diamonds in the sky~

Had BBQ on 29th Dec with 4E1~ Last Saturday of 2012 spent with these people! Haha!

Went to Nisa's house first 'cause I was outside already and I wanted to help her check the stuffs that she has so we don't need to buy again. Lol! And we found out that she had 3 packets of satay sticks. HAHA! Highly probable that they all came from the previous BBQs at her house. Haha!

Went to JP to meet the rest to buy the food and stuffs! We kinda ended up buying way too much food. Tsk. I think we really bought too much food for the first time. Lol!

So the guys who were with us were super lousy and cannot start the fire. Tsk. So we had to get the security guard uncle to help us. Lol! We are quite pathetic lar.

Pretty right? Haha! I took this~ =D And the girls wanted to take a photo together so we asked Sweden but he kinda sucked.

This photo still alright but the one he took before was damn horrible. Lol! Okok, I shall not complain all since he helped us take a photo already. Haha!

We went to the playground to play~ Haha! But there were a lot of kids playing soccer at the sand. And they were playing around the swing so we all didn't dared to go play at the swing except Mag and Nisa. But Mag accidentally hit a kid so she stopped playing and Nisa nearly hit the kids so she stopped too. HAHA! But wah, the kids really just play man. They were completely unaware of the surroundings.

Seesaw with Sijia and Vivian~ And then Vivian was super funny. Ok, it was kinda my fault. Haha! I wanted to make it more shaky so I just bounce higher and stuffs. Then somehow Vivian ended up sitting on the sand. LOL! I didn't have time to grab her before she went down. But ok, it was really quite funny. Heh.

We went back to the pit after awhile and just relax around while the guys cook. Haha! We really have too much food this time I think. Somehow there's just too much food. I realise it's better to have lesser food for BBQ than more food. Lol!

Anyway, the girls went to the poolside to talk while the guys stayed at the pit to cook. Haha! We actually played truth or dare though we kinda just did truth only. Quite nice ba! And Wenhui was damn nice! He bought food for us twice. Haha! Probably the guys forced him to but still quite nice. Haha!

Slack around more and then we decided to play the drinking game! It's really a funny game to play during BBQ but wah we really suck. Lol! I don't think we managed to complete at least one round for any of the games. Super lousy.

Took group photo!! Looking back at the photos, they are simply mad hilarious lar!!

We spammed quite a few shots and they were all super funny. But cannot find a single decent photo. Haha!

And then we started to sing random songs and stuffs. Haha! Our class is forever the singing class. =D The guys should totally perform their acapella thing again. =D

Anyway, yep! Really had a nice time with them! It's super relax and laid back bbq but I guess we are really getting older for the crazy kinds. HAHA! Or we were just too lazy lar I think. Haha! But yep! Still nice to talk to them and all. =) It will be harder to meet up this year but I think we'll still be able to meet up at least once this year? As long as pple want to make it happen, it will happen ba! =)

nonsense activities

Went rock climbing with these people on 27th Dec! Haha! They are really the people who I will do all these super random stuffs with. It's like a super random suggestion but we are all super on about it. =D

I was the 3rd to reach!! Haha! Now every time we meet up, we will fight to be the earliest. Which is a good thing I guess. But yes, we had to wait for Swap this time. The latest. Tsk.

Ok, that day we had to wait a lot. Haha! But ok lar, we all had fun in the end I guess! =D

 Yep, we had to climb this super high and scary thing. HAHA! I only made it 5th or 6th block I think. HAHA! Nevermind lar, at least I tried my best. Heh.

 Our dear be-layer. HAHA! His face really ass lar. But yes, really lucy he be-laid us! I really felt more assured climbing somehow. =D

Changhui was the first to climb!

I'm second!! Haha! I think I went up a little bit more but yep, I really wanted to go a bit higher but I can't find rocks to climb. Lol!

Yes that small guy there is Guodong!!! He could have totally go all the way up to the top if he continued on!! But I think it really gets quite tiring having to use your hands and legs and all. Lol! You need a bit of skills to climb too. But I think he went the highest among all of us!

