that one shot

HAHA! I'm done posting what I wanted to post. =D

Went Plaza Sing with Puiling today. =D Needed to get nice papers for people, which I forgot that I can actually get from Clementi Mall. LOL. But yep, love her for pei-ing me. =D Naughty girl that skipped school. Haha! Slacked and catch up with each other. Was really lazy to walk around so ended up sitting at Mac and talked for super long. =) I'll post the photo of us together but then I'm lazy to sync my phone. =D

Photography is something that I really love and enjoy doing. One photograph can tell a lot of stories. That’s the very special thing about photography. It is about capturing that moment and remembering it forever; that one shot. The reason why I first picked up photography was for keeping memories. I want to be able to look back at what I did a few years back, the people that I was with and the memories that we shared. It can be meaningful as well. A picture can be very influential and impactful. An important message can be put across in just one photograph. That is why I love photography. All it takes is one photograph and many feelings and emotions can be expressed.

It was what I wrote for the photog exco application form. Haha! Just felt like posting it.

"The photograph itself doesn't interest me. I want only to capture a minute part of reality."
-Henri Cartier-Bresson

Zoolympix tmr! Time to do some people's cards and then turn in for sleep! Ah, doubt I can finish the cards. =\

Photog Soc Exco 2010-2011 and 2011-2012! =)

Photog Soc Exco Com 2010-2011 and 2011-2012! =D

This photo is super epic. Half the pple are smiling nicely and half are serious. Haha! It's damn comic. =D

With our things! Haha! The awesome fake cashcard. =D


This photo is super candid! All the pple standing faces are damn funny. =D


Haha! Us with the puppets! Super cute lar the puppets! =D

So yep! These are the photos from the camp! =D OK so yep, time for my long post about the camp. =D

I learned a whole bunch of things during this camp. Be it photography, leadership, myself. A lot of things. And I found pple that I really truly respect. Seniors that I really have deep respect for.

All 7 of the 2010-2011 Exco batch are really awesome. They are so dedicated in this CCA which no regular club Exco com will be. They really put in a lot of effort in planning this exco camp for us, sacrificing their weekends just so that we'll get to learn a lot of things from them and be able to take over from them better. They didn't have such great seniors like them to teach them everything and had to start from scratch, lost and quite confused. But they managed Photog Soc so well and brought it to such great heights. The school really recognise Photog Soc and it's really because of their efforts. Without their dedication, perserverance and tenacity, Photog Soc will not be as it is now. They are really true inspiration and leaders that I really look up too. Their passion for photography and the CCA is amazing. I'm going to miss them super lot though I only knew them better during the 2 days of camp. They are super funny and crazy seniors that are super close to each other. Their bond is so strong that it kinda surprised me but it really felt nice seeing how comfortable and close they were to each other.

And we the 2011-2012 batch, are really awesome too. Haha! We are made up of different personalities but I know we will be able to complement each other and manage the CCA well. And also enjoy it at the same time. We didn't know each other well when we first know that we were in exco. Some of us don't even know each other or seen each other before. But as the days past and after the camp, I'm pretty sure we know each other more and are closer to each other. And I really can't wait for our journey together for the next few months until we finally step down and hand this responsibility to someone else. I'm really excited for it and I'm quite sure we'll have a blast. We were so awesome to actually continue developing our film in that hot stuffy darkroom as the air-con wasn't switched on that day. =D I hope we'll continue from where our seniors left off and bring photog soc to even greater heights! =)

I am really glad that I decided to sign up for exco and I'm glad that I made it into exco as well. I still wonder how I actually got through 'cause I really thought I screwed up my interview but yes, I'm really glad that I made it through. And I'll do my best as a member of the exco com! =)

And yes, my passion for photography is burning bright. Haha! Sounds funny but yep, the camp really inspired me to be a great leader and to be a good photographer. I really want to improve on my skills. So yep! I'll make good use of this June break as much as I can! =)

"To take a photograph is to hold one's breath, when all faculties converge to capture fleeting reality. It's at that precise moment that mastering an image becomes a great physical and intellectual joy.

To take photographs means to recognize - simultaneously and within a fraction of a second - both the fact itself and the rigorous organization of visually perceived forms that give it meaning.

It is putting one's head, one's eye and one's heart on the same axis."

- Henri Cartier-Bresson
[Shared by Aric]

dinner with awesome pple! =D

I wanted to take another group photo! But then my camera battery died on me. Tsk. I really must remember to charge the batteries!!

Had dinner with Jiesi, Nisa, Junyuan, Jordan, Sweden and Felicia last Friday! Supposingly meet NJ pple like Sijia and Ian also but then both of them not free so it ended up AC pple with 1 sad NJ guy which is really one person I really really see often. =D But okok, not complaining.

They waited for me since I had photog that day. But I did told them to leave first just that they said wait. Jiesi sms and told me that by the time I end I'll see her read body and the reason for death: starvation. Childish kid. Tsk tsk. But ok, they are nice pple. =D When they wanted to leave without me, I came over. Haha! Good timing! =D

LOL. I sound so freaking high now. Anyway, so went over to Buona Vista, met Sweden. Everyone laughed at him at first sight. He really looked like some old man. MRT was super packed and I actually got in the first one just that only me and somehow someone told me to get off and I did and yes we were all hungry and cracky and wah! The ride there was so annoying though it's just 4mintues. Squeezed like crap. But yes! My awesome hair annoyed everyone. =D

Ate at Clementi Mall food court since Junyuan was complaining about his throat and everything else again. =D Okok, he really wasn't feeling well and he is going to dance for the whole of this week. Dance is really hiong man but yep! They got 3 days of concert so yep!

Walked around the mall and Junyuan went off earlier since he wasn't feeling well. The rest of us decided to just slack at Mac for a while before we went home. Started to reminisce about sec 3 and 4. Seriously miss those times!! Miss 4E1 super lot. They are really an awesome bunch of people. Hope I'll get to see a lot of people on 14th June! =D Going ice-skating! Haha! Bet we'll really fall there instead of skating there. Oh man, I feel like just go there take photos of them instead of skating. Hmm.. Maybe I should. =D

Brendan came when Nisa and Jordan left. LOL. He loser lar he. Canoeing crazy person. Keep hanging out with the canoeist. Forget about us already lar? Sheesh. But at least he was guilty. Haha! Kept saying Jiesi and I angst. Who tell you keep ditching us for canoeing? Tsk tsk.

But yes! Though we just have dinner together, and even though we really meet for a short well, it's still nice. Ah, old friends are really still the best. =) They just give this comfortable feeling that you really can't find it anywhere else. And yes, I'm really lucky and thankful and grateful that I still have them in AC! =D I don't think I would have survived the past few months without them around! I love the feeling when we happened to see each other during breaks and just crap talk for awhile before we join back our classes. That feeling is just nice. LOL. Like this familiar feeling. Qing Qie Gan! =D So yes, I'm really glad that so many 4E1 pple are in AC. =)

And of course there's Swapna and Jiawan too!! =D When Felicia and Jiesi can't go home with me, I know who I can find. Haha! And yes, she will call me too when she needs someone to accompany her home. =D And of course, she's in the same CCA as me! So yep, it's really awesome. =) And I love how I can still annoy Jiawan by playing with her hair and poking her, making her want to kill me. =D

So yes!! I really love all these people for being in ACJC with me! =DD

Last Day of Term 2!

