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sometimes, you just wish that time could standstill

The reason why I blog about this photo again, is because I found this commentary done by Ben Lee. He really described everything in the photo. LOL!

benlee: the 3rd class pic, quite funny, cus everyone seems to be doing their own stuff, some ai mei, some stare into space like sweden, and ian thinking something. puiling looking down to find a place to sit, felicia ai mei, jeslyn is ready for the picture, qf and nisa look at wh n yk, jiesi is happy to be up high the stairs alone, leshan look at the designs of the staircase, xiuyi aimei, boontiang and jordan look at haziq's and haziq seems to not mind about them looking at.. brendan tries to do a twist but unfortunately slower than the camera, sweden stares into space. Shuhang is in a sexy pose, ceksin look at ? =x junhao is slping ? junyuan tries to hide his face from the camera but still manage to take a picture of his eyes. mingwei closed his eyes as the flash was too bright, Ian thinking of the reflection of light as the camera clicks. Darren looks at jiesi ? =x Yk wenhui and me are not in the photo.

He the best lar! It's so freaking detailed. LOL! And it really matches, that's the best part! Joke. Haha! Made me laugh like mad when I first read it and I'm still laughing at it after so long. =D

Looking back at old photos makes me really miss the old times. How everything just feel right. And I really miss it. I miss the past. I know I shouldn't be habouring on the past but sometimes, you really can't help it when the past was nice. I'm not saying that the present isn't nice but yea, there's difference. Shouldn't compare, I know. So yep! Make the most out of what is current. =)

The past is over. We can't do anything about it. So live the present and don't regret. And look forward to the future. I'm glad that when I look back to the past, there weren't much regrets I had. Of course there were still some regrets but generally, I think I lived quite a rather good, decent and contented life. It wasn't always perfect, it wasn't always happy. Yet, I felt contented. At least I knew that I had lived my life well. And I know that yep, I will still continue to live it well! I think I'm actually quite lucky. I have a good family that isn't always perfect yet things will always fall in place, friends whom I know I can trust and are true to me, and 2 really great classes where many good memories were forged with them. I am thankful.

And I won't take advantage of this luck I have. Ok, I hope I won't. I'm just contented with my life now. It isn't perfect, but I think I'm doing fine and it's alright! I don't need to always be happy and smiling. It gets tiring, Contentment, that's enough. =)

funny people~

Class BBQ at Nisa's house yesterday! =D These are the people who turned up! It really looks like a family portrait 'cause of Ben Lee, Junhao and Darren. Joke lar they all.

Test shot! I think they look the most natural like that. Haha! Just that some people weren't looking at the camera. Haha!

You can just ignore everyone else and just look at those 4 idiots. LOL. They seriously are damn joke lar! And they hold on to that position for super long. HAHA!

Went to buy food for the BBQ at JP! Ok, everyone was late. LOL. I was early! Just that we didn't buy food straight. LOL! Had to wait for Haziq's money. Haha! So walked around JP with Nisa and Sonia first before we met up with the rest and went to buy food!

Jiesi was really calculating the cost for the food. Haha! But okok, it's a good thing. Good job, Jiesi! Brought the usual stuffs and I realise I was actually quite lost. LOL! 'cause those pple that usually buy food weren't around. I got go buy food lar. Just that I was always the slacker there, just there to help carry the food and all. Haha!

So yep! Bought the food and bus to Nisa's house! =D

Ohya!!! Felicia and Shuhang are awesome! =D They helped me take my Ezlink card. Haha! And I really love my Ezlink card. It's forever found, after it got lost. Yay!!! Haha! But ok, I must really keep it properly already. I don't think I'll be that lucky the third time round.

Anyway so yep! Darren and Junhao started the fire. =D It's always them, even though Darren insisted that he wouldn't care this time. Haha! But yes, thank you pple! Or else we won't have any food. And Wenhui for the lighter! We always always forget about lighter. Awesome man.

So yes! This is the fire~ Haha!

The food! It was the same few pple cooking again too. I felt bad. But I didn't actually cooked. Haha! Ok, I cooked some nuggests! So yes! I contributed. =D But ya! Whenever I asked them if they wanted me to take over, they were like, "Nevermind, just take photos for us." So yes! That's my job ok. Just that this time I didn't spam as much. Haha! They weren't really willing to take photos too anyway. But yes! I like taking photos when people are laughing. It always turns out nice. =D

I have no idea who took this but it's actually quite cool. =D Nice!

Anyway, Sijia, Puiling, Leshan and Mag went to play swings sometime during the BBQ and Feli, Vivian and I went to join them. Haha! It's super fun lar! I really love Nisa's house's swings! You can go really high. =D

Went back after that to celebrate Nisa's birthday!

