturday~ =D Haha! I shall plan a bit of all the outings that I want to have after all these PW is done. =D Makes me happy when I plan outings for people that makes me happy. HAHA! =D

this is what we people like to do =D

IN TOO DEEP! =D

When you get tired of studying, you really like to do useless stuffs like this. Haha! I love how retarded we all are to actually bother doing such stuffs. =D makes life so much less meaningful but still awesome. Haha! Ok, I'm feeling tired so pardon me for my super randomness.

Hmm.. I think I shd post proper but got this don't feel like doing so urge. Ok, I think I shall just post.

So yes. For the past last week, I've been slogging like some mad person for PW. It was really mad rush. Sleeping at 2plus going to 3 almost everyday is not fun. Especially when you still have to wake up at 5plus for school. And in school time, you continue to do PW during breaks. There is just no running away from PW. But yes, I think those few days paid off? I feel a little bit more secure with our WR. Just that one rather annoying thing is how the WR is meanly 2 pple's work rather than 5. But at least 2 other pple helped when they can while the other? I really didn't know what she was doing but yes, I think they are finally doing stuffs now. I hope they better keep it up for OP. Or else it will be quite horrible. I don't want to tank OP again. Tanking WR is bad enough. But yes, OP, I'm freaking scared. Ok, the really scared feeling hasn't got to me yet but yesterday, I suddenly realise how bad my presentation skills is. Maybe I wasn't prepared yesterday that's why. And maybe 'cause I haven't been presenting stuffs in a long time. But it's still really scary. I really hope things will be fine. Nope, it must be fine. I want my A for PW. I believe that I really work hard for it. Hopefully it all pays off? I must really brush up on my OP. Speak clearly to pple. As much as pple are annoyed when they can't hear what I'm talking about, I am actually annoyed at myself when pple can't hear what I'm talking about 'cause I know it's my problem and not their hearing problem. I need to speak louder and clearer. It's the clarity actually. I tend to be lazy when I speak to family and friends. My voice is super lazy when I speak to them. Though true, it's like not point speak so formal with them. Just that I really got to speak more clearly and loudly. It's really not good. Gah. OK, after WR is done, I will concentrate on OP like mad. I will be my A for Project Work!

Promos results was on Friday. Hmm.. to be true, I don't have much feeling about it. It's not bad, it's not good. It's just neutral. The kinda dead and emotionless feeling. I mean yea, I don't think my results are good. I know I can do better than that and I know that I didn't give in my all during promos. Preparing earlier and all. Shall not start the whole regrets thing again. But I think what really sucks more is when you see some of your friends are really on the verge of retaining and they aren't just any normal friends who you just smile and wave to in school. They are your close friends who you care about and hearing them tell you that they really may retain, it just makes you feel sad too. And the worst thing is that you don't know what you can do to help them. That vulnerable feeling. You can't tell them that it's going to be alright 'cause let's face it, retaining isn't really alright. I mean yea, in some ways it may be better that them? Just that yea, having to remain in j1 and not get promoted all, if they don't feel sad and confused and all, they aren't normal. But yea, it just sucks that you really don't know how to console them as much as you really want to console them. I guess yea, just being there for them if they need someone to be there for them helps? Hopefully it does? But yep! I know that these friends are strong and they won't keep everything to themselves. And they aren't those that will dwell in their sorrows. They will move on. Just that yes, I really hope that they will still be promoted. Miracles do happen. And hopefully moderation can help them. And of course, they must really work hard if they know that they barely make it to J2. If they still didn't realise how bad their studies are, then I think I'll really scold them. I mean yea, they are my close friends and I really don't want to see them screwing up their lives like that. Sucks that I can't help them with any subjects too since I'm not strong in them too. But yes, hopefully I can still help them in some ways. Ah!!!! Promos suck overall and I'm just glad it's over. LOL. Must look forward!!!

Alright! I shall go do my script for OP! Or at least do a little bit. I shall hit my bed by 1am! =D More PW tmr~ Yay!

lights will guide you home

Don't really know what exactly I want to type. LOL! Feel like typing a lot of stuffs out but there just isn't the right words coming out. So I guess I'll just leave it to when I've got more time to blog. PW is sucking up my life but yes!!! I will still continue with it. I just kinda miss my friends. Lol! I'm really not going out or meeting up with my friends for PW. Though yes, I'll try to squeeze some what small little time I can for them. =D

So since I can't find the right words to type a proper post, I shall post lyrics from a song that got stuck in my head today.

[ And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse? ]

Fix You - Coldplay

Some songs have this way of making you feel really different. And some songs can really make you feel better after listening to them. This sudden calmness.

Dinner with Damily!

Damily! =D


Yifan! =D Supposed to celebrate her birthday but it was more like post promos celebration. =D She looks nice in this long dress!!

Haha! I like this photo! =D

Ah, my favourite photo of the day. LOL! Puiling is mad lar.

Had dinner with Damily on last Saturday! I love them! Haha! I shall not repeat how I feel 'cause some people say that I always say the same feel stuffs but they are really important people to me. And though the meeting wasn't very long, it still feels nice.

Next time, we should meet in the day! Then we can talk longer and stay our longer. =)

Met up with Kamin before that to talk. Was late as usual. Heh. Sorry lar Kamin. I'm trying my best. Ok, cannot try, next time must. I really ah, dunno why I'm always late.