1AA3 with Ms Kwan!

Ms Kwan! She is really a super good GP teacher and awesome senior to us! Really taught me a lot about GP and I really hope I'll do well in GP and not let her down! Hope we got a good teacher after her! =)

LOL! We went up to the roof top garden during the lunch break. =D And took photos there. Haha! Some pple in the classroom saw us and laugh like crap. OK true, we looked super funny lar. Go up there just to take photos. HAHA!

Khai's last day with us as a classmate!

OK so yep, end of term 2 and 3 people are leaving! First is Khai. He's going TP to study now. Though I'm not very close to him but somehow I felt this heavy feeling when he told us it was his last day with us. Maybe I got the feeling from Eunice. Haha! He was super sad! I hope he will really do well in TP and enjoy his time there!

Next is Ryan Michael Chin! He's going to UK to study IB. We lost our Assistant Class Rep! Going to miss his weird Chinese and always rushing and telling us to go lesson on time. Haha! Without him around, I think we're going to take a longer time to get to class on time!

Finally, Ms Kwan!! She's really a super good GP teacher and I really learn super lot from her. Hope she will do well in uni! I really hope we'll get a good GP tutor after her!

"Do not wait to strike till the iron is hot; but make it hot by striking."
- William B. Sprague
[Shared by Ms Kwan]

Our class currently has 5 guys now. LOL. Win totally. But yep! I really hope the remaining 1 and a half years will be nice too! =)

Netball Finals!

Netball finals on last Wednesday! The match was super intense and exciting! The one thing I really love about AC is the AC spirit. We were cheering like crazy throughout the match and a whole huge bunch of us came to support for netball! It's super cool.

The match was held at Jurong East Sports Complex!!!! All the memories man! Totally miss that place. Felt super nostalgia when we got down the bus. The KFC that we often hung out after when we had the time. Semester 2 of Sec 3 we went there almost every Friday for lunch after HCL! Totally miss that place. It's so quiet and empty and you can just play and make a lot of noise without fearing that you will disturb others. =D Ah, suddenly miss all the times there a lot. We really did a lot of stupid stuffs there. And to think we were already Sec 3 and 4s then. Haha!

Anyway, yep! The match was awesome!! And of course our school's girls won the match!! But it was really super close! But yep! Felt super happy for them! We all sang our school song together after the match. I think it's the first time I actually sang the school song? Lol! It was really awesome. The whole AC spirit can be felt! =D

Went JP with Jiesi, Nisa, Felicia and Sweden after that. (As you can see in almost a lot of places, the people I got with always ends with Felicia and Sweden. HAHA! Story of their lives. =D But okok, I don't mind meeting them. =D just that one girl I have to see often almost everyday. How sad my life.)

Okok, anyway, so yep, supposingly to look and buy my shoes that day but didn't really find any one that I really really like so didn't buy anything. Ate dinner at Carl's Junior which Feli and I shared. When I heard her say, "Yf! Do you want to share?" I can't help laughing. HAHA! Ah, I really miss those times.

travelling from here to there? =D

Saw Puiling's post about this photo and how typical this photo is but at the same time, it's special and nice. And I was positioning my iPhone no dslr. HAHA! Lousy Puiling. =D But yes, I really love being around them and just hanging out, talking random stuffs, eating random food. It's just this comfort with each other that is hard to find. These are the people where silences aren't awkward. Where you do something real stupid and they laughed at you but you laughed together with them too. (Ok, sometimes not.) But yep! I really love these people and miss them hell lots. Hope we can meet up again during the June Holidays no matter how short it is. =)

So yep! Went Marina Square for dinner with Puiling, Qiaofen, Jiesi, Feli and Sweden after Zoolympix! Puiling was the earliest for the first time ever!!! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! Just that sadly, we all happened to be late that day. Lol. But still, I'm super proud of Puiling. =D

Ate at Jack's Place 'cause we were out of ideas and just wanted to eat straight. Ohya! We saw Mr Tan with Ms Lin there! Haha! He's just as funny as ever and super lame lar. And now that we are no longer his official students, he say more stuffs. Haha! But yep! It's so cool how we so happened to see him there. =D Totally miss the Fuhua teachers! They are really awesome.

So slacked around outside Marina Square. I suddenly asked them if they know the I travel from here, where did I stop game. =D It's so fun to play with pple when they don't know the answer! Just that it got tiring but luckily Sweden figured out after that then at least got someone else. =D Felicia SUCK!!! She loser man. All of them got it already and she still didn't. And she only got it when we told her. Big L for you man. =D

Bus back with Jiesi, Feli and Sweden. I MISS QIAOFEN! The cool 187 gang is no more. =( And wah, I really really miss Qiaofen 'cause she'll let me sleep if I'm tired and talk softer if she's talking to the others. Some idiot talked so freaking loud and then purposely talk in my ear so that I could hear him through the ear piece. Such an awesome friend I have totally. Pple tired don't let her sleep. Thanks ar.

Really miss them!! And yes omg, Junyuan and Brendan too! Junyuan ok but Brendan really super duper long since we had dinner with him! Tsk tsk. Ah, really hope I can meet up with them over June holidays! Agents' Meeting hor. Last Agents' meeting was like Feli's birthday which was how many million years ago! Meet up soon! Even if it's to study together. Woah, lucky we are all in JCs. Ok technically, we are all in the same sch except one. =D But I happened to meet that one more often then the other two because of someone. =DD

Oh crap, speaking of which, I think I better start doing their cards. Annoying pple.

Photog Soc Exco Camp! =)

I dare say that this camp is the best camp I've attended. I've got so much things I want to type out! Ok, must consolidate my thoughts first. This past week is like eventful but this camp really made the week meaningful and complete.

Ok start with photos! =D
Not much though 'cause the photos are all with my senior I think so yep, need to wait until he post them up on Facebook!

The girls! It's really cool how the old batch has 2 girls and 5 guys while our batch got 5 girls and 2 guys in the exco. HAHA! Just nice I guess? =)

Outing At Botanic Gardens! Learned quite a few stuffs from the photographers from NPSS there. Though I got a little bored taking photos of insects and flowers. I ain't a fan of nature photography but yep, it's really quite cool. And I realise the lens really can make a huge difference. You don't need a good camera body but good lens. Haha! It's really true.

Had to wake up at 5plus to do the photo critique which I realise they didn't asked it from us. LOL. Luckily my awesome mum decided to be nice and go botanic gardens to stroll and drove me there. =) Love her totally. She's really always there when I need her. Haha! Ok, she' my mum after all. =D

Anyway, so we took photos! Quite lucky that I wore shorts even though I realise I was supposed to wear skirt. LOL. I really didn't realise that. But yep, it was easier to move around to take photos all.