Jordan bought this pathetic piece of cake 'cause I had evil plans. =D Haha! So we all crowded around her suddenly and started singing birthday song. I swear she's the best. She was like, "OH! Me ar?" LOL!! At first she wanted to sing with us lar! Super joke girl. Haha!

And so yes!! Time for me to boast. =D My reaction was super fast. Wahahahaha. =D After the song ended, she smiled with the cake and blew the candle. I was standing beside her. So I helped her took out the candle, and I'm so proud of my reaction. Haha! I just shoved the whole cake into the face~ HAHA! And I was expecting strong resistance you know. LOL! Didn't know it was so easy. Haha! I quickly ran off after that and yes, she was really chasing me. Scary lar! I was really running like mad. And it was tiring. Lol! We stopped at this place and talked for awhile 'cause I was tired. Haha! We actually ran quite a few things around and around. She horrible lar. Then yep, got some cake on the face too and I realised it wasn't a nice feeling at all. It's quite gross actually. So yes, I like my face clean. Then she went for Jeslynn and Sonia also. Lol. But ok, she got all the cream on her face. Should have taken photo of her and the cream. =D

And ya! I actually told quite a few pple about it 'cause I thought it would be hard. LOL! But it was actually quite easy. Yay! =D Hope it was another memorable birthday for her though it's erm 1 week late. =D I still owe her her card. Haha! Ok lar, after I come back from China, I'll write a long long one for her!

This mad girl. =D Oil all over our specs. Disgusting!

Took class photo with self timer after that! =D And started to spam some photos. Yesterday I really didn't take much photos. Dunno why also. LOL! Never mind! Next time! =D

Stayed awhile longer to talk to Qiaofen, Junyuan, Jiesi, Jeslyn, Felicia and Nisa! Quite nice to just sit there and talk. We talked for quite long actually before we went home. =D

Had intense talk with Jiesi and Felicia on the bus back. Haha! But we felt better after talking so yep!

Yesterday's BBQ was nice! Though not as crazy as the previous few but it was still quite nice. Got the very relax and chill feeling. We all just laze around and talk and eat and all. Just that there was still quite a lot of food left over. Always there will be food left over, even though we weren't full from the bbq. Haha!

Ending with a cool photo that Puiling too! =D

This is evidence that I cooked!! =D

if only we can just enjoy life like that everyday

Breakfast with them on Tuesday morning! That day, wasn't very nice. Haha! Except for breakfast with them! Went to sch to submit stuffs and met YL and Eunice before we head to Holland V!

I think I mention about it before already. Haha! Just posting the photo. =D

Went back sch on Wednesday for OGL interview. My interview was fine. =D Which I am so lucky for. Haha! As in, I didn't need to do anything stupid. All I did was cheer so it's fine. It's super funny 'cause I was the first to be done so I went to the void deck and waited for them. Then Jiesi came down and started to complain. After that YL came down and gave us the laugh-cry sound. Super funny. =D Then Nisa came down and went, "YIFANG!!!", and started complaining. So it's super joke. All their interviews were quite hard. I think mine was really fine. And ok, I don't really want to get in already. LOL! Before the interview, I already decided to just forgo being an OGL already. So yep! Don't let me in~ Others want it more than me. I'm fine so it's ok! I can still be part of orientation by taking funny photos. So yes, I'll rather take photos actually. Haha! More fun. =D

Studied with Jiesi at Plaza Mac on Thursday! Haha! We are quite pathetic 'cause she only completed about 4 questions of math in 2 hours and I only read 5-6 pages of history notes. LOL. We weren't really in the mood to study I guess. Too much stuffs to talk about. =D

Met Faqea after that. This one is really too much stuffs to talk about. LOL! We need like at least a few days before we are done talking about all the stuffs we want to tell each other. And that's just telling each other and not hearing what the other person wants to reply to the stuffs. Haha! Hopeless pple. But yes! Last time seeing her before I fly to China~ Bet she'll miss me. HAHA! =D

4E1 BBQ yesterday! I shall post in the next post. =D

be true to yourself

Since I'm going away for 11 days, I shall try to spam post. Though ok, I'm not quite done packing. And I'm actually feeling quite tired. LOL! But anyway, ok first post shall be a not so nice post since well, it won't be the latest blog shown on my blog. =D

