Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using

1. Annoying
Haha! Yes, my favourite word. If you know me well, yep, this is my favourite word. Everything and everyone can be annoying, according to me. =D I guess I use annoying 'cause it isn't a very strong word but it still expresses feelings and emotions? HAHA! I'm like analyzing a word I used everyday. =D

2. Shut Up
Ahahaha. Yes, I know it's two words but it comes together. I always say this when I've got nothing to rebut back. Yea lar, lack of vocabulary but yep, these are two useful words. Though mean but yep, they will just shut up. Ok, actually they don't. -_- So yes, it's just lack of vocabs.

3. Damn
It can be used in any ways, any circumstances. =D Haha! I really use "damn" a lot. Should cut a bit 'cause it sounds quite annoying at times when used too often. And it's actually a swear word too. But yep, not as harsh I guess. LOL!


Ok, think that's about it. HAHA! Maybe I should start saying nicer words more often. Like erm.. ok, can't think of any nice words. =D But yes, I'm generally a nice person but I won't say like praises and nice stuffs about you often. =D It's just the comfort level with your friends where you just say what you want, and they know that you don't mean all the mean stuffs you say to them. That's just how we communicate. =D

innocence at its best

This video deserves to be posted. HAHA! Saw it before and ahh! Kids are really so cute! The little boy is like so proud and happy. Haha! Watching this will really warm your heart.

And yes! It really makes me want to have kids. Haha! I love kids all along and yes! I want to have my own kid to pamper, to teach, to take care of and to love with all my heart. I shall talk more about this next time! Too much stuffs to type about.

Children are really the best gifts on earth.
The best gift that God gives to every parent. =)

orchard with a bunch of childish kids; yes I'm part of the kids =D

So yes! I spent my last day of the year with the most awesome pple once again. =D

Heh. I was late. Haha! But yes, there were reasons ok. And Swap and Kenneth were worse 'cause they overslept. Sheesh.

Went to Cineleisure Orchard for Sherlock Homles! I think the movie was quite good? I kinda like it ba. Haha! At least the storyline is good. =D And ya!!! Someone's idea of buying 2 medium popcorn and 4 medium drinks, when there was just 6 pple. Sheesh. I ended up eating a lot and there were still quite a lot left. See lar see lar, so smart. Tsk. But ok, been a long time since I ate popcorn while watching movie. I still like to eat popcorn while watching movies. =D

Anyway, so yep! Met Swapna Kenneth, Shaohao and Jinghan before we had lunch. And yes, I seriously love how we always play with escalators whenever we meet. LOL! Shaohao and Jinghan went down the escalator then somehow, Faeqa just followed them and so did we and they just came straight back up. Annoying right? And the funny thing is we really just blindly followed. Haha! I really love how everyone just blindly follows and not asking where we are going. =D Until we are nearing the place. Haha!

Had lunch at Long John Silvers at Somerset 313! Yes, we actually walked there just for lunch. But yes, it was there where my favourite picture of the day was born!

Tada!~ You must be wondering what's so nice about this photo when there is nothing much in this photo actually. Well, that's the whole point. =D I laughed like mad for awhile over this photo. And ok, to be true, it isn't THAT funny but that's just what I love about them. Haha! I'll always laugh like some mad person but when I look back, it actually wasn't that funny. LOL! But ok, this photo is really just epic. =D

And ya! This person decided to start shooting ice at Faeqa. LOL! And erm, ok I actually joined him. Eh! I used to be able to do it well! Just that I lost my skill. Haha! But yes, at that moment, we really became so freaking childish. HAHA! I'm actually turning 18 soon. Oh well, you can't do stuffs like that once you turn 21? So must make use of the remaining few years left to do all these nonsense stuffs. =D

Went back to Cine for pool. Stop by the rubber band shop to get rubber bands. And lol, it's so funny how the guys will really just wait outside for us. Haha! Some guys will just go see something else first then come back. But they just waited outside. HAHA! Okok, so we went to check out the price of the pooling and it was quite ex so we actually decided to just go slack at some place. Went out of Cine to meet Faeqa. LOL! This is actually funny also. Faeqa had to go pray so she went to pray first. And surprisingly, no one noticed she was gone after awhile later. LOL! Damn joke.

