Things that are hard to bring back

I realise that the memories I really miss the most is sec 3 and 4. Was looking at old photos just now and when I look at those photos, I really feel happy because it's as if you are brought back to that moment and relieving everything that was happening. And you can feel everyone's genuine happiness and smiles in the photos. Somehow. Everyone was really happy and enjoying each other's company.

I guess why I miss these two years the most is because I know that somehow it really won't be the same again. It's hard to get everyone together again and even if everyone is present, what we have now is different from then. People change and drift and it can't be helped. But of course, if it's still possible to see everyone, it will still be nice. But to be true, as you grow older, the ones who truly matters, are the ones you will want to meet up more often. And you'll rather meet up more often with them more than meeting people who have became acquaintances to you. 

Of course, once in awhile, it's nice to see everyone. To know that everyone is doing well. But as we get older, we have lesser time and yea, you'll want to meet up with those who matters more. Since you have lesser time at hand now. And slowly, people drift.

But I guess that's when you see who are truly the friends who matter? Those who you will invite to your wedding and they will invite you to theirs. HAHA! People who you want to celebrate a special event of yours with. And yea, these are the people who are for life. Who will truly be there for you when you are in any kinds of trouble. 

I think I sort of digressed but I guess even though I miss those memories a lot, I know that at least I had them and that's enough. To know that they have been a part of your life at some point of time, even though they may not be in your life now anymore. Those memories, at least they were happy? Haha! Where you will really sit in front of the computer and smile or laugh to yourself when you see the photos. 

That's why photos are really incredible. So glad that I've saved the photos that are really important. Just that yea, there are still some photos that are hard to find or impossible to get back but I guess it's alright. Create new ones. That's what my mum told me when I was crying crazy over my damned harddisk that spoiled. 

What's most important is really living the present and create memories that one day, you will look back and smile again. Even if you know that it may never come again, having it once before is better than not having it at all.