So yes, I have 2 pple in my list of pple I want to talk to after I come back from Yunnan. HAHA! It sounds like they are blacklisted. But yep, they sort of are. These 2 pple are important to me and hmm... quite long since I talk to them. One of them, it's actually talk for fun. Haha! Plus I want to tell that person stuffs for some advice though I'm sure whatever advice given won't really help. HAHA! Ok, but yes, I miss this friend. One person who I'll always miss yet after talking to that person, I will want to ignore the person for awhile. Haha! In a joking way lar. Our friendship is like that. I like how we can just talk crap for freaking long. But we will tell each other stuffs too. In a way. LOL! Not really actually but oh well, still quite nice. Pretty friend~ =D

Next person is well... I just need to say out the stuffs from my part. I don't really need any replies from that person. But hmm.. One of the people that changed ever since we came to JC. Don't really know what happened but yep, I just need to talk to this person. I hope things will be fine. It's really strange how someone can change so much in less than a year. I don't get what the point of trying to fit in. Seriously. I don't like people who changed themselves completely just to fit in. I mean everyone do change, it's a natural thing. But the degree of change makes the difference. I admit that I did change this year, but I know I'm still true to myself. Some people, just change completely. And the funniest thing is that they just won't and refuse to admit that they change. Even if they do realise they've change, they will insist that they didn't. What's the point of lying? And hmm.. It really sucks when your close friend lie to you about something so insignificant. Yes, it is insignificant for one, but still, why bother lying? It's not like I won't understand. I'm not that unreasonable. You give me a good reason, I won't be pissed off with you. If you give me some shit reason when I know that obviously it's not the real reason, it makes sense for me to be angry rite? It's just weird why you can't just tell the truth. How many years of knowing me already? Ok, it's not that long but I think it's still long enough to know that I will understand. Do I seem like someone unreasonable? Aish, whatever man. No point getting angry over such people.

Anyway, so yep! So far only these 2 pple. Haha! Ohya, there's one more. But that, I think, I will talk to that person, just that I don't know when. I'm coming up with all excuses to not having to talk to this person soon. Haha!

Talking to people is nice. As in yea, to people that you actually really care about. But of course, it depends on whether the other party wants to talk to you too. But it can get tiring sometimes. I am tired from organising stuffs actually. I'm going to stop until I find the mood again. But I know the mood will come back soon. 'Cause yea, it's the holidays. Quite wasted if you don't spam outings. But of course, I'll study too! Mugging session. And I believe we will really mug. And with all these smart friends, I can bug them with questions. =D

Protect The Boss!

Yay! Finally completed this drama!! =D It's really nice. I think I like it 'cause it's funny and really light hearted. I like funny dramas more than those sad dramas. Funny makes you feel good and the plot is nice. One of my favourite Korean dramas now! =D And seriously man, both male leads are good to look at. Heh.

Wanted to write more but suddenly feel quite lazy to do it. Haha! Ok not exactly lazy. I kinda have a lot of things to do but I'm not doing them. This very very lazy feeling. Hmm.. I'm quite scared that I'll really waste my holidays away. After looking at my history assignment for the holidays, I feel this crap feeling. And maybe not just because of the assignment. Something made me reflect a little on myself. Ok actually not really. LOL! As in hmm.. I don't really know how to say. I just feel this heavy feeling. This weird feeling. This annoyed yet I really don't know what to do feeling. This guilty feeling. Ah whatever already. It already happened. Just make sure that there isn't a next time.

I think I've really changed in some ways this year. And I don't think the change is exactly positive. I became sort of more daring? Or maybe I'm thinking too much. LOL! I think I'm thinking too much but seriously, I feel bad. And I don't know why also seriously man.

But yep, I shall not do something like that again! Ok, I'm damn lazy to continue. If this all don't make sense, just ignore them man. It's just a tired girl typing away here. I shall post properly tmr when I'm more awake. And that is if I had time. It's like rush hour all the way til sunday. Hmm.. I kinda don't really feel like leaving Singapore now. There are stuffs left to settle. Argh, just hope that people will just take some initiative. And also be responsible. OH! The OCIP pple are super responsible and on. Heh. I like. =D And they are super efficient also. Super like man! Haha! At least, I'm working with nice people. =)

small eyes~

Met up with Kamin on Monday! =D



Super long since we last met up. Talked for super long. There is just so much things going on that we need to tell each other about. Quite woah. Walked around Queensway after that 'cause I needed to get new shoes and bag. Haha!

Went to Ikea for ice cream after that! That ice cream machine is super amusing. Haha! I like how Ikea is super DIY. =D Ikea is an awesome place lar. Heh.



And yes, I really cannot see my eyes. LOL. Eyes too small but whatever lar. At least my smile is still nice. I realise I like to tilt my head up a little when I'm smiling brightly. LOL! I cam-whore nicely. HAHA!