So yep! We decided to go pooling in the end. So yes, we went up again. LOL! We really love doing such stuffs. But yep! Had fun pooling with them. Though erm, we kinda suck. As in the girls. I really don't get why the guys can be so good at it. It seems like some natural thing for them. And wahahaha I won once. =D Ok yes, I was teamed with Kenneth and I did nothing~! HAHA! He just scored in all the balls man. And the black ball as well. LOL! So yes, I really did nothing. =D Oh well, it's still funny watching Feli and Faeqa pool. They suck like mad. I think Swap and I were actually not that bad. =D Jiamin was way better than the 4 of us man. She has some skills in her while the rest of us were just doing our best. =D

Girls group photo! Ohya! I think this is the first outing where there is an even number of girls and guys. Usually there will be more guys but yep! 5 girls and 5 guys this time! HAHA!

Went to Mac for ice cream/drinks after that! And they were all amused by the retarded toys I bought from Yunnan. =D

And ok fine, I was damn amused by them initially as well. HAHA! Just that you should really see how greatly amused Faeqa was. She was like on a roll man. HAHA! Forever the best. =D

Bus home! And all of them actually sent me home. Haha! It's really damn funny how they walk. It's really a longer way but they just did it. =D Yea, they love me too much. HAHA!

But yes!! Ah, they are seriously the best. =) They are really friends I cannot imagine not having around. I still love going out with them 'cause we'll always do rubbish stuffs. Haha! We rarely do something really constructive. Ok this time still not bad since we went pooling.

I really love this awesome tradition of ours. =D And yes! Running Man Marathon! Haha! One day, when we all get tired and stressed out from all these A levels shit, we shall have a Running Man marathon! I welcome my house for it. =D

Seriously these awesome pple rock my life so much. Love you pple~! =D

One of the days where I regretted taking history and being so stubborn in not taking any science subjects at all

It's damn annoying. Like seriously man. I don't get no shit. As in ok, I get some stuffs, I'm not that sad. Just that, I really don't know how I should go about beginning my freaking assignment. It's just argh.

Suddenly, I realise how I still have so much stuffs I want to do. But I'm left with less than a week. Yay man! Happens all the time. Tsk. Just that wah, really not looking forward to going back school. =\ I want to see my JC friends, but not in the school context. Haha! Like I really rather meet them outside of school than inside of school.

And yes, omg. I really should not have been so dead against not taking any science subjects at all. It's freaking H1!!! I should have just taken a subject that is less tedious and can be interesting too. Like Physics. Though our school's Physics department really suck, I think I can still make it? Ok actually maybe not. And History is really interesting. Just that wahhhh, reading all the info can be mind-boggling. And then must analysis all. As much as I can't do sciences, I think I can still survive with taking a H1 science subject. Freaking hell man. And yes, now I have to get annoyed with this.

I really really felt this crap feeling when I first read about this holiday assignment. Like this "What did I get myself into" feeling. I still like History, it's really interesting, but the assignments can be annoying. Ah... But okok, I'm just complaining. I'll still do it ultimately. Just that haiz.. hopefully, it won't be some shit work. I just need to know how to begin then I can move on and all. Just that I really feel damn sian to start on.

And the thought of all the other subjects that I haven't start on. Damn... Why did I leave everything to last minute again?! I really always like that. Like just look at all the days before school reopens posts. It's always like that. I miss last year January. =( I have no worries over homework before school starts 'cause we didn't have any freaking homework! All you lucky sec 4 graduates. Seriously treasure your time man. One year later, it sucks. But ok, at least we start school a week later than other pple. =D That's a relieve I guess? But yes, I really should have made use of my time well last week too.

Ah. Whatever, I shall do a proper post later.

Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget

1. Trip to USA with my family (June 1999)
I was 5 years old! It was kinda my first trip overseas, not counting Malaysia and Indonesia of course. My first official one was when I was still a baby. -_- So technically, that was not counted, since my memory of it is really zero. I remembered going Disney World! Haha! Actually, my memory of the trip wasn't vivid as well. It's just random bits of stuffs that I remembered. OH! I remember the plane ride. Haha! I was sort of like talking/playing with some air stewardess. Yes, I'm a good and nice kid. =D My autograph book at Disney World! I still have it. =D I remember going to some beach and we chased after seagulls. Haha! And apparently, the beach was some private beach so we weren't supposed to be there, according to my mum's friends. LOL! And playing at the playground behind my mum's friend's house! We stayed at their house for a few nights I think. And the playground was fun. Haha! Backyard playground. =D We played with water and all. Haha! And my nickname came from this trip too. As in the nickname that only my dad and my mum calls me. =D I won't say it here, 'cause lol, it's quite a lame nickname but yes, it's still dear to me and it came about from this trip. Haha! And the way it came about is super lame. Ask me personally if you really want to know. =D But yep! It's really one of the best trips ever. =D Ok, of course lar, USA man! Haha! And yes, I'm really glad that there were photographs. They kept all these memories. =)