As the nicest friend ever to Faeqa, I'm posting a photo without her face and her climbing. Haha! She really damn funny. I took a video of her climbing and it's really quite funny. I think the shoes really too big for her already. That's why she cannot really feel the rocks. Lol! She really damn hilarious lar. When everyone else was climbing, she would make damn lot of noise but when she herself climb, she was strangely very very quiet. HAHA!

HAHA! I love her posture!! It's really an L shape. And her legs are seriously freaking long. Annoying girl who used to be so short but now damn tall. Ok not very but still taller than me. =(

The pretty boy! HAHA! Annoying ass but ok that day he wasn't that annoying. I think he made it quite high too. Last to go!

So after we all finished climbing, we went indoor to play. Haha! And we kinda went mad inside 'cause lol, it's really fun somehow. Heh. Yes, we like a bunch of eighteen years old with no childhood. =D

HAHA! This photo. 'Cause we used self-timer to take the group photos and stuffs. Then they told me to just lie in front of the girls and refused to give me a nice place to sit. Technically beside Faeqa can but the photo won't look as nice. Then when I went over, I tried to lie in front but I think it's too freaking hilarious so I just lie flat down and laughed. LOL! And the camera took photos for about 5 times with me "planking" there.

So I asked Faeqa to accompany me so I would be less awkward. But I still can't help laughing in the end so yes, I just laughed again. Lol! But ok anyway, for all the photos, just look at the guys!! The 4 of them really looked quite cool in the photos!! =D Yay! Proud of them. HAHA! They really got strength. Lol! As in seriously man, 'cause they are the people I have known since when we were little primary school kids, you tend to forget that they grow stronger and stuffs. Haha! Ok technically, they were all pretty fit in primary school too. But yes, they are really stronger now. And it's quite funny though. Heh. Like realising that they are strong. HAHA! But wahhh I really hope that they will somehow have a super growth spurt soon. They really need a good boost in the height!

After that we played like mad inside. Lol! I really enjoyed myself and doing all sorts of ridiculous stuffs. Like playing with a slide which isn't a slide. Haha! I really laughed until I want to die. Didn't know that it can be so much fun. But ok, I think the guys think we were some crazy women but whatever lar. Haha!

 The girls~ Took one last photo before we head off to lunch. =D

Went to Northpoint Mall for lunch! Jinghan funnily came all the way to Yishun to watch us eat and travel back to Bukit Panjang to go Swap's house. Haha!

I LOVE SWAP'S TV. =D It's really damn big and super HD. Sigh, I want a TV like that too. It's damn awesome lar.

Anyway, Enming came too! Then we just sat around and watch The Avengers. Haha! Though we were all pretty restless and not wanting to watch. HAHA!

So after the movie ended, we began our Secret Santa. HAHA! They are so awesome lar. They all actually went ahead with it and really bought gifts. We did it with the Whatsapp group only so kinda left Changhui out. Lol! Yes we damn bad but we bought a gift for him anyway. =D But wah, they really listened and actually bought a gift and all. =D Quite sweet!

Anyway, went for dinner at Fajar Mac! I don't know why we went to Mac but we just somehow ended up there. Haha! And we actually decided to plan for chalet which was one week from that day. HAHA! We damn best right? Last minute like mad. And yep, they were very helping 'cause they provided me with a list of activities that are nonsense. -_- Annoying humans.

But wahhh that day was really nice. =) Seriously lucky, seriously thankful. Haha! These people who I'm really mad comfortable around with. I can speak without thinking even if it comes out absolute rubbish. I can do whatever I want even if it's mad retarded. I can be super unglam but I don't really care at all. Lol! There is just this whole total free feeling when I'm with them. Like I really don't care what they think of me because we have known each other for so long that it really doesn't matter? Complete comfort. I really talk a lot of nonsense when I'm with them, do a lot of stupid things and really don't care about my image completely. Ok, I think I usually really don't care about my image but lol! It's like really just heck. And really just doing absolutely retarded stuffs. Haha!

