Alright, I just lost my mood to post about nicer stuffs. I realise a lot of cool and funny stuffs happened during the Yunnan trip. Lucky there's still photos so it's fine. I think aiya, shall not post about it already. Or else I won't update about the other stuffs. LOL.

But yes, I lost my mood 'cause seriously argh. I feel like just stop planning. No one seems to bother. Like freaking hell. You asked, we planned, don't complain it's ex, don't suddenly back out 'cause it's ex. I mean ok fine, it's really quite ex this time. I was shocked when I calculated. But what to do? It's peak season. It's the holidays. Chalets are ex during this time. I don't want you all to pay so much too but I don't think I can pay the full sum.

I don't mind being the only one who go for the chalet if not for the price. Seriously man. Throw me alone in the chalet, I will be fine. Ok, it's quite scary but yes, you get my point.

And freaking hell, reply message. I always hate this 'cause it's like the freaking annoying part. All you have to do is type "I'm coming" or "I'm not coming". IT'S NOT THAT HARD. It can be done within a few seconds. I don't think I'm wasting a lot of your time just for you to type your reply. It's simple, it's easy, you don't need to be taught.

I'm tired. Yes, I've said this a lot of time. It really sucks when pple don't reply. But fine, I'm just going to heck and if I see you there means you are going. If you aren't there, means you aren't. I'm not going to persuade you pple anymore, I'm not going to send individual text asking if you are coming, I'm not going to call you just to ask if you are coming. It's really hell of an annoyance when pple don't reply messages that require you to reply. I said there, REPLY.

Arghaghjfasdhfklasdfdshioq Freaking hell. This is the last time I'm planning a freaking chalet for this class. I love this class but I think, you know what, I believe I've done my best. Even if I haven't, I'm sorry but yes, I tried but I guess things are just like that. I miss this class, I miss all the crazy fun times we had. Maybe I'm the only one missing them. So yes, I bothered planning all these. But apparently, I think I'm really the only one who really miss this class and wants to meet up with everyone else? Seriously no one seems to bother.

I'm done. I don't know why I'm so angry now. I think it's not just them. Maybe it's mood swings. I don't know. It just sucks lar. Freaking hell.

I miss 6h. I don't know why but yea, at least, 6h pple bothered. Yes, they don't reply smses too but I don't know. It's just different. At least they will reply when they feel that the person sending is getting annoyed? I don't know. And we can make small groups work. Chalet with 7 pple. It was awesome. Maybe 'cause the chalet wasn't that expensive too. And ok, stupid Kenneth paid the whole thing for chalet. But we all didn't mind paying at all. We really just go to spend time with each other and have fun. If you think about it, chalet with 7 pple is kinda insane. But we made it work, and it was sure hell fun like crazy. Maybe it was the mad cycling, but I think we would still have a lot of fun even without it. We can make things work because everyone will be willing to do anything since we are there already. I think we are really cool pple. And those who wanted to come for the chalet but couldn't. You can tell that they really wanted to come. Kenneth said it wasn't. Maybe I was too naive and thought that they really actually wanted to come but somehow, I'm quite sure they really meant it when they said that they wanted to come but couldn't. You can sense who is true and who's not. I know who are true. And hmm.. it's really not about the number anymore. It's abt the quality. Those who are still coming, they are the ones who still feel attached to the class. Pple who want to meet up with these crazy old friends.

I guess, I didn't expect them to turn away from the class so quickly? But I guess it just happens, and it will still happen even if it's not now. Yes, I understand it's expensive and you really cannot pay for it. I'm not unreasonable. But hmm.. if you really want to come, you will make it work. Like some of them told me they are just coming for the day but not staying overnight. You can tell that they still want to come, it's just that they don't have the money to pay. I'm fine with that. It makes me happy actually, 'cause at least they really wanted to come and meet up with everyone else. I don't really know how to say but yea.

Actually, I just hate non-repliers. It's like you don't bother at all. There is a lot of ways and means to tell me that you are coming or not. Technology made it so. You can use Facebook or whatever if your phone is down. If you are overseas then fine, I'll forgive you. But argh, you get the point lar. I don't know why but yes, to me, replying is important. You won't keep the perosn wondering. It's freaking annoying. And the thing is, it's not the first time they don't reply. I'm sick and tired of this. I really am. I really don't know why I care so much? Why I bothered when no else seems to care?

Hmm.. Whatever already. Whoever comes, I'll see you there. I give up.