2. Mr Phang's 40th Birthday (April 2011)
I was thinking of the most memorable memory with 6h but it's really hard 'cause there are so many memorable memories with them. Every outings, every gatherings, every meet ups are special in their own ways. But I chose this ultimately 'cause well, it was our dear teacher's 40th birthday!! And it was the 5th year we were apart from each other, yet we were still meeting up. And we don't just meet up once or twice a year. I think for a primary 6 class, we met up quite often? And every meet ups, we had fun. Of course some meetings are more fun than others but yea! It's always nice meeting up with them. And yea, that day, I really had fun. It really felt good meeting up with them just to celebrate our teacher's birthday. And I guess the special thing about that day was 'cause I was initially pissed off with some of them 'cause they texted me super annoying stuffs 'cause ok, I was late lar. But yes, they really pissed me off. But after meeting them, I don't feel pissed off anymore. Like almost instantly. Haha! It's just amazing somehow. Haha! And we had fun, taking failed jump shots, had trouble even taking a proper group photo. =D Me running back home just for memory card. Haha! And they are all so nice to wait for Faeqa and I to come back before they started eating. And how they were all calling me mad for wanting to go back to just take my memory card. They don't always require me to take photo. They would actually be happy when I don't take photos. Haha! Too bad, that's just not me. =D But I know that if I didn't go back to take my memory card, that day would still be equally awesome. We don't need photos to make the day fun. That's why I don't usually have a lot of photos during outings 'cause these annoying humans don't like to take photos. But yes, I still like to take photos of them without their notice. Haha! They have the funniest natural shots. They are just funny in general lar. HAHA! But yes, I can't be more thankful to have meet them. These friends are my friends forever, for real. =)

3. 4E1's Teachers' Day celebration (August 2010)
The first time I sang a song for a teacher! All the preparation we took to prepare this for Ms Tan, it was totally worth it. That day really made me felt so happy and proud to be in 4E1. You can really see the class spirit there and we really weren't faking anything. Everything came from the heart. And though we weren't the best singers, we sang our heart out just for her. Watching the video of our performance still make me smile. Though ok, can't really see us but yes, hearing us singing felt so nice. Should have get some pple from another class to film for us. HAHA! But yea!! 4E1 is really the most bonded class. Heh. It's really true. Everyone was on about doing such stuffs and we would all just give our best. The scrapbook! Spent quite a lot of time on it but it was really worth it too. Could have done better but I think it's the thought that counts? Haha! All the super retarded photos. =D I really miss 4E1! Like seriously man, all the crazy mad times we had. Our class times were fun. Ok, we used to be dead quiet in class, and I guess we weren't really crazy or mad during lessons time. But during breaks, when teachers weren't around, the crazy side of us just came out. LOL! And we really do super mad and weird stuffs. Play all the lame games. Sing like no tomorrow! We are really a singing class. Haha! We did stuffs that you really won't expect sec 3 and 4 students to be doing. My best school times were really sec 3 and 4. These 2 years, I studied hard, had fun, made awesome friends, did stuffs that I didn't expect myself to be doing. There are so many memories with them as well. Haha! Love these weird humans too! They are also annoying pple, but yep! They are the best classmates anyone can ever ask for. =)

4. Heart beats fast (November 2010)
The first time my heart beats so fast until I was really shocked at how my heart reacted. LOL! No joke man. Just that luckily I was at home. Haha! It's actually quite a cool experience. HAHA! But yes, it felt strangely nice. It's actually an experience you will feel more than once in your life, I think? Haha! 'cause seriously, there are so many reasons to make your heart beats fast. Don't count when you are doing sport or running all though, 'cause if your heart isn't beating fast then, something is seriously wrong with you. But yep, that was the first time I felt my heart beating so quickly.


I typed this on 3rd but I thought of the memories on the 2nd! =D

I have a lot of memories that I won't forget, just that when you have to narrow down to 4, suddenly you can't seem to think of anything. Haha! I guess I choose these 4 as they are somewhat significant? They aren't exactly more significant but yep, aiya, just the ones I feel like talking about. HAHA! There really is too many memories that I won't forget. Life, is like that. HAHA! So yes, memories are really dear to me and I'm glad that I have really good ones when I look back. =)

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without

1st January 2012

1. Family
I've mention about family before quite a lot of times, see here again. =D I'm erm, lazy and tired to type out again. HAHA! But yes, family I mean my mum, dad, sister, grandma, grandfather, grandmother, aunt, cousins, aunts, uncles, cousins. LOL! Don't ask me why there is repetition 'cause erm, only I will know who are my favourite cousins. Heh. Yes I'm biased but that's just how it is. =D At least I don't show it obviously lar. Ok, maybe actually I do. Aiya, whatever. I still love all of them.