Gah they are truly incredible people in my life. It's funny 'cause we aren't exactly close in the HTHT way but seriously enjoy their company super lot. I'm going to post more about them again 'cause we kinda met up for 3 times in 2 weeks. HAHA! The most we ever spammed I think. =D

End of with my favourite photo~ It really looks like family portrait. =)

Christmas~~

Last year, I spent Christmas Day with the girls~ Haha! So yes, we took a photo at the Christmas Tree 'cause it's Christmas Day! =D We just met up to eat and slack around. Heh. And I brought along the random snacks I bought from China. Lol! 

We really wanted to save money but we went into Jack's Place not knowing that the prices for the food changed and so we kinda spent a lot there. =\ But ok, it's Christmas! But I think I won't go back to Jack's Place for a long time. Lol! It's really super pricey. But nevermind! We got to play with the party stuffs they put on the table. LOL!

Went to Suntec to find Jiesi's stuffs. HAHA! Ok actually, we were just randomly walking.

These retards. They wanted to use this photo as the cover photo for Facebook but I think they decided not to 'cause it's too lame. =D Seriously not my idea, I just take photo for them only. =D

Went to Toastbox to sit and slack. Then we decided to spam some photos since it was quite a while since we last spammed photos. And we were all dressed nicely that day anyway. Haha!

Puiling's creative way of taking a group photo. HAHA! Damn funny actually. Trust her with such ideas.

Qiaofen looks damn funny here. =D

We were really happily taking photos of ourselves using Qiaofen's iPhone. Heh.

So yep! Nice Christmas Day with the girls~ And then Boxing Day we met up again for Feli! Haha! Yep, we met up 2 days in a row but ok lar, Boxing Day was to pei Puiling shop at City Plaza which luckily she bought one shirt. Haha!

Terrible group photo at the MRT station 'cause I don't know why also. Haha! And and Feli added the thing on her own 'cause her eyes were too scary. Seriously man. Her brains is wow. But ok, good on her that she can do stuffs like that to her own face. HAHA!

Met up with this troublesome woman at Jurong East MRT in the morning of 26th Dec to pei her go IMM to buy her clothes for relief teaching! Talked to her for super long and really pei her shop. Haha! But the photo make her look like my mother. HAHA! You look too mature~ =D

So yep! Last Christmas was spent quite nicely with friends. HAHA! My family really too busy already. All full of activities. Hopefully I get to spend Christmas with them this year though!

So on 22nd Dec 2012, met up with Faeqa, Weiying and Swap to make our own shoes~ Haha! It was something that Weiying wanted to do since before A Levels ended so we decided to do it that day. =D

Went to Greenridge Shopping Centre to buy the black shoes! And then we went to Weiying's house to do the stuffs. No wait, we went BPP to get random stuffs first. So technically, we met at I think 10plus? But we ended up starting to do something at 2plus? HAHA! We are the best at wasting time.

5 pairs of black shoes!! =D And sponges from Daiso.

So we started doing and it's not that hard but it requires a bit of artistry which I think I lack terribly. Lol! I used to be not that bad in art when I was a little kid but I think I just got lousier and lousier as I grew older. Quite sad though but oh well, I can I tried my best. Heh. So halfway through my shoes doesn't seem to look very nice and I got really sian. So Faeqa helped me. Haha!! I think doing these shoes really require a lot of random spammings. Like must really just whack that kinda thing.

Ohya!! We were watching The Big Show as we were doing~ Big Bang's Concert DVD. Swap totally loved it. HAHA! But to be true, we didn't really watch it 'cause we were busy doing the shoes. Haha!

So yes!! This was the aftermath!! Haha! But not the complete one yet 'cause we haven't add glitters and stars. Lol! At first we didn't want to add the stars. But then we realise it's really way nicer if we add them. It's just flicking white acrylic paint on the shoes using a toothbrush! Quite fun and the effect quite cool so I liked that part. And it's easy to do. HAHA!