Went to Holland V for lunch! Food court for lunch. I think the food there is nice! =D Holland V really is quite a nice place though it's a bit expensive at times but yep. Love the ambiance and food all there.

Darkroom by Chris!!!! Oh man, I really love developing photos. It's freaking cool and you really feel this sense of achievement. But then, my film got exposed. Luckily it's only $2 but it's still sad! Took a lot of nice photos with it!! But there was still some that survived I guess so I manged to print out one! And ah, it's really cool and fun experience. =D

And the darkroom is really really really dark. LOL. Like you really cannot see anything when you switch off the lights. Not even your hands. But we had to do some stuffs in totally darkness so it was quite woah but still cool experience. =D

After that we went back for editing by Hans! Managed to learn some stuffs about PhotoShop but I really need to learn it well! So yep! This holiday! And PhotoShop is really fun. Haha!

We had studio photography by Duc! Played with the strobe and big lights and all. Ok, don't really know how to say it but it's really those studio kind of lights. We were taking like family portrait shots there. Haha! Quite fun and there was one photo that was super nice. =D

Games after that! They seriously had the most awesome games ever man. We had to crawl on the floor, connected, around the room, collecting numbers and pasting them in order on Christine's back. Awesome rite? The other game was like dog and bone but with water and umbrella. LOL. Hectic but we manged to wet the Aric, seniors' batch photog pres. Haha! Then the last game was the pass the paper with the mouth game. LOL. It was gross all but yep, quite a cool game but yea, all the games are really woah man. But yep, they are all meaningful.

Had exco meeting after dinner and we realised a lot of things that we haven't confirm all but yep, I'll leave that to later. I guess we will be able to do it!

Had mentorship session after that. I'm a treasurer! Lol. Seriously, all my life, I'm stuck with collecting money and the funny thing is, I don't have money. How nice totally. So yep! KeeAn briefed me on the handling and stuffs and he was saying that our job is really pretty slack but of course we need to assist and help the other members too. But yes, this time round handling of money is much more scary 'cause it's the whole CCA and all.

The next morning, we had morning energizers. It wasn't awesome but they had reasons just that wah, really tiring. You know what we needed to do? Run around the track 3 times, every 100m we will stop for 10sec to take photos. And the thing is, it was 6plus in the morning, so the whole place is generally dark. And then all our lens had condensation since we left it in the air-con room overnight. So the photos were all super duper horrible. But yep, it was tiring too. Run 100 and stop for photos. LOL. But actually not as tired since I was looking around to find stuffs to take photos of. Then we did the usual training with push-ups, crutches. It was really tiring but I get the reasons for us to do it and yep, good wake up work out. LOL.

Tata brought us to the photog soc room and showed us where everything was after that. We really have quite a lot of stuffs and there are rolls of films since 1986 so it's freaking cool. Can try to find our teachers that used to be ACJC's students!

Had inspiration time which Liz conducted and it's really quite meaningful and really made me think and stuffs. =)

Went back to Darkroom for printing of the films and the air-con wasn't switched on on Sunday's apparently. So we had to print the films in a super humid darkroom. But yea, I'm so proud of all of us for being so willing to just stay in that humid environment to print the photos even though they told us it's really ok if we didn't wanted to. Liz and Tata were awesome too! They stayed with us when it was our turn to do it. Chris showed us how to do it and all. It's really super cool and fun and I really want to try it again! =D

Had reflections for the camp and we passed our paper around to get everyone's feedback and all. It's really quite nice. This whole camp is really well-organised by the exco!! Seriously, the 2010-2011 batch of excos are really awesome. Had official hand over of exco and I've got a fake cashcard from KeeAn! The cashcard is really super cool 'cause it was our school badge and all. OK, I'll take photo of it someday. =D

Exco outing after that! We went to VivoCity and slacked! Had lunch there and we talked. This camp really allowed us to communicate more with the seniors and I really know them a lot better. They are really awesome people! All 7 of them. Duc was super funny lar! We were talking talking then he suddenly fell asleep. LOL! Ohya, and all 14 of us were carrying our bags, looking half dead at VivoCity. Lol. And he sang for us! Haha! Source of entertainment. He really can sing quite well!

Went to ToyRus after that! Haha! It's seriously funny how we really actually went in there to play. It was fun though. Haha! ToyRus is an awesome place. Just that we were carrying a lot of bags that's why like quite constraint.

Went home at around 5plus? And I slept the whole jouney back from VivoCity. Thank god I had a direct bus home. =D

The 2010-2011 batch of Exco are really the coolest people and they really brought photog soc to where they are now. Ok, I'm really tired now so I think I'll post more tmr or something.

zoo with mad people! =D

Saturday 21st May went for Zoolympix training with Jiesi, Nisa, Jordan and Simin!

Ok, so yes we were bored waiting for the training to start so we just started taking photos. Haha!

So after training, since we got free admission to zoo, we thought that we might as well make use of it and go tour around the zoo. =D Skipped my KidsRead briefing which luckily I did 'cause Eunice said it was useless. =D Went to the KidzWorld for lunch at KFC! Haha! Crap and slack and talked for quite long at KFC. On the way to KFC. we got super distracted by all the animals. LOL. But seriously, the animals are awesome. =D


LOL. They look like some tourists that never ever been to the zoo in their entire life before. Haha! Okok , I had fun taking photos of them too. =D

Went to play at the KidzWorld after that! Found places to play which was hidden inside while all the kids were busy playing at the water place. Wahahaha. It was drizzling at that time though but we just went on playing. Lol. Bunch of crazy pple there.

And we found this!

So it was drizzling already. But somehow, we decided to get onto it and pull ourselves across the "river". LOL! We are so smart lar! Raining already still play. But ok, it was really fun. =D just that it's really freaking funny how we're so desperately trying to pull ourselves over in the rain 'cause it started raining quite heavily after we got on the raft thing. Epic totally. And we still had to pull back, so it's a go there and come back thing. LOL. We are awesome man.

Ok, so this dinosaur that I'm standing beside too; it suck. Bloody hell scared the freak out of me lar! I stood beside it, about to take photo with it since Jiesi somehow remembered that she called me dinosaur before (which I seriously don't remember, OH WAIT. Jiesi, I'm crocodile lar!) Anyway, so I was standing there, I looked at the dinosaur and I just wanted to touch it so it will look more cool when taking the photo. But then, it surprised me. Tsk. Annoying dinosaur. I'm not going to tell what it was 'cause I want to scare pple next time. =D But ya! I was really freaked by it and I just jump down from the rock. It was really freaky lar, totally unexpected.