2. Great friends
Ahahaha, yes I've mention about this many times too. Refer here or here to see more. =)

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.

I really love this quote. Though I don't know who's it from.

3. My camera
Heh. Yes I guess I sort of can't really live without it? I'll feel empty without it around sometimes. Like this itchy feeling. Haha! And I'll really miss taking out my camera to take photos sometimes. This really strong urge to just take my camera and go take photos. It's really something I really like? But yea lar, I'm not always with my camera 24/7. There are times where I get lazy too. =D It's really heavy. =( I kinda miss digital camera sometimes. Gah, I want too much. =\

4. Memories
Yes, memories. Without them, there is really nothing in you. You will just be this empty shell, with nothing to remember about. I think memories are really important. They keep you going on. Of course, I'm not saying we should keep thinking about the past memories and just stay there. Hold on to the memories, and continue to make new ones. If you just forget about your memories, you are really left with nothing at.

"Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you have, and the things you never want to lose." - Kevin Arnold

So if you don't have any memories, you really have nothing.

5. My phone
Haha! I'm not like desperately dependent on my phone but yea, I really utilised my phone quite a bit? Yes! At least I utilised it well, unlike a lot of pple with iPhone and all. I don't use it just to call and text. I use it to type down thoughts when I suddenly have them, 'cause writing down can be a bit slow. I use it for note taking sometimes. Directions to places. I use it for music and videos! Taking photos and videos as well. Facebook and surfing the Internet of course. Games yes. Actually, I think it's the music part that's important. I'll just switch on my playlist and do work while listening to the music. Music is important! =D


So yep! 5 things I can't live without. Actually, I can't live without a lot of stuffs. LOL! Like my bed and the thing I hug to sleep. Heh. Like if my mum really threw it away one day, I will scream at her. I mean it. It's just so dear to me. I think I'm quite a sentimental person. Haha! But yes, of course, family and friends are the 2 most important things I really cannot live without. =)

Day 5: Six things that annoy you

Yes I'm going to play cheat. Really not my fault that I didn't post. Ok, obviously it's my fault but ya! My dad had been competing with me for the com. -_-

Anyway, so yes. 31st December 2011

1. People not replying your sms when it requires a reply
Yes, this annoys me to the freaking max. If there is a question in my sms, please at least give me a reply. It's really not hard. If I ask you to REPLY, please do so since I've stated it. If I just send you a normal text with no questions or no "REPLY" in it, then you can don't reply. I won't care about you. There was one point where I got so annoyed that I called someone to complain about it. LOL. Ok, but just complaining actually works 'cause in the mist of the complain, the person who I was annoyed at called me to give me the reply. -_- Seriously man, it's not hard to text. But ok, I don't mind if you don't reply straight away 'cause I don't too. But at least reply within a day. I don't believe you ignore your phone for a whole day. If you read my blog often, yes, this is one thing that annoys me the most.

2. Telling me to do a million things at once, thinking that I'm some superwoman
My mum. She the best you know. First, I will be lying on the sofa. Then she tells me to go bathe, so I started to get up. As I get up, she told me to get her a cup of water. As I was walking to the kitchen, she'll tell me to get her specs or some books for her. Then she'll tell me to go bathe again. -_- Then I'll just be standing there, not knowing what the hell I'm supposed to do. Tsk. She loves to do this man. She'll really always tell me to do a lot of stuffs at once. Freaking annoying. It's an impossible multi-task thing to do. And for a girl, I really suck at multi-tasking. Sometimes, I can. But sometimes I really cannot, or rather the work will be very slipshot. You need quality man!

3. Asking me for help when I'm about to go out
Lol, it's my parents again. They always ALWAYS ask me to help them with some things just before I'm about to go out. Seriously you know. I'm not saying this as an excuse or what. It's like they want to make sure that they asked me everything before they can't ask anymore until I'm back. -_- You could have seriously asked me while I'm happily enjoying my time at home. I won't be as annoyed. Sheesh.