So yes!!! Nicer right? Haha! Looks more like a galaxy. =D

This one is my shoes~

Not bad for the first time right? =D But ok, I really had damn lot of help from Faeqa, Weiying and Swap. I think Faeqa really see me super sian so she just helped me since she finished her shoes quite fast. Haha!

And after we finished doing them, we just sat around and stone. And we felt so happy doing that 'cause seriously man, we can actually not do anything but sit and stare and not feel guilty at all. =D So glad that we can actually do so random nonsense stuffs now!!!! =D

Walked home with Abhilash and then my slippers broke on the way. =( I was damn sad lar 'cause I really love that slippers. And the broke is the impossible to repair kind. But ok, now I have 2 new slippers. HAHA! One that I bought on my own and another one which Weiying gave me for Christmas gift exchange~

DIY shoes still a super fun experience~ Haha! I like. =D

24th Dec I went to watch A Werewolf Boy with Nisa~ THE MOVIE IS DAMN GOOD! Song Joong Ki~ Haha! Seriously love his acting lar. Damn daebak. He only spoke very little times in the movie but he was really damn good. Haha! First time watching a Korean movie in the cinema! Now I know why it was the top movie in Korea for so long. Damn good. =D

Walked around Orchard with Nisa and we realise it was Christmas Eve so it was mad crowded. Bought my slippers~ =D

glad

Many many things I want to post about. Haha! But yes, I know I'm too tired to really do a proper long post about stuffs. Too many things I want to post about!! But ok, I think I'll do it before I go Thailand. One day just sit in front of my com and post.

So for now, I shall just say that I'm really grateful. Thankful like mad. Lol! I'm truly blessed. Ok, I really have to thank God. Haha! (Weiying, don't be an ass!) But yes, I'm really thankful to God. For blessing me with friends who truly care and are real and just awesome? Haha! Sometimes I really wonder how I got so lucky to have them as my friends but yes, I will hold on to them. Haha! Sounds weird but yep. Haha! It will get harder as we grow up but I know that even if I don't see them, I know that they will be there for me. Somehow. Just how you will think of each other from time to time. We don't need to meet up super damn often but it always feels nice when you meet up. I don't really know how to say this but yea, there's just this very nice comfortable feeling when you see them. I'm truly thankful for all these people in my life.

Lol! I realise ever since I entered JC, I have been very thankful about my friends and all. Haha! But I guess it's when things seem harder, you realise the people who are truly important? In hard times, you will always need people to be there for you, be it physically or mentally. And it's really during these hard times you will realise how lucky you are. Haha! Ok, I'm not having a hard time now and I do realise how important my friends are often. And I think I post about it often too. Haha!

I'm really thankful to God for blessing me with people who are just super important in my life. =) Shall post about other stuffs another time! =D

carry on

[ If you're lost and alone
Or you're sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on]

Carry On - Fun.

Yes, I know it's the same song as the previous post but it's really a very app song for this post. Lol!

HAPPY 2013!!! =D

2013 is really going to a year full of uncertainties. That's why it's really hard for me to start this post. Lol! I have no idea what's going to happen this year. What will await me. I'm not exactly prepared? 'Cause yes, this year, many things will bound to change, you have to make important decisions that may affect your future greatly. 

Meeting new people, making new friends. And some friendships may become harder to hold on to with everyone living different lives, people going overseas, guys going army. But somehow, I have great confidence of the friendships I have? Lol! As in yea, it will be harder but I know that everyone will try to make the effort to make it all work because we are important to each other and it will be hard but things will work somehow? Ok, it's really having faith in the friendships. You just have to believe that things will work out and something about friends is that it really can last for a long time. =)

And yes, leave all the unhappiness in 2012. This is a new year with a new start and new memories to be made. Things may not be great always because things were never always great. But it's always up to us on how we want to view everything. Life can be pretty amazing if we want it to be. Yes, there are many setbacks but the thing about setbacks is that you have to come back up again. Because living in the setbacks really doesn't make sense 'cause you are not moving forward. 