After we went to play the swing thing! =D

Haha! This photo is epic lar. The little kid really just cut Jordan's queue while he was taking photos. HAHA! But ya! The kids there are all so cute. =D There's one kid there that was pushing Jordan when he was preparing to swing. Lol! The kid seriously super cute. And other kids there also. Ah they are all cute. =D Ok, I sound so pedophile here but whatever, they are really cute. =D

Ohya! And there was this Orang Gurtan that just pee-ed in front of us. Raining down all. But it didn't get on our head lar. Just really in front of us, above us. Super naughty. But after going to the zoo after so long, I really love all the animals there! They are really cute and I don't know why but you just feel happy looking at them. Ok, some just really stone-ed there so ya but some animals are really cute. I can't wait for the Pandas to come and Polar Bears to be back to the zoo next year! =D

At this crocodile place! The crocodile actually moved towards us! It's really super big and huge. But it seemed harmless. HAHA! But we saw this crocodiles' den when we walked out. Quite cool but once you are there, most likely you will be dead, literally.

The parrots! Which you can't really see from the photos. LOL. Didn't get to talk to them though. I think they were keeping the birds that's why never really took photos of the animals. And I think we were quite tired too. Haha!

All of them were smiling my smile! =D Jiesi thinks that my smile is too wide and made me wonder about my smile. LOL. But then I really smile like that what, what you want me to do? It just looks weird on everyone except me. =D Ok fine, I think I looked the most normal with this smile. Ok a bit spastic but oh whatever. Smiling is nice so as long as you smile genuinely, it's good. =D

So yep! Zoo is seriously super fun!! I'm going back there for 2 more days in June for the actual Zoolmypix! See little children playing the games! =D I think I'll be crazy and take some shots. =D Ok, not freak them out of course. I bet if I take with Holga, they will be super curious but don't dare to ask me. Haha! Ah kids are really the most innocent and lovely people. =)

I want to go Zoo again next year when my pandas and polar bears are there!! I really don't mind paying for it just to see them. Lol! And we can play at the KidzWorld too which is really fun! =D I really miss being a kid suddenly.

So let's start from last last Friday? Oh man, I've got so much stuffs I want to post about so I'm going to be spamming posts today since I finally got some time to just sit here and post. =)

Last last Friday 20th May
We had photog bonding! It's just the J1s and the J2 exco com. And we were the ones planning. I hope it was fun enjoyable for all since it's really the first thing that we had to plan.

So after that, I went to JP to meet up with Junyuan, Sweden and Felicia! =D Annoying Brendan PS-ed us again. Tsk. OK, he had to go home earlier and we were super last minute. Had pizza hut! OMG YA! Suddenly remembered.

This was what I ate at Pizza Hut that day.

HAHA! It's pasta inside it. I was highly amused when I first saw this. Their decoration is so.. interesting? Lol! All 4 of us really stun when we saw it lar! It's just funny. Haha! Pizza Hut's new menu is really quite weird. I'm just really amused by the decoration. HAHA!

up, down, round and round

I have so freaking lot of things I want to type now but I've got no time. I swear if I have the time, I will actually sit here and type a freaking long post.

I'm tired. Physically, mentally, emotionally, whatever it is, I'm tired. In almost every possible way. First, my freaking sit and reach. People don't fail their sit and reach. They just don't. But I, being so freaking inflexible and all, failed it. Of all things, I failed sit and reach only. But I'm actually ok with that. 2 years of training of being called stiff and all, I'm really alright with being stiff. Ok, not fine but whatever, I'll live. Just that when times like NAPFA come, I'm freaking annoyed with the fact that I'm just stiff and inflexible. It's freaking annoying. And the worst part is, I'll have to keep doing until I pass. If I fail and don't need to continue doing to pass, I'm so alright and happy with that. But no, I have to keep redo-ing it. Seriously hope that somehow, I can be more flexible overnight. I WANT TO PASS MY FREAKING NAPFA TMR!

Mentally, it's seriously tiring. All the lectures and tutorials, they are making me really tired. PW OMG. This June holidays is going to be worse ever. Have to cramp so many things inside my head and the thing is, I'm at no where near the start of cramping yet. So I'm more or less screwed. But yes, I will make full use of June holidays for it.

I've got so much stuffs I need to learn too. I still haven't really firgured out completely how to use my dslr well. I haven't really figure out the holga too. Then there's photoshop which I really need to learn how to use it. And there are so many magazines waiting for me to read. My awesome stack of history notes as well. And my sister's econs notes and math and every single subject that I'm taking.

Emotionally, I don't know. I'm just tired. There are really ups and downs everyday. Highs and lows. It's tiring me out. This sudden low and then high again feeling can make me feel like crying. Like something made you low, then immediately the same thing made you high. The sudden mood swings just makes you feel like crap. I just really don't get why and how one thing can make you feel so happy yet make you feel so pissed and sad at times.

And yes, I want to meet up with so many people during this break. We don't get to meet up much so this break is finally a chance for us to meet up. But here's the thing, no one really bother much to plan the meet up. They say they want to meet up, but they just say they want to meet up. They don't try to organise and plan the meet up. Yes, I want to meet up too. That's why I'll plan for one. I honestly don't mind planning for meet ups, 'cause I know that no matter how tired you feel when planning, during the meet up, you will feel alright 'cause you are meeting with these people that you want to see. But then, I just don't like it when you really want to meet up with them, but somehow, the responses they give makes you feel that they don't really care. And seriously, having to set a date just so that it's fair for all pple is hard. So when pple don't reply, it's just plain annoying. Here we are, trying to get everyone together, but you don't try replying a simple sms. It's just really annoying. Even if you find it redundant since you know you will still go for the outing, just a simple acknowledgement of the message will still make a difference. At least, it will make us feel happier. If you think that planning is easy and really wonder why am I ranting so much, try planning. It's not easy. But I guess, I'm just glad that even though it's not easy, at least the people that I'm planning for, they are worth it? After meeting up with them, I'll really feel happy and glad. I guess that's the really rewarding thing about planning for meet ups. It's really the people that makes you laugh and smile again.

And just when you have freaking lot of things you have to do, everything, everyone is wanting a part of you. And then your mum goes complaining all but seriously, I HAVE OTHER STUFFS TO DO TOO. Why is it always that when I am the most busy, when I really don't have time to help you, you must come ask me for help. I WANT TO HELP YOU BUT I REALLY HAVE TO DO OTHER STUFFS NOW. And then she'll go scolding herself for being IT-idiot and make you feel all guilty. OMG. I'm really tired now.

I feel so drained out. But omg, I'm so glad that tomorrow is the last day of school even though I still have camp on Saturday and Sunday. And I realise the most annoying thing about my schedule is that it always clashes or it will be placed way too nicely that one event followed by another on closely.

Ah.. I don't know if I feel better ranting it all. I feel like sleeping now. OH CRAP. I just remembered I need get shoes too. Oh my life. And ah, I want to post about nicer stuffs too but I freaking have no time. I actually realise I wasted quite long on just typing this post. OK, needed a place to rant out stuffs so yep. Ok, I'll sleep first and wake up. Should I?