Had breakfast with Yukling, Eunice, Sharon and Joyce at Holland V! Haven't upload the photos yet. Heh. Ate at this super nice random place. =D The food is nice ba! Haha! And YL, Eunice and I bought some random christmas bread at Breadtalk 'cause it looked really nice. =D

Last time I'm meeting them before I go China! Haha! I realise China is really 11 long days man. LOL. Like woah. More than a week gone. Scary. But ok! It will be fun! Haha! The people in the team are really nice. =D

Alright! Have to go school fro OGL interview now. OK, actually not yet. Meeting Jiesi and Nisa for lunch first. Then slack around, study and I need get my bag. But ah, my mum just gave me $50. =\ ok actually it's possible to buy a bag within $50. Super troublesome!! But ok! At least I got my shoes yesterday already with my mum! =D Though the shoes looks similar to one of the shoes I had last time. Haha! Desperate lar. My shoes are like sad. I kinda like my old shoes. =\ Why did it spoil so quickly?!

If you’re distressed,
sing a song,
scream out loud
and blow it away.

I want to, but nothing seems to be coming out.

I'm going to read the letters to make myself feel better. I think it will work. =) And tears taste salty. HAHA! I want to go mad singing songs, with those people who join you in the crazy singing. I really love how we would go into mad singing when we weren't in "civilization". =D It's a nice feeling. Haha! It's a mad feeling but super nice when everyone just don't care. They are really the people who can make me forget all my troubles. The troubles just magically disappear. We should meet up for dinner soon and tour around Bukit Panjang as we walk home! =D So glad that we all live in the same area. =) Just that we really have no time to meet up often even though we are within such close proximity. But yes, the awesome thing is that I know that they will always be here, making you laugh and do the weirdest thing. Embarrassing ourselves like no tomorrow but we just don't care. Public opinion with all the famous school uniforms. =D

apple of your eye

Watched 那些年，我們一起追的女孩 on Friday! =D I didn't really thought much of the movie at first then was just watching 'cause I was sort of accompanying pple to watch. Haha! But the movie was really good! I like how it ended and the whole movie flow is just good. Taiwan movies are actually quite good. =D Just that yea, quite pervertic but ok, it's still fine I guess. Haha! Some parts really like omg but the whole movie is still quite nice as a whole. =)

And the songs from the movie is nice! I'll go ask Jiesi to send me if she has. =D Some Chinese songs are actually quite nice. Haha! The lyrics are actually quite nice. =)

But yes! I think the movie is good. =D Supposed to watch it with Weiying but she had PW. Damn sad. Like everyone else ended PW already except for her~ Haha! Met Feli for lunch at plaza then Jiesi came along and we went to Marina Sqaure to get tickets for the show! A lot of pple was watching the show that day. Maybe 'cause it was 11/11/11. Haha! Talked to this girl for super long at Mac 'cause we were kinda lazy to walk around. =D Ohya! I wasted one hour in school for stupid econs lecture which didn't help at all. -_- But ok, like YL said, can bond with them. Haha! We were talking throughout the lecture man. Haha!

Then we went in the cinema first to watch. Zhihao came in later and Brendan and Yingkiat were just sad lar. They missed I think half an hour of the movie. LOL! See lar see lar, go canoe somemore.

Had dinner with them at Carl's Junior! Slept on the bus back and LOL, Jiesi woke us up so that we would catch 11.11pm on 11/11/11. Yes a lot of ones. Haha! She joke. And she dropped her phone lar! Dunno how she did that. LOL!

Went out with Agents yesterday! We met at Orchard. I WAS THE EARLIEST!! Am so proud of myself. And guess what, I was already late. They were all late on purpose. Asses. Had a long time deciding where to eat 'cause of all these picky pple. Finally found a place and we talked for quite long there. And I think we actually talked quite loud. LOL. We are seriously quite noisy together sometimes. Walked to Taka, then Orchard Central. Brought Gongcha. We actually walked quite a lot yesterday. LOL! But we slacked super lot too. We were just lazy that day too. Haha! And ok, I didn't have shopping mood 'cause erm, my wallet was kinda empty. It's damn sad lar. I don't know how I became so broke. =\ And holidays is freaking here. Gah. Sucks.