Yes, moving forward. Don't stay at status quo because it's never really always a great place to stay. Ok of course some things you will want it to remain status quo but it can never always be status quo? It will either get better or get worse. Ok actually, it can remain the same because maybe the status quo is already good enough. Haha! Yes I'm contradicting myself. 

I guess yea, just remember that don't remain in a stuck position for a long time because it's never a good feeling. You will only feel worse and all. If you want to do it, just do it. Because really, sometimes we need a little bit of impulsiveness. Even if things may not work out, at least you aren't in a stuck position. If things do work out, isn't that good?

In 2012, I told myself to make firm decisions, be on time and protect your heart. I think I managed to achieve all 3 last year. Ok, the be on time thing is pretty subjective. Heh. But it is greatly improved from the previous years ok!!! So I believe that it's still a good achievement. Haha!

This year, I can't really say what I want to achieve yet because to be honest, this year really seems a blur to me now. Yes, I'm enjoying my time now. And ohya!! I will be starting on work at USS on 14th Jan! Heh. It's casual work so the hours will be random but I guess it's still an experience. I never tried working before so this is going to be the first time I try working and I'm quite looking forward to it 'cause yes, it seems like a fun job. Heh.

Anyway, 2013 I really don't know what to expect from this year. So it's quite hard to say what I really want to do this year for myself. I guess, I just hope that I will remain true to myself no matter what happens. That I won't lose faith in people who are important and things that are important. And yes, I think I really ought to find back my passion for photography. I know it's still there. I still like to take photographs and stuffs. But I know that something is missing. Something really weird. It's like you don't see me spamming photos as much as compared to last time. Yes, I'm pretty sure everyone is somewhat thankful 'cause it means that there are lesser unglam photos of them but I really feel weird? I don't know how and when I just stop spamming photos. I want to blame it on A Levels but I know I shouldn't because it's something within me? I'm quite lost I guess. I don't really know if I should pursue on with this dream of mine or should I just keep it as a hobby. I was supposed to find that out during this long break. But I'm not exactly near finding that reason. Maybe my camera is way too intimidating that I myself is scared of my camera. Maybe going back to compact camera can find back this passion. I really don't know.

One thing I do is that I want to find it back. 'Cause really for 8 years, it has been something that I really have great passion for. It's scary to lose your passion just like that? Maybe that's why I'm feeling pretty lost now. 'Cause yea, I really don't know what I should pursue in the future and stuffs. The future is really a blur. But ultimately I will find my place. I will know what to do in the future. What is meant for me.

Yes, I guess I just need to find this part of me back. It got lost somewhere in 2012. With the many things that happened but I guess when I just start shooting, I will find it back. I just need to ignore the complains of others and be less thoughtful. Haha! I'll give you all nice photos ok!! =D

And maybe I should build up my portfolio. But first I need to be certain that I want this. And really just pursue this dream with this strong faith and not be afraid of anything. Yes, this needs a great deal of bravery because it is pretty idealistic and not that practical. It's something that I really need to think through carefully I guess.Yes! I will find it back.

I know something is kinda missing in my life. But I'm not too worried I think. As in yea, I know I do want to experience it, but I'm quite scared actually and to be true, I don't think I'm ready for it. I kinda want it but I am not exactly willing to do it. Lol! I guess, you just have to wait for the right one to really go for it? I was talking to my sister the other day and I asked her how was she sure about her decision and stuffs. And she told me that it requires a leap of faith sometimes. Because yea, we can never be sure about what will happened after, so we just have to have faith and just trust yourself that you are making the right decision. I'm not sure if I'll ever have that leap of faith but I guess, yea, I'm still young. HAHA! That's what my sister told me also. I'm still young with many more life experiences yet to happen and many more people I have yet to meet. It will come someday and just trust yourself sometimes and be brave enough to give it a try. Leap of faith.