ZOO + DINNER. =D

AHAHAHA. I'm kinda tired now to post more words though I wanted to post more words. LOL. Ok, I'll post properly tmr or something. Suddenly, there is an inflow of hundred million things I need to do. Ah!! I freaking need more time. If Monday was holiday again. =(

I love it when you see people you want to meet and haven't see in a long time conicidentally =D

Was supposed to drink Starbucks with Swapna today! The awesome half price Starbucks. =D But then the queue was freaking long so we went for KOI instead. =D And OMG, we saw someone we never thought of seeing at the bus stop -- Our math tutor. HAHA! We were both trying hard not to make eye contact with him. Luckily he didn't see us. It's so funny lar. And super random man.

And I met up with this annoying darkness below yesterday. =D


This was taken after she freaking spit chocolate milkshake on me. Bloody hell rite? Annoying really fits her so perfectly. Tsk.

And we saw Changhui on the bus back to Bukit Panjang! He was sleeping and when he got woken up (I think it's by Faeqa's loud noisy voice), he looked damn funny lar. It's really the shocked awaken face. HAHA! But yep, it's so cool how we just so happen to meet him. =D And I saw his braces! Ohya! Changhui is damn freaking funny lar! He actually SMS-ed us to tell us not to be shocked when we see him with braces next time. HAHA! Laughed like crap when I saw the sms. =D I have really funny friends

So Faeqa and I walked to Gate 2 there and guess what, we saw Mr Phang! He saw us first though, and he said. "The two young ladies over there!" Both of us got stunned man. But ah! It's so freaking cool and nice feeling! And then both of us started to miss 6H suddenly. LOL! But yep, it's really cool to see Mr Phang and Changhui! =D Seriously missing those pple now. Luckily June Holidays is here!! =D I really hope I'll have the time to do everything I want to do this June.

And hope meeting the awesome me made you feel better. =D Ok, I know I did make you feel better. Wahahahaaha. Seriously man, the power of Yifang. HAHA! Okok, smile and laugh and just be yourself and you are who you are and there's a reason why we love to make fun of you and ah, you get it lar! =) love you super lot and yes! The black book. =D

OHYA! This is super long ago but last Wednesday, Jiesi, Felicia and I went Kbox! HAHA! And we sang all the weird songs that we usually don't sing at Kbox. And this annoying girl (Jiesi) made us buy the card. Tsk. Ok, must utilise it already. =D

Went to support my school's Netball and Floorball competition on Monday too. =D Netball match was super nice man. Spammed photos like crazy since I had to cover for the event. I knew I got blue slip on Monday itself and I knew I had to cover for the match just a few hours before the match. LOL. But yes!! I took photos until quite fun, just that I'm still not daring to really move around and take photos. Lol. It takes experience ba! But it's really fun to take photos with so many actions involved. =D Was super tired after that though. LOL. Like really drained.

Went to Nisa's condo clubhouse to study on Tuesday with Nisa and Jordan! Studied with these 2 pple that kept playing my iPhone games and Holga. Tsk tsk. I think I studied more than them just that I kinda only read GP package. LOL. But seriously, reading it can make you feel so freaking sleepy and tired 'cause it was really boring. But ok, it was worth it 'cause I completed my GP test. =D Quite proud of myself for being able to just sit there and read the package. =D But yes! Wah those two pple ar, they play until like crazy like that. Study a bit then just take my phone and play. And the way they play with the Holga is super funny too. Childish kids. =D But they are both super smart pple whom I can annoy them with Math which I desperately need help. So not bad. =D

It's Friday tmr! Next week will be the last week before June Holidays!! =D And lol, I'll always have the mood to post when I shouldn't really be posting and should be doing my tutorials instead. Super horrible. Alright, slacked too long already. There is really something annoying about Facebook. I just keep closing it and then re-open it again. What the shit man.

i think i'll be alright if everything stays status quo

I feel this sudden thankfulness to have the people around me. My family and my friends. Seriously, I don't know what I'll do without them in my life. I cannot imagine my life without them. It's just this sudden surge of thankfulness that I have them with me. True, they can't be there always but they will try their very best. That's the part where you really feel loved. They will really be there for you if they can. And seriously, with these people around, these really awesome fabulous family and friends around me, I have the strength to continue the fight. And I'm truly contented if I only have them, because these are the people that stay and really just stand by me.

It's really strange how my mind works. All this sudden thankfulnees. So if you are my friend and you are reading this, I really want to say how lucky I am to have you in my life and thank you for being here with me, living this hell of a life. Thank you for making me smile and laugh in your own ways. Thank you for just existing and being in my life. Without you people, I won't be how I am now.

So yes, life can be hell sometimes, but we should love life. It lets us live. Love the people around you 'cause they are truly awesome. Live life the way you want it. Don't let others control how you should be living your own life. Don't give up on your dreams 'cause dreams do come true. A dream is a wish your heart makes and it will come true as long as you hold them close to your heart.

I really miss laughing silly. Laugh for no good reason. That is one of the nice ways to laugh. You laugh for nothing. Though it's extremely silly but you'll feel real good and happy. Like everything will be alright, and you will just forget about all our troubles at that moment and just laugh and have a good time laughing. But yes, laughing in general is really the best medicine. It cures almost everything, or at least make you forget about the problems at that moment. It's just awesome. =D

I really miss people now. Those awesome awesome friends that I just don't get to see often. Even if I see them often, it's always not enough. People that I see almost everyday last year, people that I stop seeing almost everyday 4 years ago but every time after meeting them, I will want to meet them again. Ah.. This missing-people feeling again. Forever one. It's really not fair sometimes how we have to split up after spending a time with them. But I guess that's just how you meet new people. And without splitting, there won't be meeting.

And yes, I will get back on track. I must get back on track I hope I'll really push myself. Time is really an annoying factor. This June holidays, I really hope I'll have time to get everything done. I think I better write down soon my plans for June Holidays or else it will pass in a flash and I will start regret and whining and being all pissed off with myself all over again. I got a feeling I might, so there is a high chance of another post where I scold myself. But yes, I'll try not to let myself have that screwed up feeling again. It's really not a good feeling 'cause you really feel lost and just freaking pissed off with yourself.

I really wonder who actually will bother reading every single detail. LOL. But then again, I'm mainly blogging for myself to look back and read. Haha! Ah, I can actually nearly fall asleep in front of the com. Scary, But then again, I did study today so yep, there's a valid reason to be tired! =D Stupid, annoying GP package. -_-

Note to self: WAKE UP

Promise yourself to stop slacking. And get your homework and tutorials done asap. Revise your many lecture notes 'cause you know very well that you don't pay attention during lectures. Yes, no one is pushing you and forcing you to get your homework and tutorials done so you must be discipline and do them at your own accord. Self discipline is really key now. Don't sit around doing useless stuffs when there is so much more things you shd be doing. If you are sick of hw and revision, look at your photography stuffs. Yea, you shd and can watch videos and shows sometimes. But be selective and not watch them excessively. You will just kill yourself.