Anyway, we actually travelled back to Jurong East at Enaq. LOL! Yes, we aren't normal.. Sat a long bus journey and crapped talked all the way. Alighted quite far from there and walked to the shop! And LOL! This part is epic. Feli and I started singing like mad. And erm, super off tune 'cause we weren't bothering to sing the songs properly. Then Brendan and Sweden started to sing too. And it's quite joke, 'cause we were all singing different songs. Those 2 guys(gays) were standing in front singing, then Feli and I, then Junyuan at the back. We were like dedicating the songs to him. Haha! And he finally joined in after we walked to the traffic light. Yep, we weren't normal at that point of time. Hungry maybe. Haha!

But seriously, it's damn nice to sing off tune. LOL! Like just sing for singing! =D I miss doing that. I realise, I have no image. Lol. Ok, got pple worse than me in terms of the no-image-wise but yep, I really have no image. Ok, among my good friends lar. LOL. I'm sane when I'm with people that I don't really know. =) Haha! But then again, I would only break out into madness when I'm tired. Or high. Ok, usually people go mad when they are tired and high. This whole paragraph is quite stupid. LOL.

Alright! I think I have to go already. Gah. I'm feeling damn lazy to go Yunnan now. Have to pack and all. =\

one year ago...

Yesterday, was exactly one year after O levels ended. That feeling I remembered, felt real great. Not just because it was over, it was also because we knew we put in our best and whatever the results was, it could wait. That moment, after we all submitted our Chem MCQ paper, you could see instant smiles on almost everyone's faces (except Bio students~). And after we all got up from our seats, O levels was like a million years ago thing. Haha! We started to enjoy straight away~ =D

And yes, it really felt nice. The time from after 12 Nov 2010 to 26 Jan 2011 was really awesome. I really took a good break and spent time with my family and friends. Went overseas with my family. Had 2 awesome chalets with 2 awesome classes. Prom Night! So many things happened during this period of time and I'm glad that I really enjoyed my time. I kinda miss that feeling. Haha! I guess we'll just have to wait until after A levels! Just that it won't be the same of course. I guess, nothing really lasts. But memories stay and having these memories is enough. Because you know you experience them before. Last year was really a splendid year! But yep, new memories will come. =) Whatever is coming up next in 2012, I am ready! I think?

I felt this sudden lost feeling yesterday. But I'm really thankful to this one friend. Saying friend is too little for her. She's really awesome beyond words. Haha! Talking to her makes me felt a lot better. I think I'm really a person that needs to voice out my thoughts, or maybe write it down properly somewhere. Haha! 'Cause my mind was in a mess yesterday and I felt so much better after talking them out to her. I also come to realise that I really need to sit down at home one day, and just spend that whole day alone and sort out my thoughts. I think I should do it soon. Just that this week is going to be hell, ok not really hell but it will be busy 'cause I'm flying to Yunnan next week and there are so many pple I want to meet before going to Yunnan. Haha! Ok, I just want to meet them lar. =D

I'm still quite lost. But I think I'm way better now. Just that yes, I really need to sort out everything around me sort of thing. And then prepare myself for next year! It will be really a hell year, I can feel it. But I guess we just have to embrace it and make the most out of it. It will be fast. And I believe that I will feel like crap at almost a lot of times of next year. Hopefully I won't break down. Actually I don't think I will. Somehow, I think I'm really quite strong when it's the last lap of anything. Like last year, I think I was strong. Haha! OK, I don't really know. It's just how you view things actually. And not induce stress to yourself. I kinda like to do that. Which is really bad but oh well, I'm still surviving happy here. =D

I think I'm really good at crapping and linking stuffs together. LOL! What supposed to be a flashback about last year, became a lot of other stuffs. Haha! I shall post about the movie in the next post! =D

11.11.11 =)

Posting 'cause it's a special date. Heh. But ok, today wasn't that special. Haha! I mean yea, I watched a nice movie with nice pple! Haha! Shall post more tmr. =D

I realise yea, even though cool dates like these which won't occur again until another 100 years are really special, to be true, it's all about the memories. An ordinary date can be special too if something special happened that day. As long as that event is significant and important to you. That day, will still be special, even though it doesn't have a cool date such as today. =)

It's all about the memories and the people within them. But anyway, I did make a wish when it was 11.11am and 11.11pm. Haha! I saw it twice a day on such a special day~ Ok, I kinda made more than one wish on the 2nd one 'cause Jiesi was telling me she wanted to spam wishes. Haha! So I kinda spam too. To be true, I don't really believe it happens? Haha! But yep, just wish for fun. Who knows? Anything can happen. =D

And yes, I love this photo and this quote. =) I miss hell lot of people. And yes!! I'm going to meet some of them next week! Yay!! Looking forward! =D

out of my life~~~

YES!!!!! It's finally going to be out of my life forever!! No more freaking Project Work! Ok, university will have way more but let that wait.

