Living for the small things. Yea, that's really enough right? But why do I feel like wanting more than small things sometimes? And have expectations on people when you know that you shouldn't because the only one affected from these expectations is yourself. So why do this to yourself? When honestly, you can really don't.
To be true, I really have no idea why I'm suddenly feeling like this. Lol! I think my mind is honestly quite a strange place to be in. The thoughts are thrown all over the place. And I'm never sure of what exactly I want. What the hell I am expecting from people around me. What I am expecting of myself.
They say that the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment. I don't know who they are, but they are kinda right sometimes. But the thing here is, I don't even know what the expectations are. Why the heck you are feeling this disappointment about. I just know that I'm somehow greatly affected by something. And maybe I do know why. But part of me doesn't want to open that up. It's like this Pandora's Box. You don't know what might happen if you open it up and gets you all confused, so you just don't open it. Because you know that what's inside may not be good for you.
And yea, maybe it's really the times when you least expected. These are the times that truly matters. Something simple and small. Something spontaneous and unplanned. Yea, those are usually the best. Spontaneous. I kinda like spontaneous. Because if you bother, you bother. If you don't, you don't. It's quite simple. If you are lazy, you are. But sometimes, you will get passed the laziness and do stuffs because they are worth it and you know it. And ok, also if you are free at that moment. Haha! But yea, I still kinda like spontaneous. When plans are made just a day before or even a few hours before.
Because then, you don't have expectations on anyone or anything. It's just right on the spot. Plans are made there and then. I guess, I just miss being able to do things spontaneously. I kinda still can. Just that sometimes, people are really not free. That's why yea, it kinda sucks. This time thing.
Small things in life. Yea, I think they are enough to last you through a long time. Shouldn't be that hard. And yea, it's the simple things that make you smile. You don't need a grand affair to be happy. All that fancy shit.
And it's really quite amazing how some songs can really cheer you up after listening to them.
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