And when you promise yourself, you MUST stick to them. If not, what is the point of making all these promises to yourself? It's really useless. When in doubt, clarify. If your teacher isn't very good, you have your friends and your sister. True enough, you shouldn't disturb them but if they are free and available, just ask them 'cause they will help you.

So please wake up. Stop slacking. It's May already. Terms are coming soon. You did badly for your CT. don't you dare do so badly for your terms. Next year is A levels. If you continue to slack, if you continue to idle around, enjoying life all, don't give a damn about studies, you are screwed for As. And by then, it's too late to even regret it. No freaking way do you want to retain or do badly for your As. What you want is As for As. So if you want that, DO SOMETHING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Whoever that is willing to work hard will get what they want and deserve. But if you don't work hard, you will go no where. Yes, living a life is important but staying on track is what's really important. Place your priorities right. Don't slack so freaking lot 'cause it's really a horrible feeling when you realise how fast time passes.

So wake up. School started since long ago. Next year you are sitting for A levels. Terms is in a month's time. Promos is end of this year. They will all come very soon so be prepared or else you will end up in shit.

How To Save A Life - The Fray

[ As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came ]

How To Save A Life - The Fray

I'm totally dead. Haven't done any homework yet? Quite cool huh. Super screwed but ah, just have to stay up later. I hope I can though. This is not good but forget it. Life's like this! Ok, let's just post, I feel like posting all the random things. =D

Faeqa and I found something cool abt the tumblr websites. Haha! If you type f-yeah some artist, there will be a page found. Seriously man. We tried with a lot of random korean artists and there was a page. Freaking amused lar! Ok, so of course I tried my top 3 Korean guys. =DD and there is!

www.fuckyeahseunggi.tumblr.com
www.fuckyeaheunhyuk.tumblr.com
www.fuckyeahjoongki.tumblr.com
www.fuckyeahsongjoongki.tumblr.com

=D It's really damn funny. We tried it with a lot of Korean artists too and there really was a page. LOL. Super amused man. I'm not sure abt English and Chinese artists but yep! Korean ones there is. =D

Ohya! And my sis got the Super Junior-M's album and the photo card that came with it is.... EUNHYUK'S!! HAHA! My sis put it on my table on Friday and when I came home, I saw it and woah man, I was surprised and happy. HAHA! He look super cute in the photo. =D Haha! I so have the urge to post it now but I haven't upload the photos into the comp. Next time. =D I'll show off all my favourite Korean guys. =D Ok, my top 3 and maybe a few more. HAHA! Yes, I know I sound so guy-crazy now. But they are awesome. =D

So Faeqa and I were saying how since we burned our Friday and Saturday away, we cannot burn Sunday away or we'll burn ourselves. So yes Faeqa, I think we should start burning ourselves 'cause I bet you haven't do a lot of work too. =D Let's start burning! That's why I keep asking you for a song with burning. HAHA!

I think my brain is seriously full of crap sometimes. Haha! Okok! I should start getting on with work. I'll bathe first and eat dinner and start work! Yes! Finish up Math Tutorial 2,3 and 4!

OHYA! Have I not mention about the scary weather? One last Tuesday, in the morning, I felt so sticky and all after I wore my uniform. Then Jiesi and I took bus and MRT to school, saw Brendan on the MRT and we got down at Buona Vista. We realised it was raining so we decided to walk to the bus stop and take bus there. Then omg, the rain just disappeared as we were walking. Scary shit rite? There was like NO traces of rain. It was freaky man. I was like it really rained just now rite? So as we were waiting for the bus, Shuhang came so yep all 4 of us took bus to school. On the way, I saw rain drops at the window. Yes, it started to rain again! And those 3 smart pple all didn't bring umbrella. Luckily Brendan shared umbrella with his friend, so the 3 of us squeezed under one umbrella. Lucky my this umbrella was bigger. BUT THEN, the rain was pouring as we started walking to the traffic light. We were all soaked like crap even though we had umbrella. And the wind blowing was COLD wind. ICE COLD WIND. You think that the journey from the bus stop to our school was near and we shouldn't get very wet, but we were really wet. My bag was like soaked wet.

But here's the best part; at 11plus am, we were waiting outside of LT6 for Geog lecture and the sun was blazing hot and the weather was freaking warm. THE WEATHER IS FREAKING ME OUT. Seriously man, there was NO traces of the pouring rain the morning at 11plus am. I was really freaked. The weather is so screwed and freaky! Global warming or whatever is so true. CLIMATE CHANGE. This is WEATHER CHANGE. It's seriously freaky.

So this made me realise that if you have anything you want to do, anything you want to say, please do it now 'cause you really don't know when will the world come to an end. Yes, I'm thinking about 2012 and I know it's ridiculous to think about it and I don't really believe that the world will really really end in 2012. But you really don't know what to expect and the prospects of the world ending next year seems high from the look of how things are. So yes, since you have the chance now, hold them tight and say what you need to say, do what you need to do. Life is too short for you to keep thinking and dwelling if you should do it. I say, just follow your heart and do it! And this is how you will save your life.

(Lol. Ok, the ending part of saving a life is quite weird and super lame but it makes sense in a way?)

2 crazy girls on the loose =D

Meet up with Puiling and Qiaofen for dinner yesterday! Feli was supposed to join us but she had to go to her grandma's hse! Jiesi went to spend her day with her bfs. Tsk tsk. But yep! She came over to find us afterwards.


We were on this super long escalator so we decided to be lame and take photos. =D


I LOVE THEIR FACES! HAHA!

Seriously love talking to them and going crazy with them and laughing with them lar! They are absolutely crazy pple. And wah violent pple also. Puiling especially. Tsk tsk. Ok we are both violent. So fun to punch pple all. HAHA! Wah, I miss punching pple, pushing their heads, knocking their heads and doing all sorts of stuffs to pple. Haha! I'm totally such a nice friend to all my friends. =D

Went to Nathan's house in the morning with Eunice too. I was late! Haha! Supposed to teach him but we ended up talking crap and playing Fuzzy Wuzzy and the train game. LOL. It's so fun to play Fuzzy Wuzzy when the person really doesn't get it. Eunice is super lousy. =D I know the train trick already. WAHAHAHAHA. =D

yougurts and camera apps. =D

HAHA! I LOVE THIS PHOTO SUPER LOT! So in love with my phone's camera apps. =D It's fun to play with lar! =D All the different effect. Haha!

Miss this crazy girl super load! I really hope we can somehow meet up more often. Seriously Kamin, you should move to Bukit Panjang! It's such a nice place to live in. =D And we can meet up more often like that. =)

We just sat at this bench in JP and talk and talk for super duper long. Supposed to do homework and talk but of course we ended up talking and talking. =D

And then we went to get Yami Yogurt, and started taking photos like mad. HAHA! we really look like 2 idiots that are so inexperience at cam-whoring. Haha! But yes, I love my camera apps. =DD

LET'S PLEASE MEET UP MORE OFTEN LIM KA MIN!! Seriously miss talking to you for super duper long time. And yes! Let's take photos every time we meet up. =D

Gilssando~

Photos from the AC's Guitar Ensemble's concert! =D

I like this photo! Haha! =D

This girl that made me buy tickets from her, and I went for the concert to watch her sell flowers which no one want to buy. =D

Highlight of Jiesi's performance for the concert that day: Watch her bring in chairs and bring out chairs. =D And Simin did it more cooler than her. =D

Our attempt on cam-whoring. =D Junyuan hopelessly moved.