4. Knowing that you should be studying but you just can't seem to get your ass onto it
YES!!! This one is annoying to the max. 'Cause you really know that you need to study, you should be studying, you shouldn't be slacking. But you just don't want to start. You can sense the urgency. The need to. Just that you really don't want to and can't seem to really start. Your notes are already in front of you, but you just can't seem to flip open it. It's just like that. You feel guilty for slacking but you still want to slack. LOL! It's really annoying.

5. Watching a show/movie so intensely just to know what happened in the end, yet there is no ending to it or you missed the last episode
This one is really annoying. 'Cause I almost always missed the last episode of the shows I watch on TV. Then sometimes , I'll really go source for the last episode just to see what happened. I need a proper conclusions to stories! Or else it's really incomplete. And some horror movies! Doesn't have a proper ending! Like Grave Encounters. Seriously man. I continued to watch it, even though it was scary just because I want to see what happened in the end. But then, they didn't give any proper ending. Super annoyed. But good thing is you'll forget about the scary parts 'cause of the annoyance. HAHA! I guess I really like shows and movies with proper endings. Or else it wouldn't be a nice show or movie anymore.

6. You, for popping into my head all of a sudden
Go away, I didn't ask you to come disturb my brain. But yep, I think you will be going away soon, or at least not come popping around as often.


There are more stuffs that annoys me 'cause yes, I'm easily annoyed. Haha! Annoying is one of my favourite words. Almost everyone annoys me. HAHA! I think I really used the word on almost all my friends around me. But yes! When I say that they are annoying to me friends, it's the annoyed but not the bad kind of annoyed. =D It's just how I like to say it. LOL!

"You are damn annoying!" I bet a lot of people see/hear this coming out from me. Haha!

Movin' On

[ Said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove
To anyone 'cause we'll get through
We're movin' on and on and on and on...
Keep movin' on ]

Movin' On - Good Charlotte

My eyes is about to close but I've got so much stuffs to post about, so I'll hold on for awhile longer!

It's 2012! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

It's going to be tough year, but I know I will get through it somehow. I'm going to be focused and not lose sight. 2011, is over now. So we shouldn't cling on to the past and regrets! Let's move on! Of course, good memories will still be forever etched. I'll still hold on to them. But make new good memories as well. And whatever bad memories, leave it behind. Move on~

Decisions are made firm now. This year, I'm going to be more decisive. Once I've decided, I'm going to stick to it and not change anymore. Ok, decisions regarding my own stuffs lar. I still believe that some stuffs need to be improvised. =D Spontaneous is good, pple! Haha! But yes, I'll be firm with my decisions on what I will do. Don't think so much anymore. It' not worth it and yes, you are better than that. You deserve better.

I'm going to be on time. I mean it. My late days shall be over! It's really a promise to myself. I'm not just doing it for my dear sad friends. I really want to be a person that's on time. It's not nice to be late. It's not that I like it. But yes, I'm going to try my very best to change it. I'm not promising anyone, I'm only promising myself.

And yes, promise yourself to protect your heart. Don't get weak, don't let it change your decisions. For this year, just make your heart firm. Of course not too firm, 'cause I want to melt it someday. But for this year, just this year, let it be unmoved. Actually, ok I'm scared that by doing so, it will be hard for my heart to feel something again. But I really don't want to be weak and let it give in again. It's really not fun. For now at least. There is just so much other stuffs to do. And I really need to be focused. Actually, I'm not really affected by it. I just don't want it to potentially affect me.

Year 2012; make firm decisions, be on time and protect your heart.

This song, is really meaningful. The lyrics is suitable for the first day of 2012. =D Haha! Though the music may not be of the liking of some pple, but yes, it's my kind of song. Haha!

"And all I've got are these two hands to make myself a better man
I wonder if I'll ever see the end of this
With all this rain it just keeps falling
On my head and now I'm calling
Out to someone else to help me make it through"

I guess yea, we all need pple to help you get through. We can't do it on our own. Strength in numbers, it's true. Family and friends are really important. And I guess they will be here for me this year. In their own ways. And I will be there for them too, in my own ways. HAHA! But yes, you really feel glad when you found great friends who are really just there already. Like nothing's going to change the friendships. I'm confident in the friendships. =) And yea lar, family. They annoy you like crap but too bad they are your family members. Haha! I shall do something nicer for my sis's 21st birthday this year! =)

Life, Hope, Truth, Trust, Faith, Pride, Love, Lust, Pain, Hate, Lies, Kill, Laugh, Cry, Live, Die

These words, sums up life in general. It's how life will always be. Full of ups and downs, happiness and sadness. Everything. We live once only, so treasure each moment, live like you're dying.

Make the best with what you're given
This ain't dying
This is living!