I'M DAMN HAPPY NOW. =D Really feel so free! Haha! It's really a huge burden off and I'm proud to say that I really did my freaking super duper 100% best for project work, so I have no regrets. =) And frankly speaking, I don't really care about the grade anymore. Of course, I want my A. I mean seriously, I worked really my ass off for this thing. But if I really don't get it, forget it man! It's over and I'm just really glad it's over. But ok fine, I really want an A. LOL. I seriously did a lot of shit for it. Like really man. All the freaking shit I've been through. But oh well, PW is like that. It shows the true colours of some people. I'm just glad it's over!~ =D

Grateful to all my friends who supported me and hear my complains and everything during these freaking period, from WR all the way til today. =D They are awesome. And yes, Faeqa Fizla, weird girl who is too free 'cause her PW group is good. Haha! She helped me a lot for PW, when it's not even her freaking project. Owe her wayyy too much. But then again, I won't feel guilty 'cause it's her. Heh. I'm just really super duper thankful that I have her as my awesome close friend. Incredible friend and I seriously cannot imagine how life would be like without her, I mean not just 'cause of PW. I mean seriously, if I only realise her importance 'cause of PW, I'm so shallow. Haha! She really is one friend who I can rely on for anything. Somehow, she'll just always be there. I don't know how she do it. Haha! And I guess the nice thing is that she knows that I'll be there for her too. We somehow strike a balance between her and me? Sometimes, I think that she's there for me way more than I am for her? But it's not as if she don't tell me her troubles. So I guess, that's the cool thing about us. It's a healthy balanced friendship. HAHA! Ok, sounds so crap. But yea, you get what I mean. =)

Felicia!!!!!!! Haha! Seriously thank god I have her in my group. If not, I will really die. Like omg man. Working with those pple weren't easy and it really helped when you have your awesome friend with you, complaining with you, helping you, supporting you. It just made everything else a little more bearable. =D

Xavier and Casa!!! They are actually really awesome too. They would get their work done and contribute to the group. They would really try their best to help whatever they could and not whine about. And they really helped me with my OP. Like they would give comments to help me improve and thought of ways to help me improve my. OP. I mean yea, Felicia was the best lar. Haha! She really helped me a lot. <3 NAH! Heart-shape for you~ HAHA! You get why I put that rite? =DD We are such awesome friends man.

Anyway, so yep! On Tuesday, Xavier, Casa and I went to Feli's house at around 5plus going 6 to chiong OP! And I think we did awesome. We really completed almost everything, from the slides, to each of our presentation, to the timings, and the special component. We really did a lot of stuffs and enjoyed our time. Haha! Mainly 'cause we got a little high. Dunno why but yep. I think we were awesome!! We really helped each other as much as we can. =D It's damn nice. Haha! Stayed at her house until 10. Super hiong right? But we all felt good 'cause we really got a lot of things done. =D Super proud of us!! Haha!

And I'm damn proud of myself. I reached home at 10 and went straight to my com, without bathing or eating dinner and chiong the video for our special component! And manged to complete it in less than an hour~ Haha! Though it's really a simple video but I guess the message was there? Heh. Quite proud of myself. Haha! Yes, I know I sound damn boastful but whatever man, I deserve it. =D Ok lar, I think the video was nice. Maybe 'cause of the people that we videoed too. AWESOME PEOPLE TOO! Haha!

I think my class is really a class with nice people. We would really help each other for PW. And I think we will still help each other. Today, we really helped each other during OP by smiling and nodding and everything. It's quite nice. Haha! And they are really sporting people! Helping us with the video and modelling for the runway show! =D

I'm just glad that PW ended on a rather good note? Haha! At least I think our group's OP was quite good. Nothing went wrong despite how very last minute we kinda were. It's all over now so I'm just really glad about that. =D I felt really happy and light after that. Like once we step out of the classroom. =D

I guess I'm thankful to PW in a way 'cause I get to learn more about myself and also how there really are some strange people in this world that can make life hell for you. But the great thing is that even though there are people that tries to make life hell, there are also people who are there to help you and make everything way better. And these people are the ones that truly mattered. So no point getting all worked up on those other pain-in-the-ass people, 'cause seriously, they aren't worth you spending them on them. These people, they just well, let them be man. It's how they want to screw up their own life. Just let them 'cause they don't care. So why bother caring when they don't care themselves.