Agents! Haha! As you want see, the photo will be nicer if Junyuan didn't bend down to accustom to Feli's height. And sad Brendan for being dragged there by us and Sweden for having to go to a school that he don't even go to's concert. =D He still has to go for the dance concert. HAHA! Sad soul. =D

Don’t Stop Doing Maths

[ Don’t Stop Doing Maths
Hold on to that TYS
Ms Tan, 4E1 ]

HAHA! THE AWESOME SONG THAT WE SANG FOR MS TAN FOR TEACHERS' DAY LAST YEAR. =D

I don't know why but I went to watch the video of the teachers' day celebration we did for Ms Tan last year and omg, nostalgia like crap!! Seriously miss the crazy class and our crazy teachers. What we did during Teachers' Day was really sweet lar. =D We are awesome. =)

I really want to meet up with these people soon! I miss having them in class and go laughing and crapping and doing absolutely weird stuffs with me. I miss people doodling like mad on my notebook!! My notebook feels real empty now. It's like if I want make it nicer I must self-doodle which I suck at. And I miss people calling me by one of the hundred million nicknames they so nicely created. I seriously have no idea how they can create so many names for me. It's truly a wonder. But yes! I miss 4e1! And I really hope I'll meet up with them soon. And just do crazy stuffs like random singing. We are really a singing class that can't really sing well but it's awesome 'cause we'll all join in and sing together. =D

And yes, didn't know how DON'T STOP DOING MATHS is so important to me now. I really kinda stop doing maths though I'm taking H2 Math. My grades are really horrible now. Downhill for almost all subjects. Quite depressing but yes, I must continue on. And don't stop doing maths! I must really have the self motivation and determination to do well in all my subjects. It sucks how maths, which used to be my strongest, is now becoming my weakest subject. I must really buck up!!

LOL. I just nearly fell asleep in front of the com. I really don't know why am I always so tired when I really didn't do much in the day. Think I really need to adjust my sleeping time.

tonight, such a beautful night

This photo just reminds me of Tonight by Big Bang. =D

Sometimes, looking at the sky can really take my breath away. This photos isn't all that nice but yea, the sky can really be pretty at times. I love it when it's sunset. The kind of sky you see is really pretty. Too bad I don't really get to see the sunrise as often but I bet it's real pretty too. And clouds. Ah, the sky is really awesome. It's really nice to just lie on the grass and all and graze at the clouds or stars. =) And when you lie on the grass, the whole feeling is cool 'cause the whole world seems to quiet down.

Tonight is a hot and warm night though, ain't beautiful at all. I feel like I'm living in inferno or something. It's freaking hot. I swear I can feel global warming. Like seriously man. Fan is not enough. It's damn annoying. Thank God I can still sleep if not I will kill the weather.

Econs and Math test tomorrow! Am not done studying them at all. Crap man. But I kinda don't feel like studying already. It's just sian. But yes, I think I should. I really want to pass my econs. My econs teacher is really nice so I really want to do well for her. Math has really become an independent subject. I totally miss Ms Tan's Math lessons and all!! I miss the times when I actually get Maths. Ah!! I want to be a Maths pro again. Maths used to be the only subject that I'm quite positive of doing well in. Now, I've got no subjects that I'm positive that I'll do well. And though I guess I'm more or less better at the fact that I'm back in sch and NEED and SHOULD study, somehow, I'm still in the not full force study mood. Like tests I'm just like neutral feeling. I dunno. It's just not normal. I really hope I can find the drive to carry on and just focus on my studies.

And I think I should get my answer or else it's going to bug me for a long long time until something else happens. Yes! The truth will set you free! I hope?

I don't know why I'm still awake.

Changhui's brother! He is super cute and chubby!! =D Haha! I was spamming photos of him today 'cause of the photo story that Swap and I need to do. There were some really nice shots that we can use! Haha! Super thankyou to Changhui and his brother! Ok, Faeqa came to help us too just that in the end we just take photos of Changhui's brother. =D

And Swap and I were so unprepared. Both of us forgot to bring the memory card. Awesome rite? And I brought a toy without batteries and screwdrive to operate it. We totally rock man. =D

But yes! I love it how we can really just randomly ask 6H pple to help us since almost everyone lives around here. =D Awesome! =D

Went for AC's Guitar Ensemble's concert yesterday with Agents! Went out to slack around before the concert and I got my black and white film for the Holga! I really want to take nice photos using it 'cause I'll be learning how to develop my own photos I hope. =D Cool shit rite? But I really hope the photos will turn out good. I'm so used to being able to see the photo after I take a photo. Haha! But yes! I really hope the film photos will turn out nice. =D

Anyway, the Guitar concert was not bad ba! There were some pieces that was quite nice. =D But wah, the J1s performed one item only and it was together with the J2s. So I realise we should have actually go for their concert next year instead man. LOL. But alright, we had fun. Haha! Took photos after that! =D Got to see Yifan too so it's nice. =D Walked to MRT with Agents after that and all five of us were mad crazy. Talking absolute rubbish. I love it when everyone's tired and talking all nonsense and fighting and arguing over the most ridiculous stuffs. =D It's crazy but nice. HAHA!

Alright, I just realise that it's 3plus now. CRAP. That's the bad thing about using com when your parents aren't at home. You'll really not realise the time one. Ohya! I wanted to post a nice post about my mum. LOL. Ah, but yes I should sleep. OK, short one here.

My sis and I gave my mum a photobook for her 50th birthday cum Mothers' Day. It was supposed to be for her birthday only but oh well, you should know how well we both like to drag stuffs and we are both busy plus my mum always seemed to be at home when we were free to do it. But yep, we gave it to her just before she had to go in for her flight to Australia. She was rushing so we just stuffed it in her bag first. Wanted to pass to her during dinner but some stuffs happened with their visas and all so we couldn't have dinner together. But yep! She smsed us after that and told us that she love it. =D So yep!! I'm happy. Haha!

My mum is 50 years old already! Seriously getting older. My sis is 20 too. It's really scary how fast time is. Soon my dad's going to be 50 too. And soon, I'll be 20 too. Scary. Ah! I still haven't get anything for my sis. She is annoying lar! She told me 2 stuffs that she was saying very nice and she kinda want. So I was thinking maybe I can buy it for her during the weekends or something but no, she had to go buy one of it herself and her friend had to buy the other thing for her. So yep, now I really don't know what to give her and I kinda got no time too. Ah, I really dunno where I waste my time at. It's horrible.

YES, TIME TO SLEEP.

let's talk about elections

So yes, I just feel like typing one entry about elections since it has come to an end. And yes, this election is really one that is worth remembering.