And something that I think I should really do for myself this year is really treat myself right. Haha! As in yea, I shall be more hardworking in taking care of my face and my hair. Lol! And stop slouching and smile more because I really look way nicer when I smile. LOL! Ok, that's a given but yea lar, I realise my face isn't always smiling. Haha! Not that I should always smile everywhere I go but at least look less scary. Lol! Ok actually, I don't think my face is scary. Just that my cheeks are really really round. Not that I'm hating it but my face really looks damn big when I don't smile. So yes!! I should smile more. =D Yes, I think it's something that I should do for myself and since I do have the time to treat myself better, I should do it. No more excuses. Haha!

"We are shining stars
We are invincible
We are who we are"

We need to remember that we are all capable for wonders and we shouldn't doubt ourselves. You must have faith in yourself before others have faith in you. Trust yourself before others can trust you. Treat yourself right because yea, we shouldn't let others tell us what to do and what not.

Year 2013, it will be another great year. I'm looking forward to it. =)

twenty twelve

[ Cause we are
We are shining stars
We are invincible
We are who we are
On our darkest day
When we're miles away
So we'll come
We will find our way home]

Carry On - Fun.

Fun. is really a super good band. Their lyrics are really nice for this song. Go listen!

Anyway, since I got thrown home alone on a New Year's Eve, I shall post a nice long post about 2012. Haha! Yes, I was really quite sian that I'm going to enter 2013 alone at home but I guess, it's really not that bad. Haha! At least I get to do a proper reflect back about 2012 'cause it was really a year full of stuffs.

So the year started out quite rough? The very first day of 2012 wasn't exactly pleasant for me, even though I was with some really awesome people. Haha! Stayed over at Sweden's Aunt's house with those people and I really enjoyed their company!! Just that yep, some stuffs happened but ok, it's over. HAHA! Just that yep, it wasn't exactly a nice start to a new year and I wondered if 2012 was going to be bad.

I guess 2012, was in all a pretty great year. Everything ended on a right note. For me at least. I managed to sort out most of the things I want to sort out, know who are the ones who are important in my life. Even though I think I did feel lost along the way but somehow I manage to get back on track. At least, I hope I did. Haha!

So anyway, first half of the year was kinda bad? Haha! Ok, there were good and bad. My birthday was awesome. Heh. Turning 18 really made you realise who are the friends you truly need in your life 'cause you can tell who are really there in your life? Or how they really hope for a good birthday for you. Those who remembered your birthday I guess? Haha! Aiya, yes, those important people. =)

But yep, first half of the year. I had fun. But there were all the sort of friendship problems coming up, something that I never really had before? Problems that I didn't used to facing. Which I guess, it's somewhat a blessing that I faced them already? Because yes, now I know how I should deal with these problems in the future. Because as you grow older, such problems becomes more persistent. And now that I've gone through them,  I think I will be able to handle the problems better if it arises in the future again.

And yes, through all these problems, you also realise who are really important and worth the keep. How some people are just worth the time and energy. How forgiving can be easy if you are willing to do it and how pride really isn't anything when it comes to true friendships. How sometimes we really have to let go of our pride if we want to keep the friendship. Understanding and communication. Many of these problems arose because of the lack of communication. Which to be true, it's really not our fault this year for the lack of communication because we really had to put studies of a little greater importance. I know we shouldn't because relationship with people matters more than studies to be true, but we tend to get blind sided at times. I'm glad though, that things managed to work out in the end. That I still have those friendships with me and I know that they are really important friendships in my life. Friends who I really cannot lose.

Going to school had been tiring. First half of the year was especially tiring, with CCAs and stuffs. Yes, Photog is supposed to be a slack CCA but that's not the case for excos. Especially when all the projects that we had to settle almost always happened a week after our exams ended. So a week before we had exams, most people are studying but we had to study and do some CCA stuffs in between. It's not fun but we all managed to get through them together so I'm really glad that I had these awesome team of Photog Excos with me in all these. =)

A Levels was technically the majority part of 2012. Haha! We spent almost the whole of 2012 preparing for it. 2nd half of the year was truly pretty much studying and studying. There were times when we slot in some fun but there really wasn't much. I remembered that it was really pretty much no life from before Prelims until after A Levels ended. Ok, maybe not complete but it was different from Os I guess? I remembered that during Os, we kinda still had fun in school and stuffs. Like it's not completely about studying? We could still actually go out and celebrate birthdays. HAHA! For A levels, you feel guilty when you go out. Lol! It's really the strong guilt feeling.