So yes, all's well. =) Haha! It's out of my life~~ Haha! I'll enjoy the next few days! I got a feeling I'll just enjoy until I go Yunnan, then I'll come back and start mugging. I need my break lar, PW really made me go crazy for the best few weeks. I really hope it will all pay off! =)))

people with brave voices

LOL! I have to share this one with everyone who is feeling sad now. =D

Ok, maybe not. Haha! I shall not embarrass my dear friends. But seriously they are epic. And watching that video really cheer me up. I laughed like mad crazy. Funny how we didn't realise how bad they were last time. I guess we sort of did but we wanted nice entertainment, that's why we actually encouraged them so much. Haha! But ok, I give them full credit for their bravery. And they are simply hilarious lar! As in they themselves are funny people. Not erm, their performance. HAHA! Their whole performance was... HAHAHAHA.

But yes!!! I still think they are awesome for doing it. =D And thank you for making me laugh like some mad person while watching the video. =D If you know what I'm talking about, please don't kill me. You all made me laugh after all. =D HAHA!

OHYA! And I realise I didn't mention about the sports module! We went for inline skating! It's fun! I like it and I want to go skate lar!! Since dunno when we say we want to have roller blading outing. Too much things to do, yet so little time. =\

Anyway, so yes! Eunice!!!!! She is the best man. Haha! Bet she's feeling guilty. Ok, actually I think she's not that guilty. Haha! She wanted me to go faster, so she pulled me. Then suddenly, she was like "OK! Go on your own!" And gave me a slight push. And I was on full speed already. And of course, you know what happened. I just lie on the floor in that very awkward position for super long. LOL! It's really the "thump" feeling. First time falling while roller blading. Haha! Ass hurt like crap but ok! I was still able to continue! Haha! So not bad lar, at least I experience falling once. =D

I shall end with a song~

[ When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me ]

Stand By Me - Ben E. King

crazy bunch

still my favourite class photo! =D we are cool much? Haha!

Anyway, I was quite sian just now with planning of class chalets and gatherings all. Maybe 'cause the replies are rather little. OK, actually, I think it's not bad. Must write down all the replies then can see who replied and who did not. Super annoying when pple don't reply. Like freaking hell man. Just say yes or no. Easy. Simple. Even if you know that I confirm know you will be going, replying won't hurt rite? Are you lazy to that extent? I am lazy but I'll make it a point to reply important msgs. Unless you give no shit, then tell me. And I won't bother sending you messages about class outings stuffs anymore since you don't even bother replying.

Woah, I'm damn angst. LOL. But yep, I'm better now already! 'cause I went to watch the class video. HAHA! First time watching it again since chalet. But I realise the video actually kinda suck. Haha! Just that I mean, the photos and videos are enough already. =D And all the memories just came flooding back. I really miss the wacky class time with them!!! We did all sorts of nonsense. And I really love how we would stay back after school just to prepare for our special item, personally for Ms Tan! We are so sweet. Heh.

So yep, I will still plan for the outings all. I think maybe 'cause this week I have a lot of stuffs going on. Not in the best of mood. So yes!! I'll be a happy kid again after next thursday!! =D I really really can't wait for it to end. It has been sucking my life up. Made me a different person. LOL! Ah, I realise a lot about myself from pw. I guess it's good in a way?

But I'm feeling really tired. And I just feel like hecking this whole damn thing. But yes, I won't!! Just maybe today. Feeling this woah feeling. LOL! I don't know how to say but yep.

I JUST WANT TO MEET UP WITH PEOPLE THAT I MISS NOW. =( But yea, I realise how some people really just move on. Lol. As in yea, I'm not asking them, begging them to stay on, I won't beg and all. It just makes you feel kinda sad? Like they really just move on and don't look back. I mean yes, move on but hold on. I like this thing actually, move on but still continue to hold on. I think I mention this in one of my old posts before. But oh well, if they really decided to move on and don't hold on, it's their life. Let them be. But ok, heh, for friends that I'm close too, I'll still try to persuade them 'cause well, they are my good friends, so too bad for them. HAHA!

