Because you fight for your soul mates.

- Crazy, Stupid, Love

I have so many things I want to say but I don't really know where to start. Lol! Had been meeting up with many people for the past few days and it really felt nice. =) I shall post about those when I feel like it. Haha! I don't feel like posting about those meet ups now.

But yes, I guess, I'm really lucky? Lol! Ok maybe not lucky but I make good choices? Haha! In almost everything? And ok, I'm really contented with my life now. Except the future I guess. Lol. As in yea, what lies before me. 2012 is really ending pretty soon. I know it is ending in a good note. But I really wonder what 2013 will bring to me? It's the unsure feeling I guess. But I think it happens when you graduate from a school. Especially when you just finished your 12 years of formal schooling. I guess the lost feeling is inevitable.

It's really going to be a whole new journey, a whole new path. I am not sure where my path will lead me to. But I really hope that I will enjoy this route. Yes, I may fall along the way but I must learn to get back up and continue on this route. And if there are other routes that may be better, I guess I must really be brave enough to take on new routes and not sticking on the old and save one which may lead me to no where.

I'm not sure if I'm making sense in my previous paragraph but I guess I'm just scared and worried about my future? I know I shouldn't be and I should live life on a daily basis. But you really can't help wondering what the future will hold for you.

And yes, fight for your soul mates. How do you know if you have found your soul mate though? As in yea, it's something that I have been wondering quite recently. Haha! Ok maybe ever since I watched the movie, Crazy, Stupid, Love. In the great sea of people, how do you know who are your soul mates? It's not something that can be taught, right? So you are just supposed to know whether a person is your soul mate? Hmmm.. I guess sometimes, you will really just know it. Deep down inside your heart, you know it. As of now, I shall just wait for the day when I'm sure whether someone is my soul mate. HAHA! I'm still young so yep, I have time. Haha!

Relationships in all forms can be fragile. It's something that I realise this year. Ok, something that I guess I knew all along but really realise it only this year. I'm pretty much still glad that I manage to hold on to the ones who are important. I'm not sure if I'm doing a good job at it though. I realise, I am really a greedy person. I kinda want to much of everyone? But there is limited time I have and it's not exactly possible to make time for every single person. But I still want to. Hence, I think I'm too greedy. Sigh.

AND GAHHHH I think I'm having PMS or something. It's like all these weird emotions from I don't know where. The smallest thing can just make me feel annoyed. I pity my parents but really, I can't help feeling annoyed. Ok, maybe I should really just sleep.