Now that A Levels is over, I still think that it was a pretty tough exam. That spanned for 3 weeks for me. Heh. So lucky that I'm an Arts student so it all ended earlier for me. Haha! Anyway, I think I reflected quite a bit about A levels already so I shall not go there. HAHA! Ok, technically, the results are what's coming soon and I guess I shall leave that to another post when the release of A Levels results gets closer. Right now, I shall enjoy my post As to the fullest. =D

Here's to the important part of the post, the people in my life~ Haha! I was scanning through my blog posts this year and I realise how really too many things happened. Lol! Ok but yes, the very important people in my life this year. =)

My grandma, my mum, my dad and my sister~~ =) Yes, even though they kinda abandon me for NYE but yes, they are mad important in my life. Haha! No doubt can make me super annoyed at times but I need them in my life. I like to be taken cared of by them. Heh. Yes, I'm the maknae and I'm loving it. =D

  Important people whom I've known for 8, 10 and 12 years. =))

These 2 annoying women in AC. =D Super important 2 people who are really just there when I need them somehow. =)

This photo was from last year but they are another 2 who are important too~ Haha! People who are more crazy about Kpop than me. =D

But yes, it's really hard to say how awesome and important these people are in my life now 'cause they really just are super important that no words can describe? LOL!

My girl friends~ Haha! Okok yes, they are really awesome Agents who are hell of an important in my life. And how we are really important to each other? How we just manage to stay strong despite all the things that happened in these 2 years of JC. And yep, I'm really glad to have them around. The 3 guys are going army soon~ Haha! Looking forward to their pretty hair. =D

Important girls in my life too. =)) Meeting up with them always feels great even though we don't get to meet up as often this year. But yep, we will always make the effort to meet up!! And yes!! We can really now travel to Tampines for fun all already. Except now that there's adult fare. =\\ Oh well but yes!! These girls are really super important!! =D

 These 2 whiny friends who are super important in AC too. =D Heh, I realise Nisa looks quite short here. =D Old grandma~

4E1!! =)) Classmates who I will always want to meet up with even though there may not be a lot of things to say to each other but I feel happy just being around them and talking to them, knowing that they are doing well. =) I guess one of strong things that still bind us together is the awesome memories that we shared in sec 3 and 4. That alone will keep us bonded somehow and still want to meet up with each other. Yes, some people will stop coming but I guess it's alright. It's those that still comes who matters! =D

Annoying daughter who seeks pleasure in making me feel guilty. HAHA! But yep, she really had another long year this year but I'm glad that she pulled through it and hopefully comes out stronger. =)

Didn't get to meet up with whole of Damily for the whole of this year. =\ Everyone is pretty busy and it's hard to find a date and stuffs. But yes!! I will plan an outing soon!! Look forward to it. =D

These girls are really really very important too! Haha! Ok, at the end of this post, you will realise that technically, everyone is important to me. Lol! Hence, what I said about me being greedy is quite true. Lol! But yes anyway, these girls really are there for me in these 2 years of JC life and I really really am super duper lucky to have met them in AC. I really don't know how I would have pulled through these 2 years without them. Now that school's over, I haven't get to meet up with all of them every since I came back from China. =\ And I really miss them lar!! Last time I won't miss them 'cause I know that I'll see them again when school reopens. But now, I know that we must really meet up to see each other! Lol! Hopefully we can find one day to meet up soon! I really really want to meet these girls soon because yes, they are important to me too!!! AND WE MUST REALLY GO KOREA TOGETHER OK!!!! NO MATTER WHAT!!! It's really a trip that I'm super looking forward to. Haha!

