I suddenly got no drive to do any homework at all.

This is really not the way. When 2009 is ending and 2010 is coming.

2010... I'm looking forward to it yet dreading it.

The thing I love about holidays, is that you get to be somewhere else. You have a rather good excuse of not doing things. Like just slacking around. Because that's what holidays is about. Slacking. Enjoying life.

Actually, we can enjoy life now too. But I realise if we really enjoy life now, we will really regret it later.

But now, I really don't have the mood to do anything related to studies. This really sucks.

OK. After ranting it out, it feels better. I think yea, I should really stop whining around and start doing something about it.

I must do something about it. I will. I hope.