Had badminton with Guodong, Jinghan, Swapna and Felicia last Saturday! =D Ok, kinda lazy to describe all but yep, it was still fun though I think I really suck. Gah. Need to learn again. LOL. Bet Sweden feels like killing me when he sees how I play the next time we play with them 'cause ok, I think I really suck damn bad. Opps. But yea lar!!! I still want to play. Ya, annoying pple. Say want badminton since like forever. And we still haven't have badminton yet. It's freaking annoying how pple always just say but never do anything. Like just ah dunno lar. They just say but won't actually organise 'cause they are lazy to organise. I'm the only person that really bothers to actually text pple and organise all. Like seriously man. But oh well, to heck with it. At least, I still had fun. =D And the planning is actually quite simple. LOL. That's why I really don't get how lazy pple can be to not just text pple. I mean yes, I get they are lazy 'cause some pple just don't reply. Heck them lar! They don't come is their lost what. Just text everyone, decide on date, venue, time, whoever replies will go. Whoever don't, just don't bother man. Ok, dunno lar. I find it quite a rather simple and straightforward thing to do. It's not hard at all. Just that not many people will bother. Which can be frustrating sometimes. It's like you really want to go do it, but since no one organises, you don't bother too. The reason why sometimes I don't bother 'cause seriously, if I keep getting text from this some old person abt outings and all, I will get a little annoyed. Ok maybe not but yea, I don't always want to organise every single outing 'cause I think pple will get sick of seeing my name and just ignore my text. Which I think some of them already do just ignore my text. That's why, I should text address that person personally. But then I'm not that stupid 'cause it's freaking time-consuming and I won't waste time just to make sure that everyone replies. I'm totally ranting away here now but yes, just let me rant.


Badminton~ Haha! I want to go play again! And yes! The court at the Senja CC is nice. =D I like. Haha! And it's near my house so yes, convenient! Wahahahaha.

Sunday went to JP to meet Feli and Izati for PW! We settled quite a few stuffs so I guess that's good!

Monday was A level Mother Tongue! So it was no school for us higher mother tongue pple~ Haha! We went out after YL's paper! =D Had a nice day of break with them!


Tuesday stayed back after school to pack 98 photos to be send by mail! We were really doing labour work. LOL! But I guess it's worth it 'cause some parents did text me to ask abt the soft copies and I asked them abt the hard copies and their replies are really nice. =D haha! Makes doing so much stuffs feels so much better. At least they are so grateful for the photos!

Wednesday was doing our Photog Notice Board!!! =D It's up already! We just need to put in our contact information and voila! We will have an awesome board. =D I'm too lazy to post the photo of the notice board but I'll do it when I feel like. =D It's really nice. Quite proud of us!

Thursday had OCIP meeting! Before that we slacking in a classroom and I took videos of them for our OP. Carissa and Merlyn were mad pple lar! They are seriously damn joke. Haha! Super crazy!! Had OCIP meeting and went through the lesson plan. OHYA!!! Our hotel in Yunnan is awesome lar!!! Damn nice. =D I super like. Haha! Can spam photos mad. OK lar, I think Yunnan is really a nice place to take photos. =D So yep!! Nice! Haha!

Today had photog! It was a super short session. Quite joke. But oh well, we really didn't have much things to cover. At least we settled some stuffs? And there were quite a few more pple than usual at least? Ok, I think there were. Haha! Photog attendance is really quite sad but never mind ba! We are still cool pple. =D LOL.

Went travelling to Bishan to find the dark one. Haha! Took train with Swap to Bishan and went to buy food at Junction 8 before going over to find Faeqa at her school! Ok, we just waited at the bus stop but oh well. Haha! We are so freaking nice rite? Actually bothered to travel there. Haha! But ok, that's 'cause we had a lot of time to spare. And it's still fun to travel home together. They are not normal pple. They really aren't. LOL! And we really love to annoy each other. Like in all sorts of small little ways. And we are actually genuinely annoyed sometimes. I swear I really don't know how we manage to stand each other for so long. Haha! There is just something really awesome about us. =D

Sat at Starbucks for awhile. Talked, complained, took videos for our OP. Heh. I really love all my friends. They are the best lar! Whoever that we asked to help us for OP, they will do it! But yep, they are still awesome! =D

Alright, I think I shall sleep early and wake up early to start work tmr! I shall spend my time on PW from tmr all the way until 10th november! The last lap already! Chiong ar!! =D

run fast

Have you ever run so hard and fast until you feel that your lungs are about to break apart?
I think it will be nice to feel that. Because you may be running towards something or someone that means so much to you that can make you run so hard for. Someone who is so important.

That feeling where you run so hard because you really needed to be with that person at that instant. That adrenaline, be it happy or sad. You just run to the fastest speed you can so that you can be with that person. And sometimes, most of the time, this speed that you are running, is out of your usual speed.

That's why it's really amazing how mothers can lift up very heavy things just to prevent their child from getting hurt. It's this love that makes everything that used to be impossible, possible. I think love is truly an amazing thing. It makes wonders happen. Be it love from parents to their child, love from grandparents, love between two people, love to parents and grandparents from a child, love to friends, love from friends. LOVE. It's just really amazing.

It's this love that makes you want to be with them at that instant. This love that makes you run so hard. This love that makes you have the strength that you never knew you had.

Love makes wonders, it's so true.