I guess yea, at the end of the day, I think I'm still pretty lucky to be in this class because they are really very nice people. And I'm glad that I got to know them in AC. I may not be very close with them but I know that I really am lucky to be in this class. =)

YUNNAN PPLE~ Haha! The people who gave me the best school trip. =D Hopefully we will continue to have gatherings and meet ups! They are really the nicest people around and I'm just really glad that they are the ones who I went on the trip with. =)

Photog Excos! Haha! Awesome people to work together with in our whole term as excos. =)

And of course, the 2 fan-girl stuffs that I went for~ HAHA!

 

Lee Seung Gi's fan meet with Sijia!! =D With a lot of thanks from Kamin~ =D

And Big Bang's concert with Weiying's friends. LOL! It's quite random companion but I still enjoyed myself ultimately so it's okay~ Haha!

Achievements so far, ok technically, it's just the GMAX Swing. Haha!

Yep, we were that high up. Haha! But yes!! I am really glad that I went for the ride even though I was really damn scared as we really sat there. Though I kept looking at the scenery and pretending that I'm not scared. LOL! BUT YES!! IT WAS DAMN WORTH THE MONEY!! As in at least a good way to end A Levels. HAHA! Must do crazy stuffs like that sometimes. Even if it may cost a bomb in your wallet. Haha!

And yes, so far life after A levels have been pretty great. Meeting up with friends, spending time with family, going overseas with family, doing things that I never did before, sign up for driving =D, spending time with myself, watching shows and movies. Being able to do all the things I want to do without feeling guilty. =D

No matter what 2013 will bring, I know that I will be ready to handle it. It may not be a smooth year and I may not be ready for it, but whatever that will happen in 2013, bring it on. Haha! Ok, I just wanted to use "bring it on". =D But yes!! Whatever life is going to throw to me, I know that at the end of the day, I will get back up and come back stronger. Whatever happens, I may not be all that ready for them, but I know that I won't let it push me down hard. I will get back up and if I can't get back up on my own, I know that I have people around me who will be there to pull me up and stay by my side in times of need. Yes, these very very important people in my life. As long as you are my friend, you are important. Haha!

I think I kinda get what Kamin means now about me not classifying my friends. Lol! As in I sort of do. Just that no matter what, all friends matter to me. Be it close friends, good friends or normal friends. As long as I regard you as my friend, you are important to me. Lol! That's why I get tired sometimes I guess. Lol! As in yea, I really care too much about too many people. But yes, I guess at least I know that I do have friends who truly care about me and I'm just thankful for them so much because yes, I know that they will really always be there no matter what. Of course, I won't take them for granted 'cause yes, I know that they truly care about me and of course I will care a lot about them too. =) I shall try not to be as greedy I guess. Haha! But really ma, I'm really grateful to many people in my life. Somehow everyone do have some sort of impact to me. Heh. But yes, I do still know the ones who truly truly matters. But yes, as long as I regard you as my friend, you matter to me. Haha! Sound mad cheesy. =D

And yes!!! MY FAMILY!! Who aren't home yet!!! And it's already 1.40am on 1st Jan 2013. TSKKKK. Strangely how I miss them suddenly. Haha! The 3 of them are really mad busy pple who I don't get to see often. When I live with them. Tsk. Ok, my fault too for going out often. But hey, my sister goes out a lot too. Heh. But sigh, I really miss spending quality time with them. It's so hard now that we all have different schedules and it clashes often. Growing up I guess. Lol. As in yep, another reason why I don't really want to grow up because was you grow up, you can't rely on your parents as much.

And I'm really growing up. =\ Nineteen just sounds really old somehow. Lol! It's like one more year before you hit 20. I really don't want to grow up so fast. I still want to be a kid. LOL! As in I don't really know ba. Growing up seems scary somehow. You have to really do things now. Making decisions by yourself. Technically, you have been doing that. But it's different?

YESSSS My parents are back. =D Ok, I really feel like some child now. Heh. Alright! I think this should be a nice enough post. =D