Come back from AC's Guitar Concert and they were releasing the voting results. That guy that comes out to say all the results became an overnight sensation on Facebook. Damn funny how this one person went to make a video of his speech all. LOL.

Anyway, so yes, I watched most of it. Nearly fell asleep at sometime 'cause seriously, it's long and slow to wait and wah, thay guy really got a poker face and speaks really slowly so yep. Then my sis told me to wake up 'cause I'll want to watch when they announce about Aljunied.

So yep, I was awake when he announced about Aljunied. And I was really disappointed with it. We just lost our Foreign Affairs Minister and our first woman minster of cabinet. I think that they are really good ministers that really contributed a lot to Singapore for these past years. It's really sad how they are just out of Parliament now.

George Yeo was our Foreign Affairs Minister and he really was a good one. If not for him, I doubt Singapore will have such good relations with the countries overseas. My sister was saying how because for him, our passport can bring us to all countries. It's so true. He really contributed so much to Singapore and many other countries leaders like him a lot too. They worked well with him but now he's no longer a minister and not even in the Parliament. It's just sad. We really lost someone that is so capable. I really can't help feeling quite disappointed with the results.

But yes, I hope that the Worker's Party will do a good job at Aljunied. And I really hope they will all work well together and make Singapore a great place to live in. I'm a pro-PAP and I'll admit it. But I agree too that the whole Parliament shouldn't be full dominance of PAP and there should be at least a few members from other parties but the majority should still be PAP because really, I think that PAP have been doing a really good job with Singapore. It isn't perfect but seriously, which government can be absolutely perfect? It's not possible. And sometimes, I think that we, as Singaporeans, complain a little too much. Sometimes, we should understand that not everything can be so ideal and perfect. It won't work in the long run. Being idealistic is good but it isn't realistic.

I hope that yep, after this elections, Singapore will still continue to be a great place to live in and improve too. It's my home after all. =) But yes, there is something that I am really quite annoyed about. Those 10,000plus people in Bukit Panjang that voted for the other guy and not Teo Ho Pin, I can't help asking, "What were you thinking?" Teo Ho Pin has been such a good MP for Bukit Panjang and he's really always there participating in all the activities, like seriously man. He even came for this small scale lunch thing where my grandparents were part of the organising committee as a GOH. Granted, my grandma has a close relations with him but still. He'll actually bother this kind of stuffs. I don't know but I really find him good. Maybe I'm biased but I think he really did a lot for Bukit Panjang already. So seriously, what were they thinking when they voted for this other guy which I NEVER SEE BEFORE instead of Teo Ho Pin? Seriously man.

Alright, I think yep, I'm done. Haha! But yes, I really hope the government will be nice and good and govern Singapore well because I really like how things are now so yep! Hope there will be a good person to take over George Yeo for Foreign Affairs Minister!

Complicated - Avril Lavigne

[ Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see ]

Complicated - Avril Lavigne

Haha! Song of the week. =D Sing this song like crazy this week and it's really nice to sing it to. Everyone knows this song! =D

Yes, life is a complicated crap but it can be a nice complicated crap. There are times when things just don't make sense; why can't it be like this? why can't people just follow their hearts and not let their mind take over every action they do? why can't we just trust ourselves and believe?

But you should know that everyone else is facing the same, if not worse off problems than you. You just have to handle it and there are bound to be some people that will always be there for you. These people that will make you smile and laugh and have a great time. They are the greatest people in your life and you know it. And the most wonderful thing about these people is that they feel the same way about you. That's why they will always be there for you as you are there for them as well. These are really the people that you should treasure and be super lucky that you have them in your life! You don't know how lucky you are to have them around, keeping your smile up.

Strange as it seems, I like photos of me where I can't see my eyes. Haha! It shows how happy I am 'cause my smile really reached my eyes. It would have been nicer if I can see a bit more of my eyes 'cause I really look like I'm closing my eyes. But yep! It just shows how happy I was when I'm taking the photo! And I really love looking at old photos. They can really make me smile and laugh. =D


HAHA! I love Tigger! He's always so happy and bubbly and hyper and just always smiling. Carefree and all. And he'll spread his happiness. Just that it can get real annoying at times but yep! At least he'll want to make everyone else happy like Eeyore! =D

Life is complicated but you will be able to survive it with all the wonderful people around you that are always there for you. =)

Ohya, and seriously, don't think that you lost your chance 'cause everything is possible and can happen. =D I thought I screwed up my photog exco interview like crap but well, it actually turned out alright after all. =D

and we went singing as if there's no tomorrow

I LOVE MY CAMERA RING. =D Got it for free from Feli! There is a whole story behind it in which it ended with Feli being the loser and me getting the camera ring for free. =DD

I really love singing like crazy and just keep singing all the random songs. Especially love it when we anyhow sing the songs, off tune and pitch and all. SHOUTING THE LYRICS OUT INSTEAD OF SINGING THEM!! =D

I really love my crazy friends that always accompany me to go crazy singing. =D Be it on the bus, in class, while walking, outside, where ever man. Singing is something you can do it anywhere, anytime. Not exactly should be anyhow but it's more fun to sing anyhow. =D Totally miss all my crazy singing friends!! Haven't been crazy singing as much lately. Singing is really a way to distress and just enjoy yourself. Don't care if you sound horrible. Just enjoy your time and sing!

Met up with Faeqa with Swap and Feli today. =D 4 mad women singing like crazy while walking from the opposite Zhenghua bus stop to Zhenghua's Gate 1. =D We were singing on the bus too. And they kept saying that I sing too loud. Tsk. Don't care lar. Let pple hear my beautiful voice. =D HAHA! Bet pple wanted to kill me but oh well, singing is still awesome. =D

So SING AND FORGET ALL YOU TROUBLES!

stick to this decision

Right now, I'm strongly or somewhat strongly putting my foot down to just go ahead with this decision. I know at some point in time, I'll get swayed again and then I'll back out of it. So I'm typing here to remind myself to stay firm with this decision. Get it over and done with so that it will help me to be clear of everything and move on or move forward. You just got to take a chance and just do it. Don't regret even though I know I will regret it whichever way it turns out. I really do hope whatever happens, it will be good and nice. I don't wish to regret doing it but if you think about it, not doing it is going to be the biggest regret.

At this point of time, I'm firm with this decision to just go for it. Don't be scared of anything because seriously, I know there is a lot of things to be scared of but this had been going on for too long. I think it's really time I confront it and get an answer or something closer to an answer so that I won't keep thinking about it.

Yes it's high time I face it. But I'll have to wait until next month so until then, stay firm to this decision and don't get swayed, don't chicken out. Have faith and believe. Whatever happens, it's just fated. What's important is that you dare to take this step to move somewhere and not stay status quo.

I just hope that it really won't suck. If the world really ends next year, I would have just do it and not go back and forth and back and forth again and again. Ahahaha I realise I'm really good at crapping nonsense. But yes, this post serve as a reminder for myself. Stick to it, please.