Anyway, OK. I think I better I'll post more next time. Suddenly, I've got a lot of stuffs to do. Like swarmed man. I love to waste time I dunno why but oh well whatever, life goes on. PW sucks. Everyone knows that. Most likely won't be posting in a while. And yep! I will type more abt the dinner with Damily next time! =)

nostalgic

I suddenly realise this photo looks really cool. LOL! As in I know it's super nice all along just that I realise those 5 pple really managed to jump up. LOL!

Ah, really miss them suddenly. LOL! Dunno why. Just suddenly thought of the video we took when we surprise Ms Tan. Haha! We are so sweet! =D But yes, they are really the most awesome classmates ever. Everyone is so sporting and on about doing such stuffs. It's just really nice. =)

And Sports Day in sec 3! Too bad there aren't any photos for that but I remember how before the finals, we all got together in a circle and put our hands together and shouted 3S1. =D Maybe 'cause my current class doesn't have that close bond like 4E1. Our class spirit is really strong. Ah, miss them a lot.

We do the wackiest things too. LOL! We would really do all sorts of weird stuffs in class. But we do them when teachers weren't around. Hehe. We are the super angelic class in front of teachers but we can go absolutely crazy and mad when teachers aren't around. We are awesome like that. =D

They are the best people to sing songs with too. =D I really love how we would actually stay back in school to sing songs. LOL! To destress all. Super joke but awesome. And how we actually bother to run up from first floor Science Lab back to class 'cause Ms Tan scolded us before. LOL! We are so freaking good students. =D

Ah, I miss them! Made a wrong choice to look thru my 2009 archive. LOL! Ok if I look at 2010, I'll miss them more. LOL! I love my blog lar! It's like all the most random stuffs are recorded. Stuffs that you didn't really remember but when you read it, you remember them and burst out laughing. =D

Ok!!! Let's really meet up during Dec Holidays! As much as we can. =D Just that poly pple don't have holidays until December. Aish. Damn hard to organise but yep! We should meet up! And frankly speaking, I don't care if not many people turn up, whoever that bothers to turn up are the ones that are worth keeping in contact with. =)

forever mad people who never fail to make me laugh like some crazy person

Met up with these people for dinner last Friday! =D

Swap, Feli and I were late 'cause our school ended later. LOL. And wah, I swear Kenneth is a girl. Like freaking hell man. When he called, wah, he was nagging all like crap. Like a girl. And Faeqa also! But she is a girl. Just that she just kept calling and calling. So we decided to ignore her calls. =D

We had dinner at Garden Plaza again! Haha! It's really like our tradition to have dinner there already man. Either there or Pizza Hut if we are lucky. Haha! Actually Garden Plaza is nice 'cause we sit in one big circle and we can talk to everyone. Quite nice. And it's damn funny how people really just look and stare at this weird bunch of pple eating dinner there. We look like homeless kids. Forever one. =D

Then Feli, Faeqa and I went to get cake for Shaohao! LOL! Since it was his birthday the next day, we figured, might as well celebrate. And LOL! It's freaking hilarious how we passed the message. At one point, you can see two people whispering to other person about it, and Shaohao didn't realise anything. Especially since we were sitting in a circle. It's damn joke lar!! Laughed like mad. He was super oblivious.

So we went to get cake and a lot of matches. LOL. 'Cause eh, once again, no one brought lighter. I mean yea lar, no one smokes so obviously don't have but we really nv think ahead when we want to celebrate birthdays. Haha!

Ok, so we failed. LOL. Shaohao had to sit at a direction where he could see us. We totally suck man.

I forgot why he reacted this way. Haha! But ya, he didn't even blow the candle. He flicked it. LOL! So typical of him.

Anyway, so we continued sitting there, crapping and all. Took photos. And Faeqa and her Selffar. I think she really suck. I'm better than her~ =D She really really was slow. Haha! Loser.

And there was this little kid who came over and annoy Enming. We thought he was damn cute at first, then we realised he was this little scary monster. Quite scary. But it's just so funny how he and another little boy plus 2 little girls were having some drama of their own over there. LOL! It was hilarious at first lar! They were really having their own story there and came over to annoy us. Quite woah. I don't remember being like that when I was young. Haha! I was a good peaceful kid. =D

Took group photos and more random photos!

I had the urge to put this photo as my profile picture. Haha! I'm the only normal looking one here. =D Kenneth just got cut, Enming looks like some stalker, Swap is just hilarious, Felicia looks clueless. Heh. =D

Anyway, so walked home with them! We managed to make everyone walk the Bangkit way again! =D Wahahahaha. I like the Bangkit way 'cause I get to reach home earlier than them. Haha! And yea, we crap like damn lot on the way. But yep, it's nice. I really like walking home like that with them. There's this really nice feeling. =D

Meeting them is really still awesome as ever. We do absolutely stupid stuffs together. That day Faeqa, Feli and I were saying how we miss doing rubbish things with 6H. Haha! It's just nice to meet them like that for dinner and the awesome part is we can stay out late 'cause all our home are of walking distance. =) And I realise we are meeting up more often this year. Heh. =D I like that. Haha! I suddenly realise how we really love to do stupid rubbish stuffs together. LOL!

They are really the people who can made me laugh and just laugh. Haha! We can laugh all day and not talk about stuffs that really matter but somehow, it's ok. Like ok, we don't always laugh. I mean our conversations are majority crap and minority serious stuffs. But somehow, we are still really close friends. Haha! It's really a rare friendship. But yea, somehow, they are the pple that you know that they will still be there for you when you need them to. Bunch of weird pple. =D

I WANT TO PLAY BADMINTON! =DD

Shall post about dinner with Damily tmr!